Hello Thelou,
Re: Love. It sounds like you hopped into a closer parallel universe after all!
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Jo.
Re: Love. It sounds like you hopped into a closer parallel universe after all!

Jo.
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Show posts MenuQuoteI've always had this inner feeling that I'm not supposed to be here.Have you ever considered that this could be a long-standing prejudice of yours that you must overcome it by learning to love it here? It is certainly possible to love this life on Earth, lots of people do. I can tell you from my own experience, it's much more fun than hating it.
Quotehow come we cannot influence others into what we want them to do? I mean I know they have their freedom of choice, and we cannot make others do anything. But that seems like an encroachment on my freedom of choice.Excellent question!
QuoteI grew up Christian. You die, you go to heaven, that is if you're good.Right, and so it is when you die being in harmony with the rest of the world because you create your own reality through your mindset, here as well as in multi-dimensional reality, which is also known as the spirit world.
QuoteI perceive hell as existence on Earth, if you don't do with it what you can to make it not hell. So I've grown up with the hope of being with loved ones in heaven.Right again.
QuoteNow it just plain pisses me off that I chose to be here?What's wrong with that? Do you think that it was bad for you go through exams in school? Or would you rather have chosen not to go to school while everyone else did?
QuoteAnd if so, why don't I realize or understand or remember that I chose to be here?It's a long story, Kevin, too long for this post. But you have my book "Understanding the Grand Design". Read the section "Why the Illusion?" starting on page 169. This will also answer a number of other points you made in your post.
QuoteAm I really the controller of my own destiny since I can't remember why I chose to be here. Perhaps on a spiritual level I did choose to be here, but it just plain pisses me off that we have no recollection of that. Why? Why must things be hidden from us? It's like living a lie.You must understand, Kevin, that there are different levels of "You". Presently you are conscious of only a small part of your real Self and your Soul. We call that small part our "ego". The rest of you exists in multi-dimensional reality. We say that it is in our unconscious. That greater, total You never forgets its choices, decisions, and experiences, and it guides your "smaller You" without it realizing it. If you listen to your true inner Self, you'll get the benefits of its superior knowledge. You worry about the discontinuity created by your forgetfulness, Kevin. But it is taken care of at a higher, inner level that is unconscious to your ego. It's not like living a lie, it's living in an illusion of limited resources.
QuoteI've lived the first 34 years of my life with deep seeded HATE for life and humanity. It's a constant struggle for me, but realizing that we are all one has helped. My main frustration has and is that things are not the way I want them to be in life and I feel stuck. Feeling like there is no way out of the way in which I have created my life.Undoing the effects of Hate from 34 years will take some time, Kevin. But rest assured, if from now on you think and act according to the understanding that we are all one, things will clear up. It takes some time to become aware of all the accumulated destructive habits. You can speed things up through a regular "belief review process" I e-mailed to you from my book. Be aware also that your past 34 years are a valuable asset because without experiencing the inevitable fallout, you would not be so motivated now to change course. Based on your experience, you are also much better equipped to help others, as you intend. You have been there and you know what others are talking about.
QuoteWhy were you chosen to see what you saw, and it is kept hidden from the rest of us?I don't know, Kevin. I can imagine that I made this decision before I was born.
QuoteI grew up Christian. You die, you go to heaven, that is if you're good.Right, and so it is when you die being in harmony with the rest of the world because you create your own reality through your mindset, here as well as in multi-dimensional reality, which is also known as the spirit world.
QuoteI perceive hell as existence on Earth, if you don't do with it what you can to make it not hell. So I've grown up with the hope of being with loved ones in heaven.Right again.
QuoteNow it just plain pisses me off that I chose to be here?What's wrong with that? Do you think that it was bad for you go through exams in school? Or would you rather have chosen not to go to school while everyone else did?
QuoteAnd if so, why don't I realize or understand or remember that I chose to be here?It's a long story, Kevin, too long for this post. But you have my book "Understanding the Grand Design". Read the section "Why the Illusion?" starting on page 169. This will also answer a number of other points you made in your post.
QuoteAm I really the controller of my own destiny since I can't remember why I chose to be here. Perhaps on a spiritual level I did choose to be here, but it just plain pisses me off that we have no recollection of that. Why? Why must things be hidden from us? It's like living a lie.You must understand, Kevin, that there are different levels of "You". Presently you are conscious of only a small part of your real Self and your Soul. We call that small part our "ego". The rest of you exists in multi-dimensional reality. We say that it is in our unconscious. That greater, total You never forgets its choices, decisions, and experiences, and it guides your "smaller You" without it realizing it. If you listen to your true inner Self, you'll get the benefits of its superior knowledge. You worry about the discontinuity created by your forgetfulness, Kevin. But it is taken care of at a higher, inner level that is unconscious to your ego. It's not like living a lie, it's living in an illusion of limited resources.
QuoteI've lived the first 34 years of my life with deep seeded HATE for life and humanity. It's a constant struggle for me, but realizing that we are all one has helped. My main frustration has and is that things are not the way I want them to be in life and I feel stuck. Feeling like there is no way out of the way in which I have created my life.Undoing the effects of Hate from 34 years will take some time, Kevin. But rest assured, if from now on you think and act according to the understanding that we are all one, things will clear up. It takes some time to become aware of all the accumulated destructive habits. You can speed things up through a regular "belief review process" I e-mailed to you from my book. Be aware also that your past 34 years are a valuable asset because without experiencing the inevitable fallout, you would not be so motivated now to change course. Based on your experience, you are also much better equipped to help others, as you intend. You have been there and you know what others are talking about.
QuoteWhy were you chosen to see what you saw, and it is kept hidden from the rest of us?I don't know, Kevin. I can imagine that I made this decision before I was born.
quote:I don't see a conflict in assuming higher dimensional beings versus the notion that they "are us". "We" are both, our individual selves as well as our souls. From the viewpoint of our present incarnation, we must assume that higher dimensional beings do exist, such as our souls. Their consciousness encompasses the parallel universes of their multiple incarnations. Ultimately, we are all One. This implies that we are also those higher dimensional beings.
I take question to all these so-called higher dimensional beings and their higher reality; they lead you to the idea that this is "just a stepping stone along the way to a higher consciousness." This is a fine-line of debate as I am connected to beings of altered states of consciousness. What I have learned is that we are the ancients we are the advanced higher beings and that time space is nothing like you know of. I am not trying to "squeeze" higher reality into the confines of our universe it is a fact of life. The fabric of our time space is made up of those holons of all eternity.
quote:This is where the misunderstanding comes in. EVERYTHING is unified as viewed from the multi-dimensional domain. Material things are nothing but 3-D aspects of multi-D phenomena, similar to limiting our perception to the 2-D surface planes of a 3-D crystal (if you read the "Revolution" paper in my website.) Only if you limit your view to the three dimensions that our eyes are capable of, then do you perceive material things as separate objects. It's only because we humans are all equipped with the same limited sensors, that we believe in separate material things. A multi-dimensional observer perceives all matter as mere aspects of one unified reality.
But this of course does not mean that non-spiritual things (matter) are unified too.
quote:I am familiar with IANDS. My own experience is known as "spontaneous samadhi", which is a direct experience of the inner one-ness of everything.
Anyhow, may I suggest you to have a look here at http://www.iands.org/ and you will find a lot in common with your spiritual experience.
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Some newbie (like me) posted, and I believe was told something like healing wasn't applicable to Quantum Metaphysics. I presume he went away and didn't come back.
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I totally agree that this subject is the key to a workable future -- that it's concept evolutionary and everyone needs to embrace it. I'm not sure that you serve that goal by declaring an open forum and then scolding posters for talking about stuff not on your agenda.
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And while I'm at it, if the arena is really that exclusive, how come I can read these posts in simple english and not as page upon page of mathematics . . .or links to charts?
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Sure . . . set the limits where you like and enforce them. But in doing that, does it then make sense to complain that the world within your policed limts is somehow . . . limited?
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It's terribly rude of me to jump in here with such harsh observations, but I think what you have is extremely important and I feel the legitimate desire for greater inclusion of this critical concept in the group mind.
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I think JoWo wrote
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The problem will be with people with an insufficient, inadequate or no spiritual foundation. As for my view of both secular and religious types who would experience this "rapture", right now it seems that a lot will simply die from the experience. The folks who think they are "rapture ready" for instance, are in for one hell of a surprise. They'll be among the first ones to "burn".
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I think JoWo this is your postulate that we are hard wired for a spiritual awakening, have you ever thought that maybe that is because this is not the first one or second or even the seventh. Homer in his writing of Atlantis alluded to tales others told that the earth had gone through many such epochs
quote:As I understand it, the more benign approach of natural spiritual growth via meditation and conscious living automatically avoids this fierce "rapture" type of Awakening.
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JoWo:
Interesting how your and my views of differ. I see full spiritual awakening as the ultimate goal of our life experience, whereas you seem to perceive a problem with it. I assume that the difference is in the approach to spirituality. Let me try this explanation: I approach spiritual awakening as a natural outcome from thoughts and actions, supported with appropriate meditation, that are in complete harmony with the transcendent Whole of the universe (All-Entity). This boils down to practicing unconditional love, which is All-Entity.
I didn't mean to convey that impression. I personally have no conceptual problems with a spiritual awakening per se. However the absolutely overwhelming intensity of a "full" one simply cannot be described. Shamanic ecstasy is but a step towards it. The problem will be with people with an insufficient, inadequate or no spiritual foundation. As for my view of both secular and religious types who would experience this "rapture", right now it seems that a lot will simply die from the experience. The folks who think they are "rapture ready" for instance, are in for one hell of a surprise. They'll be among the first ones to "burn".
quote:Right. That's the point: letting go of our limited kind of thought, of accepting, without judgment, that What Is. It is identical with unconditional Love. We can't do this by trying to sort it out rationally. Any such attempt is counter-productive. The only chance to sense the unifying harmonious whole of opposites such as Love and Hate, Good and Evil, Space and Time, etc. is via a meditative state of mind. It requires a temporary surrender of our opinions.
Hmmm... Unconditional Love is but an aspect of All Entity, admittedly an agreeable approach. But...How would It know what unconditional love is in the absence of hate? Good in the absence of evil? Even then, such concepts only demonstrate the limitations of our thinking abilities. This All Entity is All Consciousness, including concepts like hate and evil.
quote:When I decide to let a surgeon remove my appendix, it is still my free will, even though I don't do it myself [
quote:I refuse to sacrifice my free will. It's the greatest gift we've been given.
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I leave the physiological modifications up to the spiritual guides that we all have, trusting their judgment of what's good for me. You, Red Dragon, take matters more into your own hands, possibly speeding things up, but also taking the risk of potential missteps. There are pros and cons for either approach, but I would like to hear your view before expanding on this subject.
quote:I have never heard of this possibility before, but if this is so, I can understand your unconventional approach to spiritual reality. It is certainly interesting to listen to your perspective, Red Dragon.
I've had no past lives, . . .
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JoWo, what do you think about the bad(sinners) persons living now? Do you think there is some kind of punishment? Or is it just a matter of your own identification with the interests of the whole?
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If I will look at this subject from your theory's point of vieuw I would say: when you die you get a little bit closer the source (top of the ladder, all-entity) but you will see you didn't lived as loving as you wanted to live. So you can not identify yourself with this interest of the whole. So you will re-incarnate and live a better live. (right?)
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Now I used the factor (interest of the whole)..I dont know the right word here)love. Are there any more factors that we have to identify with?
quote:Yes, for a simple answer. You still create your own reality based on your mindset. Except, without you body, the effect is instantaneous. Whatever you think, you create immediately, and you learn very soon to control your thoughts. You also go through a "life review" which demonstrates to you how your actions affected others, and how they responded to you. This shows you what you could have done better and eventually aids you in planning your next incarnation. You advance depending on how much you have identified with the interests of the Whole.
So when my body dies...I will come a litle higher in the ladder and I will be able to experience a greater concsious than I can now...?