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Oh also, does anyone have any thoughts on the ringing and the girl's voice? I think I mentioned them in my original post

-Firmitas

Thanks guys. I agree, I'm sure that once I reach this point more often I wont think so much of it and I can enter the void.

Xanth: You're talking about phasing out right?

-Firmitas

Hi guys,

So I was meditating last night in a kind of half lotus position. I had this mantra kind of going off in my head so I decided to chant it (in my head) while meditating with very light, slow breathing. After a while of doing this I kind of got the urge to focus on levitating my body up. By this point my 3rd eye and crown chakra were pulsating like crazy. I just go along with it, since I'm used to it. I start visualizing my other chakras lighting up though and I feel a little bit of a spark in each one of them. Now at this point I realized that I was starting to enter paralysis which got me super excited since, I have never reached that point through upwards sitting meditation.
After this I start to hear a monotoned ringing (not like the inner ear ringing but the pre-projection ringing) followed by a different tone every now and then that harmonized with the first ringing. Then I started to hear voices again. This always seems to happen to me right before actually projecting. As if my consciousness is somewhere else and Im slowly changing consciousness and I can hear everyone around me. Usually its a girls voice that I hear though.

In any case, I never was able to fully project. I think its because I was getting distracted by all that was going on (my solar plexus chakra was pounding off the charts as usual).
If anyone has any advice on how to break past where I'm at, I'd love it.

Thanks,
-Firmitas

Hey guys, It's been a while since I was on the pulse, hope you are all doing well

So basically I've been getting random signs here and there that have shown accurate predictions for the outcomes of certain things. These mainly occur in my dreams and they are often always after doing heavy energy meditation before going to sleep.
For example:
first a quick side note for those who dont know, a hostess bar is a bar where women work (usually Japanese) in kind of fancy club-like clothes and men will pay a load of money to just sit and drink/talk to them. The whole notion of this kind of bothers me, mainly because i've seen the types of guys that go in to those clubs first hand.
So a couple weeks back I had a very vivid dream of my girlfriend standing in front of me wearing a hostess dress and she said, "im cheating on you". I confronted her about the dream the next day and she said, "well... you're dream might be somewhat right. I got an offer to go back and work at the hostess club (she had worked there previously when we weren't dating).
The second occurred last night. I had another vivid dream of someone saying to me, "starting tomorrow, the strokes (my favorite band) will start previewing their new album". Low and behold I go on the internet this morning and they have started previewing it.

I made a post a while back about the random shoots of energy that will start at the back of my neck, and then work its way down to the base of my spine and sides of my back. Someone had told me that this was intuition and that I should follow it. I've been trying to but it happens at such random times throughout the day that I have no idea what to follow haha.

In any case, any output or info is greatly appreciated.

-Firmitas

I've had most success contacting guides when slightly off the RTZ. It seems to help to only focus on visiting a guide, like if your focus is on something else, only momentarily, when asking for a guide, it doesn't seem to work. Also if you give out signals of love and compassion for the helper it usually works. Strangely, it doesn't work 100% of the time, at least it doesn't for me 

Thank you, I'll definitely try this next time

-Firmitas

It sounds like it could have been a retrieval, I'm not sure.  You should go back and take the boy out of the house and see what happens.  It seems that the lady could be altering her look to Andrew (and wtg on remembering the name!) You saw a woman, he sees a man.  Very interesting regardless!  Thank you for sharing it. 

Strangely enough, Andrew knew that it was a woman. He said, "She's in there."
Next time I project, how would you recommend I get back to the house?

-Firmitas

Your story instantly reminded me of a song by System of a Down. Have you listened to it before? Maybe it left an impression on your subconscious?

Interesting. I haven't heard much from System of a down in years so I dont think its from that.

-Firmitas

Thanks for the replies guys.

So does anyone have any more advice on contacting guides? I would really like to have regular contact with one if possible = \

Also one other strange thing happened after the projection I posted.
I was in another projection and I could feel the paralysis in my physical body. So I decided to open my physical eyes and try and see. It was really hard to keep them open and I could feel the paralysis shutting them. Even though I was seeing as clear as day, I have no idea what I was looking at. It felt like it was my physical eyes but all I could see was a white wall with white tiles on the ground. On the wall was a small rectangular piece of wood with the word, "Peace" painted on it. After waking up I realized that there is nothing like that in my house.
Any thoughts?

-Firmitas

Hey guys,

so retrievals are something that I want to eventually do. I had a very strange experience yesterday and I can't tell if it was a retrieval or not.

So I project at about 10am and go out of the window of my dads house into the street on the side. I immediately start asking for a guide or kind of willing one. Still no luck yet
I make my way down the street and realize what my goal for my next projection was. To meditate while projecting.
So I sit down in the lotus position and start meditating with my eyes open. I start to feel some vibrations up and down my spine and then I notice I am slowly turning counter clockwise. I keep turning until all the sudden I stop. I am facing directly towards a house and I have a strong urge to go inside.
When I get up to the door I hear a little boy say, "NO NO! go away you cant come here." So I gesture that its ok and start to walk away from the house. Not wanting to cause any harm. He then says," Ok its fine, come here." and he has shut the door to his house and is standing on the front porch.
I cant remember if I asked him or he told me, but I know that his name was Andrew and he was about 10 years old. He had short red hair and freckles. From the way he was looking at me it was as if he was seeing a ghost and knew it. He gestures for me to come inside.
The house is 2 stories and pretty big. I notice he is home all alone. He tells me,
"its fine if you are here, but someone else is here and they won't leave...its Jesus.. she's in this room over here."
"Im sorry SHE'S?" I said. "here tell me if you can see her, look through these blinds." So I then poke my head up to the blinds and start to look in a bit. My heart is RACING afraid of what I will see. So I tell him, "Im sorry buddy, I cant do this. I completely believe you but I am not ready for this." He then says that its ok and that we should go downstairs.
After sitting on his white couch for a minute I hear the door open and close upstairs. My heart starts rushing again as I look at Andrew. "Thats her..." he says.
On the 2nd story I see the woman frantically walk across this upstairs hallway, and down the first set up stairs. Suddenly she stops.
She was wearing bicycle shorts and a white T-shirt with dark brown hair to her shoulders and bangs.
She is looking at me like a dear in headlights. Her eyes must have been 1.5 inches in diameter.
"YOU!" she says. "ITS YOU!! YOU'RE THE THIEF!"
"what are you talking about?" I respond.
"YOU ARE A THIEF, YOU DONT BELONG HERE. GET OUT! NOW! YOU STOLE SOMETHING." she screams.
I respond by telling her that I haven't stolen anything and I am just talking, there is no harm.
She starts walking frantically towards me, eyes still penetrating.
Before she gets to me I become too scared and close my eyes to shake out of the projection. As I am doing this I hear Andrew yell, "NO!!"
Once awake in my bed my heart is pounding. I realize that I can project again in just a minute but I dont want to risk going back to that house. I wait a few seconds and then start to project again. As I am doing this though, I can still here Andrew and the woman yelling. As if I was still there but not fully conscious. I focus harder on not going there and eventually just project into my room again.

After thinking about this for some time, It almost seems as if that woman was keeping Andrew in that house. By telling him that she was Jesus.
I cant really tell if what I experienced was a retrieval or just me projecting into the RTZ and my brain was going off or what.
I projected another 2 times that session and had about 2 false awakenings. By the time I actually woke up, I felt like I was in the movie inception. I couldnt tell if I was awake or not.

Anyway I would love all of the advice I can get.
I am still extremely new to all of this. Astral movement is still really hard for me, and I have yet to meet my guide (I think). But I would love to help in any way I can with a retrieval.

Thanks and sorry for the long post,
-Firmitas

How did you manage to do this?  Is it just easy for you?  I've been trying to do this for years but have never succeed.  It seems that the moment I wake up, I'm UP.  Whatever I might have been dreaming vanishes and it takes a lot of effort for me to remember what it was.  Is there some trick to realizing you're about to wake up and making sure you keep still?  I usually wake up several times during the night without an alarm clock so that's not the problem.  All the writings on this technique I've read really just boil down to willing yourself to do this which doesn't help much if you're already up and moving before you realize you're awake. 

To be honest, it just started happening randomly for me. I realized once that when I wake up but dont move, the vibrations that occur before an AP start. Usually I do the same thing that you do, I wake up but I am already moving. I think that this is because you are waking up immediately from a dream. Thus if you were just moving in your dream, your waking state is going to want to move as well. The reason I was able to do it in the dream I mentioned was because, I layed down in my dream in the same position I was already sleeping. That way I just sort of shifted consciousness.
I haven't gotten to the point where this happens 100% of the time yet though. I just keep it in the back of my mind and occasionally I get lucky. I would Just keep trying to keep that in your mind for a while and something is bound to happen.
Also a little sidenote, I noticed that this tends to happen after I do some sort of energy meditation before  bed. Before the last AP I mentioned in this post, I was simply laying on my bed focusing on areas of my body and feeling the energy move.
Something to think about.

Good luck!
-Firmitas

Hello everyone,

I am just returning from a brief trip to the east coast. So cold compared to CA!
anyway I had my most exciting projection over there so I thought I'd share it with yall.

I lay down to go to sleep in one of my dreams and I wake up in my physical body. I realized that I hadn't moved yet so I hold still and wait for the vibrations to kick in. Low and behold they start and Im out of my body within 10 seconds. I was really surprised at how fast it happened.
When i look back at the projection it still feels like I wasn't 100% in control but like 80%.
I remember seeing someone for the first time in a projection, so i decided to talk to them (in hopes to find my guide). He told me his name and I remember it being EXTREMELY long so he told me to just call him. "_ _ _". Because this projection was so long I couldn't recall his name. I just know that it was 3 letters. He took me around with him and told me so many things. Of course I dont remember what they were in detail but I remember being extremely shocked and excited. I would start to lose concentration every now and then so I brought up my hands and focused on them. In doing this, i was able to make this projection last 15-20 minutes!
I really want to remember what he was telling me but I haven't the slightest idea.

Next I woke up again but didn't move so I decided to try another projection.
Once again im out within 10 seconds.
I had trouble flying again but I continued to practice willing myself to move. This method works but I often psyche myself out. Towards the end of the projection I remember jumping in the air and i felt like there were rockets on my feet or something. So everytime I jumped with one leg I would shoot a certain direction. This was an interesting technique.

So in my last projection, I remember being in this courtyard where I met the first person " _ _ _" who showed me around.
I find another person and ask him where _ _ _ is. he looks reluctant as if he doesn't understand me.
He says something to me but I have no idea what it is. It sounded like a combination of a different language, feeling really disoriented, and my ears not working haha.  After this I started to lose focus and woke up again.

So far every time I project I try to move physically in the astral. This leaves me with the feeling of being paralyzed.
So I've started just willing myself to speak or move instead of physically doing it. Still have a ton of work to do.

-Firmitas

Happy New Year everyone,

So I had a pretty big experience last night. I was at a music festival sitting up in the bleachers with my girlfriend. I end up talking to a guy sitting behind me who is wearing a bandana with a 3rd eye in the center of it. I ask him, "Hey is that your 3rd eye??" in attempts to direct the conversation to a more spiritual area. "Yea" he says.

After a while he says, "Hey I want to show you guys something." then him and 2 of his friends + my girlfriend and I are sitting in a circle holding hands. He then says, "now focus... wait for it.. ok there! now close your eyes" after this I feel vibrations going over my head and I see a square image that is black and white and spinning clockwise. After a while he says, "ok now im going to reverse the direction" and of course i feel the vibrations go across the other way and the square then starts spinning counter clockwise.
This absolutely blew my mind away. Lucky for me I am in touch with the person who did this so hopefully he can teach me a thing or two. For the rest of the night I had this extremely strong sense of belonging and assurance. Like I just hit a checkpoint in a videogame, letting me know I am on the correct path.

Does anyone have any experience with this? I really want to know more about it.

-Firmitas

I have read a number of posts from people saying that once they projected, they all witnessed a barrier around the white house. So could it be possible that the government is well aware of the possibilities we all possess? A friend of mine recently met someone who worked for the government as a Remote Viewer.

-Firmitas

Any thoughts on this?
For example: The theory about floride preventing use of the paneal gland

Everyone is going to give you a different answer.
Just try different approaches for yourself and see what's best.

Try doing an exit technique during the vibrations...
If that doesn't work, try it after the vibrations...

Try different exit techniques at different times.  Just experiment with what works best for you.
Just remember one thing... at no time have you ever failed.  Just keep rocking. 

Great answer

Thanks Xanth i'll try that next time.
Yea I think that I was also expecting to have sort of a negative projection because I read about projecting from your stomach being negative. I'll have to get out of that way of thinking.

-Firmitas

Hi everyone,

So last night I attempted my usual WILD technique into projection. I've found that this method is perfect for me.
Like clockwork, after I fall asleep doing this technique, I always have a dream that I am driving and then everything goes black. I've learned that when this occurs, projection is imminent.
So after everything goes black in the dream, I am just sort of in that black dreamspace waiting for the vibrations to kick in. As usual, last night they did. I let the vibrations take over me and eventually will myself out of my body. The only thing is, I was laying on my stomach as opposed to my back. So I projected on my stomach to the floor of my room and it was pitch black. I couldn't move at all. It felt as if the sleep paralysis followed me into that stage of consciousness. I tried yelling something like, "clarity now!" to test it out but I couldn't force any words to come out.

Any advice on what this is?

Thanks,
-Firmitas

Thanks for the response. I'll have to try looking out for it next time i have a decision to make. Usually it happens randomly when I think about it or with people though.

-Firmitas

Hi everyone,

So ever since I can remember, when I talk to certain people I feel waves of energy coming over the backside of my body. Starting from the back of my neck and working its way down to the base of my spine usually ( depending on the intensity of it). Since I started getting more into energy work/meditation/astral projection, I have been feeling this waves non stop.
If I haven't been thinking about it and I suddenly do, I get the same waves (which feel pretty good ) along my back.
Especially when I talk to certain people now as well. For instance, I talked to a guy in one of my classes recently who I had always wanted to strike up a conversation with for some reason. As he was talking to me I was getting this waves shooting down my back for literally 10 minutes straight. It basically felt like getting literal, "good vibes" from somebody. Which feels very peaceful and makes me only want to be around those kinds of people actually haha.

Anyway, any advice on this? Im not really too sure what to think.

Thanks,
-Firmitas

Hi Shineling.

That sounds like an absolutely fascinating experience!

If you dont mind me asking, what kind of meditation (or method) do you typically use that leads up to these kinds of projections?

-Firmitas

I'll have to try the "clarity now!" technique then. I hope it works

Thanks,
-Firmitas

oh i see, ive just never had a full sucessfuly projection from start-finish before.

you dont literally open your physical eyes, but your astral right

Yea it just happened naturally. I saw light and knew that I had left my lights off so that qued me in. If you're having trouble I highly recommend waking up after 4 hrs of sleep for an hour, then trying it

Good luck!

-Firmitas

Ya i went from having almost no experience whatsoever to having like 4 LD's and an OBE in 3 weeks haha.

So just a question, you opened your eyes when you felt you were half in/out of your body? Then you realized you were in the astral?

Not necessarily. At that point I had just realized that my etheric body was floating in and out of my body. I started to feel my etheric arms float up etc.
It wasn't until my eyelids started to open and I saw that my room was completely lit up through the crack in my eyelids that I realized I was ready. I knew that my room was completely dark when I went to sleep so instinctively I knew that it was the right time to project.

I hope that helps. Let me know if you have any more questions

-Firmitas

Thanks Greytraveller
From what you have experienced, do things become more clear the more you project? it was so blurry and fuzzy and very hard to control myself. Kind of looked like a super saturated soap opera.

-Firmitas