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I felt really depressed and stuff, there was no purpose for me in life anymore. It's still the same. Yeah, like your completely detachted from reality. There are some things I want to keep for myself.

But for example: I had a dream, at least I thought it was a dream. I was moving around in some big blue area, and then poof I was somewhere and everything was so real, every detail was an exact copy of reality like I turned into a ghost or something.

yeah i know, i'm experienced at stuff like this, that's why i started expirimenting.

Whooh, i looked at it a long time, and when i got dizzy, it turned black and white.

I think i've got a solution, you've a really creative and impulsive mind. I've the same problems, not when I tried OBE and stuff but just when I'm studying for example. I think the solution sounds kind of egocentric, but what you've to do is look in the mirror and keep thinking there's no world. Everything that exist is just you. If you can visualise properly, what i think you can is that you won't be able to see the rest of the things you see in the mirror. And you won't hear the music anymore, because it has no medium (space) to go through.

Btw. I think you won't notice not hearing something, but anyways i think you're problem is solved.

ps. I'm sorry if my English is bad or something, i'm from the Netherlands. i'm new here btw.