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It has brought me a lot of comfort hearing from all your replies, thank you.  

I have no idea what the first one is, please send me a reference. Federation? Going by your name... do you mean the one from Star Trek? It's fiction, you know. Are you in one of those Trekkie cults who think it's real?

haha very funny....  

Relaxed is the same as calm. Loving is the same as caring. Well, similar enough anyway. I suppose relaxation is more leisure and absence of negativity, whereas calmness could simply be a resistance to it. I doubt one could love without caring... but I suppose one could care without loving... though it's really just a lesser kind of love...

So your definition of caring is the same as loving! hmmm I find that a little difficult to understand.  I love my family, I love my wife and I love some other people.  I don't love my best friend, I don't love my neighbors but I care enough about them.  That was my point, I don't think you needed to break down my words and analyze them and force your own definitions.  but I respect everyone has there opinion.

By overemotional I suppose you mean easily instigated. Don't meet stress with techniques, that's a crappy way to do it, just keep a positive outlook and deal with it calmly, don't over think it, DO

I think the word I used being over emotional is a header for a combination of emotions which I never used to have, given a situation or event.  Take for instance the tsunami disaster I couldn't stop weeping when I saw the horrific images of the devasation caused and the poor victims that suffered and the family that live without there loved ones... Writing this now I feel the tears in my eyes.

Or watching some program on television, something sad happens - there I go, crying again....   It feels like a weekness.
But the best one is when someone cries.... I can't resist but to cry with them.  it's terrible and I never used to be this sensitive or over emotional.

What frustrates you, the fact that the world is noisier than meditation? Deal with it.

Yes I agree that I've got to deal with being annoyed easily after meditation because of being so relaxed and staying in that mood and everything else seems noisy.  But it's easier said than done.

As for witty, learn more, then you can bring clever facts and jokes into conversation, it comes with practise. Make cracks even if they're lame (though not if insulting), you have to improve somehow. Don't believe in spirits, that's dumb.

Learn more what exactly do you mean by that?  Generally my knowledge is great and I used to have a fantastic personality as I've already explained...  But somehow it seems to have suppressed itself and I've been given this other one.  I would say a higher percentage of people either don't know or are to narrow minded to understand about anything supernatural and bringing this into conversation just doesn't work as people think your mad.  This is me and this is who I am...  all I'm saying is I find it difficult combining the spiritual knowledge I have into everyday life when there's to many atheists out there.

And I think your last comment about not believing in spirits is a little unfair. Of course I believe in spirits - I've seen enough for myself.

Hey I was just feeling LOW and I wanted opinions and to know whether others are/have experienced something similar, and it seems that others have.

Quite some time I think but it seems to be getting worse.  I should add I'm a level 4 NFSH Healer and a probationer to the federation.  I sometimes doubt whether I'm protecting myself properly or I'm leaving my energy centers open... you never can tell.

When I actually meditate I'm very calm and relaxed... but sometimes after I can get very frustrated with small minor things because my intention is to stay in this state and everything just seems to annoy me.

Ok life is complicated at the moment and there are a lot of things going on inside my head which is getting me down.

I do try and keep myself stimulated by doing activities (martial arts twice a week and regular healing) my social life could be better I don't get out enough what with having 2 kids.  

I don't know whether I'm doing something wrong or not whilst meditating but it's not always the same! Sometimes I feel great after.  It's just long-term I've noticed a personality changed some good some not so good.

Positive changes:

Seem more relaxed
Calmer
More Loving
Caring

Negative changes in my eyes

Over emotional
Depressed occasionally
Sad
Can get frustrated easily after meditation
Become Quieter around people
Lost my witty personality
Don't fit in so much as everyone thinks you're mad if you believe in spirits and you start talking mumbo jumbo.

I can only hope that I'm going through a process of transformation which will have a good outcome.  Or maybe I'm just turning into a depressing boring old sod...  

I want to be witty again, happy, funny - but I also want to be spiritual.  I'm just finding it really hard combining them.  

This might be very rare and unusual... but I'm finding the more I meditate and try to evolve spiritually the more it's making me depressed, down, misserable and sad...   I had such a great personality before I started getting into all this but now it seems my personality has changed and I'm not so much fun to be around, I'm noticing it and so are other people.  I'm getting to serious.

Somedays I'm happy and full of energy and others I just feel I don't belong here... and it's getting harder to be around people to, being much more sensitive I pickup on alot of negative energy.   I try I really do try to look on the bright side of life and be positive but there's just so many things happening in this life it difficult to stay positive.

I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY  

*Maybe this post should be somewhere else...*

yep, I've had exactly the same experience.... just as you described it! Intense vibrations eye lids twitching, body shaking....   but the only difference being - I remember the vibrations starting but I cant remember anything else after that.  So I possibly had an unconsious OBE. who knows!

(This is just my opinion)

Firstly don't lie down and plant in your subconscious mind "sleeping position for OBE" as inevitably you'll fall asleep and your OBE would have failed.

Think of lying down as an OBE Position - don't lie on your sides as you'll end up in coco land... stay on your back but slightly elevated! If you're lying flat and with your head only slightly raised, your body is programmed to interpret this as your sleeping position. Be comfortable but not to comfortable, you're going to have to fight of that urge anyway.

Obviously sitting up in a chair is most peoples preferred position but if you can lie down and be elevated about 20-30(d) your mind will be tricked in-between sleeping position and wake position which is a perfect time for your body to be relaxed/asleep and your mind awake!

Using pillows to raise you is probably best.... Persevere,  but I usually find that 5 or 6 pillows under my head and about 2 to 3 under my back raise me high enough!  You may find more or less is better for you!  
Remember you want to be at an angle, so keep your head high and your body gradually descending.

Don't take life so seriously - and never lose your sense of humour!
Life is hard for all of us here, be positive and lose any feeling of negativity as it will always affect yourself and others around you.  

Look on the bright side of life, look at what you've got - look at where you'd like to be. "life is what we make of it".

Lifes to short to be depressed and unhappy -  Just keep smiling    and enjoy the rollercoaster ride of life.

I will send you some healing tonight. take care my friend.

[My deepest love goes out to the families of these poor people who are suffering such a violent and gruesome death.]

In the news it's all you see, DOOM and GLOOM! Atrocities and murders.
3 hostages were captured and 2 have all ready been killed by militants beheading them – I only hope and pray the last victim Kenneth Bigley is still alive and will be freed.

My deepest love goes out to the families of these poor people who are suffering such a violent and gruesome death.

But how can a human do such evil things... I just don't understand – It upsets me so much I want to cry.  

It is believed that humans choose there life's lessons before coming to earth and that we have all reincarnated before many times, see //www.afterlife101.com But who would choose to reincarnate to be brutally murdered or even to be the murderer?  What is the spiritual meaning in that?
Why do we have to suffer a painful death to spiritually evolve – because it really doesn't make sense?

This world is a very scary place and I'm starting to hate it.

When is it all going to end?

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Not sure if this is the right place to post this or not?

I have for years now been extremely frustrated that I can't see anything when my eyes are closed apart from darkness and occasionally the odd swirling colours.  
But this morning I had 3 separate experiences of what I think was my third eye functioning?

I woke up at 10:50 (yep, had lazy day) and just laid in my bed thinking to myself, when I dream I can see anything and everything... but when I wake up and close my eyes I see darkness, but as I've just woke up maybe I can attempt to focus on seeing an image in my mind.  At first it was just darkness... but then I started to see Static, like what you see in a television screen on the wrong channel. I then saw an outline around the static like I was actually watching a television screen. I was totally amazed by this because I was clearly conscious and fully awake, then I saw a white light in the middle of all that static so I decided to look through it and it's like I went through the static and the white light became bigger and bigger, suddenly I was in a caravan park with lots of caravans and children playing, I could see birds flying in the sky and the sky was a beautiful blue everything was so vivid I was flabbergasted.  I made sure I was still awake by waving my hands in the air (my real hands). This experience lasted for about 20 seconds and then the image started fading.  I tried another 2 more times each time it worked but it got harder and harder and the experience lasted less and less.

I was and am now so excited by my first experience of seeing something in my minds eye without actually being asleep... I'm looking forward to trying it out tonight in bed.

Please enlighten me to whether it was my third eye or just imagination?
The reason I think it's my third eye is because the vivid images I saw happened without me thinking about them, I didn't imagine the caravan park or the birds flying in the sky etc it all happened as though I was actually watching television in real time.

P

Hello all,

I am a qualified healer (NFSH) level 1-2.
And up until a month ago, when attuning myself to the energy, my hands have been so hot I feel they're going to burn off.  But lately when attuning myself they go literally freezing cold! I'm really worried!

But when I'm doing healing on someone, despite my hands being freezing cold, people can still fell the heat (very warm).

It's mainly my fingers and tips that feel so cold, it's really strange and I don't like it because I'm so used to having boiling hands.

I've been told I have a red Indian guide helping me... Maybe he's left me? (Only Joking)

Has anyone experinced this happen to them before... right now as I'm typeing this I can feel the energy flowing through my hands, and because of this they're getting colder and coolder?

Actually I've just noticed that it's mainly my right hand that's the coldest, this is the hand I feel most of the energy from.

I have noticed that the healing discussions topic area always seems to be quite, with very few topics being posted.
Surely this is one of the most important areas on the site?

So I thought I'd start my introducing myself to the healing community, telling you
a bit about myself.
It would be nice to here about other people and there experiences.

I am male, 24 years of age, I.T. consultant in UK.
I am an NFSH Healer level 1-2.
Apparently I have got a Native Red Indian Guide helping me.
I have always had extremely hot hands and sometimes the energy flow which channels through my body can be so intense it's painful.
I can usually see Auras when in attunement and can see the energy flowing through my hands when healing, most of the time it's bright blue.
I meditate 3 times a day and reaffirm my egg of light to protect myself twice a day.
I'm still a beginner and have only been practising for a year now but in that time I have healed lots of family members from all kinds of physical and emotional illnesses.
I have only just completed my level 1 and 2 and am about to join an NFSH centre to start healing the public.

To sum it up, healing has totally changed my life... I am a much calmer, sensitive and loving person and my outlook on life has totally changed.

Love and peace
Paul

I have often wondered when the soul first joins the human body!

And I have often wondered that when the human body dies and the soul departs, it's the soul's conscious that evolves and not the minds conscious the soul's learning from?
So basically what I'm saying, our absolute conscious we now perceive in our mind dies forever but that off the soul moves on which is not actually our conscious mind.

It's worrying to think we have an entity in our body that's learning from us which evolves to a greater consciousness, leaving the human body and mind that we are now perceiving to die.

Hello everyone, I thought I'd share this experience with you all.

I lie in bed every night doing energy work and wishing I could project out this dam body. I often get small (minor) vibrations from various locations from my body, like a tingling/buzzing feeling and after awhile I lose concentration and it stops.

But last night after doing the usual energy work and then giving up and falling asleep, I awoke after about an hour with massive/huge pulsating vibrations throughout my body but manly noticeable in my head.. It felt like it was pulsating to the rhyme of my heart beat which was very fast... I laid there for about 5 minutes totally calm and half asleep wondering what was happening! I slowly started waking up more becoming more conscious of the situation and thinking to myself, OMG, my body is preparing itself to project, I was very excited..............

That's the last I can remember.... After that fantastic experience I can't recall anything, apart from waking up in the morning.  This makes me confused and upset? I mean, if I did really project, I want to remember the dam experience.

Maybe this is just the start of my astral journey?
Or maybe I just fell asleep and failed miserably as usual.

Cpt

Hello people,

I'm sorry if this has been asked before, I couldn't find the answer....

- Can two people who project to the same place at the same time meet each other?
- Can you leave objects at this place for others to visit and find?

If the above is true.

- has anyone in the forums had astral conversations with each other and feed them back in a topic?

Paul

Hi Guys and Girls,

I have been reading Astral Dynamics by Robert Bruce; have only got quarter of the way so far Page-74, so perhaps I'm being premature in my question.

But what exactly is meant by the meaning Real time zone....
Does it mean that when you AP or have an OBE you can project an image of yourself into earths real time dimension. So for instance I could travel to my Friends house across the street and see what he/she is doing?  Or does it mean something else.

I understand there's more involved in just projecting and then returning to your body and being able to remember your experience, as Bruce quite clearly explains in his book about the function of mind split and its complexities.

But the possibility of Travelling any-where in earth's real time is fascinating... Maybe I've misinterpreted the meaning.

Hi Guys,

I have never had an OBE before, but have tried and each time failed miserably.
The first time was when I listened to the  binaural trance-inducing track, this just made me tired and I fell asleep within minutes.[]

I have also tried a few times at night when going to bed, I start by raising my energy and then focusing on keeping my body asleep and my mind awake. Sometimes I might get slight vibrations....

My problem is.. whenever I try to OBE/AP at night before going to sleep.... my mind stays occupied and i then suffer from Insomnia.
The same happens if I raise my energy before going to sleep...
It's incredibly annoying. last night I tried to OBE and failed, I then wanted to just fall asleep but couldn't..... the last time i looked at the clock it was 5am and I had to be up by 7:30 am, So I didn't get much sleep

Does anyone else suffer from this insomnia after raising there energy before sleeping.

Paul

Hi Beavis,

I just wanted to say I enjoyed watching your video.
Have you any more videos of your telekinetic ability?

I would like to use this post as a place for everyone to share their own telekinetic videos for everyone to see.

I've read people are capable of moving all kinds of objects like psi wheels, pencils, coins and even heavy objects like chairs.

I am currently training myself as you know to successfully turn a PSI wheel, I'm making good progress now I think. The Tin Foil is starting to vibrate and it's in a big transparent box so there's no wind.

It would really be nice if we could all use this topic to share each others telekinetic videos for the whole of the astral community to see.

I promise that as soon as I make more progress in turning the psi wheel or moving other objects I'll be posting a link to my video.

Regards

Paul

I consider myself a spiritual person who believes in God and life after death.
During my life I've been able to see Auras some days are better than others... However recently when I am concentrating on seeing a persons Aura something strange happens.
Instead of just seeing that persons Aura, I start seeing different colours swirling in the room getting darker and lighter.... And that person becomes transparent with just an outline around there face like I was seeing there soul.  It's a very strange experience and I'm interested to know whether anyone else has experienced this themselves.

Paul

[Telekinesis, are you insane!]

Telekinesis, are you insane!

Surely this is just fiction? How on earth can you move an object without physically touching it! It defies all laws of reality.

I need convincing... I need someone to explain how this is possible, (Proof) because I can't get my head around this.

Paul

Hi everyone,
I had a very interesting conversation with my wife yesterday..
She claims to be-able to shut her eyes and see any image she likes... Forinstance when her eyes are shut its as if her eyes are open...!
When I close my eyes all I can see is darkness "Black", I don't have the ability to see any image I fell like.. The only time I can do this, is when I'm dreaming.
I asked her to imagine she was outside our house in the garden, i then asked her to start flying above the house and look down from a birds eye perspective of the entire area... "AND SHE DID" I have only ever done this once... And I was fast asleep dreaming. She can do these things any time she likes just by shutting her eyes.

So am I not normal, or does she have a gift.... ?
Appreciate any responces.
Paul

I've read Robert Bruce's article and found it very interesting. I have attempted some experiments of my own!
I was in the bath and very relaxed....I have white tiles and put my hand up against them... It took me some time but finally I started to see a bright blue light glowing from around my fingers, coming and going, I focused hard but at the same time being very relaxed.......after about 2 minutes of concentrating on seeing the Aura out the side of my eyes the room started changing colours... getting dark and light every 2 seconds, then i could look directly around the room and my wall which is Pink started changing colours like orange, yellow.....
I'm thinking that this is problem with my eyes that after staring at something to long this happens, but then again I'm not absolutely sure..
Any one else had this experience ??

quote:Originally posted by Jenadots

Maybe it is just to remind us that evil does exist within the souls of some people.  

And Rastus, by all accounts the terrorists who have done these beheadings are not Iraqi's, they are imports - Jordanians who just happen to see an opportunity to murder Americans.  No one invaded Jordan.  

I often wonder what men like them pray for 5 times a day. And notice, they select only easy targets.  They are not attacking fully armed marine units that can and will fight back.  Nothing, absolutely nothing, justifies what they have done. No excuse is good enough.

They are evil, personified.  Certainly not the only evil in the world, perhaps just the most visible right now.  

As to serving a good purpose, just what might that be?  The only sadness and outrage over the beheadings - and little it is -- are coming from the victims families and friends, coming from people here in the states who cannot conceive of doing such a thing to another.

Our veneer of civilization is very thin.  I agree with that.  In essence, we are one nuclear war away from the caves.  Who knows what any of us would do to survive - to protect our loved ones, and to keep what little we might have?  Fight if attacked, yes.  But to drag sleeping people from their beds and them behead them is not self-defense or fighting for a cause.  It is simply murder.  

Maybe those who committ the beheadings do it because they think they have nothing left to lose, nothing and no one they value enough to want to conduct their lives like more civilized men.  

They are not civilized and no good can come from what they do.  It certainly doesn't get them much of what they claim they want.  

Five minutes after they are dead, what do you suppose goes through their minds/souls, knowing the agony they inflicted on someone else?

I cannot fathom it, and hope I never do anything in this lifetime that will lead me to finding out.  

Doesn't mean I don't wonder if it isn't time to start terrorizing the terrorists and their families.  Which, of course, would only make things worse.  That would make all of us -- well, them.  

The real question is how do you stop a fanatic?  I don't think anybody really knows.  

Jenadots, I couldn't have worded it better myself! I agree with you completely.

I'm sorry Rastus but you make it sound asthough the militants are doing a great job in beheading innocent people and that it's gods will for people to die in this horrific manner.  Therefore the religious believe the militants have is correct and our believe that it's inhuman is wrong!

So perhaps I should forget about being nice and to love. and instead go out killing people as it will make them and myself evolve more spiritually. (INSANE)
But I'll make sure that I kill them painfully buy beheading them or even torturing them.

"What a crock of ****"

That's really helpful, thank you Frank.

I will try this tomorrow morning when the alarm clock wakes me up! That should be my most relaxed moment.

I'll keep you updated of my progress.

P

Thank you Frank....  

So I have to learn to shift my focus of awareness from the awake physical state to the awake non-physical state, sounds difficult!
That morning it happened so naturally, but thinking back I recall feeling my attention in my brow chakra and at first focusing was easy, then as it got harder I found myself starting to squint and feel pressure in my head.

Indeed having been given a taster it has spurred me on to experience it again... unfortunately at present I haven't experienced it since that morning, consequently the night after I suffered insomnia. (Lol)

So Frank by shifting my focus of attention would that also give me the capability of imaging something vividly?  I worry that I'm the minority that can't even imagine a Lemon.  I mean I know what it looks like, I could even imagine what it tastes like and feels like, but I'm not actually seeing it, it's just memory.

Once again thank you very much for your advice, I really appreciate it.

P