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[Hi, I had a similar experience...[] am from Yugoslavia,Serbia.I lived in a nice building with friendly people and plenty of friends.We use to go outside everyday and have plenty of fun... in 1999 when US went to take controll of Kosovo, and Slobodan Milosevic refused to alllow US troops near Kosovo all hell broke loose. US started bombing Serbia and I remeber at night my friends and people I knew fled in the basements at the bottom of the city buildings every time the sirens went out, all the lights were turned off and you could see the sparks in the sky as jets fired... I still remember when the ground shook...and in the morning they would show on the news the damage that was created, bridges and factories were most hit in my city...]

Hi, I had a similar experience...[]
am from Yugoslavia,Serbia.
I lived in a nice building with friendly people and plenty of friends.
We use to go outside everyday and have plenty of fun... in 1999 when US went to take controll of Kosovo, and Slobodan Milosevic refused to alllow US troops near Kosovo all hell broke loose. US started bombing Serbia and I remeber at night my friends and people I knew fled in the basements at the bottom of the city buildings every time the sirens went out, all the lights were turned off and you could see the sparks in the sky as jets fired... I still remember when the ground shook...
and in the morning they would show on the news the damage that was created, bridges and factories were most hit in my city...

Anywho, the way I see it this kind experience is a part of people's lives and it like everything else becomes forgotten and lost because we live in a moment and not the future or the past because we don't know the outcome of the future and we can't change the past, it's best to live and experience what the life has to offer and not get stuck behind cause of some memory that is a fragment of nothing but an emotion. Bringing back the emotions won't help or make a difference to me. I hope for the best in the moment, to feel its experience so I can move on to release it and make room for new emotions because it makes me feel alive and happy...[8D]

[Well... I don't know if it's the same but I have a theory about that, after I do energy exercises like moving my chi and focusing it on certain spots(usually I feel heat in those spots)after my exercises I feel really hungry, weak, tired, and sleepy[B)]. Am guessing it's because I used up my energy and my body needs more so I feel hungry, and you know that feeling when you haven't eaten for a while and when you bite something fresh and you say []mmmmm this is the best food I've ever tasted cause it's been a while since you ate and your tongue... the juices cause you're so hungry, well that's the way it is with me after I do some serious energy exercises[8D].I don't know though... do you feel hungry after energy exercises?]

quote:Originally posted by findtruth

Anyone ever notice how after doing lots of enregy work senses seem to increase?  For instance, I noticed today that fruit tastes really good when it's eaten a few minutes after doing chakra work.  Anybody have similar experiences?[]

Well...
I don't know if it's the same but I have a theory about that,
after I do energy exercises like moving my chi and focusing it on certain spots(usually I feel heat in those spots)after my exercises I feel really hungry, weak, tired, and sleepy[B)]. Am guessing it's because I used up my energy and my body needs more so I feel hungry, and you know that feeling when you haven't eaten for a while and when you bite something fresh and you say []mmmmm this is the best food I've ever tasted cause it's been a while since you ate and your tongue...  the juices cause you're so hungry, well that's the way it is with me after I do some serious energy exercises[8D].
I don't know though... do you feel hungry after energy exercises?

Yes, you got it it's like adrenaline rush, but why is prolonged exposure bad, and it does feel exactly like I trip and fall from my body, but I get back with that sensation of adrenaline.

Here's a tip from me, this thing is manifasting itself in your dreams and it feeds on your fear(lets put it that way), so you need to manifest you emotions in something to fight this fear, before you go to sleep think of someone you trust or a celebrity,rock/pop/rap/idol, even me... and so on, anyways you make this character in your conscience like a buddy, give him personallity, powers... and make him be the body bag or a shield that sucks in fear whenever it's present in your dreams, psych yourself into  believing your buddy is with you so you will recollect him in your dreams. This should give you some advantage in overcoming the fear, just try it, it isn't something like a complex instruction it just meant to make you feel little comfort(knownig there is buddy with you) in a threatning LD situation.
Hope it helps.

[Anybody saw "Dogma"? If so this should sound familiar, remeber when Chriss Rock said well his character said "People got it all wrong with dividing and splitting up the human race with religion, they take it too seriously. They kill, fight, and punish for it. Religion is more like an idea and you should just have it in your mind and think of it as tool of motivation to have a view of life."I wish it was the way he said it, why did the human race split up the way it is now, why couldn't we accept any ideas?]

Anybody saw "Dogma"? If so this should sound familiar, remeber when Chriss Rock said well his character said "People got it all wrong with dividing and splitting up the human race with religion, they take it too seriously. They kill, fight, and punish for it. Religion is more like an idea and you should just have it in your mind and think of it as tool of motivation to have a view of life."
I wish it was the way he said it, why did the human race split up the way it is now, why couldn't we accept any ideas?

[[]I am skilful in art/drawing/sketching, they are and have been my hobbies since I can remember so I'll get involved in that area a little more[].Thanks for your advice.[]]

[]I am skilful in art/drawing/sketching, they are and have been my hobbies since I can remember so I'll get involved in that area a little more[].
Thanks for your advice.[]

[Do you find your job satisfying I mean is comfortable at work? I am sortha of a harware/software viz so am thinking either software game developer, animator or a harware expert,I can dedicate myself for each one of them, which one you think pays off in the long term?]

quote:Originally posted by James S

Sure,

Used to be a field engineer doing on-site repairs to anything from high-end servers to little laser printers, and now I bolt together and configure/customise low to mid-range (up to 150 user) Unix servers and special purpose Windows web servers.

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James.

Do you find your job satisfying I mean is comfortable at work? I am sortha of a harware/software viz so am thinking either software game developer, animator or a harware expert,I can dedicate myself for each one of them, which one you think pays off in the long term?[]

[James S,[] do you... well what exactly do you do as a computer engineer if you don't mind me asking?]

James S,[]
do you... well what exactly do you do as a computer engineer if you don't mind me asking?

[How did he fall, do you know(the real incindent).]

How did he fall, do you know(the real incindent).[]

[(<O> /\ <O>) It's awesome, how did you find it?]

(<O> /\ <O>) It's awesome, how did you find it?

You're right about that, I guess we have to feel them in order to get rid of them, hmmm, it all eventually balances out no matter what we do we endup on the same track again since we have emotions to guide us.[|)]

[[]Sorry for giving you inconvenience in interpreting what I wrote, let me clear it up[|)].]

[]Sorry for giving you inconvenience in interpreting what I wrote, let me clear it up[|)].
Is it unhealthy if you're too much in controll of yourself and you don't make mistakes such as arguing and confusing yourself with emotions brought upon things that you find ridiculous to argue over but since those things have already taken affect on you and changed your views temporarily](meaning you are in any emotional stage and you can't think properly so you just act blindly instead of thinking through.
example-doing something stupid that you will regret later but too much anger or frustration clouds your ability to do the right thing so you just take it out and do something stupid

Is it okay to controll your emotions to a degree where you are aware of your temporary views(your clouded judgement caused by things that affect your emotions, deeply)  
and also is it okay if you don't let them affect you that much so you might not have to deal with consequences of unhealthy actions(that may occur in the emotional stage) or is it better to accept you mood(current temporary view)
and let it take controll of you which I see hapends to almost
everyone(they loose the ability to make reasonable decisions from too much disorientation caused by sudden certain act that deeply affects one's emotions)
 around me but sometimes it gets out of controll and pople end up doing stupid things.

Are you being human by controlling your emotions in this way or are you ignoring the natural responce or behavior which is a portion of what being human is all about?

I hope that made some sence[8D].

[Thanks findtruth for bringing me some comfort[|)]...]

Thanks findtruth for bringing me some comfort[|)]...

[Rhinegirl,I understand your intent to challinge my views but next time please don't put clown faces in front my words because it confused me so I might have interpretd it the wrong way and it gave me a negative opinion of your character which made me reply the way I did. "Unless you're born in wealth and don't have to work a day in your life."Those who are born into wealth and am assuming by you saying "don't have to work day in you life" you mean they have it served on a silverplatter, gain no experience in hardships of life and therefore they grow up to miss (I believe)some important lessons or values of life which I would not want to miss.[] "Upon reading news from Amerika I would have to say I pity the people of Amerika because their govt is obsessed with fear and apocalyptical thinking."I live in America and the govt is not obsessed with fear, but it is trying to be cautious since 9/11/01, you would have to live in US to understand how much it has changed since 9/11/01, with a disaster of that mass in which many innocent lives were lost am sure any other country would thighten up and as far as the apocalyptical thinking well the media will hype anything for ratings or attention(my belief)[]."Some would argue that changing the society in that way is trying to escape society."[]Changing the society in what way?All I meant was that trying to get involved in the society will give you the drive or the sensation to live, trying to make the best of a situation, how is that escaping the society I mean who wouldn't want it to be better meaning nice,comforting,peaceful...I know what's better for someone else is not better for the other person but am writting in generall and makeing the best of a situation I just don't see how is that escapeing the society.[?]]

Rhinegirl,
I understand your intent to challinge my views but next time please don't put clown faces in front my words because it confused me so I might have interpretd it the wrong way and it gave me a negative opinion of your character which made me reply the way I did.

"Unless you're born in wealth and don't have to work a day in your life."

Those who are born into wealth and am assuming by you saying "don't have to work day in you life" you mean they have it served on a silverplatter, gain no experience in hardships of life and therefore they grow up to miss (I believe)some important lessons or values of life which I would not want to miss.[]

"Upon reading news from Amerika I would have to say I pity the people of Amerika because their govt is obsessed with fear and apocalyptical thinking."

I live in America and the govt is not obsessed with fear, but it is trying to be cautious since 9/11/01, you would have to live in US to understand how much it has changed since 9/11/01, with a disaster of that mass in which many innocent lives were lost am sure any other country would thighten up and as far as the apocalyptical thinking well the media will hype anything for ratings or attention(my belief)[].

"Some would argue that changing the society in that way is trying to escape society."
[]
Changing the society in what way?
All I meant was that trying to get involved  in the society will give you the drive or the sensation to live, trying to make the best of a situation, how is that escaping the society I mean who wouldn't want it to be better meaning nice,comforting,peaceful...
I know what's better for someone else is not better for the other person but am writting in generall and makeing the best of a situation I just don't see how is that escapeing the society.[?]

I don't know what I did to make you reply in such a way but you started it, I don't care what you say if it offends my personal views that I was willing to share if you don't like them why attack them,
I was trying to bring some sence and not tell people what to do or how to feel you took it as if am being the one who know all and I don't, the only thing you acopmlished is makeing me feel uncomfortable with sharing my views and I have nothing against you.
To write down everything I said AND REPLY THE WAY YOU DID IT, am not going to discuss it anymore, you completely did the opposite of everything I said and it's not right I never did it to you and I never will.[|)]

[I don't know how to explain it really, it's like if you see something unexpected you know that feeling of sudden freeze in you stomach like your whole body freezes of the unexpected or sudden emotion caused by fear or something that you see or hear that is hmmmmmmm well lets say you are in a class and a teacher says he will give an oral quiz and you didn't study, and BOOM! you get picked. It dosen't feel emotionaly disturbing though, I feel my whole body in one way(full awareness) you know when you wake up and you are sleepy and weak, well that is almost exactly how it feels after am done, but then I feel fooly energized again.]

I don't know how to explain it really, it's like if you see something unexpected you know that feeling of sudden freeze in you stomach like your whole body freezes of the unexpected or sudden emotion caused by fear or something that you see or hear that is hmmmmmmm well lets say you are in a class and a teacher says he will give an oral quiz and you didn't study, and BOOM! you get picked. It dosen't feel emotionaly disturbing though, I feel my whole body in one way(full awareness) you know when you wake up and you are sleepy and weak, well that is almost exactly how it feels after am done, but then I feel fooly energized again. [|)]...

[Alright thanks for the advice I'll keep putting my body in that state and I'll see what happends.[8D]]

Alright thanks for the advice I'll keep putting my body in that state and I'll see what happends.[8D]

[Hmm, I can't really recollect seing a shadow or an orb, since last year... but I USUALLY feel vibes when an entity is near me.In my opinion or theory about, why some people encounter stuff[], probably cause they aren't really seing their dead loved onces, but because some orbs(and I don't think they are human spirits for many reasons but am not in the mood to discuss why, I believe orbs are some TYPE life forms, existing in a parallel dimension that intersects with our world creating gaps where orbs can pass through from whatever plain... I believe they are intelligent and they like to mess around with humans , creating crop circles , or even invading our memories to use them to manifest themselves in human form, which ends up in many sightings and reports of ghosts.[8D]]

Hmm, I can't really recollect seing a shadow or an orb, since last year... but I USUALLY feel vibes when an entity is near me.
In my opinion or theory about, why some people encounter stuff[],  probably cause they aren't really seing their dead loved onces, but because some orbs(and I don't think they are human spirits for many reasons but am not in the mood to discuss why, I believe orbs are some TYPE life forms, existing in a parallel dimension that intersects with our world creating gaps where orbs can pass through from whatever plain... I believe they are intelligent and they like to mess around with humans , creating crop circles , or even invading our memories to use them to manifest themselves in human form, which ends up in many sightings and reports of ghosts.[8D]
If you want to know more about paranormal topics listen to WLS 98.8 AM on radio with George Noory.
//www.coasttocoastam.com
Sean Hannity is boring[]

[[8D]I don't pretend to be anyone... everything just seems easier to deal with(go with the flow), I feel as if I have THE INSIGHT VIEW OF PEOPLES' PERSONALLITIES, THE WAY THEY FUNCTION AND THE WAY THEY THINK(experience) I don't allow myself to develop issues based on artificiality, I don't allow myself to be confused by too many emotions...simple]

[8D]I don't pretend to be anyone... everything just seems easier to deal with(go with the flow), I feel as if I have THE INSIGHT VIEW OF PEOPLES' PERSONALLITIES, THE WAY THEY FUNCTION AND THE WAY THEY THINK(experience)  I don't allow myself to develop issues based on artificiality, I don't allow myself to be confused by too many emotions...simple

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To whom this might interest,
We as humans have made our way of living and we will be destroyed by it[], because well I hope not, but the society is such a fragile thing.
Just yesterday the electricity went out in my neighborhood and all hell broke loose![:O]
We depend too much on artificial objects and it wont last for long, resources are being depleted and polluted!
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[Ring the bells ,[]Walmart's bathroom smells[xx(].When I go inside to do my task[:I],I usually wear a mask. Ring the bells,My coach smells,literally[:O].I passed by him and he gazed at me bitterlyso I hit his car with a rubber bat[], and he came chasing me with a baseball bat[:O].I told my dad but he didn't care,he kept complaining about loosing his hair. I went to tell my mom but she wasn't there,oh, I forgot she was eaten by a bear[:O].So am flying in my dream,and Spock from "Star Trek" tells the captain to shoot me with a laser beam[B)].I fly away to get some rocket juice from power grapes,and I realize am heading towards the planet of the apes,so I hit the brakes,and ....................AAAAAAH![:O]]

Ring the bells ,
[]Walmart's bathroom smells[xx(].
When I go inside to do my task[:I],
I usually wear a mask.

 
Ring the bells,
My coach smells,literally[:O].
I passed by him and he gazed at me bitterly
so I hit his car with a rubber bat[],
and he came chasing me with a baseball bat[:O].
I told my dad but he didn't care,
he kept complaining about loosing his hair.
I went to tell my mom but she wasn't there,
oh, I forgot she was eaten by a bear[:O].
So am flying in my dream,
and Spock from "Star Trek" tells the captain to shoot me with a laser beam[B)].
I fly away to get some rocket juice from power grapes,
and I realize am heading towards the planet of the apes,
so I hit the brakes,
and ....................AAAAAAH![:O]

 
 

[hah![] Very good and interesting]

hah![] Very good and interesting, THANKS
Ya all FOR WRITING THEM![|)]

There once was a selfish dude and let me tell you about him, I wrote this poem before on some other forum but I'll write it again(with some changes).
Dude
He didn't care for a soul,
everyday,
he filled a chicken soup of emptiness into his bowl,
while watching a shady figure creeping by his window[:O].
Finally he heard a squeaky roar hmm was it freaky I don't remember,
but the way he jumped from his wooden bed was a splender!
To the creeper's eyes he taught afcourse[],
so he called the police,
and quickly they came to look for the source,
but all they found was a hysterical dude with a picture of a ghost.
He was laughing his butt off,
and his heart was filled with joy,
as he were a young enegetic boy.
The EndSorry, I don't know what happened to the dude while the police was coming, but I guess IN THE END HE SEEMED HAPPY, so you can deceide why or how cause am out of imagination for tonight.

 

[Thanks! findtruth for sharing your poem with me and with anyone who reads it(kind of creepy, but very fun to read[]) , also thanks to the person who moved my topic to this forum![8D]]

Thanks! findtruth for sharing your poem with me and with anyone who reads it(kind of creepy, but very fun to read[]) , also thanks to the person who moved my topic to this forum![8D]

Anyone else has interesting poems to share with readers?

It's more likely to be psychological thing man![8D] James S, you always get the right hinch at least it feels right, there are too many people and it would be very unhuman for it to be an act I mean there were children that had bone eating or tissue eating diseases(why would children lie)and for Benny to lie to use stunts to put blind faith in them, who would live with such a thing, but then there are clear comments by the healed that they felt electric sensations.
Well with the psychological thing I guess the person is affected by hyped sensation which is caused from seeing all the healing and the in the monent type of thing. like all the lights and action which makes you play along without even knowing it.