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well i don't think that she's around here, very small chance, if she knows what happens she might find it also wierd for so many ppl scaning her...

nay this is the first time when i look at your signature, superb...

"...she programmed the shield to "dummy"answer, which would explain some of your confusion..."

this is what i recived as a PM

"...she manipulates people to boost her self-esteem and cover fear..."

my friend hear seems like he has a problem...ohhh

and someone is f*ing my head up, just started...and he/she want me 2 know that i'm in and i can't do much

brb

ok check this one out...

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/6315245

her public profile on a web page, one of my friends told me that he found some wierd pictures on a webpage somewhere but he lost the link, something with candles or something...from there my paranoia started...i forgot to metion that...stupid me

what, more to come?...come on guys don't scare me...

well i would ask for that one that pm to make public his message please, i lost the other log from the other person, techincal problems....

....this is wierd....i'll go and get my blanket to cover myself so i can protect me

ok...im scared...

i have the confirmation from 2 ppl that she is way dangerous

the lighting adds a negative vibe....

can u rephrase this please cause i don't understand

thank you

update!


i just recived a message on yahoo messenge from someone

"i wonder who is this"..."who ru"...

"i'm #3"

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he created like3-4 aditional accounts in the last days so he can speak with her cause he gets on ignore list after a while....

well i think this one is more affected the i believed

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first off ALl i want to thanks to Frank for unlocking the topic and for giving me the permission to make all this public, and i apologies once again for my behavior

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now, thank you Nagual, yes i agree with you, from my research ur correct but the sadness and the fear overruns the other feelings. I can say that she appears to me as a very healthy person (her body) but i did not went 2 far with this research.

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Nostic -> i find your comment to be funny but i did not posted to hear such things, not offensive but i take this person (research) in a very serious way and i am not hear to laugh about her appearance or comment that although later i would like a comment about it but no such things

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i will repost one of the deleted post in which i explained the reasons why i did this as i found that i made a mistake by not doing so.

i must say once again that it may be funny i do not take it as a joke and please help me out as i "need" to understand, after all the events in the past few days i lost hope but now i feel somehow more curious inside of me.

so here it goes:

Posted: Today at 18:53 Post subject: (need some help)...***
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***bla bla bla***

Thank Nagual, well i can say that her body is healthy, i did not went into her body (energetic) so much but it seemed 2 me very healty...

i couldn't go into the emotional part cause i have myself big problems, but i can confirm what u said in a proportion of 70% (***bla***), if u could take your exploration deeper or anyone else, please help me out.

i do not know her, i talked to her several times on the net, but she is one of the persons that i do not understand and this happens with 1 person in 1000 (4 me).

Another strange thing, i showed her picture 2 some of my friend (around 9 persons maybe fewer), 2 of them went wild about her and another one but not that much. Yes she is cute but if u would know this guys, they have high standards and they do not fall crazy about "a picture".

Maybe i'm just paranoid...maybe not, but one thing i know 4 sure...i am very curious abut "what/who is she, what happened"

maybe she is "looking" (searching) also like this guys and some very strong emotional/mental connection took place...

Pls help me out, this is nothing more then research, tell me all u can so i can understand what happened. I find it very funny (the situation) but i'm kind of shocked...

maybe some deep thought of mine created all this...i just want to understand...

***bla bla bla***

thank you and excuse me 4 my poor english

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more:

i seek her, what\who she is, why is she like this...she is an enigma 4 me, i really don't understand her and this not happens 2 me often. I kind of know people, what they r able 2 do and what r not, but about her i can't say anything and more i think more unclear is.

The events that happened (described in the post), what happened here on the forum...i think that i'm even afraid to look at her, 2 feel her energy, she seems so clean so healthy, but her psychological profile i think for this one the result is very unstable.

don't know, i wanna know...is she "special" or not...and i bet that if i show her pictures to more of my friend "she will trap some of them", i find her cute but not like...they become obsesed...i don't get it, i make fun of them look here is a little story.

i was with 3 of my friends taking a ride with #1 (first trapped), he was the driver. i saw some girl from behind about 30m - 40m away, i told him to go on as he was supposed 2 stop the car there, he did what i said and passed near the girl, i looked at her and she was not the girl in the photo. we driven further and another friend of mine screams "hey look i think is her". #1 pulls hard right stops the car, he gets off and goes to look at her. That was kind of mad. And this is just a small part...

#2 is the most f* up, when this started he had insomnia for 1-3 nights but now he does not want 2 speak about her cause i make fun of him, sometimes...

#3 with this one was the weirdest experience, first time he saw the photos he went mad, i almost slapped him cause he wouldn't stop to ask "what is with her" (language problem) the correct question was "who is she", but he went red, blocked on the question like he knew her and knew her very well, and he thinks the he saw her a few times in some clubs...but ...he is now blocked on his new obsession...

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i was supposed 2be #2 but she is annoying 4 me like i was (hope i'm not anymore) 4 you...

much to be said about this but...i don't know so many words...


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so i think this is it...

well, i hope that you will help me out into this quest


thank you all

ok i know this is wierd and i really don't wanna post the reasons...but if u guys can take a look at this lil' one and tell me what u feel/see

http://profiles.yahoo.com/bastard_deamon

i uploaded the pic into my yahoo profile...

pls help me.

23: does vampiers exist (blood sucking vampires), what can u tell us about them?

hi SD, i'm a little late but u said that u don't do madiation on this website for now but u said in this words that u do it...

anyway i did read 'till page 34 and i'll keep going

i have some questions 2 if u like if don't ... well ... ...

1: who left Holy Mary pregnant?

2: why my body is so sick

3: why i can't go in pastlife regresion

4: why i can't go in a deep trance (deep, like deep)

5: is my root chakra damaged?

6: if u know about that ritual with 7 whit candles in circle in a salt circle to comunicate with other spirits, how is corect, does moon plays an immportant role?

7: i was told that someone trys to contact me from the astral but who told me coudn't tell me more. who is he/she, what does he wants.

8: i was told that my physical stamina didn't grow with my etheric stamina, 'cause i don't have the mechanism to balance this two. correct?

9: i was told the the etheric storms are good for me, true? how? why?

10: how strong is my etheric body?

11: could overwhelm my phisical body?

12: in this poin i feel LOST, hopeless, and much more...hard to say... i tryed to communicate with my guardian/s, guide/s but failed. I feel like i need someone to guide me in a direct way... 2 get more involved if ther is someoone.

13: does knot magic operates more with karma then others rituals/practices.

14: i feel/think that knot magic is very dangerous and it offers no solutions, is more like brute fore. Can u speak more about this?

15: is there any ritual for astral projection that has 80% chanses to project you? what that would be?

16: WHAT QUESTIONS SHOULD WE ASK? like really what questions, can't u tell us in a direct whay what we should know or we must ask for it.

17: more i sink in me more i see that my desires come to life, and i don't like it, lol, funny,... are u the harmony between an end and an endless?

18: when i was at Mr. Ovidiu to open my chakras, did he succed? why didn't he succed to put me in trance.

19: what should i know and practice?

20: where should i go?

21: ...

ok i'm kind of out of ideeas...ohhh

22: am i attuned to reiki?


thank you, sorry for my bad english

hi everyone.

i've done research on this based more on practice, on friends and people that wanted to see if there is such thing or not...

the regression i do is based on hypnosis and works pretty good. It's based on a classic induction scrip and some ericksonian suggestions (not much).

i would say that the best subjects for this are those who really have great expectation so u can manipulate this aspect in your/their favor.

i found that most of them are very aware and present in regression and sometimes able to use their will to move from one point to another.

about this i would like to say a few words. Communicate all that is necessary to the hypnotherapist, about how/what u feel (metal, emotional and physical), go for details (helps u to go deeper into the trance state). and most important stay relaxed and remember this are memories after all.

and one more thing, don't stop after the first session and don't believe ALL U SEE. this is just the begining much more will come in time

and one more ( ) don't let your hypnotherapist altered your memories, ur there for the truth and not to hide your traumas deeper (a very good example is about the lady and the tiger/cats)

Tayesin i would like 2 your method

sorry for my bad english

BTW from what i konw a normal man can't resist without water more then 3 days...i believ after the 7 days r over u'll drink so much that u'll go KaBOOM...

this is wierd....i don't drink much water/day but i couldn't resist for 7 days...that would be for me around 4L (1 galon) - 6L /week

well maybe some day i'll try this but not soon

tried the spiral for 2 nights in row...

my head becomes full of energy and ready to pop...i'll go on with it for a week or so to see what happens

well they say about me that i'm F* only cause i dress difrently and i listen my kind of music in a country were 90% of people listen really bad music...so i'm not a comun guy around here...but nor uncomon

well f* ppl are everywhere but who decide who is f* and who is not?

Btw this censor is bad, why don't they let ppl to see for them what is good or not, after all this is a "pubilc" place for discusions...well...

there are 2 more months and i was almost killed last week cause an eartquake hited me hard...5,9 richter...0,6 points and i have been dead...and half of the country...it lasted about 20sec so...

more is about to come but i would say that not in the next 6 months...

god knows...

about oazaki maybe he is normal but...dunnow...everytime when i rea one of his posts i imagine a "p*ed" person, iritation...maybe that's just me

he is wierd  
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you lost me...What???...HEY???...where???...hmmm...
aaaaahhhhhh???...jupi waht?...i can't hear u!...speak
louder....ohhh that!!!!!....nooooo....yes u say???...
why???....who???...aaaaahhhh???...what?....
i'm loseing you...i got no signal...

Oazaki scares me...
have u reed the post from
http://forum.prophecies.us/viewtopic.php?p=6771#6771

?
this dude is wierd

thank you goingslow
i'll keep this in mind next time...and i'll try to do so if i'm not run out by fear....

i could say that everytime that this happens i'm kind of out...

i'm stucked in my head area...cause is like the center of me beeing...and this sux

can u tell us more about his experience?

thankyou

Leannain had you succed with this?

i was wondering abouth the telepathy thing between you and the elemental

the first was less then a month...

ok...it was whan night when i put myself to sleep after trying to project...i let myself very slow to pass into sleep...so i was present here, in my dream and in my thoughs...somewhere i got up and realyze that i was kind of dreaming but not full aware...so i tryed to project again...
then the thing started...

i was floting somewhere over my body (i have strong reasons to believe that this was a LD) and something took me and started to hit me more like takeing my body and hit the walls...i got freaked out...really scared and tryed to call some astral help, tryed to relax but i was to freaked out...then i ran into the livingroom where my grandmother was there crying and screamind at me the she does not know anything, she saw nothing...then i realiezed that "it was not real"...and succed to wake up.

(i live with my grandmother) She appeard in a similar experince sleeping next to me......she was not in "real" plane...and she was not sleeping in the livingroom that night.

i have some other experinces similar with this...when "someone" "is fulling around with me"...(old, not many)

well last night i woke up again...i Knew that i was kind of in a lucid dream, again in the exact place (my bed) like in the past experinces, so if i woke up in it i though that is a good moment to project myself...well it proved that was not a good ideea...that thing, or whatever (never saw it, allways is behind me or i just can't see it) grab me and tried to hit with me again, this time i was really panicated, so *ing scared that i was remembered how it was when i slept with my grandma' and i was so scared that i really wanted to sleep with someone and i have 19...tryed to wakeup but everytime i was awakeing in the same "dream"...after sevral atempts i succed...In my feets lighted the room checked if i was dreaming and wanted to go outside to walk all night, afraid to go back to sleep...but i went cause i was to tired...did not stop here but i felt asleep (deep sleep)

sorry for my english...

anyone any ideas???

www.reikisecrets.com

for a good book (i like it []
http://angelreiki.nu

i allways wonder why does not come...
i am so stucked in this world, it starts from a needle and ends with the galaxy.

i don't judge that much cause it tends to happen to me (but not this is the main reason) after and i find it many times amusing, i don't judge cause i know "if i was there maybe i would've done the same, it is a lesson that must be learned"

but i judge cause i don't like things, "diffrent" people, "diffrent" stuff.

i would like just TO LET IT GO.

THANK YOU, you answerd me some old questions and broth light to the one that i have.

one of my other problems is empathy, i lost the control consciously (), can't use it, but i am sure that is because me cause when it came i didn't liked it, didn't felt ready, but know i think this is not that easy, the ability is still in me and i get a lot of s*** from others.

if u would just take a pic in me...hehehehe...i'm toasted []

THANK YOU

i know why

but inside of me...chaos...not ready yet to go there, i need one more thing (someone) before walk this path...i know that i alone, and only alone can do this but i need support cause...i'm going nuts...

a lot to change isnside as well outside...in the past few monts my agresion level went mad aswell as me.

my addiction to difrent things (one of them is the computer/whaited some time to repair it) revealed to me.

i could say that i'm walking the right path but there is only datk around. I started 2 weeks ago to become a vampire, not cause i need, for plessure. I sucked the hell out from one of my teachers (that man has tones of energy) and after i felt so calm, then started to give him mental energy from 3rd eye to 3rd eye and after 1-2 minutes, he started to give me his one, tones of it, for half an hour or more. But i'm no sure if i was takeing that or he gave that to me.


i shall whait the fool moon to sing to it, my beautifull dreams...

they are in roumanian so it's something like this...but much much nicer

i wish for long time, just a moment with me
hidden from worrys and far away from you (one)
in night, in clouds, throw me in mud
it's the hate and the sickness (turn one's stomach/nausea) and the anger that pulls me back

and hurts, and hurts, and hurts, to bury myself among you (all)
ashess of (some kind of, don't know the word) grey
washed by rain(s)
i have my bones broken in violet sleep
i'm a bitter moon who (something like...) turns of slow (more like fades)

i wish for long to do everything bette
you never believed in the world inside me
i don't have anything mine, a bitter moon
the drunkness and the deaf howl that don't wanna die
....

well, can't say that this changed me...but makes me cry a lot of times
very impresive song...my emotions goes wild

band:bitter moon
song: (...) grey

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i don't understand what are u tring to say deamon

"i refered to the Source" Source as god, source of bible, source of creation...source...

if u please can formulete the hole fraze.

thank you.

(again, not christian god) - what, there are more gods? you may wanna say not how christians understand god, that's diffrent. everyting happens for a reason or maybe for fun, let's all laugh. I think at all this must put an end, ALL OF US.

i see that your a Godsmack fan so here you go (for Tayesin)

Artist: Godsmack
Album: Faceless
Song: Serenity

Lyrics:

As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul
Reflecting the light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child

It's serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when I thought mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

Tragic visions slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I'm the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child

It's serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when I thought mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

AND ANOTHER THAT I LIKE A LOT

"Trippin'"

Living a different way. You can't expect me to be the same.
Separating our lives and wondering why.
Face down I walk away. Every time I think I do the right thing,
you turn your back on me.

Trippin' into a world that never seems too far away.
Too much time, too many wasted days.

How can you be this way? Now I'm alone and cold today.
I'm walking dead man's drive. Reaching out for my life.
I've been known to f**k up everything.
In this skin there's a broken man.

Trippin' into a world that never seems too far away.
Too much time, too many wasted days.
Just another vision in my world!
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WE WELL WALK THE PATH EVEN IF WE DON'T WANT

Would like anyone to share if he knows how to use and what symbols to use to do things (somethin like reiki) for diffrent things...

thank you