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quote:Originally posted by Tony M.

Oh please... No more, no more...

I don't get it.....

To make this better I will delete all related post of mine and try to put this behind me...

Here is a way to test it put your hands togeter like you are praying for 30 secs. then pull them apart and rleax a little now try to feel your hands really put some effort in it. feel the air  the temp. the humididty feel all of it cup you hands a little and you should feel a little pressure.
Remember if you don't beleif no results

*bows to Aries in appreciation*
Thank you.....

*Bows head*
Thank you...

Okay for all thiose who say myu tale is a lie there was one part I added that was not true that was the walk home I got carried away and figured it would make me seem cooler.... I apologize for this and I have been away so I could not clear it up earlier I figured I would stretch the truth a litttle Honestly I was picked up by the people I stole from and brought back to camp and yes I was scared...
I paniced a little more than I said.... I almost cried when I gotr back...[:I]
One reson for clearing this up is because I will not lie to Aries He has stood behind me since the creation of this thread.  And I appreciate it if nesscary I will leave it to a vote for me to leave all those in favor of me leaving say Aye all those oppossed say nay..

I apologize I have dishonored myself..
I await your sentence and MayaTnick I am sorry to you as well.. every one I am done......[V][]

Also can we get back to the subject at hand all I have heard is bad comments if you don't like the thread stay the ---- out got it!!!!
Now has anyone else tried survival training? How about spiritual exercises. does any one under this believer thread believe or all yall all here just to try and tinkle me off...  Also any of you who call me a liar or disagree  with me SHUT UP!!!!!!!! did I ask for your opinion or sarcasim. If you don't like me leave me alone... what is yalls peoblem do y ou have so little of a life that you go to threads you don't agree with to bash there ideas...
sorry for the tone of this...

Did not feel like writting every thing so  ask away

I still say he's smart...
Creepy smart....
Oh yeah MAYA how do you pronounce your name Maya T nick or what
and phonetically
oh and I have done the whole ruffing it thing try spending 2.5 weeks in the Blu ridge mountains with ony A Knife a lighter and a pot.
That was fun. Anyway I get to believe what I want so thank you all for hearing me out.

For all those who question me.....
You wanna know why I believe what I believe well its called
BLIND FAITH!! I believe that I was given my strength for a reason that has yet to present itself to me, I also would like to point out that Maya gave all the reasons for there to be a "change " in 2012.
We all on this site have special gifts whether Projection or telepathy or just stong ki.  Mine is ki.  After being in martial arts for 10 years I have learned to better master and expand my ki.
But I have done so at a very rapid pace.  Why do I have this gift to build ki so quickly? maybe it has a puprose.I honestly believe the people that Originally wrote about 2012.  People that have gone to the astral and seen demons themselves.  I trust people,  not like the rest of you synical people. I don't KNOW there will be a war in 2012 but I can feel something big coming on Its just a feeling though.  Its like religion. No one person has actual proof that God exsist.  No one has seen him.  All the religious beliefs and miracles could just be a random coincedence.  But you believe, why because something in you heart, somthing in your soul, tells you there is something more.  No one has to show you poof of your God because you know he is there watching over you.  It is written in the bible about a battle between the Angels and Demons.  What if the angels were just Very courages people blessed with GIFTS  Like ours.
Maybe there will be another batlle.  I have no proof, just a feeling.
I train to better myself I don't know why I wnat to be better maybe it was built into me.  But I do it out of instinct.  My mind has been totured with the thought that maybe I don't have a purpose maybe I am just wierd.  Let me ask you all something though.  Why do you have your gifts??? Maybe you had an OBE the first time you tried.  But why were these gifts bestowed apon you.  Why do you try and hone them to perfection.  I am pretty sure you are not looking for fame and fortune.  Honestly I want a battle so maybe I have deluded myself to believe there will finally be a place for me.  But maybe there won't.  Maybe down the road my gifts could save someones life.  I don't really know.  All I do know is the most powerful desire I have in my soul is to become stronger And to fight.  Why do I want to fight?? Maybe you could help me?? Maybe I am a lost cause.  Will you question your God for creating you in this way.
Maybe We ar the next Archangels.  I would give my life peotecting a stranger.  But why would I do this.  Can you tell me.. I know that manny paople would be upset And a few people I know Would get put in A insane asylum if I died yet I have this intese desire to die defending someone.  Please don't say it is human nature FOR YOU KNOW NOTHING OF MY NATURE!! MY THOUGHTS WOULD MAKE MOST PEOPLE CRINDGE IN FEAR AND DISGUST. I Don't know what else to say except I believe and if you don't I am fine with that.  If 2012 never happens I will still search for my purpose. I am sorry if I have offended anyones beliefs or Ideas in this passage. But maybe Just maybe By 2012 I will have a better undersatnding of why I am here.
Thank you.

Its funny like that I will just shut my eyes for a few seconds just to relax and boom I am stuck whereever I have landed in dream world unless someone rouses me or I manage to snap out of it

[1zenryoku, I merged your posts, please in the future if you have a after thought, all you need to do is click on the edit button and add away! Thanks [^]]

HOLY SH*T!! YOUR SMART MAYA! I am sorry for what ever losses you may have taken and wish the best for you.  If what you say is true how come they don't get you through the internet.  Just wondering I don't know if they can track you that way though. Also If a war comes then we will be prepared if not we will be in top physical shape. Some one ask how you train for this.  well the answer is I work out every day and Meditate for 2hrs. and practice using my ki and moving it through my body and making it grow. I do this everyday.
I have been working very hard to make myself better for an apocalypse or just for me. so thats it.

I beleieve I was created to fight. I have the physical power and have and extremely strong urge to fight so maybe this 2012 thing could be my purpose for all my anger and willingness to kill for my loved ones and even people I don't know. If it doesn't happen then I will keep training lying in wait for my oppertunity to release myself.

would like to state that I also believe in an ascention of sorts. I believe that in 2012 the weak will die and the ones who live will gain an extrodinary power to fight these creatures/demons. So all the peoplwe that say we are to weak to fight that is how I explain how I will fight this power will be granted to those strong enough to survive the merger.

1zenryoku, I merged your posts, please in the future if you have a after thought, all you need to do is click on the edit button and add away! Thanks [^]

Good point
non one is an ---hole though some people are ignorant to peace.
also even if the war never comes I will keep training because I want to perfect myself and I am far from it right now.

XANDER..... can't you be peacefull for more than 5 seconds....
You have made only 2 post but in those post you have managed to single out a group of people and insult, them I quote

((<"As far as DBZ goes, I don't care how much power they hgave, anyone who walks around with their fists clenched and grimacing like they have a bad case of constipation can keep it.
Xander
P.S. the DBZ characters would tinkle their pants if Buffy the Vampire Slayer got a hold of them"))>

Can't you be civil, or is that not an option for you; what did these people do to you.  I don't see them coming up here to burn you, yet you gladly set them ablaze. If you are going to countinue down this path please do it elsewhere, I want this to be a peacful board with no name calling or bashing so please be nice or just leave everyone alone.....

okay thats cool our beliefs differ
buts thats cool...
See we can all live in harmony I believe in demons as in big freaky thing with claws and teeth
also lets try to stay away from people saying demons are nice, kay...
not trying to stiffle people but it will cause a really big conflict and thats not what I want...

This should be the place please obey the rules...
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=9931

I will respect the moderators wishes and leave this post as is for now....... I Think there should be one place where we can talk about what we believe though; not a freakin reqruitment station either, just a place to talk about training stratagies and ways to prevent 2012, or just some "HELPFUL" information. I am going to start a new post anyone who reads this please, DO NOT MAKE ANOTHER THREAD RELATING TO THIS TOPIC!!!!! It will probably get mine and yours deleted, AND KEEP YOUR DISCUSSION IN THE THREAD NO WHERE ELSE; AND BE NICE!!!!!!!!

Boyd your avatar scares me what are they lookin at

Boyd your avatar scares me what are they lookin at

THANK YOU ARIES!!!!!!!!!

YYOOOOOOUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Inguma  WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME WHAT IS AND IS NOT REAL!!!!!!!
so how do I know that all that stuff about astral projection isn't fantasy,  what facts do you have to back it up huh....  you think if someone does not agree with you they are wrong, but who are you to pass judgement on someone elses beliefs.  THATS PERSICUTION....
I am sorry if I sound a little angry but after all I said in the first post did you learn nothing. It does not matter if I am new or not, I was in the middle of the situation, were you?  so you think I live in a fantasy world well maybe you are lying about astral projection how am I to know??? I don't berate you for your belief in it maybe you have been watching too much Sci Fi channel.hmmmm I wonder if I will get kicked off for this post well if I do it will be proof that this is persicution.  My beliefs differ from yours so auotmatically they are wrong.. your action of calling names and berating people shows your close mindedness.  if you don't believe then don't post hows that. okay I hope I cleared this up and that people will not have prejudice against me because of my beliefs,.
-thank you-

I am glad we have come to an understanding lets hope others will be enlightened by our statements.  Oh and you seem like a nice and reasonable person I am happy to have met you.

TO-ARIES- They were in the wrong when they spoke ill of you and your friend neo so I am sure you will be the bigger person and see their ignorance and not flame someone yourself to get even

Thats the oppiste of what I was going forI think you got angry and basically insulted a few people I think that wasn't cool at all.  Also I was not refering to you in particular I was talking to everyone in general so do not take offense, but please try not to get so angry or frustrated remember beliefs don't need justification thats why they are beliefs not facts, no one knows if any of it is true but you can beleive what you want right???
I will keep my beliefs they may be wrong but its not up to anyone in this world to tell me they are wrong. at least thats my opinion.
also I would like to say that to anyone who dissagrees with me please voice your opiinion but please do it in a kind manner.

yup but I made a new one for the people to lazy to read through 5 pages