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#26
Hi.  I had the same experience you mentioned in your post about your guides being pure but "detached".  They were almost elecronic sounding.  Don't take it to heart. It seems your guide had the same purpose with you as mine had with me and that was to convey a personal message to you, not to immerse you in deep cosmic love which will come to you in time.
#27
That sounds true, but where does one find an adept willing to help one in need?  She has had this for about 15  years now and has tried and prayed endlessly until she has lost some faith in everything.  I have asked and she has asked so many religous groups and such and it seems nobody really cares at all becasue they don't really understand or believe it. To try and explain it better, just try and imagine a constant never ending voice in your conscious mind that endlessly insults you, belittles you, cries, laughs and basically has no other purpose in life except to carry out whatever was asked of it.  What disturbs me is that the words her mother mumbled to initiate this thing had no meaning to her whatsoever and must be working on a subconscious level and she says much of it sounded like an arabic language of some sort.  After that curse or whatever it was, her mom bought her to the monastry and before she went into the monastry she was terrified becasue she saw a snake symbol appear on her moms forehead?  Does anyone know what that is supposed to mean?  She really did not know what to think of it, but she did tell me her mom had some sort of witchcraft knowledge passed down to her from generations in her family and my guess is she recited some mumbo jumbo that had significant meaning to the subconscious mind.
#28
Thank you fiunghual, that would be wonderful if someone could help from the paranormal community.  I did post this to many paranormal groups last year in the USA and everyone came back to me with basically no suggestions for helping and some actually did not believe it to be true. Yes, I do believe they just cursed her third eye and I wish we could know how to undo the curse. She tried to end her life once because of this, but she is better now. She feels pressure on her face just like alpine9 mentioned as if the entity is covering and forming and shaping her face.
I really do feel that there must be a way to break the curse. There must be someone out there that knows about these sorts of things.
I did approach many priests from many faiths but they seem quite spooked about the whole thing. I come from a catholic family, but I  have to admit I never went to church becasue my mother's church and my fathers church would not grant my parents the right to marry if they did not change over to their church. (Greek Church and Catholic Church) same beliefs about Jesus etc. but I still respect all faiths.  I love the fact that this forum exists and there are lovely souls as yourself offering to help others in their time of need.  Thanks to all of you and all of you behind the scenes who help without our knowledge.
#29
Hi Robert,
My gripe with Budhism.  Budhist monks around 15 years ago performed a ritual on my girlfriend which attached an entity to her.  Is has scared the hell out of her for a long time.
She was born with her third eye open well into her teenage years before the monks closed her third eye and attached this negative entity. Do you know of anyone skilled enough to remove this "spell".  It relentlessy attacks her in her mind constantly reciting old relgious sayings and belittling her in every way shape and form.  When it gets worse she feels the pressure on her face as it if is "covering" her.  
I made another post like this in your Psychic Self Defense forum but since this forum is about Budhism specifically I was hoping someone skilled in courrupt Budhist rituals could help us.
I respect Budhists very much, but just like any relgion they have their share of corruptness.
It is obvious that the intention was to break her spirit and it is almost working as one time sheh trie to end her life to get away from this.  She is much more stable now and wouldn't think of trying that again. I  hope this forum could shed some light into resolving this.  Thanks kindly for any help.
#30
sorry, I forgot to answer your question.  The ritual that they performed on her was like this.  It had first started with her mother.  She always trusted her mother and her mother got her to lay on the floor one day long ago. Then the mother put her foot on her face and mumbled some course or words that had no meaning to her (I'm assuming this was the spell).  After this, the entity of whatever entered her and spooked the living daylights out of her.  It always did things very loudly to scare her.  She was terrified for so long becasue she did not know what was happening to her.  Then her mom forced her into a monastry and the monks  basically did the same thing to enforce whatever was started.  It has been obvious that the intent was not to allow her to grow spirutally and so far it seems to  have worked. It is very dishearting to know that so much evil exists in this world, but we are both still happy and have open minds.
#31
Thanks for your positive words.  We are trying to resolve this together.  When the abuse gets worse she also feels a strong pressure around her as if the entity is "covering" her. It almost seem as like there is this force of darkness that tries so hard to destroy spiritual growth.  As if it is their only purpose of existence.  I'd love to dam them all to hell, but thats where they are so that won't help anyway.  What happened to the forces of light to try and step in occasionally to balance things out a little? Never mind my simple view on things. But I still believe there are so many good souls out there that are working behind the scenes doing their best to help.
#32
Thanks Bluelight.
She never focuses now on anything other than this dimension. She always has the TV on loudly to try and drown out the voices and she doesn't try to focus on anything psychic becasue she knows that it elevates things.
Are you for real?  Do you know what country she lives in and what part of her body is out of balance? Forgive me for asking this, but we have been so disheartened by so many.  We were hoping this forum could bring us closer to something good.
Take care[:)]
#33
I would love to hear anything you have to say. Thanks so much for replying.[:)]  I live in BC.  My email is taom1234@yahoo.com