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hi,
I want to do energy work, achieve astral projection and contact my higher self
I tried some forms of energy work however my chakras wouldn't respond to me

hi,
I was born into a  muslim family
so I was taught the dogma and doctrin of islam
I hated  it since aged 8
now I know the truth
I must say that I am blind
I was also forced to go to a school where islamist extremists go
and where many advanced brainwashing techniques take place
since I live in a muslim country if I express my opinions I would socially be rejected by my family
and be an outcast all around my country
since I was blind from birth I have no idea how to visualize and meditate
and so I can't recieve  guidence from my higher s elf etc
I apologize for my spelling
after this point I seek   advice
I have read the turkish translation of the quran and have come to see how barbaric it is   
so any help would be grately   appriciated