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There is so much hurt in the world true. But there is so much beauty too. All these "training school" ideas and other nonsense like it just explain and simplify way way too much the reality of our world.  I see what some skeptics mean when some of things people believe are almost designed to attempt to explain everything away somehow.

I've been suicidal in my life, and depressed and yep it feels yuk and never ending. However it's part of a spectrum of experience, why we have that spectrum I don't know, but I think it might be important.  At the other end of the scale, I sat on boat the other day-one that we seriously are considering buying-or one like it. She's 30 yrs old and gorgeous-I could "feel" her but that's all I'm saying on that one. Basically being there on her, and in the surroundings of water, countryside, peace etc..well it's the other end of the scale.

Some people find comfort and a weird kind of security in beautiful fluffy visions of the universe, and others-many others find that security in almost horrific, completely negative sounding viewpoints ("this place is hell" etc).  The truth is imho extremely unlikely to be anything like these two extremes.

I don't feel that there is fate and a guiding force in any simplistic way at all. The truth(s) are going to be more complete, more solid and more powerful than anything anyone has ever come up with-and they won't just be a product of human invention, though that IS probably going be a part of it as we are a part of that truth.

Judging by how many problems, crisis and issues there are, it's entirely possible for ones entire consciousness to be consumed by such awareness. Imagine you have the power to help one hungry starving child, and you are taken to meet a thousand of them so that you can choose who to help.  It's a bit like that.  Now I know there are several various answers to that analogy, including trying to get another 1000 people to help which is true. The point

I'm making is however that there are that many issues in the world that one HAS to tune out the vast majority of them virtually. Especially when the information sources are often so difficult to completely trust.  It doesn't mean one likes that fact, however you could make yourself quite paranoid and ill by being immersed in it all-I know, some of the people I have met have actually become the most awful, righteous types of people that repel other nearly because of this.  In a world of 6 billion people-something I've always felt was too many for Earth really (just a feeling and I know no solution)-it's not surprising that the majority have this apathy. What can each of them do? making a roomful of people act in the same direction can be difficult enough, try it with thousands, then millions and finally everyone? Only been known to have partly succeeded in times of severe dogmatic control-Nazis, religion etc.

I'm not advocating a giving up attitude here. I am explaining why I'm not going all out on issues etc. I work on people when asked with healing, I try to perform any magic work I do with a part of it directed towards altering the future in a better way.

If I cast a spell asking for a change, I endeavour to perform a balance, though in this I am a beginner.  However whilst some issues might be helped by individual input there are others that only the whole planet working to gether would alleviate-even then the outcomes are doubtful.

If I can change something I would, also implies avoidance I would think. It implies that if I can't change the thing, but it would effect me, then if I can change something to make sure it doesn't effect me (and my loved ones) then I would.  If I can see that there's nothing I can do in either way then I'm not going to kill myself with worry about it either.

I'd love to know how many people in the world can genuinely harness real magical/healing power of one kind or another. If there are truly many that do, can that ever be used to begin to alter the future course of history? Now that's something I'd be intrigued to work on-if there was ANY reality to that suggestion there I just made.

Anyway I digress

You would have time now, if you really wanted, to secure yourself and your loved ones

Secure them from what exactly? Which crisis should I pick? There are so many to choose from. Ok, I apologise-that was nearly sarcastic , and yes there is stuff like the tsunami that happened and other crap will happen too.  However simply living entails some risk, and whilst you can negate the large proportion of various risks, natural disasters are hard to totally avoid if the warnings are too vague time and location wise.

I didn't quite know where to site this particular question so I'm hoping here is fine.  

Whilst I don't have a fixed belief in anything much beyond the fact that healing is possible as it's something I practice, I have experienced stuff to convince me more exists.

So my question is this, for the first time in my life I've come across something that materially I want that much that I even considered praying for help in getting it. Now I don't pray . However the concept led me down thinking about manifestation-this is something I personally don't see the reality of-but I know others do.  Basically the bargain I kinda floated in my mind this morning-as if I was asking "God" was this.  I originally asked once if my healing could be allowed to grow as strong as was needed to heal anyone who would ask.

Today I asked if perhaps if I dedicated all of my real working time to healing of others, without any fee (which is what I normally do), could I be allowed to ask for the increased possibility of acquiring this thing that I want?

Now the question is slightly convoluted as by nature I can't go and work on someone with the intention of the reward in my mind. I don't work like that and couldn't. Basically I'm after a Broom 35' European boat, a particular one-because of her energy/spirit and I just like her a LOT.  My partner does also, but for us to afford her would be possible but incredibly difficult.  He's not persuaded to take the leap and I haven't tried to fight for her the way I would normally-because it wouldn't be fair now. The stakes are too high.

All I need is an increase in potential luck of clients coming my way-IT clients that is for a time, and I could afford to choose her myself. However I'm zero good at creating business.  

Anyway I've rambled on loads with this question-that's the sherry I had on an empty stomach. Basically do folks feel that asking "God" etc to aid with this, clearly a materialistic aim to be within the bounds of reason or am I just stupid . Thank you for reading, I'll post something more sensible later on

If I can change something, then I would. If I can't then I can't. Worrying about it is a complete and total waste of time. Same goes for guilt etc...pointless unless the emotion can guide you to a genuine solid worthwhile course of action, and not just a sop to some ideal.

It's progressive. Build a solid, flexible foundation by working on the secondary system for a while first. Suggested was a time period of several months but this can vary quite widely-for instance if you have chi  kung training or worked as a healer before etc.  Basically once you have a solid foundation, primary centre work becomes easier, faster, more stable and safer. and more productive as you will be intimately familiar with the actions you are using.

Selski, whilst I haven't read the rest of the thread, I agree with you big time . Music I often end up needing to use to amplify my ability to consistently move enough energy to help with healing work.  I've had my tears of joy sensations to music always.

It's interesting reading his sales technique-whereby he's appealing to the ego and trying to block the objections that people would come up with, such as being not of sufficient vibration to resonate with his information and all that ******.  Also if he's got the ability to do this stuff for you, he's done it for himself right? So how come he needs $100 per session? Can't he manifest it for himself?

Looks like junk science to me. Feels like junk new agey flakey charge money science. Smells like you pay him $100 per session bs.  Tastes like the same and sounds like a real rip-off. Yes I know how it feels to move and experience intense energy, and I bet there's a number of people I could induce decent chakra and spine energy sensations in, so he probably can do the same. But he's charging and I feel not telling the truth about what he is doing. My personal opinion? steer clear.  I would give any of my spare time for healing purposes for free-just at my convenience-so why does he need-for this $100?

Why is this stuff so tough at all if it's so natural?

Moving energy and using on people for healing is very easy indeed and always has been. However I've virtually quit on the AP stuff-none of that works for me-or it's just too "hard" to master. Compared to energy work anyway, all I had to do was muster up some daily discipline and I could build on something I'd done since I was 10, direct energy for the purposes of healing. I can grasp that, manipulate it, alter how I "feel" it to get varying results etc. No matter how fantastic the results or the act feels-epiphany feelings and stuff-nothing changes much in my dream life. I'm not surprised folks get frustrated.

A few people have it easy, natural and get progress for their time and efforts-even if it's months. Others try for years with no results-I'm one of those. I can't hold the habit of practicing any AP stuff long enough anymore to get anywhere. Yet for 18 months now I've stuck rigourously to training the energy body for at least 1 if not 2 or more hours 6 days out of 7.
That's besides the less structured efforts I had before NEW and the regular healing work i tended to do.

Perhaps it's just possible that for me, this stuff is not meant to actually happen in this life? It feels like it for sure. Nothing clairvoyant, psychic or astral happens at all. Even with the most powerful healing sensations, I see nothing. Feel what I'm doing, but see nothing. No changes outside of normality..totally annoying. Stupid too. Seems pointless..

The boat was ten years old. LOL.

Before I went on this holiday I already a more basic attraction to cars and boats-and normally "lust" would dictate which ones I'd like the best LOL, the latest, sexiest etc etc...

But since this awareness is much stronger than the wisp of imagination I thought it was before-my values about boats have altered a lot.  Especially when I as good as fell in love with a 30 yr old Broom 35 called Chalder! The "spirit" was very strong and to me, talkative...it's as if when I notice that part of a boat they notice me noticing, and because I'm amenable to the possibility of communication, it happens.

I get a conversation often revolving around the relevance and reality of the existence of "their" personality etc.  Some conversations were enlightening as I asked about purpose and other stuff.

It seems that intention as ever is a key factor, along with emotional commitments etc. Most boats I'm describing here are built with a high degree of personal manpower - manual labour really, even the mass market (such as it is). So a LOT of intention is built up even from new.  Then you have the desires and emotions of the people who use them.. Lyall Watson talks about this stuff in Supernature and his later book.

I can't quite see why I "chose" to be aware in quite this way, when my basic psychic abilities are rudimentary to non existent most of the time-apart from energy work.  I can't quite tell if this was something I sought out myself when I was young or whether it just happened. Anyway I'm rambling on, mainly because I want to talk to anyone else who can relate really.  Because of this I'm strongly drawn towards selling the house and finding the "right" boat for me (well us actually). One that's got a strong deep talkative spirit as far as I'm concerned .

Interestingly I can't quite do this with animals so much, though 99% of my focus has been with machines. I don't know if this can serve any purpose whatsoever apart from fun. Difficult to know...
Any thoughts would be welcome.

Some of you guys are writing the way I felt as I was coming out of my teens with this energy work, and still feel actually. It's like most of the new age material doesn't do anything for me, but I keep reading because I can feel this surge/tingle/pulse rushing of energy-at will the same way .

I do have some ideas from my own experiences such as raising energy with passion etc. Several things I own have gained a combination of energy and emotion/memory and intent. I don't believe formal magical practices have any extra value unless the practitioner has used these with ALL the mental/spirit ingredients for years as well. i.e. a rune on it's own with a little "play" intent won't do anything, however any symbol rune or otherwise can be turned into a powerful focus if the intention, the emotion and the spirit are completely committed and engaged in the act.  Hence why magic was always quite a discipline-you have to engage ALL of who you are for a time on a particular goal to achieve it.

Well I've been out for a week with my partner on a boat we hired. She's ten years old, and I'm 100% sure that I can definitly feel something in a boat like that-not just her but other boats I met. All quite unique-even amongst similar boats.  After my brother was able to explain to me that he saw stronger "spirits" or energy clouds around various boats than cars etc I figured this must be a function of age, intentions of people handling them, the amount of handling and hand building/caring they get etc.

Whilst I'm not attempting to state I've got a handle on exactly the truth of this-I do know I personally feel dead lucky that I can sense and feel some sort of communication with this. I could do something similar on the plane back. The week itself has made me aware of something I was dismissing as my imagination actually may have more solidity and depth to it than I gave it credit for.

However it's my own experience and I merely relay it to interested folks-not to debate the belief system(s) that could explain it.  I don't feel that trying to critically "know" the absolute razor truth is possible or worthwhile in every case, sometimes maybe it's just worthwhile working with something you feel and know inside yourself works-regardless of anyone else's opinions or belief systems.

Send me a photo sometime-I'll have a go-only face pic needed here

What sect was this? What was it based on?
Sounds like some people have really gotten into your head-which is where all the stuff is coming from now.

If you oobe'd before and LD'd without going mad, can you give me one logical reason why now you would go mad?

Challenge yourself like this to start with. Find out what in you tells you that this sect has any truth in it. Why they'd need to implant emotional control into you? Were they insecure about the reality of their beliefs so need to instil a fear control into followers minds?

You rode the horse before without any problems-nothing has truly changed you know. You can do it again just as safely. The sect cannot alter that-they can only attempt to make you believe that they have.

Send a photo-just a face shot . I'll do my best

It's impossible for a bike to have a soul.

I don't believe this part Dagalvyi. How do we "know" this for a fact? Whilst I can't prove it's possible either, so we are both in the same boat as regards absolute statements I think.  I see no good reason why a bike, car, boat or whatever shouldn't develope a soul if it was created/used with love and fondness.  just a feeling I guess.

When you pull energy up your legs, are you aware of engaging your bandhas (yogic locks-perineum, diaghram and one in the throat). I find if I engage those I can pull with a more muscular willpower effect.  Of course you know about wrapping etc by now.

If you want-if you sent me a photo I'll attempt to help remotely if you like?  No altruism here-I need to practice and validate practising my remote healing ability .  Just a thought.

Are you finding that you still have excess energy afterwards? If it's not appropriate for you to use all that you have raised on your husband, you *may* find it useful to attempt to direct the remainder (without raising more) towards the healing of someone or several someones remotely. I do this using RB's heart healing method as it seems to work well.

Another alternative if the night is pleasent, might be to go outside and release it all into your garden, into the soil and the greenery if possible and finish by feeling your feet ground deeper into the earth.

A final thought, have you tried clearing the mind meditation as you attempt to drift off to sleep? Or anything relating to projection? The extra energy might allow you some solid projections (I'm not speaking from experience however here ).

I second that motion. Milk this is virtually unreadable due to the lack of paragraphing or any breaks in the text whatsoever.

Seriously look over RedCatherine's posts for example and other people who post novels regularly. Good examples of decent paragraphing.

As I said, we've wasted our time with mensa type rubbish. It is. Wayyy too narrow and restricting a tool to measure how bright you are.

If it was accurate then in theory I have equal IQ to the average nobel prize winner. Something that if you read my other posts clearly isn't true LMAO!.

I've had epiphany whilst driving-regularly. not obe or disassociation though. Just chakra strobing and tears of joy .

Freedom of speech. It's about opinions on subjects is it not-so all points of view should be welcome-unless of course they are of personal inflamatory nature, of which mine are not or at least not intended to be. So I will not just do as I'm told and fold. I'm entitled as you are to express my opinion on the matter.

Why 2009?

Actually why not roll some numerological dice and be done with it-lets see how many weird explanations for patterns found in future dates we can find . A prophecy for each one found...

Is that a cynic note I see I'm writing here....I think it could be.  I've drawn a line underneath all the date hype and hysteria-the line being the things I believe are just dumb.