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I trust no news source. Why should I? No matter where you get your information, it is going to be biased. Everyone is following their own agenda. I don't think there's really any kind of conspiracy going on, but, as an Anarchist, I will not stand behind this country, or any other for that matter. I don't think that not having a government is right for everyone, but I believe it is right for me. I don't need a government so that I will act in a civilized manner with respect for fellow human beings. All governments have laws in place that try to make it illegal for people to be nice to each other. Do you really want to stand behind a nation that is watching you as you read this, just in case you might be a 'terrorist'?

Don't forget, it's not what they show you on the news, it's what they DON'T show you. The Media is owned by very few corporations, and those corporations seek an increase in profit.

What lie will you buy? Democratic or Republican?

Above all else, no matter who you support (if anyone), don't forget to THINK FOR YOURSELF.

Thinking for yourself is hard for some to understand ender. Some people just go along with whatever they are brought up beliving and assume that that thing is correct or the only  way to do thing. Wether its from religon to government or fitting along with society......some people will never see through to act for themselves.

We all know that the government is some what corrupted. Hence the two party system. Could these parties be controlled by somthing more powerful, yeah its probaly true. I dont neccesarily belive all the rumors about the New World Order and the Martial Law crap, but i wouldnt be suprised for some of it to be true or happen in the near future.

Our world is in for some big changes in the next 5-10 years. I dont say that because of the 2012 conspricay or whatever.... I say that from just looking at the state of the world. Its common knowledge

I do agree that it was possible for the election to have been fixed, but even if there was significant evidence, i dont think that the media would cover it.

But even with Kerry elected, it wouldnt matter. We are going down hill as a country and going into Iraq was a big part of it.

If someone good give me some good facts or evidence that we aren't going downhill as a nation, please shoot. Even if you voted for Bush, You have to admit that this is not a democracy and the goverment is trying to take some control. At least in a stand point of the two party system.

My fity cents

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/6396422/

Lmao.

Yes that is the way to go..... Covnert every living thing to Chrisitaniy. I guess that lion doesnt like Jesus....

OK this real scaring me... I don't want to die as a kid. I'm only 13 and your saying that a 3rd world war is going to come and destroy us all? This is scaring me in a serious way. I don't want want myself or anyone else to die in this world.....

I don't think that anyone is trying to scare you. I myself am saying that I belive that their will most likley be a war within the next 10 years. Am I necessarily right? No. But that's my opinion. I am young myself, only 17, and I don't want a war either. But it's inevitable. Some people will never learn. You just can't worry about it.

Asfor people dying, I'm sure a lot of people would prefer too be dead or wouldnt care if they died so you don't have to worry about it

Let's have a revolution. We need one.

BTW, Any of you guys know or hear about John Titor? He his a self proclaimed Time Traveler and said he came hear from the year 2000.

2000 is four years in the past. I came here from the 2000, with a few years in between. How does time traveling from the past give one information about the future, assuming it is even possible?

The guy clamied that he came from an alternate future. A different time line persey. So when it was the year 2000 in our time, it was the year 2036 on his time line. So he was giving us information from his time line. Yet he did say that our time period would follow his. Many things can change.

Now I dont necessarily belive him word for word but there is some realism in what he's saying and wouldn't be suprised if some of his thoguhts, insights, predections, from the future would come true at all

Here's in interesting effect I keep noticing and which now currently gets on my nerves.  As I go about total relaxation of my body, my eyelids will tend to open by themselves.  In some way, it feels like having my eyes open is the "natural position" of the eyelids and thus while I relax completely, my eyelids tend to open ever so slightly.  This of course is rather annoying and it's tough to do anything afterward.  If I put a little bit of energy on keeping my eyes close, I can feel the nervous system working to keeping them closed and as soon as I relieve all stress in that region, they eventually pop back upon.

Perhaps it also has to do with the position of the eyes when they are closed (ie: the direction I'm looking at).

Any ideas?

I'm having the excat same problem as you. I don't think it would be because teh direction your looking at though. It is quite annoying when your totally in a trance state and your eys involuntarily open. Then you have to put energy in by trying to shut them while your also trying to AP. It's definitly frusterationg.

I would suggest doing conertration exercises. I need to do some myself

I think that I am here to understand that I have no way to know why I am here...

I agree 100%. Or should we really try to understand it all now? Or wait till the day comes? We just dont know

Hey everybody my name is Dustin and dont usually like to ask for help. But I really need some mental healing.

I've been taking so many different medications and anti-depresaants but nothing is working. Right now i am not even in school. I have so much social anxiety its not even funny. Even with some of my friends. I just want to get on a good path. I told my parents I wasnt going to start school again until I get emotionaly stable. .....but it's very hard to achieve that. Medicine doesnt really help and I am not that advanced metapyshcially wise and whatnot and really can't heal my self that well.

I normally wouldnt ask for help, but I'm miserable and thought anything can help.

Well thank any of you for reading this and I deeply apprciate any healings.

(P.S. Ive had acne for 4 years ago and am down now to just acne scars. Any one have any techniques so I could make them fade away or could anybody heal them??? Thank you)

Im predicting a WWIII or possible Civil War within the next 5 years ago.

I think its inevitable. Even if Kerry was elected, we are just in to deep of a hole.

Thank you all for your input.

It's quite an interesting subject

Yeah Practice is definitly the key.

I never started out with the wheel, which is totally dumb btw, but started out with pencils instead. It definitly takes a lot of practice and concentration. I can slighlty move a pencil but im sure I could move it across the room if I practiced every day.

So practice is definitly the key

heh heh, yeah, i've seen drunkards online light their gaseous effluence. Caught his jeans on fire. BUT, i don't think there's enough firepower there to incinerate a human being.

Does anyone know how many cases of SHC are recorded? Was there ever a peak era? Low era? String of occurences? Anything peculiar or possibly related? Other than ashes...

I wonder if the temperture of the earth would have somthing to do with SHC?

Let's have a revolution. We need one.

I wish.

With Bush being relected (which never should have happened but ppl are brainwashed by the media now adays) I honestly think that we will have a 3rd World War or at least a Civil War in the next 5 years or so.

Its ridicouls how dividied our country is. And we can't do much about it, especially with a two party system. Im feeling bad things for the future.

BTW, Any of you guys know or hear about John Titor? He his a self proclaimed Time Traveler and said he came hear from the year 2000.

Anyways, some of his "predections" about are future and whatnot actually seem realistic and wouldnt be suprised if some of the stuff came true. Especially with Bush being relected.

Check out www.johntitor.com or Google John Titor for info.

LOL I have theory on this...I know you're gonna laugh, but I'm dead serious.

My theory is that SHC is caused by someome breaking some wind and setting themselves on fire...perhaps by their lit cigarette or a candle nearby...I know this sounds bizarre, but I'm dead serious...perhaps the hydrogen sulfide released by the broken wind has some quality about it the makes the human body extra-susceptible to combustion.

Perhaps it's still a mystery because people consider this theory too bizarre to seriously investigate, or perhaps nobody else has thought of it.

Regards,

LOL, watch the South Park Movie at all.....

But that wouldnt really be SHC. The fire would have induced the problem. I'm talking about randomly combusting where nothing could ignite the combustion. That it would just happen

Im having breathing problems as well as I try to project. The closer I get to projecting, the harder my chest pounds and the more difficult it is to breathe. Its really hard to focus on getting out of your body if you have to focus on just being able to breathe as well

It is quite interesting. I would suggest concentrate more. Try to feel that sensation from the source. If you getting energy from the sun, try to feel warm inside and you will most likley feel that way.

Don't let anyone controll your life. Live it to the fullest and you hsould turn out OK.

how to surrender - you don't, ever
let go - accept reality as it is, don't create your own dream world and then suffer becouse the outer reality doesn't match

I agree. Never Surrender. For anything!!!

And Besides, If their is a god or  multiple ones, why would they want you to surrender to them? Do you think that god controlls you and you must obey every command? In that case God would be a nice dictator. It's an oxy moron, but think about it.

As for reality, it can be hard to accept and really hard to deal with, but you have to accept the fact that it is what it is.

[Daemon]

I thank all of you for your input. Much apprciated.

Daemon- Thats a great website. Very informative. I really need do do the heart chakra excersises. I definitly do not have emotion towards anyone or care about anyone. So this will definitly help.

Chimerae- Thanks for your info and the complements. It's hard for me to tell if I am handeling a stituation well at all.

I'm not a big fan of taking medicine as well. Mainly because it usually doesn't effect me at all. I have only had noticable effects from two drugs I have taken. One being accutane witch had a few negative effects and was a risky medications, but it worked to some extent never the less. The other which I took a few months ago was Remeron. And I went psycho on that so I got off that right away.

I too, was also recently on lorazepam. But it did nothing for me. I was taking a 1 pill/0.5 MG doseage and it did nothing for me. I guess that a half of one of these pills will do it for most people. But nothing for me. I have a high tolerance for medicine. I've never done illegal drugs but would assume that I would have a high tolerance for them too.

Actually today, I started to take Paxil. It's suppose to help with my sleep problems but I doubt it will. I wish I knew a technique or drug that could help you fall asleep, but would also help you wakr up. It's frusterating. But I am sure it doesnt help that I am up till anywhere from 12-6 AM in the morning. But the reason for that is, I can't fall asleep. It takes me sometimes 2-3 hours to fall asleep if i am just resting in my bed. Very frusterating.

Kenneth- Thanks for your input.

I am also one of those people who can be normal and feel perfectly normal around a group of friends or in  a certain gathering. I just wish I could incoorperate that in everyday life. Thanks for your info on feelings as well. I totally agree.


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yeah, I saw this on CSI. lol

I would like to SC when I die, no cremation necessary  

Most definitly.

Dying by spontanious combusting would be a great way to go out.

That's awsome that you called me fat kid Geoff. I'm totally the opposite of a fat person but have a few fat friends. I think gordo people are amusing.

Anyways, I do agree with Alex. I was trying to reprogram my sub-concious. Not really that, but I was trying to communicate it on some sort of level.

Asfor your higher self, isn't that the same thing as your sub-concious? Everyone calls the Sub-Concious different names. Wether its your higher self, intuition, inner guide, or sub-concious. But I'm assuming their all the same.

My friend was telling me earlier today that there has been scientific proof of people spontanious combusting. That they would randomy burst int o flames from the head and then going downwards. And that you could not detect tempatures in certain areas.

He said this may have happend when people harness energy they can't control. Like taping into a huge energy source or discoving a new high energy taking power. Such as learning to crawl before you walk. Same thing as in taking too much energy or getting to a certain part of development before your ready or before you can harness it.

So, is spontanious combustion possible and what do you think would cause it??

This is somewhat long.

Last Friday Night, I decided to do more research on communicationg with your sub-concious/inner guide/intuiton. (whatever you want to call it) I paid more attention to the "I will" phrase. That if you say with confidence "I will" to such and such, thatt it will happen to some degree or that you will have more confidenece about the subject. So I decided to try it out. Here are a few things I said and repeated to myself:

" I will get a girlfriend soon"
" I will figure out my school situation soon"
" I will get better at metapyshics and other things of that nature"
" I will do good at a major magic tournament soon"
" I will excel in poker"

Now I said all of these things in confidence and belived in each of my statements. I'll brake down a few of my statements and you tell if I was communicating in some way with my sub-concious.

"I will get a girlfriend"

This was when of my top priorites suprisingly. I've only had one gf and that really didnt count. Part of the reason I said this statement is because I suck at talking to people I don't know, wether male or female, and really wanted to have someone to talk too.

So Sunday afternoon one of my friends called me up right in the middle of the Dolphins game (god this season is horrible) and asked if I wanted to go to this girls house that he liked and hang out. He told me that she had a friend and that I should go. I had already been up since 6 P.M Saturday but decided to go anyway for some reason.

It was an alright time. We were there for like 6 hours and played some bball and watched "You got "Served" (I feel so black for watchin that) I had this weird feeling to this girl that my friend liked. I thought she was pretty cool and all but was lookin at her a lot and what not. I was my normal self here. Some what shy and really random and loud. The randomness only occurs when I'm with a group of friends but I was more loud then usuall. Anyways I felt different the next day. THis being monday.

I started thinking of this girl. I was thinking of all these senerios of me and her in my head. Like I was thinking/saw that we where at the movies and that when they were over, that these two hefty punks were talking to her and trying to take her away from me. One of the guys pushed me and tried to punch me. I then punched the guy back and beat the crap out of the other guy.  I hurt them really bad and told me and this girl to get out of here.

We were then driving back to her house. Note- I don't have a car or my license yet, I'm 17 and have been driving with my mom for like 4 months, but I was alone this time. I was ticked off at myself for beating these guys up and telling this girl that I was sorry if I got out of hand. We even went to her house and was telling the scene to her parents. Telling them that I have never got in to a fight and was protecting her daughter. Telling them I don't get into fights for the simple fact that I think I will hurt someone severly every time.

But to cut to the chase, I was thinkin of a few sceniors about her and myself. Like the an idea popped into my head and sort of played out in my head. I don't even know if I was fully controlling the images. Although some of was clear and actually saw stuff visually when I was thinking about it.

Next statement.

"I will figure out my school situation soon"

I haven't been to school for about 4 weeks now for the simple fact that I have bad socialy anxiety and am not comfortable around people I dont know unless I'm with friends. This has been a big issue for me in the last year.

But anyways I was proposed an offer by the school guidance counseler that I could have 3 blocks of this one class that helps kids with their work and was for kids who needed help or had disipline problems. My initital reaction was no way! I really wanted to have a tutor or do some sort of home school and be away from the school. It would be har to these options because they are aexpensive and my school is poor and is one a budget freeze.

But on Sunday I felt more positive about the idea. I was thinking I could just do the 3 blocks a day thing and be fine and deal with it. I was thinking that more positive about the school situation and it was really odd.

Only one more statement I had thoughts/images about so far.

"I will do a good at a major magic tournament soon"

For all of you who don't know, I'm talking about that trading card game where all the geeks you know hang out. But what a lot of those people don't know, that besides being fun, magic can also be quite profitable. I've played in some magic pro quallifier events and have done quite well. I am really good at stratagy games.

But on Monday, i had more images/words come to my mind. I was at a team PTQ and I saw that me and my friends where doing very well at the event and a lot of people were watching. I looked like I was having a good time and winning at the same time.

Now, I am wondering if my sub-concious is trying to connet with me or lay out a path for me. I guess came to this idea when i was in the shower monday night. Thinking, was that my subconcious was responding to me, or that I was making it all up. I beloved that it had to be my sub-conious or my higher self or whatever. I think this was my was for my Sub-concious to connect with me. Although, once these thoghts came to my head, I was in somewhat control of the outcome. Like my subconcios displayed these thoughts and images and I added on to it.

I have know Idea what this is. Or that is isn't my sub-concious, and this is what I want to happen. But with the statement about the girl, I think that if it was my sub-concious, that it may have been tricked. I said I wanted a girlfriend soon. My sub-concious may have randomly picked a girl for me to meet and gave me these ideas. Or maybe it wase just conincidence that my friend called me on sunday. I don't know, but the images I thought of were prett clear in some cases.

Any one have any comments or ideas if I am communicating with my sub-concious or that I am crazy??

Thanks.

Life would have been a great joke if it ceased to be at the time of death. Why all the effort to excell in life when you only live a miserable short existence? Isn't one purpose of OBE to show you that you are more than your physical body?  And by the way, the continuation of life is a matter of Natural Laws and not of religion.

Very well put.

And again, why would you want to be immortal?

Even if I knew how to accomplsh it, I wouldn't

Do you ever wake up in the middle of the night, then easily fall back asleep?  Try sleeping in a position, that isn't your normal sleep position...like for me, I normally sleep on my stomach & it is the most comfortable for me- but if I fall a sleep on my back, I will wake up about an hour or 2 later...at this point you should be very deeply relaxed and in the perfect state of mind to try a projection...your heart rate should be calm enough to try, without resulting in a panic attack.

Good Luck!

Yeah that happens to me like 3 or 4 times a month. But I'd bet that if I tried to have an OBE after just waking up, that I would most likely fall back to sleep. You would be relaxed and not completly aware of everything.