Dear Black Shamaness,
THANKS ALOT!!! You kicked the sense out of me. What the f... had i been doing?
Let face myself and everyone here.
These are conflicting statements. I made the first statement because I knew that I should not be afraid of her. I was trying to drown my own fear with affirmation that I am not afraid of her.
The second statement revealed that I fear her. Yes I do. I don't know WHY?
?? I have NO reason to fear, I am not the evil one. I just don't want people to harm my family.
I have no idea how and when the fears were implanted in me. I am afraid to get close to her or looked into her eyes because I am afraid of negative energies. I am afraid of being contaminated by negative things. I am obsessed compulsively with pure and cleanliness.
Fears were also implanted in my dreams, by the sudden weird sounds that came from her room, by her strange stares, by the shadow that just moved from the corners of my eyes, and by her presence.
That is true. I am to the point of paranoid that anything suspicious is considered harmful and dangerous. I am totally vulnerable. I don't know what have been spelled by her. The clothes I am wearing, the water I drunk, the air I breathe and the entity that is near me now causing my head pressure.
You may be right, I don't know. It's like the conscience of a pick-pocket strike and decided to return some money back to the person whom he stole from?
I don't get it. You stabbed someone and you helped to mend the wound and then you continue to stab that person. Could you help me to make this out?
Are you seconding my speculation that she is under the control of her dead husband which is the entity we are talking about?
I don't know whether to agree with this. Water placed near your bed traps all energies or spirits that visits you while you sleep. I speculate that the purpose of the cup placed on top of her bed is to strengthen the sigils, because her mastermind, her dead husband come visit her almost everynight and his energies will captured in the water. This water is then mixed with the water we use daily, including drinking, preparing food and washing.
Maybe that how the curse is supposed to be transferred.
Prayer is a form of meditation. Meditation comes in many form. I am not referring to the standing and bowing times when she prays, I refered to the times when she was all silence in her room and the long hours she was alone at home. If times when we were home and she was praying so hard, what do you think she was doing when we are not at home. We leave the house at 9am and come back after work at 6pm, nobody except her is in the house.
I am jolly well aware of that and my ridiculous thinking. But you should know that a person voice is one of the best ways to understand his core energy. Voice is energy, it vibrates from your throat chakra.
What is she afraid of?
That fear is a very bad energy. It appears particularly on my solar plexus. After spreading holy water on my solar plexus, I am feeling very peaceful and tired now. This is in contrast with the deep fear after first reading your post.
Anyway, Black Shamaness, I really Thank You for bring this out and let me confront the force that is weakening me. This is one of the greatest help I received.
Thank you so much.
Best
Choon
THANKS ALOT!!! You kicked the sense out of me. What the f... had i been doing?
Let face myself and everyone here.
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1) I don't put much importance on the maid. Yes she might be dangerous, practicing elemental magic, but I am not afraid of her.
2) The maid is very evil. She is putting on a mask all day. She took pleasure in bring out the fear and anxiety in me. She don't like peace.
These are conflicting statements. I made the first statement because I knew that I should not be afraid of her. I was trying to drown my own fear with affirmation that I am not afraid of her.
The second statement revealed that I fear her. Yes I do. I don't know WHY?

I have no idea how and when the fears were implanted in me. I am afraid to get close to her or looked into her eyes because I am afraid of negative energies. I am afraid of being contaminated by negative things. I am obsessed compulsively with pure and cleanliness.
Fears were also implanted in my dreams, by the sudden weird sounds that came from her room, by her strange stares, by the shadow that just moved from the corners of my eyes, and by her presence.
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The cup as a sigil- ok maybe so, i dunno. I do know this, stop centering on every crap as a weapon against you and your family cprince.
If this woman was to walk around with a white handkerchief in her pocket, would that be a form of magic attack on you as well? You have centered and pick apart every damn thing this woman has done.
That is true. I am to the point of paranoid that anything suspicious is considered harmful and dangerous. I am totally vulnerable. I don't know what have been spelled by her. The clothes I am wearing, the water I drunk, the air I breathe and the entity that is near me now causing my head pressure.
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Her insistance on mopping the house and room with water everyday, and the strange smell in my room and around the house after she mops the place with her water.>>
The maid is into heavy magic which she invokes. Alright, but you havent look at the whole picture. Their is a reason for mopping out the house Cprince. She's trying to help you. My God, she knows the damage that she has done...at some point she is trying to correct it. My God.
You may be right, I don't know. It's like the conscience of a pick-pocket strike and decided to return some money back to the person whom he stole from?
I don't get it. You stabbed someone and you helped to mend the wound and then you continue to stab that person. Could you help me to make this out?
Are you seconding my speculation that she is under the control of her dead husband which is the entity we are talking about?
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The weird water containers on top of her bed.
It is to draw good spirits. We do that in Panama Cprince. It is to have kind benevolent spirits near us to guide us and to protect us Cprince
I don't know whether to agree with this. Water placed near your bed traps all energies or spirits that visits you while you sleep. I speculate that the purpose of the cup placed on top of her bed is to strengthen the sigils, because her mastermind, her dead husband come visit her almost everynight and his energies will captured in the water. This water is then mixed with the water we use daily, including drinking, preparing food and washing.
Maybe that how the curse is supposed to be transferred.
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Her more than 5 times a day in prayers and more than one hour each session. She might not be praying for all you know but rather doing her magic or meditation.
You do not know...silence Cprince. Meditate and be completely still. Be silent and learn from it. You are not alone Cprince
Prayer is a form of meditation. Meditation comes in many form. I am not referring to the standing and bowing times when she prays, I refered to the times when she was all silence in her room and the long hours she was alone at home. If times when we were home and she was praying so hard, what do you think she was doing when we are not at home. We leave the house at 9am and come back after work at 6pm, nobody except her is in the house.
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Her voice. You watched Harry Porter, Lord of the Rings, etc. You know how a witch voice sounds. Each time she talks, especially when she raised her voice, I thought someone was watching Lord of the Rings at the living room.>>
Now you are being ridiculous. O.K., we know she's a witch, but she has to sound like one as well? And tell me does all witches sound like her? A witch could be in a three piece suit. Just some information for you.
I am jolly well aware of that and my ridiculous thinking. But you should know that a person voice is one of the best ways to understand his core energy. Voice is energy, it vibrates from your throat chakra.
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Cprince, I am getting you to think. I want you to get past your fears, doubt and anxiety. This woman is into magic, but she is in fear as you, you more so than her.
What is she afraid of?
That fear is a very bad energy. It appears particularly on my solar plexus. After spreading holy water on my solar plexus, I am feeling very peaceful and tired now. This is in contrast with the deep fear after first reading your post.
Anyway, Black Shamaness, I really Thank You for bring this out and let me confront the force that is weakening me. This is one of the greatest help I received.
Thank you so much.
Best
Choon