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Its funny you should mention that. The other night I had a dream about my grandfather. He died a couple of years ago. In my dream we were at my house and he was sitting on the couch looking very comfy in a warm blanket. Every so often I would look at him, thinking this seems odd for some reason. He didn't talk to me but he looked at me a couple of time from the couch with this expression, like he knew something, a little something. It didn't occur to me until I woke up that he was no longer living. I don't think it was actually him but it was a nice dream any ways.

Thanks! I am 15!  

What a coincidence!

Yay! Today is my birthday!

I think of suicide cuz i dont have anything to keep me going.

I'm sorry but I don't really understand. There is so much in this world worth living for. There are the people who love you, rain in the summertime, music, sunsets, the feeling of grass on your bare feet, helping other people, learning new things like how to astral project . There are books to write and to read, places to go and people to see, love, watching snow fall gently to the ground on cold winter nights. There is emotion, and energy and food, laughter and everything else that could possibly be thought of. Yeah, some things suck but they won't change by themselves.

Personally I think Kurt killed himself because he was unhappy and was unable to see anything else besides his own misery. He was selfish, he hurt a lot of people. Please try to see beyond yourself right now, see what you could be. Personally I would be really, really upset if you did something like that.

Always heard about that band but never listened much, I hear they have a new album out which is a compilation of all their songs, I should get that.

You really should check them out! They are awesome! Too bad about Kurt though...  

I'm listening to Nirvana right now! They are one of my fav. bands! I wanted to get the box set but its way too expensive so I don't think my parents will get it... oh well.  The only song I liked by Limp Bizkit was their cover of Behind Blue Eyes.  

So what other kinds of things do you like?

I totally agree with what FugglHop. Getting interested in things such as art or sports can be a big help. A while ago I went through... some stuff. Focusing on things that I liked (playing bass, drawing, and most of all writing) gave me something to look forward to. It helped me see that there are things in life worth living through the bad stuff for.

I know my dad can't actually see auras he would have told me if he could and that is the weird part. I was thinking it could be because we are related? He is really good at picking up on things like the vibes people give off and he can usually tell whats going on in someones life (to some extent) by looking at them. So maybe because I am his daughter his "senses" were heightened?

Thanks for the replies everyone! And I will check out that book.

I read the thing Robert Bruce wrote and it didn't do anything for me. Another thing, my dad said that when I was born he says he saw a goldish color around my head for about 5 minutes or so, and that after my brother was born he saw the same thing except it was silver. Could that mean anything? Does it happen to everyone?

Sometimes things just suck, but that doesn't mean they won't get better, especially if you work hard at it and think positive. Please, don't think about suicide, it will just makes things worse, for everyone. Something as big as that effects so many people, more than you could imagine.

Time travel? I'm not really sure if that is possible, but maybe you should think about this: What happens to you in life makes you who you are. Tough times make you stronger, you learn more than you would if everything was happy and easy all the time.

I would suggest starting out with some meditation. It really helps clear the mind and is very calming. I believe you need to be emotionally stable if you want any great results with anything like this.

I'm also a freshman. Its seems to fall under the "things that suck" category. Ever since I started 1st grade I have hated school, I think it has something to do with the fact that I didn't have any friends and that most of the things the other children did didn't make much sense to me. (I mean really now cooties?) But I realized that by thinking about how much I dislike it  all, I am not doing anything to make it better. So that (among others) is the reason I am here. It's nice to see other people my age here too. (Not that I don't like the other people!)  

If you ever need to talk I'll be here.

I am not sure if this is what you are looking for but a lot of the time in my dreams I have a very different set of memories than I do in real life. In my dreams I will remember going places and doing things in real life, but they haven't actually happened, for example doing my laundry or going on vacation. Sometimes I also remember having a dream before, almost like deja vu in a dream. And I seem to do a lot of thinking in my dreams and in every dream (that I can remember) my dream-selves' memories are different and always fit perfectly into the dream. Do you understand what I mean?

Although I can't actually see auras I usually "sense" a color around people. For example: over the summer I was telling my dad about this. He asked me what color aura he had and after a moment I said mostly green but sometimes a few, less prominent colors. And he just sort of smiled and said that a friend of his in college who could see aura said his was green. (I am aware that aura colors can change.)  So I am wondering what this means about me?  Could it just be a lucky guess or am I actually "sensing" his aura. I am also pretty good at recognizing how the energy around people feels and can tell the difference between people by this. And also when it comes to my family and friends I can get a good idea about where they are in my or their houses and in school. And do you know any ways I can improve what I can do?

I like owls. My dad reminds me of an owl.

We probably will be, unless we do something to stop it. Hate only creates more hate.  I think our government really needs to learn that. When I see things like people getting picked on and stuff, I usually just tell the person being mean to stop, I don't try to be mean back. On a bigger level I'm not really sure at the moment what I, as an individual can do but I'm working on it.

Good question, Nick. For the majority of people on earth (myself included) we do not seem to be here for 1 particular reason.

It is easier to observe the lives of others, good or bad, (e.g. Bill Clinton, Bin Laden, Mother Theresa, Hitler) & conclude that these individuals chose to use their earth lives for a definite purpose. It seems easier to associate these lives with "lessons to be learned" within the earth-life system.

But what of the regular joe-bloggs like myself ? Personally, I can think of a few reasons...to develop my inter-personal & relationship skills....to learn to think of others. To become more patient. To control my anger.

I'll give this more thought and post again later,
kind regards,
Mark

I don't think that there is one person in existence who does not have a definite purpose for being here. I believe that everything is so interconnected that without even one of the "regular joe-bloggs" (I love that term by the way  ) the world could be a drastically different place. But that is just what I think.

I belive I am to learn and to help. I also think I am here to teach or inspire or something like that. I have never been quit sure exactly what I am here for but I know I am here for a reason. Already I feel like I know a lot, I feel, almost old in some ways, but I still know there is a lot to learn.

speaking of movie-like-dreams... have you ever had a dream where at the end credits start to roll? That happens to me every once in a while.

I have had dreams where I have died. In one of them, I died and then it was like I was somewhere else and everything was black and I remember thinking, "No I can't be dead! Someone save me!" And then I woke up.

I think I understand what you mean. Do you ever get that with people? Is it like how you can tell who someone is just by the vibe, energy signature, feel. etc. they give off?

Hey everyone! I'm currently reading this book called "The Elegant Universe" by Brian Greene and its on string theory and modern physics and stuff. It's REALLY amazing so far and i was wondering if anyone else has read it. If not, i really recomend it :p

Wow I'm reading it right now too! I'm not that far into it (busy with school and everything) but I still like it. My uncle lent it to me when I told him I was interested in Quantum Physics, at first I wasn't sure how much I would understand (being only 14) but so far no problems, I love it. I've been telling people to read it too.

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Yeah Dan, I'd wish that there was a technique to help with memory problems. Because I'd be totally all over that.

Think it would possible to create one?

No idea. But I know what you mean, I have a bad memory too.

maybe (and i could be quite wrong about this) it is that you are feeling more in control in your own life, not necesarily (spell?) socially, that could mean that could mean the way you see relationships with others could change (for me death usually signifies change).

The most vivid dream I can remember is as follows:
I am is a big city, it is dark and everything has a greyish tint to it. I'm standing with some people I know on a sidewalk, just talking not doing much. Suddenly this pink laser beam sort of thing shoots out and kills one of my friends. I look around and everyone is running around being killed by these beams of pink light. In my dream I was crying and really scared so one of my friends (i think it could have been someone else) grabbed me a jumped onto a cart heading out of town. Just as we were about to pass under a tunnel on the way out one of the beams killed us. Suddenly I was on the street again and nothing had happened. I said to my friends "No not again!" It was like I had had a vision of the future. So I yelled to everyone to get out but the only people who listened were my parents and friends. As we started to leave everything started to happen as I had seen it before. (I could go into more detail now but it would be too long) So once we got out my parents said I had to travel back in time to stop this little girl, fullfill some destiny and ultamitaly save the world. So I went back in time did what I was supposed to do and came back to the future. Then a war in the skies started, it was a light against dark kind of thing. in the end the dark won.