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"belief and devotion is the key"


I know that.

But the fact of the matter is i am being held in 6th dimensional prison by some demonic overlords. Simple mantras wont help me t get out of there, plus i want to know which Jesus is real

Guys it sucks to be me right now

I live in CONSTANNT state of fear!!!

According to evil Jesus version half the universe are trying to kill me!
Anunaki r trying to kill me
Illuminati r trying to kill me
Evil Jesus and demons are trying to kill me
Aliens are after me

The only thing thats protecting me is machine called "SPhinx"! It has a capacity to strike the enemy anywhere in space!!

But my anxiety fear and paranoia are taking the best from me!

I am so sick of it and afraid, and i'm not even sure if Jesus is good and if any of this is real!!

Plz shed some light on this experience!

Im at a very diffuclt phase of my life right now!!
Situation is critical! Hope is running thin! Health is being left out and forgotten. Negs are pressing onto me with their campaign!

PLEASE help me guys!
Basically there are two parallel realities running in my mind right now. Theres TWO entities i communicate with who claim to be Jesus!
What your about to read is either

A. The most brutal and evil, empty pointless case of demonic possession.
or
B. A paper that can change the world!

I have compiled a small text
http://jalruza.bravehost.com/Chronicles.html

Its a bit crazy and with references to some things which mods might find offensive. But this is important!!! My life is on the line! Please let this thread just be and see where it leads us!

I have been a member of this wonderful forum for many years now. And its been almost 6 years since i started campaign against negs in my life.

Thanks to all who helped me in the past, together we can crack this case. Thanks in advance to all who help!

And ehhhhmmmmm, painterhypnogirl have you asked Robert yet about all this, can he help?

Years ago i used to email him and we seeme to get on well, where is he now, he hasnt been answering many posts in his "contact" forum either 



"Where the heck would he be if he told people that they create their own demons?"

And what the heck do you mean we "created" them?
Trust me there is devilry out there, just because YOU havent come across it, you should be thankful...

You really should read my reply to the same statment from another forum, where a guy tried to tell me it was all my own problems :

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Lets imagine for a minute baby Konnrade, when he was around 2 years old, safely napping in his bed. Crispy sheet, teddy bears, night lights. Mammy says goodnight. Then around 2 am baby Konnrade dreams about visiting a cookie factory with his daddy... only half way thro the dream something else starts to happen, at first its just a cold graveyard atmosphere that floods his room ( and only can be sensed by a sensetive adult if he was there to witness it ). Then baby Konnrade starts feeling cold shivvers and before he knows something cold stabs him in his feet, never mind he is still dreaming of chasing that double chokolate cookie in his dream... but the cold pricking continues and grows in intensity, before he knows it became really painfull and baby Konnrade is about to start crying .... only he cant... whatever it was that came thro his energy points in feet, has now worked thro his autonomous nerve system and paralaised poor baby Konnrade! He is now dissasociated from his body and can not feel or move it. He is then dropped into a dark foul smelling void, he starts sensing that something really foul and dark is building up around him. He is powerless to do anything about it and in terror he exposes his all natural defences and lays them down exposing his psyche. What happens next, his psyche gets raped with virtual reality / drug induced full blown hallucination like quality in ways that would make cases of child molestation and domestic violence on earth look like walk in the park.

Shortly after he is released from paralyses, his whole body is as tense as vitnams war vets during psychich release sessions, hes whole body is covered in sweat, he throws into wild uncontrollable crying and even when his mother finds him running into his room he is anable to speak and breath properly and move for the next few hours and needs to be sat with comforting.



The same treatement continues from age 1 - 4.

And then stops. Whatever was doing it has finished breaking down energy body defences and now successfully attached itself to the persons psyche.

Its all influence stop. It waits until baby Knnordae gorws into adult while integrating and changing things such as his personality and sexuality. Althought no more night terrors are felt, there is no need for them, Konnrades problems have only just begun..."

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Do it yourself. After all its just a neg. Heck they cannot even stand to be around prayer and positive thoughts of god.
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This one can... dudes and dudetes you should see my website, there i was say how i was able to see into astral and i saw negs HAND in place : that is instead of my astral hands i saw negs hands: demonic and gross... then i atempted to write Jesus on my hand with a pen and the bloody thing was diving away all the time, finally when i made a go at it, the hand started withering and drying and dying infront of my eyes, clearly the neg was in some pain....

BUT, it is NOT enough to remove that thing, aparently. Its got a hold of my like its holding for its life...


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Speak to this little beasty in your dream and find out why its here.
"

I really want to do that, but im still learning to become lucid, couple of times that i did just that i remember i got no reply from the neg, instead my body started sinking deep into coma / paraleeses and my intuition told me it was time to wake the hell up...



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Just in case anyone is interested, Robert Bruce does not take money for healings or depossession.  While there are many who don't believe in negative entities, which I can understand, we all have our own little demons we are fighting with.  (i.e. - anger, lying, drinking, and sometimes the hardest one of all to conquer - rudeness).  So, even if you (that being the universal "you", not aimed at anyone in particular) don't believe in negs, at least try to recognize when someone is in pain.  The pain shows up in many ways, and may not fall in line with your particular beliefs.  A plea for help is a plea for help, whether "you" give credence to it or not.  And, try to understand just how little making fun of them is helping.  If you were in pain, would you appreciate that kind of response?
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Waw thats awesome stuff!

Actually, RB sent you a pm or email to let you know that he doesn't charge for readings, and to set it up, please contact PHG for when he's going to be in your neck of the woods.  The original message was moved to send to Robert since it was directed at him, not at the whole board.

What is PHG?

As for do it yourself i donno, its tricky, the wounds are deep, the neg is evil and i doubt it wants to leave, maybe maybe...


Thanks to mods for letting me keep this post, i will put a link to it on my website.

Thank you for your help people.

So far i have attempted to contact 3 people:

Nita from astralhealer.com
Rober Bruce
And his friend Romero


I think its time i take it out in the open and get in touch with a wider range of healers.

There was a great organisation here in th UK, based in london and they had a huge ammount of healers at their hands. Anyone knows their website?

Alternatively is there such a website in the USA?

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Let me just say this first - you will not get a decent exorcist simply by offering $30K, quite quite the opposite."

Thats the beauty of this method, I dont pay ANYTHING untill i see fixed coherent reuslt i.e. the entity gone = 30,000
Entity still here after a healing = NO MONEY!!!


"You have made little effort to change yourself for the better."

Come again?
Take a look at this:
http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewtopic.php?t=4468

Now i really dont know why i made it on that forum. I only had one tiny reply there. Do you think i should maybe migrate to this board instead?

"...energetic holes..."

Listen, i know how these things work, once the entity is gone i need to stay Neg free for some time, maybe months or two, then these holes heal naturally without negs presence. Thats why i need it exorsised.

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Regular meditation, practicing magick, (eg LBRP), exercising, good healthy food, positive introspection and searching, keeping a clean house
"

You really should read my METHAPHYSICAL BLOG, link posted above I really need to move it to this site, which im gonna do now


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And please dont ever try and offer 30K again!! Hehehe the real ones will run from you and the fakes will grab you by the throat and start sucking.."

I offered 30 grand with a simple hope of attarcting Robert Bruces attention, hes a busy man, and i think he would love a chance to "cash in".

They deleted my post. 


I will repost it here then:


I have had this neg attached to me for 23 years now and i am aware of it for more than 3 years. In that time i tried getting help from 3 spiritual healers and spent more than a 1000 dollars on them but none of them came even close to banishing the entity.

Therefore i decided not to engage anymore in any small, unprofessional healings and waste any more money coming from my limited funds. No more "try and pay" healings where you pay even if the result is not achieved.

Instead i will offer a reward of 30,000 dollars to anyone who can heal me and banish negative entity.

I got a detailed post going here about the neg.
http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewtopic.php?t=4468
As you can see from that post my life is in a stall at the moment, i need a job and money to get rid of the neg myself but my career prospects dont look to good while im under the influence, so its a catch 22, so i have to find another way to get rid of the neg.

I wonder if you know anyone who is capable of person to person healing? What about your friend Romero from Portugal? I think you mentioned he is well versed in demonology and able to do healings? I might be able to fly to Portugal and see him there. (I remember i did email him several years ago but it looked like he was a busy man back then he never replied as far as i remember...)

Alternatively I am planning a journey to Australia in the next few months, maybe we could think of something to see and do there?



Once the healing is complete I intend to pay reward in 3 settlements:

1.
First is on the spot, i will pay 2 - 3 thousand dollars as soon as neg is gone. That’s the money i have on me now.

2.
In some time (few weeks) when i can see that the entity is gone for good i will have additional monetary support from my parents and they will cash out another 3 - 4 thousand dollars for my healing.

Thats 5,000 - 7,000 dollars guaranteed.

3.
The next 20,000+ I can not guarantee yet but it will come at a later stage depending on circumstances: this sum i intend to earn if everything goes according to the plan after the neg is gone. I have skills. I have talents. And i will have no problems earning money when i'm neg free.


I will also pay to anyone who will lead me / direct me to the right person, i.e. someone capable of healing my psyche. If the neg is gone by the work of that man or woman i will also send a fat cash bonus your way.


Please pm me or email me with any offers/suggestions/ideas at kisskissbangbang420@hotmail.com

To any competent healer able to banish negative entity

Great, thanks for advice, i will let you know how im doing with this ritual in future here.

I doubt the pig would go for my Salvia. Salvia is still a legal drug and i would slap him hard on his porky face if he did that.

But they did keep a sample of my saliva for "DNA purposes"   

No this is was a neg

I dont know how it did it, obviosly a strong neg.


I doubt that the dirty cop who had access to my saliva (they took a sample of it last year when arrested me) could do it.

Very strong neg. It pretended to be that cop.

I will be making a post about it soon.

Should i make it here or in main OBE forum?

I just got out of almost 2 years worth of neg brainwashing. In a few words, this neg appeared to me as all these people in the astral, i would see them with the corner of my vision and i would know they spoke to me (but i couldnt understand what most of the time). So it made me belive that people are simply becoming telepathic! I got a crack down on this when i decided to contact people who were sending me these telepathic messages and of course non of them know anything about it.

This neg would make it look like that all a person had to do was to think about visiting me in the astral and his projected double would appear infront of me instanteniosly!

This is so crazy, how can anyone do it. I cant belive i fell for this crap.

The reason negs dont like LBPR much is becuase they co inhabit your psyche on pair with you. And when you send divine flow thro it while doing LBPR it makes them very uneasy and drains them of energy.


Anyway, whats that sign of Silencer, can you do it with your left hand since you hold the dagger in your right? So perhaps put the left index finger to your lips and right hand down, then up again and draw white line from one quorter to the next?

"As a protective barrier or to banish a negative force, obcessive thought or impure magnetism: Give a mental image [such as a hybrid being representing what the thought, force or entity feels like or how it affects you] to the force, obcessive thought, impure magnetism, or astral entity , project it with the Saluting Sign of a Neophyte"

I wonder what is that sign of the neo phyte? 

I see there are several variations in that text. What Kraig seems to suggest i get my hands up to my ears and then step forward and thrust them into the pentagram, here it says simply point there and vibrate the name...

Then you need to send the energy down itno the pentagram and vibrate the name, which is a bit confusing but i will try different variants.

I also feel it would be so much more powerful if one performed this ritual in the stral, during OBE. So that you could actually see all pentagrams as you form them, see them connect and make a sphere around you then maybe even see the Archangels come out?

Ohh and a "neg" is short for negative entity.

I got neg entity problems and ive been told to do this ritual daily. So that it will act upon my psyhce, connect me with devine energy flow and make life for negs very difficult.

I was wondering if anyone here practises it and to what effect? How long have you been doing it and what have you noticed?

Further we could share our skills and secrets on how to perform it in detail.



The other day i had the most powerful ritual yet. Archangel invocation was spectacular and so powerful. After that my whole energy body felt so juciy i sat and remember feeling energy 'surges' going thro my body for hours after that.

But perhaps the greatest effect came at night, i had some nasty nightmares, in one particular i found something was chasing after the Michael Kraig who wrote Modern Magick where i got that ritual. Somethhing was chasing and trying to get him in my dream!

Dude, he is not holding it.

Use your common sense.

He used it in the beginning of the attack, once he did it he doesnt need to hold it any more

It was like a key to open a door to my psyche

Your obviosly have no idea how it works

I dont know either
What do you mean?

There are several options.

Why don't you tell me what you think about all this stuff.

I will tell you more tomorrow, im sleepy now   going to bed

by the ways at times i kinda get a feeling once in a while that it might be just a strong neg doing all this, pretending to be human

I wish it was that simple

Sentinal,


I had 20 years experience in this subject when Robert Bruce published his first book. He has been sucsessful at selling books, but how do you know what he writes is true?

Robert Bruce writes about entities, not humans. I have had my share of entities epxerience and that is a subject for another post.


I am quite capable of defending against and performing the type of attack you describe without any symbols or rituals. Someone without the skill to control their own mind uses those things to try and achieve focus. They have no power outside the belief in them.

Belief has little to do with this. The nature of a human psychic attack is complicated one, this is where i think the biggest cock up is, you see som people have been born with a varietion in their chakra system, this varietion makes these people to cause a very unique form of psychic attack, a unique only to them.

I have experienced attacks from different people and their all different, one persons attack causes "scratching" sensations on the top of my head in my crown chakra.
Another persosn attack causes energy disturbances in another part of crown chakra.
Another persons attack causes pressure in 3rd eye.

Every p attacker has a different "ability" to attack. This ability is unique to them and can not be developed and stronger than they were born with.

You dont get to choose to have this ability, you can only be born with it, normally people do not have this ability but some have some sort of energy anomaly in their chakras which allows p attacks so they exploit it for their selfish needs.

Belief system has nothing to do with it.

It comes from manipulation of other peoples energy levels in their chakra system on fractal dimensional level where inner child - your being is


Strange that all this reading has not given you the skills to defend yourself yet you feel you know enough to berate someone who offered to help you.

Sorry i didnt want to berate you, i just dont think belief systms has anything to do with it.

Hello runlola, i think i remember you, ive been luring here for long time. Is Nita still around?



How did he get your saliva?
That i think id rather not reveal. How he got it, lets just say it was a nasty abuse of his social powers...

do you have anything of his?
No

do you practice magick?
Yes i do and have been doing it for a long time. I find it helps, especially things like LBPR. Although at the moment i am going thro a rough path in my life and i am yet to find a place to live by myself where i could practise.

have you tried shielding/cutting cords?

I can create a temporary shield very easily
Its only temporary and i need to maintain it in order for it to work.

As for defending myself, there are several options available.

The first is very interesting one. It seems that some how, the attacker managed to place a parasite of his inner child in my throat chakra. One night i managed to see myself with my astral sight from out of body, i could see this thing stuck to my throat: it looked grey in color, very small, about a size of an fist, it looked like a baby embrio. And it was stuck to my throat feeding on my throat chakra.

I have no idea how it got there. But that parasite belongs to the attacker. What i discovered not so long  ago is this, when i move my head and look up and then bring my head down and touch my chin to my chest and do it over and over again, it creates crushing action and this parasite gets damaged! And in turn the attacker gets his chakras somehow affected, which is very uncomfortable for the attacker judging by the results i am getting.

It seems i could easily repeat this and demand the attacker to release his mental energy. I wish i could have discovered it sooner. I only discovered it several months ago.

If i do this, the attacker then attacks my friend, he doesnt have a sample of her saliva. The attacker can do this attack without it, its a more mild form of attack and although i could easily witstand it, my friend is not as strong.

So basically every time i try to liberate myself he attacks my friend and i have to stop this.

I have experienced more psychic attacks in the past.

It has come to be known as psychic bullying.

It seems that more and more people are waking up their psychic abilities.

And some people who recieved this gift from above, abusing their power in the most disrespectful ways.

Spiritual development plays little role, it seems the bigger the ego the better psychic abilities the person has... which is really weird. I think its a big cock up, in my spiritually developed view (hehe) a person must reach some sort of spiritual puberty as i would say, where a person learns and recognises human values and respects one another, only after that i would let ANY psychic abilitis to develop and grow.

Not long ago, i thought that in order to develop psycgic abilities you would need to spend some time and effort on this. That is it wouldnt come easy. But it seems there is a great deal of people out there, a great deal, who were GIFTED with this from the beginning. This is a great gift from above and requires deep contemplation, yet it leaves me puzzled, why some people got this so early in their spiritual development

"Nothing to do with blood or saliva"

If you dont know what your talking about, then just say so. Its got everything to do with saliva.

A normal psychicly adept person can establish a link with another person, thro that link they can see each other, communicate with each other. They can also do minimal psychich influence.

WIth saliva, for example, the person   like the one in the post above can establish a better link, becuase the essence of that person is in his hand. (or where ever it holds it while performing the attack)

Are your psychic senses developed? Can you telepathicly communicate with other people with ease? If no, then saliva not going to do much for you.


I read Robert Bruces Psychic Defence and i read Modern Magick and other books. People like Robert and others did say that p attachs by humans were possible but i doubt they ever dealt with that level of influence as  

At the time when i was attacked i had no idea who was doing it and how.
I only found out about it weeks after it happened after i sat down and literally wrote everything done what happened and put it in some sort of perspective.

I had no idea, but the person who did it was an ordinary man, or so i thought, i had no idea he was capable of any psychic influnece when i met him months before the attack.



Believe me guys, these things are quite possible. I also met other people who are capable of p attack from distance, and although their attacks very strong too but not anywhere nearly as strong.

Also it appears that somehow, this saliva attack doesnt require my attacker to output any continues effort to keep it going! The first 3 days were the worst, the next months was pretty mad too, but its been 11 months since the attack and its still present.

What i think happened, with help of saliva he established a level of connection at which he could use his mental power to attack me and then hold this "thought" so that its always on, even when hes not thinking about it even when hes asleep. After he did this he put this "thought" in his subconsios mind and ist still there.

Just imagine the level psychich development needed for that? God gave him the ability to use this for good and he twisted it to suit his own selfish needs.

What he wanted from me is a subject for another post. Basically, he wanted to kidnap me to suit his own agenda. Then i refused to obbey...


There is a fractal dimension out there, where your inner child resides. Thro this channel all p attacks happen. I wish other mystics like RObert would mention it in one of their books but i didnt know about it and that was a kick in the teeth.

I am sure wosre attacks can happen with use of black magic / voodoo. They still have voodoo men at Haiti if im correct. Im sure they can do a lot worse. They can employ far darker technicues for attacking someone.

 didnt use any magic or didnt employ any entities, he used his mental energy and my saliva.

If anyone has any more questions to ask id be happy to answer them.