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Hold your fingers against each side of your head and chant like a baboon.

I did this with imediate results.

go meditate like a spider

I didn't understand this.  Looks like a load of crap.

I try to practice every moment to increase awareness.. to watch what i'm doing.  If i'm conscious enough and my mind comes in without me wanting it to, I tell it to shut up.  Sometimes I swear at it:  "Shut up you f*cking tw*t".

Have you ever seen anything die?  Leaves fall from trees, but they become the ground, then back in the trees/plants.  Oranges get eaten, they become part of us, then our excrement, sewage, water... air...
People die, but become the ground, insect food, trees, whatever.

When does life begin?  When you are born?  In the womb?  What about before that.  The sperm?  Where does the sperm come from?  And before that....?

It looks like there's just a constant change, a movement.  Not really death.  What do you think death is?  You have some idea of just emptiness?  What will that feel like?  Can that exist?  Even just a small glass when emptied isn't really empty.  It's still full of air.  Is air dead?

Questions!

A few months ago, a greenish-yellow blur jumped on me during a sleep paralysis.  It made some awful sounds, deep moans, and it seemed as if it was trying to tunnel its way inside me with its fists.  I think it was some part of me, my fears or something.  The night before I had been a bit frightened about some noises I was hearing.

I read the reviews on that book at amazon and everyone seemed to love it.  So I bought a copy, it was quite interesting at the start, how she met monroe and all that...  I thought, "it'll start getting really good when she goes in for the OBE things"  but it just got more and more dull.  Especially when she talked about EACH bloody object that she delved into during her OBE tests...

One at a time, 50000 pages on each.... "the tree........ the flower........ the snake.... fire...... water...... earth..... stars...... sheep...... gnomes....... faires (they're so cute!! x 493043)"

a stupid book.

Almighty
Daddy
Tom (my name)
Higher Self
Man Upstairs

quote:Originally posted by Ashy


INVISIBILITY -- I was having brunch with some friends the other week, when my girlfriend and I stepped outside of a coffee shop to sit on a bench for a few minutes. The two other people we were with said they emerged from the coffee shop minutes later, and did not see us. Instead, they reported seeing two men seated at the very bench we were sitting on! While it's true that we wanted a few minutes alone to talk, it was startling to hear we'd become invisible -- replaced by a reality in which a couple of men were seated in our spots.

Maybe the girlfriend looks like a man.

Very interesting read!  I love reading these long posts, it takes up my dull hours at work

It's funny that i'm reading all this because the last few weeks sometimes when I wake up on a morning, my ears begin to hurt and I hear voices.  I talk back to them, but when I get out of bed I usually forget the conversations straight away.  It's a woman's voice but it could be anyone.  I usually become a bit frightened of the pain and break free, resisting it - probably not the right thing to do.    

I've tried talking to a guide during meditations and only recieved a few very quiet words.  The name "Rainbow Seed" which i'm not so sure on.  I've been through a lot of telepathy in the past, where I would hear most my girlfriend's deep thoughts and sometimes close friends/family.  I would sometimes answer questions before being asked.  I get the ability every now and then but it seems to come and go depending on the flow of a certain energy that is flowing through me.

After reading the pendulum thread yesterday, I actually ordered a pendulum and recieved it this morning in the post (quick delivery!).  It's also a clear quartz one.  I did a few tests with it this lunchtime and asked it for a "yes" and a "no".  Both swung different directions.  I'm excited about trying more with it after work.

quote:either its bad or good. either there is life after death or there isnt. its not possible to know, so why bother thinking about/fearing it?

Who knows what will happen in time to come.  Soon, it might be possible for you to know.  Pushing the whole thing aside seems a bit too comfortable.  What if insecurity is the only way to find out?  And if you found out with absolute certainty, imagine how free you would feel!  No worries!  The feeling that you are immortal, what a relief that would bring.  No?  Without understanding death, there will always be something at the back of your mind, a very quiet voice wondering.  You might not be able to hear it if you don't want to.  But when death finally arrive, no doubt those voices will be louder than ever!

Great post

It's quite easy to say you don't fear death.  I was very cocky about death, I thought I had all the answers - "If it comes, i'll accept it.  What else can I do?  No point fearing it!"

Not so long ago, I had a few things happen.  I was very weak and a type of energy was forcing it's way through me, causing all sorts of pain, all over my body, very hot, electric-like, very powerful.. it overpowered me.  And I felt weaker and more helpless every moment.  I was 100% sure I was dying and I could do nothing about it.  I fought with myself for a long time and after so much struggling and upset, I wrote out a note to my family and eventually surrended.  I lied down, arms and legs spread out, completely letting go just watching what would happen.
A huge purple light took over my vision... and a horrible sound, like some sort of deep, low pitched electric noise. I thought that was it, I was waiting for something else to happen.  Nothing happened, the pain died down afterwards and then I began feeling stronger.  

So I didn't die (shows how stupid I am for thinking I would) but it cleared up a few feelings.  I used to think I was fearless, turns out I wasn't so strong.

I don't have much experience with kundalini.  Just 3 months or so.

Some wonderful feelings of happiness so far.  But also some feelings of just being very out of place, where I usually move away from people and meditate until the mood changes.  I think it's better to be alone when you're not feeling too good, unless you have some close friends/family who will understand and give love.

It helps me a lot to stay as aware/conscious as possible, the things that Osho teaches have been great help.  To be innocent and aware.

I didn't say you eat it, perhaps you smoke it... or maybe your body is made from it, or perhaps you wear a bovine excrement hat.

In the past, using hands helped me,  my hands would shake and I would sort of transfer this shaking feeling to the object and the object would shake.  This doesn't mean hands help everyone or don't help everyone.  As if everyone is the same.  

Some people use their hands when they talk, some don't.  What kinda of stupid statement is "Using hands makes TK harder because it supports the idea that physical things are part of the cause of TK. "  What nonsense, you talk as if you're an encylopedia.  As if you understand every angle of consciousness and can't wait to spread your diverse knowledge.

Go let that mind empty a bit, can you not even smell it?  It's starting to smell bad, bovine excrement or cat excrement -  I don't know what, but it smells.

quote:Don't lose your ego, if not u will get crazy. Ego is the one which defines us.However, most people associate ego with bad things. It isnt true.

Ah, an ego expert.

How do you know you will go crazy when the ego dies?  How long will this craziness last?  Surely not forver?  What happens after the craziness?

Can you expect to reach enlightenment without letting the ego die?  Is that possible?

quote:Originally posted by neg removal5


    You have researched some of the vehicles that are out in the world, and the vehicle that you have chosen to believe is a "thought" and "way of thinking" vehicle.  

You talk a lot of excrement.

My way is to try to drop thoughts, knowledge, to be direct with my awareness.  I'm going through a certain kundalini awakening right now, if my mind gets cluttered with thoughts - it becomes uncomfortable.  So thinking is not something i've chosen.  It's quite the opposite.  I'm focusing on consciousness, empty mind, no-mind.  In a zen way.

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Using hands makes TK harder because it supports the idea that physical things are part of the cause of TK.

mr. bovine excrement

It wasn't really a question.  It was a quote from a poet.

The point was that God/Godliness is everywhere, there's no need to search because he's everywhere!  Every living thing, every non living thing.

If you can't see him everywhere you look then your eyes need opening a bit more, if you can't hear god in every sound then you're ears aren't listening hard enough.  But there's no need for a search,  because you already have everything you need.  Now, waking up is all that needs doing.

[Someone asked Ramakrishna, "Where is god?" Ramakrishna said, "Don't ask this, ask where he is not?"]

Someone asked Ramakrishna, "Where is god?"
Ramakrishna said, "Don't ask this, ask where he is not?"

Perhaps mind is just another word for imagination.

45 minutes?  And your name is god?  I've heard god is a bit more speedy.

i am ok now, the kundalini flow is quite gentle.  i went through a horrible time, but that is over with now.  i'm very happy right now.  more than i've ever been.  blockages are being cleaned out and each day i feel better.  you are right, i ordered a book but it was useless, it kept telling me to do things.  i found the best way was not to do anything, the energy seems to know what to do.  anything i do seems to interfere.  i am comfortable with it though  been through some horrible pain, but it woke me up a bit more.

mirador is the only guy here who makes me laugh

quote:God would NOT allow that

God allows everything, that's his quality.  To find Godliness you have to allow everything too.  What good is the bible?