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Hi Jeff,

Thank you for your answer. I'm glad to hear that someone shares these experiences with me (except that pressure and drilling part).  I also have no or very limited control of these experiences, which first scared and then frustrated me in the beginning. I guess I still feel that way sometimes, but not as much as before. It's the pressure and drilling in the head and third chakra that bothers me the most now. I don't really know what to tell my doctor, I don't want to tell him about the experiences but I guess I can ask some "neutral" questions when I have my check-up and see him the next time. I guess the experiences in some way have to do with my first surgery, maybe it was some kind of "turning point" in my life or maybe there was some kind of activation of the sixth chakra during the surgeries...I don't know.
Another thing are these "flying dots" I see, about 50% blue colored and 50% red colored  tiny dots in oval shapes, that fly in the air and that I'm able to see almost everywhere. I've seen them for as long as I can remember. I've been told that a pituitary tumour can affect the vision but they've checked my vision many times and haven't found anything strange or unnatural with it. I haven't told my doctor about these flying dots either, but now I wonder if they have anything to do with my pituitary tumour? But I don't really think so, because I remember seeing these dots when I was 4 years old and I got the tumour about ten years later. So that doesn't really make sense.

Well thanks again for your answer Jeff!

Love and light,
Zebrima

Hi Rikard,

I would like to share my story with you and the others here at the forum. I'm afraid I can't help you out with any successful alternative healing methods to cure cancer, because those I've tried haven't helped.
I was 14 years old when I got diagnosed with a pituitary tumour (hypofys-tumör in swedish) and it's not a benign cancer, but still a pain in the ***. For the last ten years  I've tried three different medications and have been through one surgery without success. Now I'm scheduled for a second surgery in about one week and after this one, I will get radiation therapy every day for about five weeks to completely remove the tumour. I know this feels really hard, but I also sense there is a "higher meaning" with all this, although I'm not completely aware of what it might be yet. But I think the answer will come in the future. However, this illness has helped me develop a lot spiritually, mentally and so on.
I know you´re interested in obe's and I haven't told you, that the first one I got (that really intense one) was shortly after my first surgery. I think it was some kind of result from the surgery as they removed part of  the tumour (which actually is blocking a chakra?!) "the third eye" was opened since it's a pituitary (hypofys) tumour. Also the "narkos" (I don't know the english word, sorry!) could have made me more open to the astral world maybe? Therefore I feel that after this second surgery maybe my experiences and obe:s will return, and maybe I will get some more information and knowledge.
Alternative healing methods: I've tried zonetherapy, "kinesolog", different herbs and so on. I've heard that acupuncture may be good as well. But It all depends on where the cancer is located, I guess.

Well, Good Luck and please feel free to write or ask me whatever you want. I'm sorry if this didn't help you out that much but I still felt I wanted to share my story with you.

Love and Light,
Zebrima (Nettie)

Hi again!

Thank you for your responses, I really appreciate your feed-back on this and find your answers interesting and thoughtful. It´s true that the part about the DNA seems a little bit weird because the experiences are OBEs and not on my physical body. During the first experience however, it really felt as if it WAS my physical body being abducted, but I know it wasn't because I was temporaraly brought back to my bed by the aliens as they wanted to assure me that my physical body was still in bed. I was somehow shifting from being in my bedroom and back in space again about 4-5 times until the gold-sparkling female entity came to my rescue. But you have a good point there, fallenangel77 !!

I would like to add that I sometimes feel like an OBE is about to occur, but I guess I'm somehow a bit scared (but at the same time fascinated and curious about them), so I stop them for example by calling this female entity or by demanding to be brought back to my bed, which helps. Other ways I've found to prevent the OBEs is to have a light on, sleep in the same bed or room as somebody else or move some part of the body before falling asleep (for example I move my foot and toes, it may sound funny but I do... *s*)

Well, thank you again for your answers, I find them really interesting and thoughtful !!

Love and Light,
Zebrima

Hi again!

I also would like to share an explaination with you all that I got about the adbuctions. I received it telepathically during some kind of lucid dream. It's something like this: (It's translated from swedish and the grammar a.s.o. might be wrong)
"These experiences are not harmful and they´re not something bad, even if it can be hard to understand. You are what you call a "contactee", which means you have voluntarally agreed on these experiences to help out the aliens which you call "the grays": The grays often scare you humans, because they look scary to you and they seem to have less emotions and be more insensitive than you are. But remember, they´re not evil or bad.

You should know that you humans originally have many similiarities with the grays, because your DNA and cells were once very similar and still are. But the grays are further developed than you humans on planet earth are, especially within the technological areas. The grays once experimented a lot with their own DNA and cells, for example with cloning. This was a mistake and maybe we should have stopped them, but this was the path of exploring, learning and developing that they chose. The price the grays had to pay for trying to take control over their own creation and development process was high and led to damages of their own bodies and minds. They lost their ability of natural breeding and fertility and can now only breed by cloning. They lost some of their sensitivity, emotions and their bodies changed in ways they didn't want but couldn't control by themselves. A lot of other things happened to them as a result of their experiments and they screamed out for help.

We´re in this project together and it´s been going on for generations. Thousands of humans are participating and have agreed to be volunteers that help out the grays with fresh cells, DNA, sperms and eggs to make them get back as much as possible of their original structures of cells and DNA. The human DNA and cells are mixed with the grays and cloned to hopefully result in a new generation of grays that eventually can return to their original form and breed by themselves. The adbuctions and experiments are supervised and controlled,  and this reduces the pressure and stress of the humans involved, but we try to let the grays interact with you as much as possible, especially grays of the new generation to measure their ability of responding to feelings and reactions of other beings and train them to become more sensitive and aware. Sometimes this may lead to frightening experiences for the contactees.

Contactees are often originally from other planets and dimensions themselves, but some of them are originally bound the the recarnation-cycle of the earth. It's usual that contactees, especially females, have problems with infertility themselves. Contactees have a close contact with other participants of this project, but most of the time they´re not aware of it. Sometimes they´re part of the project for a limited time only, then moving on with other missions on the earth. Often they receive special information, healing and gifts.

You should not be afraid because we´re not trying to hurt or harm you. The project is being supervised and controlled and you´re still participating although you think the experiences are gone. We are all thankful that you are a part of making this project possible. If you truly want to leave the project, you can, nobody is bound to it by force. "

This was more or less the message received, what are your reactions about this?

Love and Light,
Zebrima

I have no idea really, but I was thinking about this entity maybe giving you hints for new companies and corporations in the future? That is, successful companies making profit but at the same time really contributing, sharing, exchanging and being responsible. Companies that have new ways of thinking, producing and so on, with a philosophy that fits into the new era that is gradually coming up? Are you into starting up a new kind of company, or are you having thoughts and ideas about companies of today and how they could be so much better if they changed in different ways? In ways that are much different than today and that seem much better for everyone - the companies themselves, the customers, the non-customers, the environment and the planet?  But to make this possible, our "moon" is useful - or even necessary...and think about the moons symbolic meaning and maybe you've solved the puzzle at least a little bit...unless this all made you even more confused and sounded even more cryptic than the message itself! ;o)

Love and Light,
Zebrima

I am also seeing different types of "flying dots" in the air and I would like to divide them into two groups:

Group one are independent, clear spheres, that are very lively and move rather fast and unpredictably in the air. They sometimes bounce into one another, but don't seem to follow any specific pattern or be bound to each other. They have no color, expect maybe white, but I would like to describe them as transparent, tiny spheres. I can't see them anytime or anywhere, but when I do see them, it´s usually in bright sunlight, either through a window or outside. I´ve been able to see these spheres for about 3 years. They don't "follow my vision", that is, if I look somewhere else, I usually won't be able to see them.

Group two are different energy dots. They travel in groups and are either blue and red, evenly mixed, or all white. They move slower than the spheres and their positions seem to be fixed within the group. The move in rather small oval shaped formations, about one foot wide or maybe less. I can see them anytime and anywhere, but it´s easier inside buildings and in areas that are not to bright. At night the colors almost seem like glowing in the dark. I've been able to see these dots for as long as I can remember, I was about 4-5 years old the first time I mentioned them to my parents. They thought it was all fantasies.

I'm not sure what either of these flying energy dots are. It is energy alright, but I would like to know more about them. I sense they have some kind of purpose or interesting information or meaning, but I'm not sure what although I have some theories and thoughts about it. I would like to know if anyone else is able to see the same kind of energies that I've described and if anyone has an explanation for them?

Love & Light,
Zebrima