Messages

Thanks for the info hypnotist1. I've just gone and downloaded those files and had a quick listen to them and they sound really helpful. I will use them over the following week and see what happens and post the results.

   

   

During the dream questioning I got so upset I began having a power surge of energy. I opened my eyes in time to see the entity pulling away from me in the form of a loose ball made up of several dark dots.

I have seen this orb of dark dots before, I open my eyes just as it's making it's exit, and each time I am aware it's been pulling information out of me by tapping my dreams.

I too have on occasion woken up and opened my eyes to see a ball of dark dots. No, its not an optical illusion because you cant pass your hand in front of your eyes and have them disappear behind your hand for a moment if it was an optical illusion. I have also seen them back off from me into the distance and disappear, but they are not moving in the normal 3 dimension but what could be a 4th or 5th dimension. It all happens quite quickly too, and i still don't know what it is up to.  

[Steve 2B wrote]

Steve 2B wrote

Now...A new and interesting thought occurred to me, it's an extension of a sub-conscious guiding technique I'd learned a while ago. So in my right hand I imagined a glass ball about the size of a grapefruit, inside which contains a little golden arrow, and points/pulls essentially in the direction I need to travel...It's a bit like a three dimensional compass. The compass I say has the ability to take me to where I want to go.

That is so freaky   . Would you believe that I too use such a tool sometimes when I need to reach the outer edges of a lucid dream. When I am having a particular good lucid dream (in terms of control I mean). I concentrate on summoning my astral widget then I ask it to lead me out of the dream to the next stage. The damn thing turned up a few years ago and is a real nifty little tool it also has the tendency to sometimes  float at chest height just in front of me for easy following. Although for some reason I don't know why it doesn't always turn up.

I also like the rundown that Steve 2B uses, its much like the one I use. Mine starts off with a large silver door that shimmers much like the wormholes in the stargate series. Beyond the door is a hexagonal white room with columns in each corner. This room is my cleansing interface room where I can leave the real world baggage that I don't need. Directly opposite the entrance door is another door that leads to the inner sanctum. My inner sanctum is a large spacious room with an open 2nd level containing a fully stocked library. On one wall is a large video screen which allows me to view any memory or (if I get the tuning right) any place or time in the world. The ceiling is a dome which contains a continually shifting star scene or a blue sky with gently rolling clouds. By stepping back into the white room I can either come back to the real world or step into the astral. I find that this method of rundown works quite well since I started using it a few months ago.
The more I practice this rundown the more vivid and real it becomes until it will soon become like second nature.  

Its been awhile since I posted anything worth telling but this recent experience just has to be a winner. It occurred after several days of relaxation and meditation practice. Apologies if it is a little long but it is worth a read.

The time was quite early and everything was peaceful so I went into my usual routine of relaxing my whole body and defocusing my closed eyes. After several minutes or maybe longer,( time tends to lose any meaning at this point, it could have been an hour) the darkness resolved itself into a wood paneled room with a large leather chair. This room is what I imagine to be my mental control center, a place of safety from where I can review my memories or prepare to journey to other realms, after-all everyone needs a starting point don't they. I have only managed to get here  once or twice that I can actively remember and never have I seen it occupied by anyone but me. This time was different in that there were several people standing and sitting in-front of me. It took me a few moments from listening to their conversation to realize that they were in-fact aspects of my own Psyche.  I talked to them for awhile, of what I wont go into as it's somewhat personal and probably boring to some but eventually the subject moved round to the Akshic records. I asked if they could aid me in getting into the Akshic record and they said that they could. They led me to a large door that had not been there before (maybe it was always there I just never noticed before), the door was very stiff and I needed all the help they could give to pull the door open. Beyond the door was a strange corridor that continued to change its appearance as I walked down it. Eventually I arrived at a large room with masses of books of every description lining the walls with doorways leading off to other book-filled rooms. In the center of the room was a large old fashioned desk with some books on it and a rather distinguished looking old man in a white robe. He smiled at me as I lent forward to look at one of the books on the desk, this was unfortunately as far as I got before I was rather unceremoniously dumped back into the waking world by an impatient dog with a very cold nose.

As you can see quite an interesting little trip that I hope in future to repeat with an extended stay in the library and maybe a little talk with the old man. It would be interesting to know if anybody else has had a similar experience or what your thoughts are about mine.

OOOOH oh yeah spooky but the bible thing doesn't sound real  

[izalco]

izalco I was thinking it over last night and it is possible that the girl that you saw may have been the female aspect of your Psyche. It's only a theory but it could be a yin yang type of thing, of course I could be wrong but then if we had all the answers we wouldn't need this site. As to why you couldn't walk through the door I don't have a clear idea except that it might have been important that you see the girl and cat first.

Keep up the practice and maybe the answers will eventually come clear.

I agree I think the cat is very important.
It's possible that the cat is the manifestation of a spirit guide or maybe a personnel guardian. I say this because I have never felt any malice or anything bad from it. On the contrary it always feels kind of comfortable and reassuring. In fact I had the 'cat on the bed' experience again only just yesterday. I had just got into bed and was getting comfortable when I felt the unmistakable presence of the cat climbing over my legs and then curling up against me, but as usual when I looked there was nothing there.

The ancient Egyptians believed that cats were divine perhaps they had the same experience's as we do.

It's funny that you should mention this. I have had a similar experience since I started using NEW. I started to get a slight neck muscle ache, but only on the left side. I suppose this could be attributable to an energy blockage, but like you I too would like to hear any feedback about the exercises.

You said this was your first OBE are sure it wasn't a dream?

 You know I've never really thought about that until now.

I think Mikael is on the right track as mental disabilities tend to involve either a chemical imbalance or some form of physical brain damage. The 'mind' might be unaffected but the brain due to some form of damage is unable to express thoughts correctly. So when they are no longer in the physical realm but in the mental then there should be no barrier to prevent them from expressing their thoughts fully.

Well that's my theory. I just hope that humanity's innate stupidity doesn't follow us after death  

Talk about hearing voices Recoverer, this morning very early I was awakened by the presence of a hand on my ankle and a definite figure by my bed. Although my eyes were closed I could see the shadowy figure as it stood at the top of my bed and I could hear it giggle   . Twice I opened my eyes to look around the room but each time it just vanished only to return moments after I closed eyes. Eventually it poked me in the face and rested its head on my chest, I could feel it's weight on me and still it continued to giggle that I just had to make a grab for it. Would you believe it the moment I went to grab it 'poof' it was gone and it didn't return.

What I don't get is what was so funny.  

[Aerotus wrote :]

Aerotus wrote :
My sister once farted so loud she woke herself up. That might make you feel better.

   
Ooh that is soooo funny.

You are quite right Dagalvyi, I myself have on several occasions heard radio broadcasts when I am in the right frame of mind. It can get a little annoying when you roll over to turn the radio off only to realize that it's not on in the first place.  
As with television there has been times when I can 'see' what is being broadcast even though the t.v. is off and I am again in as I have said the right frame of mind. I am still trying to consciously get to that 'frame of mind' as I only seem to get to that receptive point by accident when I am not really trying.  
On a side note MANHUNT it is normal for me to sense when a t.v or radio is on in the house and I am nowhere near them.

As we transit from the physical to the non-physical we begin to exist  more fully as an energy being. It is common knowledge that one form of energy can have various effect on other forms of energy. Think of the energy given off during high periods of sunspot activity and the effect it has on global communications. It is then entirely possible for radio waves to interact with our perceptions when we AP/Phase.

You know AMM I sometimes get the same thing. I will be lying there in bed and think to myself "Who's making that awful noise?". I will then realize that it is me   .

The thing is it never occurs to me to try to project as my body is obviously asleep and my mind is awake.  Woe is me, all those missed opportunities.  

Hi all I just have to relate the latest in my attempts.

It was late in the morning when conditions were again just right to run some practice. I was feeling very relaxed and was still wearing my eye mask. I did some energy work on my brow chakra and then went on to do as Frank says and started the noticing exercise. As I looked into the darkness the usual swirling color blobs started to appear so I shifted my focus to beyond the blobs. After about a minute (could have been longer as I tend to lose a sense of time at about this point) I felt as if my head was moving up and a little forward. I had a strong desire to see what was going on and suddenly as if I had ripped off the eye mask I could see the end of my bed and the bedroom door with my dressing gown hanging on it. This vision was fuzzy at first and for a few seconds I just stared, I thought perhaps I should blink and rub my eyes a bit. No sooner had my hand touched my face I could feel the eye mask was still there and everything went black.    It was such a freaky feeling that I had to remove the mask and sit up for a minute.

From this experience I can only deduce that I was using some form of astral sight. As to the fuzziness perhaps I need more practice or look for an astral optician and get me some glasses.  

Hey izalco I know exactly what you mean. I get the same thing happening to me too.
It's so weird it feels like I have some animal walking around on my bed, even when I am wide awake I can sometimes feel it. I have looked and there is nothing there.  

Maybe it's an old pet coming back for a visit.  

Actually Dustin that does sound doable. The poster could indeed act as a gateway. Haven't tried it myself yet but it is something that I wouldn't mind trying.

You know this would explain why when I am concentrating reading I would have flys buzzing about my forehead and face.

Annoying little buggers aren't they.

I remember one that was a sort of race that went flying over mountains through canyons and underwater. I remember finishing but not winning.

Thanks for sharing it sounded really interesting.

These friends you mentioned were they also phased and if not how could they see you?

Although the library looks different for each individual I have heard that it is possible to enter a 'book or record' and experience it's contents. Sort of like a virtual reality projection.

Sounds to me as if it would be a good way to teach a friend to become lucid in a dream.  After a while they would be able to do it themselves.

Gee sometimes I wish I could get a little help like that.  

Hmmm how to keep your eyes relaxed?

 Well what works for me is to let them defocus, cross and point slightly upward plus I tend to wear an eye mask to keep out any unwanted light, so it doesn't matter if my eyelids open a little.

It may sound odd but apart from the occasional radio station I sometime pick tv channels, some of them are even from other countries.

I don't remember signing up for a mental cable package   .

Here is an interesting event that happened only the other morning so I thought I should share it and get some feed back.

The time was early in the morning everyone was either asleep or had left for work. Enjoying the quiet and feeling quite relaxed I thought I would go through my AP exercises. I had just reached the point where the darkness was all encompassing and almost had no sense of my physical form when I reached up to rub my forehead (it was automatic, wasn't really thinking about it). The action made me come back to the waking world. Now here is the interesting bit, I had felt my hand on my forehead but when I looked I saw that both arms were still under the covers. It was not my physical hand that I felt but my etheric hand, how cool is that   .

So I was wondering if anyone else has ever had a similar experience.