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besides what adrian said (that was a very good post[] ),I would like to point out the Egypt connection to your horrifying experiences.

it could be that you need to do some research about any possible connections with egypt you might have,via relatives (I read there that your aunt is clairvoyant,but you won't get to talk to her about it.that is unfortunate, because she could possibly shed some light on the situation.

I took a quick scan over your links,and it seems that you have very,very strong psychic/clairvoyant potential.

and after you started practicing astral projection,you kind of went into 'destruction overdrive' (for lack of better term).

what you are obviously in dire need of,is control.

the next time you are projecting,try to ask if you have a guide(s?) who can tell you what you need to know,in order to calm down the ferocious energy within you trying to tell you something.

you also might want to try projecting to egypt to see what you can learn there.

or even,if you can,try to contact some relatives who have passed on,as maybe they can tell you something.

overall,it sounds like you need "grounding" of some kind,somehow.

it sort of sounds like a chakra/energetic imbalance of some kind.[?]

I hope you find what you are looking for,so you can regain control of your life,and not see projection as a horrifying ordeal-I don't think it was meant to be like that!

thats my 2c anyways[]

the only time I wouldn't share experiences is when a higher being (guide...)-so to speak-told you not to share it with just anyone,due to the potential for abuse of power.

but other than that,I find that reading/sharing experiences can be a way of "opening the doors"  in the mind,setting your intent into your subconcious.

it's like saying to your higher aspect "ok,I'm really interested in this.I'm ready to try it".

w/out that,it can be like groping around in the dark for a lightswitch.

I've been projecting on and off (lately "off"[xx(] )since I was 15 (I'm 28).

when I started out,the vibrations were astonishingly voilent,and over the years,the vibrations:

1-sped up in frequency (got faster)
2-transformed into a sensation of warmth
3-completely dissapeared.

I now have no exit sensations whatsoever.

oh yeah-and I also had a dream that I went over to madonnas house.and we didn't even 'do it'[]

I play the guitar,and I love the music and sound/style of jimi hendrix.I've had severaL dreamsd that he appeared in.once I dreamed that I travelled to the spirit world/astral planes,and met him there.his skin was shining purple and green.

another time,I dreamed that he returned from the grave,and started touring again,doing festivals.I was at a concert[].it was a big news event "the return of jimi hendrix"[8D]

excuse me while I interject-I have a question..

how would one go about growing the pineal gland into the neural net,or the neural net into the pineal gland.

that sounds fascinating.

hmmm...hemi-sync focuses the 2 halves of the brain into one,so most of the activity is in the centre of the brain,right around where the pineal gland is.just a thought.

how else would one strive to achieve this?

wendi/allanon whoever-you preach and you preach,but all that comes out of your mouth is childish CRAP.

yes,I'm in one of those moods too-we've seen quite enough of this SH*T here at this forum(pardon my french[]).

you all claim to be all righteous and loving as 'good christians',then you turn around and stab everyone in the back,and judge everyone,and tell them yours is the only way.I'm sorry,but you really must be STUPID.




that being said,have a nice day[]

BTW-james S has a point.

and a question-if adam aand eve really existed,wouldn't their children/childrens childrens relations have to have sex w/eachother to continue the human race?

we would all be hunchback of notre dame if that were the case.

you know,nature has ways of dealing w/that...[]

If you really believe in your 'book' (which you rely on as a crutch and a cop-out so much that if you didn't have it,you would be LOST),I have a bridge to sell you...

that was really cool[] I'm inspired now[8D]

What do you need to make one of those wheels?

paper,a pin,and cork or something?

I'll remember what you say about the crown chakra,and I'll keep you posted.

and BTW-I just moved,and I don't have cable-that frees up LOADS of time

tv must be the biggest,most addictive time-waster ever invented...

...next to video games-I still use those[][]

speaking of pink floyd and astral projection-

one night I watched a PF concert on tv-it was just fantastic[8D].

there was one point,when it showed a guy in a hospital bed.he started to 'drive' the hospital bed all over the hospital[],then he went onto a runway,and flew it up into the sky[].

that morning,I woke up,and the clocks from the song 'time' were going off INSIDE MY BODY! the sounds of the clocks were echoing and bouncing around in me,as if my body was hollow.

then the pitches and speed of the clocks got higher/faster.after a certain point,the pitches got so high I couldn't hear them anymore,and I was buzzing with energy.

then I lifted out of my body,did somersaults around my room,twisted around in the air,and returned to my body.[]

pink floyd-the "auditory drug"!

does anyone know about using essential oils for astral travel,while using medication?

I'm on anti-anxiety (social) meds,and ever since I started using them,I haven't been able to project w/any reliability[]

the use of these essential oil mixtures could speed results-but the question is-would it create some bizarre negative reactionsd,due to the mixture of the oils and the meds?

hmmmm....

I have been planning on trying for API,but haven't gotten around to it.and when I do get around to it,it'll probably be a bunch of trys before I get there.

see you there...eventually[]

and a question/idea-if it is outside of time/space,does this mean we can all select the same time to go there,whether it's the past or future?

I think I'm confused[xx(]

[Matthew]

I have to agree w/MJ-12,Hephaestus:

maybe on other forums people can get away w/that crap.BUT NOT HERE (just how old ARE you anyways-judjing from your primitive use of language,I would say you are in your mid teens,or earlier.if you are older than that,then please act like it;) ).and about "who the F*** are you to tell me I'm wrong on my assertion"?

I'll tell you:[]

it quite simply,wasn't your experience.you didn't wake up and vomit all over the floor[xx(].and I have news for you-dreams take place in temporary ASTRAL ENVIRONMENTS.where reality is temporarily 'molded' by our subconcious minds.

have you ever projected into the real time zone? or an astral realm close to this universe?

I HAVE.

and yes,there is alot of debris out there.just look at any nasa space shuttle footage.there's crap all over the place-earth has an atmosphere to deal w/it before we even notice it was there.

and yes Matthew-the distances are astonishingly vast in deep space.several times I've projected into space,shooting myself out of my body like a bullet,and then travelled even faster,andstill didn't really even get anywhere.I think the only way to travel to other star systems or planets is the 'instant travel method',which,unfortunately,leaves you open to shift into an astral realm.of course,this doesn't really matter,we never really travel in actual physical reality anyways,it just depends on how close you can get to it.

and about the matter of becoming sick-if you ever attempt another close astral/RTZ projection,you have to really focus your mind,so you aren't so 'open'.I don't know if that will help,but I always get the best results from being in a very focused state of mind-much more so than in the physical.so that I feel more 'closed off around the sides' (for want of better term!).also practice silencing the internal dialogue whenever possible,as this will really help you to focus,and not be overcome by the vastness.after all,we are surrounded by that infinity all the time,so therefore (hopefully) it must be a psychological issue.

good luck.don't feed the trolls.[]

more than once I've been murdered in a dream.one of them was when I was shot in the back of the head!

it wasn't so much as 'painful',but a very jarring blow to the back of the head.then i blacked out,died,and woke up w/"1875" flashing through my mind.

donuts.pizza.

and when I was a kid,and would ask my mom "what's for dinner?" she would say "fried farts and onions!"[:O][xx(][]

as a child, I used to get extremely vivid hypnogogia w/my eyes open,in the darkness of my room.one time (I was probably about 5 yrs old or so),I saw a whole bunch of wierd,freakish looking fish swimming all around in my room,vivid as daylight.that was a really strange thing to see at 5 yrs old![:O][]

I suppose she could be,but that wasn't the 'vibe' that i got off her.

she thought I was nuts!

and she was kinda angry[]

I've ordered several Hemi-Sync cd's.I don't have any of the 'gateway' series yet ($),but I do have a few of their single cds.my favourite one for easily gettimg into trance is called 'transcendence'.depending on how loud you have it,it will either send you to sleep (low volume),or hold you at the 'borderline state',which is that period between waking and sleeping(high volume-just use track 2-no narration-on high volume,otherwise,when the narrator come back on,you get a very uncomforatable jolt).

I use this cd when I'm raising energy (I don't think this cd does that for you btw),as it helps to get to the borderline state for extended periods of time-as long as you want actually,just put it on 'repeat'[].

the longer you practice holding the borderline state w/the cd,the more you will be able to do it when you are falling asleep,thus getting you primed for astral projection/OBE.it also helps your conciousness to become used to being aware at deeper levels of conciousness,thus inducing lucid dreams,and spontaneous astral projection.

it does take a lot of practice though,it's not like you just put the cd in,and have tons of energy roaring through you as you fire yourself into space or another dimension,but is certainly does help in practicing[].

I was probably looking for donuts and pop[].and I might have been in a corner, at the back,or trying to be 'invisible'-I've got more than a touch of social anxiety![]

SNOTTY GIRDLESNIFFER![:O][]

rcatania-I've gone throught nearly the same thing as you have.I started experimenting w/obe's about 13 years ago.when I started out,after having massive success w/robert monroe's technique (which produced violent vibrations:o),all I had to do in order to project was to lay down and relax,and I would start to feel 'funny'.I would think to myself "ok,I'm going to project now".I was scared at first,but after about a zillion times,the fear dissipated,and now it's totally gone.

the problem is that over the years,my concious projection abilitys have been steadily declining-possible after I had a run-in w/ 'the soul eater' out of that bosch painting.my guide said "NO! don't go in there!"[:O],but that thing was just so damn wierd looking,I couldn't help it.it devoured my soul and possible much of my energy.

I HAVE been able to project after that,so there wasn't any permanent damage done,but I do need more emotional control,which I believe I have now.a buddist technique called 'mindfulness' has helped me there.

I also need to build up more energy-and practice N.E.W. and meditation,and projection reflex triggers more frequently,plus extra caution while travelling,and I'll probably be good to go.I've also asked for help from my guides.I remember one of them saying to me at the borderline state "...and you will NOT disrupt society in any way![!]",and "do you want to fly around the universe,or around your room?[!]".apparently I was misbehaving,but I don't remember at all![B)]

I guess it's all a part of the learning process.it's much morew than just learning a projection reflex trigger-it's about ethics,and learning different rules  for different universes.

I alsdo think that haveing goals and clear intentions are nesessary for sucess.my goals are to travel to other planets,and to travel to alternate universes,manifesting a body when necessary.

for me,it's about learning,exploration, freedom,and helping to open channels of conciousness for others.

I hope all this sets me back on the path again![]

this reminds me of those guys who get drunk,then stumble around saying "I LOVE you man!!!"[]

kaiuma-I agree w/kazbadan.keep playing-and being in tune w/nature is very uplifting for all involved.no need for a [:I]smiley[]).love,freedom,light,and music are all facets of the most powerful force in the universe.

...and sometimes when morris the cat is next to me, and I'm practicing on my guitar,I'll hit a bum note (or 2 or 3,etc[]) and his ears will prick up,and he'll look at me as if saying "what the hell was that?"[]



to everyone reading-I (would) LOVE (to kill) YOU ALL.

just kidding-you know what I mean[]

"how do I meditate?"...

this is what I do:

I start by doing a lot of stretches and some basic yoga.this helps to release any tension in the physical body.then I ly down on my bed (you can use a nice comfy chair if you have one,or even one that isn't so comfy[]).I elevate my legs slightly,using some pillows,as this helps to alleviate tension in the lower back.then I do all my moving around to find the most comfortable position.then I try to calm the mind and eliminate the incessant internal dialogue.I IGNORE the itches that start to happen all over-unless they are caused by something on the skin,causing it to itch,they will just dissapear, although this takes a bit of practice.after that,I FOCUS INWARD,as much as a pin-point as i can get it.it helps to ELIMINATE ANY DISTRACTIONS-such as phones ringing,tv in another room,talking in another room.for this I put a small fan on (the whooshis absolutely hypnotic,and masks unwanted sounds),and I use earplugs as well.as I continue to focus my conciousness as deep as possible,visualizing my awareness and life-force as a point of light-like a bright star deep within,I start to lose awareness of the outside world.I then sustain this focus for as long as possible.

I also like to use a HEMI-SYNC cd called "transcendence".it really helps to alter the brain waves much quicker than usual,and the hummm helps to eliminate distractions.if I put it on loud enough,it won't send me to sleep after a certain point,but will HOLD ME AT THE BORDERLINE STATE between sleep and waking.

sometimes,as a way to focus the mind and raise some energy,I visualise and feel pure blinding light being raised from the feet to the head,filling the body with light and energy.

doing these types of meditation help to:
1-remember dreams much more vividly
2-become lucid while in a dream,or just as pure awareness in the sleeping body (in this case,I use it to project-just walk,or float away![])
3-be in a more peaceful,yet focused state of mind during the day
4-replenish energy.

what a beautiful place.I'm going to try and get there...
and hopefully,w/more and more people visualizing it,it will keep getting more and more 'real' in the astral planes.
...I'll keep you posted[]

I've had some very sucessful and interesting astral projections after choking the chicken[].

it automatically sends the body into very deep relaxation mode.quite often,all I've had to do after *that* is to focus the mind,while the body shuts downm,and it's automatic focus 10[]

I don't know anything about quartz pyramids,

...but i do know that I saw a tv show called "wierd homes" on the life channel.there was one woman who lived in a...you guessed it-a pyramid!

she said that when she put here unplugged stereo in a certain spot,it would turn on all by itself,powered by the pyramid somehow![:O]