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Ah never mind. I did recall my dream today. It's 06.22AM now, I woke at 6AM after a weird dream that seemed very sexual. Gee... I don't know what is the matter with my brain...

Anyway, I dreamt I was at this house party, and I discovered some kind of drug, it was like an ink of some sort, very much like pen ink. I discovered that if I swallowed it, I'd get high.

I also saw my ex there (the one who hanged himself when I was 17), he was talking to me, but that part is very vague. It was my birthday, and a good looking guy gave me my post, and asked me why I was getting so much post, so I said it was my birthday. When I looked at some of the mail, there was a couple of postcards in it, and the pictures on these postcards were very sexually explicit. I'm not telling you what was on these cards... too rude to mention! LOL.

Also at some point in the dream, I saw these two HUGE dinosaurs at the party, they were real and everything. They were brown skinned, and had very long necks with small heads. They were harmless, no one was afraid of them. Sometimes they would stick their necks through the house, being nosy I guess. I've no idea what they were doing there, but they were standing outside.

At some point, I found myself standing at a small fountain, trying to swallow this drug that I was telling you about. it came in a slim container, very much like a pen, and I squeezed it over my mouth, and squeezed too much of the ink in my mouth, so I ended up spitting it back out.

Then I saw these really good looking girls over in the corner, and I can remember getting aroused by them. They seemed familiar but I couldn't quite place them.

The other thing that seemed very noticable was that the house was bathed in very bright light.

Weird or what?

Hmmm. I haven't been able to remember anything at all about any dreams I might have had since I wrote my last dream here. Why is this?

Is there some way of remembering them or something? It's like a light has been switched off.

I will tell you what I do when I'm going to sleep. I simply lie down, relax, tell myself that I will remember my dreams. I try not to let any worries or problems pop into my mind when I'm going to sleep, otherwise I don't sleep well.

Is there something I'm doing wrong here?

Well I couldn't remember any of my dreams when I woke up today, so I will have to wait until next time I sleep to see what happens.

quote:And if they are not of a certain level of detail, I don't bother writing them down because they don't read in any sensical manner.

IMO it's advisable to write down every dream you can remember, even if it's only a few vague details. It could help you improve your dream recall in some way. Look at one of my dreams, the last one that I noted down. It didn't make very much sense, and some of the things in there were very vague, but I still put it in.

Your dreams are interesting, I did think it was a bit odd that a lot of them had something to do with airports. Maybe that is a symbol of some sort...?

Yeah I can understand why you didn't understand the last dream I had. Even I don't understand it! But regardless I'm going to keep a record of every dream I remember from now on, as it would be good to improve my dream recall and so on, also it might help me to understand the ones with my uncle in it more.

The ones with my uncle in them, I feel that I made some kind of connection, and that can only be a good thing in my eyes. Even if it just makes me feel as though as I haven't completely lost him.

I also just want to understand my dreams more as well. So your feedback does help, as other people might offer some insight.

Thanks for the comments so far. []

This is another update.

Unfortunately Chris didn't appear in my dream this time, but I do remember parts of what I was dreaming, although it is rather vague at times.

I remember dreaming that my friend and my Mum was there with me, I think my friend had come to visit me, and we all decided to go some place for a day out. But somehow my friend's Mum found out and wanted to stop us from going out. So we spent the entire day avoiding my friend's Mum. Then for some reason we found ourselves in a small garden with a tree in it. We were trying to get out of this garden (I can remember being afraid of a creature that was in it, but I've no idea what the creature was), and my friend started talking about Portugal, and he told me to look up, so I did. I saw a huge off-white map of Portugal above me, and I also saw a huge map of the Southwest (England - westCountry), and we started planning where we would go next. I think we did pop into Portugal for a bit, although I remember very very little of it.

The next thing was that we went to a different place for a day out, it was indoors, and I saw a few celebrities from Eastenders in it. One of them played Kat, and she looked like she had a boob job, but the boobs were stuck on her face, which made her look like she had three heads. That was a bit unsettling to say the least. I also saw the guy who plays Dirty Den having a heated conversation with the younger version of Sharon.

Then we walked into this room, it was huge and looked like something from Egypt, it was like walking into a giant pyramid, but it was brightly lit. There were people in it, but I don't know them, I couldn't see their faces. They were dressed as Egyptians. They started talking to us, and in the middle of the room there was a rack type of thing, where certain people were being tied to it. At that moment I had no idea who these people were, and why they were tied to this rack. But the Egyptians started asking me questions (can't remember what they were asking), and I replied, but it wasn't in my own language.

The next thing that happened came as a huge shock to me, apparently these people that were tied to the rak were going to be thrown into a huge pit of fire as punishment for their wrong-doings, and I had just given the order for them to be thrown in. But the strange thing was I didn't even realise what I was doing until it was too late. I saw a part of a wall magically open up and these people were thrown in the pit. I could feel the heat from the pit, and I felt horrified at what was happening. I couldn't hear them scream or anything because it happened so quick. The wall then reassembled itself brick by brick.

I woke up.

quote:Another opinion I have is that tornadoes or funnel clouds may represent chakras, or their activity in some way.

In other words, the behaviour of the tornadoes reflect the state of your chakras. Is that what you mean?

[?] *confused girlie*

Thanks for the link.

Upstream does say some interesting stuff, half of it I don't even understand! LOL. But, I can identify with the flipping of the astral body and the disorientation, as before I realised what was happening to me, I used to feel as though I was being yanked or sucked back into my body, and it would feel as though I was upside down when this happened, which caused me to feel disorientated. Anyway, that's another story.

As for my bed being in a different position than what it is in real life, my bed was where it used to be in my dream. This got me thinking, I think that in my dreams, the past and the present are mixed up with each other. So some things would be as they were in the past, and some things would be as they are in the present. Even the future gets thrown in the mix. I'll explain what I mean by this:

In the first dream (see the link), I was in my old house. that relates to the past. Chris appeared in the old house, but he was telling me what would happen to me in the future (the date I would die and insinuating that I would be married to someone by then), that's the past and the future mixed together. He asked me how I am, that's relating to the present.

In the second dream (see above), I was in the old house fighting with the guy and I killed him. The old house refers to the past. The hatred I feel for the guy does exist, both in the past and in the present. I woke up (in the dream) in my current house, which refers to the present, but the bed was where it used to be, that refers to the past. Mum was there, which refers to both the past and the present.

Chris appearing in my dreams, well seeing that he's dead, but looks the same as he used to, that obviously relates to the past, but it also relates to the present, because he does exist, but in another world/dimension or whatever you call it.

Sounds complicated? It is. But it's interesting because I don't get a lot of time to communicate with him in my dreams before I actually wake up. I always ask the first question that pops into my head, instead of the questions that I really want to ask. I feel as though as I don't have a lot of control over what I do or say, I seem to be a lot more impulsive when dreaming than I am in real life.

So far he has appeared a the end of the dream. He usually tells me something about my future. For example he hinted at when my time would be up, also hinted at the fact that I would be married, even hinted at the name of the guy that I would marry, and now he's hinted at the fact that I might not even have to go to WeightWatchers after all. he even told me something that I didn't know, that my Mum doesn't remember him as well as I do. Which brings me to the next point.

I have just spoken to Mum, and this time she was more specific about her memories of Chris. She said that she does remember him, but as he was when he was much younger. She does think about him, but not very often. I. on the other hand, remember him as he was in more recent years, right up to when he died. I also think about him more often than Mum does.

That's my penny's worth. I will keep this journal updated.

Go figure. I've had a lot taken away from me. [xx(]

quote:Michael together with Rafael are angels apointed over the dreams, the dreams of the people.

If that's true, then maybe they can explain why is it I'm dreaming weird stuff at the moment, and seeing my dead uncle in them?

Sorry I just don't have time to read all these posts! LOL [xx(]

It was partly the same for me, as in the tornadoes would never go for me, they would just fly around the room, they would be white and fairly small. I used to be frightened of them though until one day I woke up from a dream involving tornadoes, and told myself that they couldn't hurt me. Then the tornado dreams stopped. There must be a meaning attached to them though.

I have had a few dreams where I've seen mini tornados in the room with me, the room was white, and I would be on a bed in the room. But I haven't had these dreams for a long time now. Maybe tornado dreams are more common than we think?

quote:as we get older, the physical body becomes less useful to the spirit and as a result, we spend less conscious time in the physical environment (our physical body)and day dream or phase out to the a different aspect of the astral plan

That's weird, I'm 22 years old and I've always day dreamed. Time does pass quite quickly for me, sometimes time passes too quickly.

quote:Originally posted by Stillwater

To what end did you wish to apply time travel, mar10fl, G3MM4, and Saints?

I don't wish to apply time travel, I was just merely commenting on it.

quote:In Jesus' early years – as a child – he was helping Joseph, his carpenter father, build some type of wooden object. The story goes...Joseph cut a piece of wood to short. As he went to get another piece, Jesus intervened by taking the over-cut wood and stretched the wood to the required length - just as we did in the above telephone pole example. We can easily do it on the astral plane...and with practice, I think we can do it on earth as well.

Jesus was a very highly spiritual person,and I think that maybe that's why he was able to perform "miracles" (at least, that's what people of his time thought). So maybe, if you wanted to do the same thing, stretching materials etc, I guess you would need to be at a very high spiritual level or something. That's what I believe anyway. I'm no expert! LOL

quote:Originally posted by samsara

Does anyone know the principle of how long it takes to reincarnate after death. Is there a long gap before being reborn?

Well I believe that you are reborn when you are ready.

Thinking along these lines... I believe that there is one place where time doesn't have an effect... the Afterlife, or Heaven or whatever people like to call it. I've read several books written by people who have died and then came back, they all confirm this.

Having said that, my Mum went back into time in one of her OOBEs.

Here's an update...

I was sleeping earlier, when I had a dream, that was quite pleasant, I was with my best mate, we were buying some pasties and some food. We went back to my old house, and my best mate went upstairs to change his clothes.

I went downstairs to get something from the kitchen, when I suddenly spotted my uncle (who died last year) sitting on the worktop. He looked like he was deep in thought. I shouted "Chris" (my uncle's name), and he looked at me, so I reached out for him, and he took my hand and greeted me. I asked him what he was doing there, and he started talking about some movies that he'd left behind, he wanted to take them with him. And he was talking about some guy who was meant to be helping him. As he was talking about this guy, I could see him in my mind, it was like Chris was projecting an image of this guy etc into my mind... like a form of telepathy. The images were quick, and a bit confusing.

But then he asked me how I was, and I replied that I was doing my best to keep going and to be strong etc. He seemed quite pleased to hear that. Chris then leant towards me (with a crafty look on his face!), and told me that my time would be up in the month of February, when I am married. He did say the date (day and month, but not the year) that I would die (can't remember the day, but he definitely said February), and he said the name of the guy that I would marry... sounded like "Neil" or something... I can't quite remember. Chris was saying this to me in a whisper... I had to get him to repeat some of it as I couldn't hear him properly.

When I went to ask him about my gran, I suddenly woke up. I could still hear his voice, it was really weird, but not scary. I was a bit miffed that I didn't get a chance to ask my questions before I woke up. Dammit! LOL.

I guess, I just want to know if it's possible to find him some other way, like AP etc so that I can be sure that what I heard was correct, and so I can ask my questions. I heard that people who have passed over find it easiest to communicate with you via dreams. What do you think?

Well, I smoke weed (not all the time though... LOL), and I find that I can't quieten my mind if I've been smoking it.

However, if you click on the link below, which will take you to the topic I'm referring to, I forgot to mention that I'd had a bit of weed prior to what happened to me.

So... for the most part, I'd say that weed doesn't help me to AP or anything similar, since what happened to me was the first time that had happened while I was stoned.

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=12569

Thanks AntiGravity. I will keep trying, but it's fear that holds me back really, so I'm going to try and work on that.

I've had no luck yet. I tried again yesterday, and had no luck whatsoever. I did feel as though I was sinking, but no vibrations or anything happened. I ended up falling asleep. []

Thanks for the suggestion Cezyl. I'll give it a try next time I feel these vibrations.

Well, just to report on my progress (or the lack of it, depending on how you see it)...

One morning, a few days ago, I was in a deeply relaxed state, when I started to feel mild vibrations and weird noises, but they stopped after a while. Nothing has happened since.

Yeah, just keep it to a Friday or Saturday!!! I have to go to college in the week.

I have just read that insomnia method topic, and I think I'll give it a try this weekend.

I tend to associate bright and pastel colours with positivity. Black and grey colours represent negativity to me. But I still don't understand what associations/symbols have to do with finding if you live in an upside down world or not.

So how do you tell if you're living in a world upside down or not?

I've always been uncomfortable with the colour black. Which explains why I very rarely wear anything that is completely black.