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YOU & ME IN THE B&W CORNER OF THE ASTRAL.(Gypsy Children)

[Better get back to your own shelves!]

Uh-oh...G.W.
 
           Better get back to your own shelves!
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P.S. I didn't know you're mom was a member of AP.

(pssst...we can play later).

and maybe it's in knowing that the connection NEVER can be broken?!? and that no matter how far one goes, how deep one dives, or high one jumps... no matter what one does...they're connection is the only constant. if you can trust in that...then there are no limits. something in that free-abandon...that mystery that causes one to radiate secure-ness in any situation...is always attractive!

i know on the surface this thread has little to do with the astral. i know people are checking in, but not bothering to reply...Hans, it was good of you to offer some male advice that was wasn't too biased. you ALSO made some good points. there is definitely a cosmic energy that can be tapped into where everything flows, and there's nothing else compared to it, and we are all searching for it Kazbadan. it's what makes the hunt more thrilling then the kill, and it's definitely a worthwhile hobby...learning to wield it whenever.

i don't put much faith in systems, or in scholars & experts. i'm extremely leery of experts of any kind, especially ones with too many words, numbers, excuses, and conclusions. i do however love the "force" and in the company of anyone that's "tapped" in...i'm helpless!
i guess that's what i was talking about when i used the words "charisma" = being one with the force..and "substance" = being one with yourself. it's all a delicate spiders web one walks like a tightrope. the web is designed in the feminine, and every step is masculine in  intention...and together it's a wonderful ying-yang dance. using bradd pitt as an example (albeit he's a definite "looker" which can make it easier & more difficult at once) he embodies "unlimited" potential. there is nothing that "defines" him/boxes him in. he is the non-threatening little boy, the boy next door, the hero, the artist, the greasy-handed mr. fix it, the connoisseur, the predator, the prey, and the dormant serial-killer all rolled into one (and so much more). the most sensuous photos i've ever seen, were of him in a dress. (VERY SEXY).  so i believe that that is very much part of it as well...drawing on everything and pulling it together into one dynamic force...and pulling it into being. it a worthy profession, that calls on intense training. i don't believe its something that can be done in separate steps, but involves a unification of everything one is. and that one thing taking deliberate/intentional & humble steps forward...straining, but never losing the connection that is the cosmic force. if anything separates us from animals it is this "action" of "stepping out", reaching hold of whatever comes into our path, and introducing it as a gift...back into the "collective"...and the function should be as natural as breathing. the force can't be forced and to me that makes it a natural art. there is no right or wrong way to go about it, utilize it...it's divinely perfect. it's the participation mystique.

yada-yada-yada
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[Kazbadan I know "THAT FACE"!!!]

very cheeky MustardSeed, but so far this is one thread (ironically) that has not been infiltrated by twelve year olds

plus...i just can't deny a man seeking advice in the art of seducing women.

Kazbadan I know "THAT FACE"!!!
   Since you have gained my respect & understanding. I will when I find the
   time PM you and share the "secrets" to seduction. What the hell

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[wicked fast....so maybe that is why you are experiencing such difference things on the API, because you aren't quite getting to the real one?]

dear Nay,

i'm not going to go into specifics, but there are large number of kids that hang out at this site. i understand their interest, i understand their lack of experience, but i take my work seriously, and although i can enjoy it as well. i feels it's my responsibility to create some kind of balance. i try not to get to intellectual...so people that are new to all this can relate, but i don't feel it's necessary to throw all intelligence out the window and play down to them. the last few post i've read from you have felt empty in some way. one in reply to curious05 on being a donor for pys-vamp's, and one in reply to Silent Shadow's demon question. i'm not questioning your style, but i don't give advice in matters that i am not highly experienced in, and even then i try to be very diplomatic. i'm always aware that my input might cause a perception shift...that painting a negative picture could work against what other information i am trying to impart, but i know first hand how detrimental demonic & vampire attacks can be, and i'd just hate to see someone have to go through that 1) bcuz they were ignorant 2) bcuz other people made it out to be a joke. sure i'm sensitive...always have been...but i'm not tactless.

i was going through some of the older API posts, and all your comments seemed enthusiastic and open-minded, even though it sounded like you yourself were having a tad of trouble reaching the destination. so something felt off when i read

That IS wicked fast....so maybe that is why you are experiencing such difference things on the API, because you aren't quite getting to the real one?

(real one?)
anyway...

think i'm wickedly fast. think i'm inexperienced...whatever you prefer.

was exactly what i meant to say.
i don't know why you'd be confused...they were after all your words.

When I said wicked fast..that only means REALLY fast, not that you are wicked..lol.

yeah i got it.

all the small stuff aside if you have the time it would be really great if you could answer the couple questions below.

is API always the same every time you visit?
is it not constantly changing?

for some reason i think there is a static between us both. not sure what it's about, but not interested in putting too much energy into making it a big deal either...just an observation.

ain't no thing but a chicken wing:wink:

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[You can checkout any time you like, but you can never leave!]

dear gypsy,
glad to see you around again. missed you in all the craziness of the forum being down. it just hit me so clearly that we're all so greatly missed by some loving cosmic family, and that that "light" was bad. i don't have a clue about what's going on...but yes i feel that we are being used in a way/recycled souls that are severed from our evolution. i think it explains a lot. we're still attached to our higher-selves/family, but we're trapped.

"...Last thing I remember, I was running for the door. I had to find the passage back to the place I was before. 'Relax,' said the night man, we are programmed to receive. You can checkout any time you like, but you can never leave!
                                                        Eagles "Hotel California"
(not sure how old you are, but if you're not familiar with the song. definitely download and listen to the lyrics. too odd).

i think it would explain why it's so difficult to overcome any attacks and negative influences...bcuz for all extensive purposes we'd be playing by their rules. we like to think that everything is pretty much neutral, or that the playing field is even. we have the choice/free-will to chose either side. i don't think this is the case anymore. we have this need to keep the "faith" which i'm sure amuses them to no end, if not frustrates the sh*t out of them, but i can see where each time we're recycled we get weaker and weaker, although we strive harder and harder to seek our way home through spirituality. and in a way that could make us very special, and validated as soldiers of truth. whatever is going on...it's reaching it's climax. i don't think that our higher-selves or family can do much to aid us. they have in turn become the watchers, and the watchers the players. i have a difficult time in pointing the "all-mighty" finger at satanists. really they are (simply) worshipers of saturn and the feminine, but i think it's a religion that could easily be used for some very dark, alien type agenda. we've all been infiltrated here. i do think that vampires have a lot to do with this, and the reptilians as well. i'm not sure about the greys and such. most people say they're a slave race. i have no idea. i know that i am taken on a regular basis by both sides. on the lower end it's to program and implant, and on the higher end its to de-program and remove/nullify implants and rework/cleanse my energy. i think that everyone is going through this...most just don't have memory of it. it leads me to feel more so than ever that this is very much some matrix we are trapped in. that none of this is real. that we're plugged into our day to day life as a distraction from what is really going on. what will happen to us when their agenda is complete?!? good question. i guess we could think of it like rats in some science lab...those of us that survive...i don't think they think enough of us to set us free. maybe we become fodder?!? or maybe in the best case scenario we get a savior?!? it does seem pointless, but i don't see where we have a choice...i think if we give in...we're stuck forever. i think that might be what we intuitively feel is hell. it still worries me that there are a lot of kids that seem to be drawn to the excitement of the dark-force. i thought that "new" crystal and indigo children were being born to guide us out of this mess, but they seem so easily led astray. maybe they themselves are programmed to infiltrate as well and dismantle the evil from the inside?!? maybe the dark-force is getting too strong?!? maybe we're all standing on the edge. i know i'm TIRED. tired of backing up, tired of fighting...but i'm a soldier...so i have no choice.

if anything more comes to me i'll let you know.
stay strong & be brave...not much longer now.
no matter what...i'm pretty sure this is our last time round.
and god knows i'm not into letting go anytime soon 'cuz i definitely don't want to play another hand in this game!
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man everyone takes things so literally round here. strange for an astral group . it feels like such a waste of time to have to explain myself, BUT...
since you think i'm doing something incorrectly and winding up in "NOT the RIGHT place"?!? here goes...remember when the forum was down? and all the posts got lost?? and some of us copied our posts and saved them...so we could REPOST when everything was fixed??? that's why i have both post appearing in such a short time frame...NOT bcuz i wrote the first one, projected and wrote the second one all in a matter of 3 minutes. COME ON!

there is still one last experience from that afternoon that i have yet to post. hope i'm not on any sort of time schedule here?!?

as far as different experiences go. do you expect that everyone that visits API is going to experience the exact same thing? does that make it more valid? is it always the same every time YOU visit?
isn't it constantly changing?
we could both go see the same movie, but that doesn't mean that we would both see it the same way...but think whatever you want...think i'm wickedly fast. think i'm inexperienced...whatever you prefer.

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the word is psychic vampire!

obviously you aren't taking this seriously. i'm sorry for that, and i know you're young, but..................wow. you don't know what you're toying with.
throwing your teddy bear at them ain't gonna cut it. i feel like i wasted a chunk of energy in this direction. oh well. maybe you can just embrace the dark-side, hone up on your vamp abilities and join the ever increasing group of energy parasites. it's a hot, new trend...you can't get at target.

i have/had the same problem. i didn't learn sh*t from my parents as far as healthy relationships go. i was 9 when my parents split up. my father ignored me and my mom had a different boyfriend for every day of the week (all a bunch of sleazy low-life's). i fought with my mother day and night/24-7 till i left home when i 16, but i was addicted to the drama by then. i sought out father-figures or men with an "edge" (self-absorbed & too hot to handle). i loved the challenge i guess. i've never in my life had a relationship that lasted more than three months, and out of all of them...there was only one guy that i actually wanted to date. the rest were more of a stalking situation that i gave into too easily...for reasons of attention. every time i was dating someone i felt like i was in some great competition. i guess bcuz i knew they were all doomed to fail, and i'd pour 150% of myself into these guys, and i was really bad at saying "no"...i just couldn't do it. i'd burn myself out on the first lap every time. i gave them everything i had and kept the drama going on top of it. strange thing is...when i exhausted myself and began to pull away, it would renew the situation with some twisted passion on their part. they wanted me more bcuz i wasn't interested, and bcuz it was so hard to say no...i'd seriously drain any vital stores of energy i had to try and appease them till i just couldn't take it. it was crazy! also the most violent attacks (astral) were a nightly occurrence...most definitely bcuz i was so drained. but being used and fu*ked from both ends (not like that...pervert). it was too much for me. my suicidal tendencies got worse/bad, and my depression severe, and i just wanted out of it all. i moved from canada to south carolina to start anew...but it still took a couple more twisted relationships before i finally gave up. I GET LOST IN MEN, and i had to start focusing on me, if was going to survive. i didn't intended on being celibate and it's not something set in stone. i just learned to say no, and began using it a lot, and began understanding a lot more about myself and people in general...my focus shifted from "needing" the attention, to just wanting to understand where all that need comes from, and how people interact...and what's really going on.. sometimes i think i've just switched gears...and now i'm trying to make something else work by draining all my energy = my life. and i'm not much better at it then i am with relationships. in the back of my mind there are a lot of things that i feel experienced with, but i have a hard time saying that it's all been worthwhile. even all this astral stuff. for some reason everything feels like a distraction or escape for me. i just wanted to push some light in from the other end, have you stay open to the possibilities, and see that everything is overlapped...not separate. that you have the possibility of making things better with your function...even if it's just having sex. that you can walk away knowing you "enlightened" another person, or walk away knowing you were a drain (and contributed little if nothing). i think about the movie with jonny depp "Don Juan DeMarco" and even though he was a freak by most male standards, he empowered women in this work.  he left them with a greater appreciation for themselves and for the art of a man. where with a great majority of men i feel there is a contradiction. they can worship tits, and butt, and pus*y...but the forget there is a person attached to all that. they desire sex and strive after it at their core, but after they get it/consume it...they trash the divine vessel it was delivered in. and you guys can argue with me all you want...but that's just wrong!

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i always have more "bad" dreams when i sleep on my back. strange. it feels like i'm opening myself up more/more exposed.

hopistal/no way out/chased??? simply a fear of death.  
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http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=19014&highlight=
for more demon-ridden friends.

sorry sweets, but turning on the light doesn't cut it. if i have experience with anything...it's demons! it's really easy to add to the problem by thinking you're a little wacko. no one else does see them, and people WILL make judgement upon the victim when they attempt to reach out or share what's going on in their life. yes it was a simple definition...what's the point in complicating it? plus fighting back isn't always the best move, but you're free to figure that out on your own.

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maybe for the others that don't know a lot about vampires...you should enlighten them with "your" definition of "awakened". i think they'd be interested.

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trip 2:

i flew into the island this time, and landed on a crowded stretch of beach that had a severe slope to it...more like a sandy cliff that descended about fifty feet down and ended in deep water. everyone seemed amused at having no choice but ending up in the drink. it was impossible to stay on the beach without sliding in. the sharks seemed amused as well. i have this "web shot" thing that i always use. yes...just like spiddy. it comes out of my wrist and sticks to stuff. i aimed it at the large rocks at the top of a waterfall and pulled myself up to higher, level land. i could see the pyramid in the distance. i sat on the rocks for awhile and watched everyone mulling about. the area i was in was resort looking and very crowded...mostly younger people, not as many families. like club med .  i was staring into this pool of water when a strange looking half-otter/half-rabbit thing swam by. i coaxed it out of the water and began petting it. then i noticed another small creature half-fish/half-cat. it also came up on the rocks and let me pet it. they seemed in need of attention, and wanted to play with me. they were excited that someone was interacting with them. i agreed to spend time with them and play and we made our way to a grassy area. we were just beginning to play a game when tow guys walked up (maybe early 20's) and distracted me. next thing i new i was following along with them down a pathway lined with bungalows. they were both talking about manifestation. one guy pulled an envelope out of his pocket and three hits of acid. i declined. i felt really bad about leaving the little animals behind. i felt like i had been sucked into the energy field of these two guys and i didn't like it. i wanted to get back and play with the critters and avoid the crowded area. i finally managed to pull away, and while trying to make my way back. i wound up walking down a staircase attached to the side of a hotel. it opened into a small lobby area with a phone, a bench and a door. i opened the door and walked into what i can only describe as some japanese mafia type meeting. no one paid much attention to me. someone started arguing, and then a fight broke out, and i spent the rest of the trip kicking some kung-fu butt.

note to other island travelers...please take the time to interact nicely with the wildlife!!! they're lonely!!!  

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i can relate...i dream all night, every night non-stop. i use to write them all down...usually in the morning. which meant that i never got on with things till at least noon. it didn't take me long to use the method that Tom mentioned to save time. i'm an artist...so it was a mix of little pictures and simple words. it was always enough to jog my memory. i'm a detail freak, but my memory is stellar. so...now i don't bother writing down any dreams unless they're on an epiphany type level. you'll know them when it happens. i'll get up in the middle of the night and write pages...but other than that i keep the rest mentally logged. i can remember dreams from four or five years ago, down to the finest detail. which is interesting because i find myself in a lot of real life situations years later...where it is exactly what i dreamed.

the control will come in time. having a great deal and remembering them is very close. some people never even get that far.

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haste makes waste in this case. i only wish i would have been more aware of what the outcome was going to be when the watchers first came round, but i was 6. . you definitely don't want to fu*k around with this stuff and hesitate. bcuz i still haven't gotten clear of them and its been 30 yrs. you do not to want to go through that! think back to when it started...did you bring anything into the house that was old, or that someone gave you?!? pictures, mirrors especially, antiques, books, art work...anything at all. try removing those items from the house. cleanse them outside (moonlight works, salt, spring water, even just a good cleaning with soap and water can work.
also SMUDGING...i suggest this highly as it has had some positive effects for me, where nothing else has worked. if you have an occult or new age store nearby tell them your situation and they'll set you up. definitely smudge! it takes a while to do a good job of it, but if it's still in the beginning stages it might just do the trick. clean house. top to bottom and rearrange things per run-lola's advice. they hate that. get some feng shui books from the library or research online. that would be the way to go. paint your front door red! (kind of kidding) but hang reminders around the house, front door, fridge, computer, etc...to remind you to stay constantly in a positive mood (be vigilant with this)...DO NOT THINK ANY NEGATIVE THOUGHTS...watch yourself bcuz it's so unconscious. they feed of that too. the reminders can be little pictures or fresh flowers, or whatever gets you in a good mood. yes air out your house. change your habits...they are in the process of collecting information on you, how you function, etc. this is usually information for something higher up the ladder that is interested in whether or not you can be of benefit.  they feed off any kind of energy really...good or bad...so try to remain centered, calm, balanced, clear of mind...AND NO SEX IN THE HOUSE (sorry), but that really gets them excited. sexual energy is a highly addictive drug to them! i will warn you that the problem probably has nothing to do with the house at all. they have followed me wherever i go. moving never helps! so the real job will in protecting yourself...which sorry to say i have very little information that works. starting with the house creates distance. it's your home and it should protect you as such, but you have to do the work to get it to that point. you can pick up these entities at parties as well, so think about who you've been hanging around and what you've been unconsciously wading through. people are usually too busy when they're away from home...too much on their minds to be invaded, but at home where you relax and let your guard down, sleep, unwind, etc...that's the easiest place for them to slip in.  

keep us posted. i'm sorry to hear this is happening to you. i'm sure it doesn't make you feel better to know that these things can creep in and stick around as long as i've mentioned (and get much worse in the process), but on the flip-side...i'm still alive and more experienced for it. not that thats much of a payoff. GO BUY SMUDGE STICKS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
anointed candles don't hurt either. i've never found any religious items to work, but it can't hurt.

GOOD LUCK
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sorry.......try this one.
http://www.mindpowernews.com/SwitchwordsLink.htm

well........that's something to bite into and chew on awhile.

okay, it's very clear to me now that you just want to get laid, and there's nothing wrong with that, and i suppose i took it a few steps further, bcuz it's a post @ AP and i tend to wax spiritual. flog me!
anyway...first i would like to make it perfectly clear that some women are complete & total bitches. YES, and they can be cruel and heartless and shallow and empty and vile...just like guys can. and if you want to get laid then you're subject to the primitive. it's all very much alpha...and if you don't have what it takes then you're a loser!!! (personally i tend to avoid that system). you're conversing with someone that's been celibate for 8 years...so my perspective is twisted in comparison to yours.
i am however a severely sensual person/woman and so i understand the passion that rages in your loins (kidding)...i do understand how difficult it can be to feel something very passionately and not have avenues to express it with abandon.

as far as men being feminine...i didn't mean flaming fairy...i meant something deeper. if a man that was 100% masculine, and a woman that was 100% feminine tried to have sex with one another...the man would destroy the woman. pulverize her to death. which some people are into but...there is no such thing EVER as 100% one or the other. sorry.
a man that can find in himself and embrace his feminine nature is going to fair much better in anything he attempts, as will a woman that embraces her masculine nature. it makes us more whole and makes for better relationships overall. there's another "whole" path called the "sisterhood" that make women better as well and i will you give some extremely sage advice here (knowing full well you will not like it or appreciate it, but...) you would be very wise in the future (bcuz i know currently you're only seeking a little pie)...to avoid women that hate other women!!!
i don't think that needs explaining.

and last but never least....worshiping women. yes. i was appalled by your reaction. (not really it was quite typical...but i might as well hold my ground)...throughout history women have performed to much higher standards than men...they bare children for god's sake!!! they care and nurture and feed and nurse and heal and tend to those children as well. they teach and guide and pass on stories and legends and songs. they pass on knowledge of sacred things...plants, herbs, nature worship, elemental worship, magic and mysticism. men? men hunted, fought, and scratched their balls a lot no...men have accomplished some great feats, buts that's only bcuz they were raised and taken care of by good women that allowed them the time and comfort and support to be brilliant.

there's no point going on with this. if you want to get laid by super-fine chicks...look no further than the back of your comic book. lift weights, get a tan, buy some funky clothes, get a prince albert, and a handful of "X" and go to town. oh.............and you'll need a fly ride and lots of cash!

someday something is going to click back into place...an alignment in the wiring and women will step back into their rightful place as goddesses and warriors and take the sh*t back!!! men who prove themselves worthy of intelligence, respect and usefulness will find themselves in very comfortable positions free to invent, create and explore to their hearts content and the rest will be our pathetic slaves! god i hope that happens in my life time!

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and PS...DON'T BASH DA VINCI!!!!!!

great question...in feed back more than anything else. lots of different opinions...that's always good. franks response was strange, but he's got it all figured out (i wonder what that feels like), a lot of firm believers in science and text books...that's always useful, and a few people with some experience in the lower realms (namely myself & Arcaenis).
THERE ARE LOWER REALMS.
it goes as far in one direction as it does in the other...it goes out in all directions, but no one asked a question about that. thank god.  

as above so below is a sound principle for beings that are only capable of thinking in the liner. it always amazes me when humans try to sum it all up with such grandiose explanations. there is more than we could ever imagine and i for one am comfortable with that.

not that i like of drawing a line between men and women, but it's too bad in a way that it isn't listed in the profiles...becuz i have a feeling that those who are the most open to the possibilities are women, or just really together guys.


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really sluggish, and every now and then my posts vanish!??!

obviously you haven't gotten the response you were seeking, and she hasn't come in for a pizza as you desired. i'm sorry about that. by the way there is a huge difference between desiring to want something, and just willing it into being=yourself gets in the way.  i thought you didn't want to confront her at all, but you are willing to do so if she comes into your work, correct? if you are willing to say something to her then...then what's the difference of just walking into her work and saying something...i guess that's what i was trying to say. i know you are on several different missions here...to help a person you admire/are attracted to, to work on implanting suggestions into anothers psyche, and maybe down the line become better acquainted with this person. if you really "care" then you are willing to do anything...make a fool of yourself, be rejected, get laughed at, etc. if your genuine in your concern none of these things will matter. plus...god gave you a mouth and legs and it's the simplest, most direct route. why make it more complicated then it needs to be? it must be frustrating you to no ends by now, becuz it's definitely frustrating me! just think...she could have signed up @ AP by now...and y'all could be getting together for coffee and talking about your experiences, she could be getting in touch with other aspects of herself, etc...but instead you're still wondering what to do, when you already know what you need to do. we're all behind you. just do it already!!!

and thank you mactombs for the kind words, and the great insight. and yeah...why don't we have karma points? i could use some, but come to think of it...things could get a little more out of sorts than normal if we started passing around points. we don't need anymore tantrums...or we the points, and a tantrum room!?!

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PS.............YOU NEED TO READ YOUR SIGNATURE JOE!

i have never read any books about AProjection, or OBE's...so i really don't understand too much about the different focus levels, and phasing things. sorry. i started having sleep paralysis and OBE's when i was about ten, which scared the sh*t out of me big time. learning how to let go of the fear, and free myself up enough to let go...led to some pretty amazing lucid dreaming and projection skills around the age of twelve. so i've been at it a long, long time, (i'm 36) and it's a daily thing for me...actually anytime i try to sleep, nap, or relax deeply...i project or phase.
i'll have to figure out what the difference is and get back to you.

i actually visited the island three times in a matter of of two hours. i could do it all day long, but that's not really allowed in this world...work, etc. .  i will find the other two experiences i wrote down and post them here, since you showed some interest. as far as technique goes (if i have one?) i just lay down, close my eyes and focus on the pyramid. (focusing on the island in total...usually i wind up in the ocean, and have to get to the island, and i have some magnetic attraction for sharks not that that's bad bcuz they're one of my power animals/guides...but they tend to be demanding and i wind up someplace else). i focus on the pyramid, feel myself "on" the island...the breeze (esp. good if your outside, or have a window open/or fan/helps), the birds, the waves...really FEEL it and think about nothing else, just the feeling of being there and then i'm there.

i'm a bad teacher.  
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it was there, nobody else ever sees them, and yes you're crazy...
definition of crazy: being sensitive enough to see & feel what others can't.

wait till the really fun stuff starts. lurking is boring.
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dear cocky-funny guy,

i wrote three different posts and trashed them all. what's the point?!? keep trying to better yourself, and trying to figure it out. best of luck!
that point that i think you might be missing with the "sean connery" type, which by the way i would roll over and bark like a dog for...among many other things!!! is that "these" type of men exude a terrible amount of charisma...so if you want to play the big leagues...i suggest you start there. CHARISMA! secondly they have SUBSTANCE! it's not bullsh*t, it's not a game, it's not a song and dance...and the secret to what you are seeking is within this understanding. they make it look easy, they CAN BE COCKY, bcuz they have everything down-pat. they are in fact overly feminine by nature. too masculine is not cool...to macho and you're just another assh0le. these guys (that all guys admire) have a deep appreciation and respect for women as things to be worshiped. the fine line between being a lover and a father figure. sure we like to be protected, and play rough now and then, but you're not going to get to that point until you first learn to appreciate ALL women in total. understand the core of the entity. you must honestly be able to find beauty in all women...even the fattest, ugliest, most revolting, toothless, fishmonger you come across...you must look into her heart and understand the beauty and wisdom that lies there. these are the men that have the most rewarding experiences with women, bcuz all of it is sacred. otherwise you're just a pig that wants to get laid...and in that case as i said before, there are rows on rows of nasty ho's to fulfill those desires.

moths are drawn to the flame. if you are not brilliantly secure in yourself and genuine then they will be drawn to the next brightest flame. all women are on a mission for purity and strength of heart. don't think bcuz they get a little tipsy once in awhile...that it's wise to get in their way with a cheap come on, or half-assed proposition.

you have to find your own mojo and use it wisely.
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