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it would be nice if the function was "purifying", which i completely believe it could be. psy-vamp could in fact be great healers, but they make no attempt at fixing their leaky vessel. take what you need, take the highest energy, and dump the junk...that's a sad and useless function. the worst and lowest form of human parasite. and there's suppose to be some romantic, sympathetic energy from the rest of us. we could all allow ourselves to be tattered and torn, but then who would we feed off...the children?!? it's not out of the ordinary to take a severe dysfunction and try to paint a "special" picture with it, but at the same time crying that it's a disability, and wanting to ride the fence...pisses me off. victim or power-monger...make up your mind.

what pisses me off more is that kids get caught up in the hollywood propaganda of it. if being fodder makes you feel special...so be it. if you find pleasure in sacrificing yourself then the world is your oyster. psy-vamps work as a reverse filter...taking the good stuff and cycling back the undesirable. i hold the position of "slayer", but not by choice. the numbers are increasing too rapidly and i for one will not lie down and give of myself completely. i have a much more productive function than that.
i didn't draw first blood, but i will exist as a counter balance if thats what it takes to level the playing field. i've meet a few extremely compassionate, highly intelligent vampires along the way, but they have a great code of ethics...this mutant, genetically weak off-shoot of the original blood-lusters is not a race i am into using my life force to propagate. it's one thing going out like a warrior at the hands of jedi, it's another thing altogether different to have some snot-nosed kid shove a gun in your face and expect you to feel privileged in the matter. sorry!

i'm sorry that y'all need to feed. i'm sorry that you believe your only choice is psychic cannibalism. i'm sorry that all of us believe we have to feed off something, and the world turns. i myself choose to retain my energy for healing work on the big picture. if i didn't have to waste my time slaying astral vamps...i'd be able to get a lot more accomplished that's for sure!

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those are the most incredibly pics i've ever seen. ever think of posting a few on the coasttocoastam.com website? as far as moving the camera, that doesn't explain the ectoplasm shapes or the orbs...plus i don't see where it would be possible to get the light trails in front of the beam in the foreground in the picture above. amazing and so glad that their friendly's!!!
thanks for sharing
that's some fireplace.

if you're interested...then you're already giving off the scent. if you want more attraction than that...put the word out online...there's no lack of feeders that's for certain. it's one thing if you're giving of yourself bcuz of some passionate, tangled relationship...but i'm not sure why you'd just want to put yourself out there as an energy whore!?! oh...sorry that was directed to Tyciol. seems like i keep stressing over again in this forum about "inviting" things into your life that you know nothing about.
(yes that's an assumption).
as RedWolfHealingDreamer said...once they're in they're in, and you won't have much say after that. yes you can turn it around, but part of it is psychic brain-washing to keep you in a position of dependence. you might think that it would be empowering to be a host, and that the vamp is dependent on you. NOT! you're the prey, and you can't be prey with out the pr editor...the need actually ends up on your end. trust me i know. trust me it's subtle sh*t!

i've noticed a drastic jump in membership, and all very young. this isn't surprising to me in relation to what i know is going on. how far should i go in warning the kids?!? it's not my place to limit. it's your life...you are free to do with it as you wish. i will stress though this isn't your parents house. you're not going to be able to be rebellious, do whatever the hell you want, act without common sense, and throw yourself into unknown territory...and then expect to be rescued after the fact. in this new world you're playing in...positive and protective is something you have to be absolutely vigilant in 24-7, as nasty and negative drips from everything in your path...show the slightest interest and you'll get what you ask for and it's up you to get yourself out alive.

i have nothing against vampires, negs, demons, etc...i have issue with the people that are so willing to give up their own path to be a pet, in exchange for the short end of the stick, but...they're going to feed anyway so i suppose that volunteers are doing the rest a favor.

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help you with what?

i don't see the big deal. if a complete stranger came up to me and said...
"i know this sounds odd, but something is telling me you need to check out this site"...and then slipped me a piece of paper with the address. i wouldn't think anything of it...except..."gee maybe i should check this out".

seems like a waste of energy to fret about it, when you can just walk up and do it.

what's the big deal?
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www.switchword.com  FREE E-BOOK.

i have a massive lapis ring that i wear always (gift from my father who's a goldsmith). a family friend once had him make her a custom pair of earrings. she was really into the whole "kryon" thing, and lent me all her books to read. i was searching a lot a back then for answers. i had him make me a pair as well (kryon symbol that's on the cover of the books). i wore the earring constantly, but a lot of really weird and negative excrement started happening to me (more so than usual )...i remember one day just ripping the earrings off, binding them up, and tucking them away. i haven't touched them since. it did have an "alleviating" effect...but it could have been in mind.

i wear garnet crosses now, a hematite necklace with a sharks tooth (shark being one of my spirit guides)...and peridot (my birthstone). i also wear a lot of silver & turquoise. native americans believe it protects from lightening.

just my 2 cents.

LOL...yeah...i'm nowhere near hyper either. gotta love those chocolate highs and crashes .  i'm the type of person that can down a couple esspresso and go to sleep. thanx for the thing about the website. god it was ages ago when i threw that together...someday i got go work all that out. i don't know where anything is in there, but thanks.

ps has any tried the dream herb ever?!?

another interesting link that led to the one above.
anything interesting underneath your city???

http://project-ufo.com/landtop_copy(a).html

i'm writing this for my own reference, but of course you're welcome to read and reply to anything.

i was reading about Denver Airport Facility (http://www.mindcontrolforums.com/underground-bases1.htm). noticing that a lot of my travels had been in an airport type complex, but it never stood out as anything significant before. i did some AP after reading. lately i don't pick much of a direction...just let myself go wherever i'm needed/called.

this time it was in the direction of my step-mother ()...who has always had a severely negative energy...probably the most intense i've ever encountered physically. she's had my father in a zombified state for well over twenty years, and worked to keep him estranged from myself and my sister, but that's another matter...although no work i've tried in the past has helped. i welcomed the opportunity to see what i could accomplish this time round. i could feel here energy (thick, black & static) as the air cleared i saw the energy outline of my father and she was flapping around him in miniature (10")...draining his will...like a giant insect. i grabbed hold of her by the throat () and began choking her to death. she screamed and thrashed about, and then in her last breaths she began begging for her life. i have never trusted her...ever. i released slightly and told her she was forgiven, at which she smiled, and the smile grew...and then she began to cackle and attempt to free herself, but i tightened my grip once again...and said, "but you are NOT absolved". something else was speaking through me. she shrieked in rage, and eventually went limp (although it took a great deal of time). from her little evil body rose several hundred spirits (all women) (all different eras, but all white...none ethnic). they all carried the same mat black, hostile energy. i manifested a light sword and went about slicing these women in half, and commanding them to go towards the light. i managed to get through a third or so...when i realized that i was standing in a large airport terminal....filled with spirits in procession that possibly were following some ley lines?!? i continued slashing at these women, but the energy had shifted in their favor, and they simply melded back together and continued to join the others filing through the airport.

yada, yada, yada...this is the really strange part.

i began pulling the spirits aside and telling them that they had to go to the light, that they're families missed them greatly, and that they were dead.
it still didn't feel like me talking. the situation looked like a regular airport with people heading off to wherever they head off to. all different people, all walks of life, and ethnicity's. nothing i said was effecting anything. in frustration i grabbed hold of one guy and began trying to "save" him.
i felt  frustrated...he looked amused. i told him he had to go into the light. he said he was. i said that his family wanted him to return to them. he said he was. then he looked me in the eye and asked what all "this" was about. to which i tried to explain he was dead.  he laughed, rolled his eyes, and began to pull away. suddenly i felt like a crazed mooney trying to convert people in the airport. suddenly everything twisted around in my mind, and the "light" became clear...it all became clear. there were a certain number of souls that were trapped here on earth. that were being used over and over again to complete some sort of agenda, and i was one of them. we are all one of them (), and when we die we are drawn to the light (like a moth to the flame) and we are set back into the project, when normally our souls would rise...instead they are kept here on earth. i felt a huge longing from higher above me as i began to fade out of the scene. a great wave of love and sympathy pouring down on me from what i can only describe as my "real" family at large.

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[i was holding back MY truth]

Dear Emil,

i WILL do some work on your wonderful throat, from whence all your SWEET words come...as i noticed there seems to be a reoccurring problem in that area. i read one of your earlier post for mette, in which dreamosis mentioned a blockage in her throat chakra...and i couldn't help but feel that she was picking up on your condition as well, which can happen as an overlay sometime from sympathy and compassion factors...where the person requesting the healing may also have areas that need work.

very simply this area is effected greatly when someone needs to say something, but holds back their TRUTH. you probably already know this, and of course there may be more to it then the obvious. i will GIVE it my attention.

&...you are much MORE than cute!!! i was holding back MY truth.
let's just say that from what i feel (and haven't said)...you should be actually GLOWING with health about now!!!  

LOTS OF LOVE & LIGHT BACK @ YA!
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ha! yeah...welcome to AP
you're going to pick up quick on being specific.
wanna try again? what dream??? (no BENKY not "wet" dream)...go back to sleep my sweet.

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what are the spiders doing???

LOL...you ARE very old i know that for a fact!!!
hope that helps.
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it's sister not bro & i'm a C2C junkie, don't really have the patience for alex jones, but not opposed to his show. my wits are completely about me...thank you. my point wasn't against being pro-pot (obviously)...it was the BS that one would have to accept along "with" the legalization of pot. what other cards they're holding. i don't care for libertarians either...too much neal boortz maybe?!? hypocrites riding the fence, but you can argue that if you wish. i totally agree with doing whatever you want as long as your not hurting or imposing your will on another...but at the end of the day libertarians always seems to fall to one side of the fence or the other. anyway, like i said...i don't think it matters who the people vote for...they're still going to rework the numbers for whichever figure head suits them at the time. with more automation we have no say.

This is sounding like an extract from another thread I read on these forums about the pros/cons of drug usage... (not that I'm saying it's an extract, I'm not)

it probably is...you were probably reading another one of my posts. i tend to reiterate at times, esp. when my post keep disappearing.

i tend to lean towards shrums too, but that's just me. nice steady ride vs. the 3 second mac truck to the head.

anyone ever read "the tao of pooh or "the te of piglet"?
author benjamin hoff...two of my favorite books of all time!!!

http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0140067477/103-8019363-1498228?v=glance

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i'm confused...you say you're using black magic.
are you also the male that is being attacked???
is this a succubus attack...as in an astral type entity, or is this a real person that you know that's also using black magic? i have over 20 yrs of exp. w/ personal incubus attacks so if you want to pm me, or post again...being more specific, please. i need to know what position you are in first. the victim, a concerned relation, etc. and how young this child is. to start.

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herut med dig!

well my sweet æbleskive (no R)
i am so very proud of you, and yes you have inspired me!!!
had no idea it was possible!
check out your palm reading already...and keep me posted on your progress.
you aren't going to die from fasting...stop being absurd!
my silly aktiv lille sylteagurk
http://www.worldofquotes.com/proverb/Danish/20/
worth a few good laughs.

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deep in thought, compassionate, down-to-earth, sensible, comfortable with yourself and secure in your decisions, generous by nature, comfortable taking control of situation, but not overbearing...can take or leave the position of power and settle more towards being appreciated. creative thinker, with a tendency for over-indulgence and comfort. leaning towards passive. at times self-defeating where you will give up something for your own personal pleasure to satisfy others. taking time out for yourself is highly valued. can be a bit of a wild-card at times. have difficulty motivating yourself (duh ) as well as others, but more out of a respect for freewill and individuality...then using energy to accomplish agendas. a true romantic at heart who appreciates the subtleties of beauty. very independent soul. moving through the ranks of life is not your style, but more making friends and influencing others subtly. not highly active physically, more methodical in function. inventive with a good imagination. a bit devious in activity...idle time leading to idle thoughts/actions.  

don't see much travel (more when you were younger)(maybe?!?) though tend to have an interest in enchanted, ancient, exotic places...not just the everyday "holiday inn" escape. (would rather rough it for an adventure in the off-road places, then settle for poolside drinks and room service). you follow your heart more than your head, and invest more in your feelings, then in what the past has shown to be true. difficulty focusing on mental pursuits...much more inspired by beauty, wisdom and grace.
the idea of a healthy, trusting relationship is more important to you than marriage. fate crosses thru your head line showing that you have a natural ability to move easily through business dealings, and be drawn into business deals without much energy (being seen as honest, trust worthy & responsible) however this can also lead you astray from the things you honor most in your life...if your need for money outbalances our heart...plus a tendency to be taken advantage of in the long run since you will "appear" naive to the big sharks. you have a consistently lucky personality, but no huge winfalls...which on the flips side means no huge downfalls as well.  not incredibly intuitive, but rely more on what people tell you to make your judgments, and tend to be influenced by others...and sometimes led astray if not focused on more important work.

i don't know....i'm not a palm-reader  
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how'd i do

i've heard about colloidal silver doing that for people that have a heavy metal build up. i had a friend that's a jeweler and when she took it blackness seeped out of the pores on both her hands for a few days. it was amazing.

i really suggest you get some bentonite though.
best of luck & i'm still sending you the love
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hmmm...either a hard working man, or just a lonely one (jokes)

i would very much like to read your palms. it's a great idea. i was thinking of doing some phone sex for extra cash, but i'd much rather have people e-mail their palm pics to me and give them a reading instead.

brilliant....once again.

i'll get back to you in a bit.
my respect
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as i've mentioned i don't trust any of it. i think it should all be dissolved...then again i should probably just live on a deserted island. doesn't matter who's in the hot seat...they've been bought and sold a million times over by then. that's really the top priority. there is never going to be any "people's president" as long as this government is in power. we saw that plain and simple with bush (twice). they were mocking us. i don't vote...i don't like the choices! i'll gladly stand beside my brothers (and sisters) in arms though and tear the excrement down!!! 2008 and we'll see we're being played worse than ever before. you'll have the anal, closet femme fatal, just-say-no, democrat hillary, and the chauvinistic, megalomaniac, pro-pot, nazi worshiper arnold.  i'd rather break the law and grow my own...then have to play a hand in that.

[i hope you are feeling better!]

looking through "un-answered" post, and i'm sorry that i missed this one. i think it must have been the lock-down of the forum that threw me/everyone off. i hope you are feeling better!
if not let me/us know. so we can send you some lovin'!!!

i know this is super-shallow of me to add, but OMG your are a CUTIE!!!
(mmm...sorry couldn't help myself).

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My happiness is yours too
I'll be sending my tender love & care (aka healing touch) just encase.

Just got back from The Island.
Lots of wonderful white sugar-sand!!!
Never got as far as the water    . Came in as snake, slithering across the sand (never done that b4?!?) and kept my sights focused on the pyramid. the sand slowly was replaced by grass, then the palms I got closer to the pyramid. It took me a while to find my legs and get up and walk around. the area i came in on was secluded (no people/no structures)...what might be considered the "far end" of the island. when i made it to the pyramid i turned right. when i got round to the next side there were lots of people (families) mulling around. like a tourist destination. there was a long wall (like china's) that ran for a good distance, and when i looked over one side there was a massive valley or pit that looked like some kind of ritual ground. large carved stones here and there. lots of people taking pictures. there was also a massive castle (who put that there?) inside it was set up like a museum. tons of artifacts and such, but i didn't have time to make the rounds. for some reason i was driven to move things around...completely sub-conscious. i picked up the giant carved stone and carried it a spot next to the restrooms/telephone area. and oddly enough there was a pile of other items...carved tablets, goddess sculptures, etc. there was one other guy...kind of crazed looking, shoulder length hair, maybe in his fifties. who had subconsciously recruited me to help him get this stuff together (steal it, rescue it?!?). seconds later i was "discovered" and chased by security, and the entire place became reminiscent of the complexes I've talked about. again with the wire! every outlet, ever light disconnected/popped out of the wall and the wiring came after me with that same relentless, super-magnetism. running and trying to pull out the wires till it eventually became useless. by then i had morphed into the basement, and through some utility room full of fans (air system). there was a large white rat that showed me an opening to the outside, and i managed to make it through the fan blades and get away, but by then i was totally ensnared.

don't like being limited on where i can go.
think I'll give it another shot.............now!

this isn't to say that anyone else will have anything close to this. this is what i get, bcuz I'm "trackable". not sure if I'm redirected, or this might be an aspect of the island that is being developed to monitor travelers?!? i thought it was interesting that one of the first posts i read after wards, was RedDragons mention of a Trojan in the picture, bcuz it's the same "corporation" at work.

I'm really interest in anyone else that has more of a backdoor experience.
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edit: visit a second time, but after all the mess & time of getting the forum back together...i can't for the life of me remember what it was!?!

I never bothered to check out The Island, and it was Gandolph's recent post that brought it to my attention. I'm starting this thread for anyone with "off" travels to the island, as I feel it's important to keep them somewhat separate so as not to jade those who haven't been. It's a cool idea, and I'm interested in the exchange...not so much that I'm looking to hook-up with anyone in paradise (that's a odd thing to say) ...
but the idea of a lot of people having the same focused destination and what the out come of that will be.

bon voyage!
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repost from before the fall of AP/

I CAN'T FIND THE INFORMATION NOW, BUT I WILL KEEP SEARCHING FOR IT. WONDERFUL, MIRACLE TYPE HEALINGS FROM BENTONITE CLAY  
         
I HAVE A FRIEND WITH THE SAME ALIMENT FROM DIABETES. HIS LEGS ARE A MESS, BUT HE REFUSES TO BELIEVE THAT ANYTHING CAN BE DONE FOR HIM. HE TRUSTS THE DOCTORS WHEN THEY SAY THERE IS NO CURE, BUT I HAVE SEEN TESTIMONIES ONLINE THAT BENTONITE WORKS! ALSO ONES ON KIDS WITH THAT CARNIVOROUS STREP THING THAT WAS EATING THEIR FLESH TILL THEY WERE LIKE HAMBURGER. A PASTE IS MADE (PREFERABLY WITH SPRING WATER) AND APPLIED THICK, EVERYDAY. I SUPPOSE ANKLE SOCKS COULD BE USED TO COMPRESS IT. COTTON PLEASE! I HAVE ALSO HEARD ABOUT THE MAGNETS WORKING, BUT THERE ARE VERSIONS OF BENTONITE YOU CAN GET THAT ARE NATURALLY POLARIZED.

I WILL WORK ON REMOTE HEALING, BUT YOU HAVE TO STAY FOCUSED. AND GET LOTS OF REST. THIS TIME HAS TO BE ALL ABOUT YOU. THE ULCER IS NOT THE PROBLEM. IT'S THE SYMPTOM...OF COURSE YOU KNOW THIS. SO I WILL INSTEAD BE FOCUSED ON THE REASON FOR THE DIABETES & ALLEVIATING THAT.

BENTONITE IS CHEAP!!! IT WOULD BE FOOLISH NOT TO TAKE SUCH A SIMPLE CURE SERIOUSLY.

GOD LUK
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http://www.shirleys-wellness-cafe.com/clay2.htm
WEALTH OF INFO...STILL CAN'T FIND THE PIC'S?!?

http://www.shirleys-wellness-cafe.com/clay.htm#buruli
MORE INFO RELATED TO SEVERE SKIN CONDITIONS

Testimonial of cure with bentonite clay from Judy Hagbery

I read a book by Wendal Hoffman, a Radionics man in Utah, that discussed using bentonite for health purposes. Shortly after reading the book, I received a phone call from a friend, telling me her Mother was scheduled for double amputation at the knees, the following Monday. I told her what I had read & ask her if she wanted to try soaking her Mom's legs in some bentonite. She consented. To make this story somewhat brief, I'll try to stick to the highlights. The Mother was diabetic & had heart problems which of course caused major circulation problems. Her doctor had tried to heal her legs for 3 months, without success. When I saw her legs they were an angry purplish-red color & without exaggeration about the size a glass gallon jar below the knees, with many open sores on her shin bones & part of her big toe on her left foot had rotted & fallen off, with the toenail "blowin' in the wind." We used about 2/3 of quart of bentonite mixed in a 5 gallon bucket of water & soaked her legs for 1 hour.

The next day you could actually see a "water line" in her legs. In 3 days time, of soaking her legs for a hour, every sore on her shins was totally healed with new skin in place. In ten days you could see the tendons running to each toe & her ankles were the size they probably were when she was a young lady. She was in her 80's at this time. Her doctor made a house call & couldn't believe his eyes!!!!! During his visit he literally jerked her toenail off. Lots of compassion, huh? He also found a pulse in the back of her legs, which he hadn't been able to do before we started soaking her. This lady died with her legs on, about 2 years later (REMEMBER SHE WAS 82).

Needless to say, I was hooked for life, on clay after that experience. I sent 50 lbs. of bentonite to a lady in California, that was also scheduled for double leg amputation because of heart & kidney problems. She saved her legs. I've used it on horses that were graveled & horses that have had abcesses in their feet. I used it to cure scours in baby calves which of course is caused by E-coli. A friend of mine stopped her food poisoning "in a heart beat" by drinking it. Another friend of mine drew the toxin out of a spider bite on his arm & the infection & foxtail beards out of his dog's foot. Another friend's husband, in the process of cleaning out a grain elevator, poisoned himself with malathion & became quite sick, of course. The doctors didn't know what his problem was or what to do to help him. After several months his wife put some bentonite in some capsules & had him take them & of course he got better almost immediately.

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