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. And then I suppose I fell asleep. Can anyone give me advice as to how I'm supposed to move away from my body? I've heard moving away helps you see better. But I can't keep my mind straight enough to really figure out how to move away.

I find it helps to have an intention of place and action before I begin the projection . eg I will go to Penny's house to pull her toe and remind her to come fly with me . Don't laugh . my daughter Sveta did just this . My closed circle wanted to project together from the dream state to a spirit classroom  . So we agreed upon a place and time . Sveta was our alarm clock as she was the best projector .

So try sitting up in a chair to prevent sleeping until you have mastered projection
and
Try stating your intended place and action aloud before you reach the meditative state and begin to project .

Absolute Prerequisites Abilities:

Meditation
Clairvoyance
Projection[/list:u]

Desirable Abilities :
Clairsentience
Clairaudience


Resolution : all humans can develop these abilities over time thru meditative practice . Each skill develops in a predictable continuum . Each skill continues to develop after it is acquired . This process is called enlightenment and has been practiced since ancient times . Although there are commonalites there are unique differences both idiosyncratic in nature and certainly as anomalies .

Hierarchy of skills attained in groups observed :
1:Precognition Intuition Empathy Serve Self
2:Initial Psychic , Clairsentience
3: Meditative State ,Clairvoyance , Heal Self , Serve Others
4: Energy Body Development , Projection, Clairaudience . Heal Others
5: Channeling and OBE , Serve World
6: Use of Group Merkabah, control of own merkaba
7: Traveling thru vortex made by spirit in a group , Heal World
8: Opening the vortex alone , Serve Universal Cause  
9 :

Historical Basis :
Most group practice was limited to the experience of male religious and included but is not limited to Jewish Kabbalah ,Catholic Priest Mysticism , Muslim Ascension on Merkabahs .

Aboriginal and Native American paths were segregated to men and women business .

The Egyptian Inititiation rites and the Celtic paths were open to both genders .

The Sikh and Buddhist paths of enlightenment became open to all .

Dhwahl Kuhl the Tibetan Monk channeled to Alice Bailey to put inititiations into English and make it free for all humans .

Dr.Stone began to make guided meditations available to the public to reach the first ashram the Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek .

http://groups.msn.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/accessingtheashrams.msnw
http://www.litespirit.com/ascend.htm
http://groups.msn.com/solarangelsspiritbliss/therays.msnw?action=get_message&mview=0&ID_Message=1392&LastModified=4675461588643038961

The Universal Path of Ascension reflects the truths of each of these paths .It is witnessed clairvoyantly in the development of the energy body as the imbuing of the chakras occurs in layers and the kundalini snakes emerge and evolve into 2 dragons which emancipate the  dove . Together they become the swan,  one new age symbol of human enlightenment .

Steps we took ourselves :
Achieving Meditative State and Conscious AP in development circles
and then practicing weekly alone at home .

Developing choice skill ie psychic , clairvoyant , warrior , exorcist , healer , then teaching sharing with each other . I took up mediumship seriously and began to offer free readings and working on the platform
I continued to provide reiki healings for free. We learned that in service we grow phenomenonly .

Forming a closed circle of peers ; this took 5 years for us as we sat in various groups which included those that were not peers but drainers .
In open circle share with all . In closed circle tolerate only those that can contribute and not drain the group .

Live Human Teachers were revealed to us and books fell into our path once we clicked as a group .
We Read in order :
Jim and Jacky Lindsay works on Spirtiual Development
Diana Cooper : A Little Light on Ascension

We searched on Websites like Astral Pulse and these :
http://www.jordanstime.com/
http://www.tsunyotakohet.com/teaching/sdc4.htm
http://www.gardenof-eden.com/index.htm
http://www.crystalinks.com/
Longer list of links here :
http://au.msnusers.com/AscensionoftheAvatar/general.msnw?action=get_message&mview=0&ID_Message=37&LastModified=4675492341241849921


We went from a group of 15 to a group of 6 this was so disheartening
but then it happened we began to travel to realms together seeing and recalling and confirming each other. We call that now a gleaning event!


We began to have dreams of sacred geometry:
http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/chargingyourmerkabainmeditation.msnw

We became inundated with messages about the Kaballah , the Energy Body and the merkabah and their relation to each other . This was the metacognitive event .

I wrote these 2sites we became fascinated with sharing :
http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom
http://au.msnusers.com/AscensionoftheAvatar/messages.msnw

We Read More:
Alice Bailey : works on intitiations
Dr.Joshua Stone's : meditations based on Alice Bailey work
Marion Chitty : analysis of the vortex and charting of development
Robert Bruce :works on energy body development and projections

We got spiritual homework :
to make a church and offer free classes and healings
to make a site and offer free readings
to cleanse homes of negs
to view the perfected energy body clairvoyantly
to view the progression of chakra layers in subtle bodies
to write journals of our experiences
to map out the spiritual realms to share them with the public

Teachers in spirit appeared to us in circle in this order :
Lord Lanto
El Morya
Paul the Venetian
White Eagle
Quan Yen
Kumeka
Alice Bailey
Djwahl Kuhl
Kuthumi
Michael
Horus
Mary
Jesus
etc.

We used the Dr. Stone meditations and went to initiations 6 and 7 his way using what we affectionately call the old mumbo jumbo .
http://groups.msn.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/yourwebpage2.msnw


We started 3 other circles and taught them too  to go on their own .

We taught others how to go to the ashrams and ascension seats using Stones methods .

Then we developed our own short method . And we began to exlplore the realms with spirit teachers that are revealed as we go .

Then we learned to go where we will ,alone .

Though we are truly never ever alone .

We went into a rock in the valley of the shadow of death
and nought was there but self and God.

We have now gone  beyond anything we have read so far .

We learned to use the group merkaba at will
We learned to travel thru the vortex opened by spirit
We learned to open the vortex ourselves.
We have tried to share and teach but find it difficult .
So we look for validation amongst peers :
to see who else has seen what we have seen and can confirm us or modify our views
to see who can replicate our methods
to see who can show us what we have missed
to see who can tell us what more is out there and  can share it with us .
to go on and on until we find out we have become pioneers
...to go where no one alive has gone before lol
It could happen .

My group did post journal entries 5 to 40 on this site but they were deleted by a moderator as SPAM , I have posted 5 to 23 on my own site with msn but I have no storage space to post more .I opened a second handle so I could get a second site and that is filled up too lol .

So now I look for a benevolent publisher who will allow us to publish our journals in a short comprehensive manner with the help of an editor and an artist who can draw what we have seen into visualisation maps so others can go too .

White Eagle says the shift of 2012 is a shift of human consciousness and it comes from enlightenment spreading like a contagion across mother earth . Help us ,Please . Stand with us together to spread enlightenment .

You've been to a lot of places recently! . I only comment because I've seen your posts about going to different places. How on Earth (or heaven) do you manage it? . I've never gone beyond standard jumbled dreams LOL.

My spiritual development closed circle made this progress . Some of us have worked together since 1999 but  a breakthrough in 2003 helped us immensely when we learned about the merkaba . Then we could travel together and see and hear with much more clarity and confirm each other . After the merkaba we learned about the vortex and we are eternal students ...curiouser and curiouser

I wish I could upload  a postcard lol

the God I am cannot become  God
until we know God is in each of us
when we think we are the God
we have lost the plot altogether

bi pyramidal and tri pyramidal merkabas

oath of allegiance when we read it they assembled to give our body mind and soul to god to work in love and light in this life and the next

before we began they were in the outer circle than
arcturians tall 7'7" robed ones one in front of each us

we had our two snakes join shed skin fall away and then golden light fountain from our body and a dove appeared the dove defeats the snake

in front of Jodi the queen which was also Mary the blue gold sarcophagus around each of us surrender your bodies to God I do

Bill a warrior we were once warriors and learned how not to hate and now we do not war but we do not how to love .from bill the helmet surrender your minds

Andrew the solar angel in purple and each got a silver thin cloak and surrender your heart

Tom the priest with staff bread wine and lantern hlding staff the rest floating in air at  chest height in arc in front of him surrender your soul and the holy grail given us a drop of their water too more would be poisonous to us he passed it Amen

Enoch gave us 3 keys asked if we needed the other 6 if they weren't important lol asked for  all 9 got them

a red apple hanging from ceiling knowledge we did not eat it

up through ceiling on golden merkaba to see arcturians


staves one for us one for them we got ours gave to them first left shoulder right shoulder forehead or as we felt with a hug went into the
fire fountain got an arc of 4 fold flame on our heart and flames in toes and fingers and above head

saw Jesus with harp and Mary with crown she gave him and flowers at his feet then we got each a crown of laurels and called him lord of the universe and bowed to him

shark keep the fish from the shark but the shark should not be destroyed it cleanses the world of the unclean too

saw dragon and chaos below
above roses with ring fountain coming out of it
look only to the beauty and the good

their shamballah a city of purple silver and white square shaped base with stairs all four sides and a dome on top which we floated up to and looked through the eye of God sending love and light everywhere
down through dome into the throne room saw shepherd of arcturus
and mary  and then shekinah and yahweh in green fire arc above thrones we kneeled told to rise petititoned for something
i for peace on earth in our time eternal

hands of God and Goddess holding naked creatures all planets trying to find way back to Godhead

given a sphere of our pillar colour
crowns of crystal crystal from toes and fingers and mouths

a blue key from Enoch mine under tongue and pearls of wisdom fell out others third eye heart hand etc .

angels cathedral dome vortex up on top went to angel realm
pink white orange unconditional love
made gumdrop angel spheres petition also Christ consciousness

Enoch surrender the snake now ??

Lady Nada gift wrapped in gold and purple offered up to God by White Eagle and Lady Nada

Justice and Truth appeared as angelic statues with Jody priestess and Jebediah the prophet with her .Gavel in Debbie's hand justice will be dished out .Bill first a boat and given a net in answer to prayers gather my  sheep be fishers of men .The tabernacle of gold the house of God Bill got arc on his lap a white  eagle flying around gracefully the Arc of Covenant and green and purple spirit came out inside were 12 scrolls all colours of rainbow but neon coloured bright light became 2 serpents facing each other jeweled eyed talking to each other and to us .
God hands appear and in them Enoch with the bible and the scroll remove the good pink blue and gold the trifold flame braid it into knowledge with discernment through your third eyes into your heart and cast as pearls of wisdom the red flame of Pentecost the flame of holy spirit upon our heads .Thank you from God for walking alongside him don't give up the path .Emeralds Rubys and Sapphires showered us jewels on our crowns in heaven .Our table laid before us a spiritual image with a brilliant pillar of light . It was lifted up by cherubs and offered to God .We see the fatted calf carcass. We witness the sacrifice of old testament too .My beloved children you are welcome here .

The golden dimension all godhead in golden form .Buddha Krishna Jesus .Three golden fingers in orthodox form enter our third eye here .We may take refuge here again ."Gather my sheep , feed my flock deliver my people serve me by loving them .Today you stand cleansed of all karma walk on the path of love and light and stray no more ."

Pebbles near Andrew he made the rods gave one to each of us they were hollow purple lines in golden rod a mace like on one end
to light on the torch but first a bowl in the middle and the black strings extricated from our hearts into the flame of knowledge

10th pillar from  Thoth up left hip hurt the right jaw .Then appeared Lord of light Damien the Deceiver that which always dwells with God and does his work and is not the unclean or evil but is part of the Prince of Darkness the other part is shunned and not with God . He said ,"no Good without Evil here is the yin yang principle .I am the sheath of the knife and the sword I am the dark over the light that allows you to see the light ."

We had operations .Bill 16th initiation of warrior ring of poison cyanide to deliver death a pact of the destroyer of God "as John prepared the way of the Lord so do you . "Jesus washed his feet and gave him sandals Roman sort to knees. He got a balm of Gilead to cleanse the wounds. Now appeared  a ring of dragons a ring of angels dragon helmet with golden bullet entombed and a ring on the top carried away quickly by dragons from places of dread or unclean .

Tom soothsayer skull split with sword golden light of truth from eyes ears breasts bird helmet curved like a hawk. Lazarus with him.

Catherine blue fanged wolf  like teeth truth righteousness wisdom owl Minerva bite as good mother know when to cry when to scream and when to shut up and just hug when to love and when to get angry  with love for loves sake

cadence said Jodi
the deliverer of the ritual
owl on left shoulder falling downy owl
given a crossbow of green poison like colour protection Minerva with me
I am the bearer of the ritual the deliverer of the discipline

Andrew cleft skull brain operated in silver strings bionic arm of silver white light from palm a cold spirit the muse inspiring Orpheus
delivers souls of men from angst and inspires the souls to live in love Jodi said akasha as akashic records
purple guy on right shoulder gold on left choose the time has come dark necromancer and right light of lord

Debbie 3rd initiation of warrior the silver liberty bell mold cracked the lead mold of baptism removed replaced by angelic protection that can be seen through so that deb can see that which is unclean Joan of arc gave the knife which smote the evil without mercy or grief or pity
knelt before Jesus at calvary dressed as soldier roman sort kissed the hilt of Michaels sword which he then pressed to his heart

Jodi the eyes opened laid open the eye of the prophet with Artemis clad as warrior clarity startling hands cut off ? or will you say i need these hands to do gods work yes i will

had communion and got pink love hearts and golden grail of wine

saw higher selves in a golden throne facing us and talked to them and weighed our souls good and bad
a wal between those of us higher selves  in inner circle we could not see the fault in others only in ourselves

mine kept saying i love you
what i did that was glorious to God
and what i still do wrong anger judgement lust
do not dance with the naked devil in the pale moonlight

Alice Bailey appeared in the bathroom and gave sveta 2 scrolls
first a green scroll then a second blue one then said the third
the pink one is nearly earned Friday .Green had white light in it peace unity white light .The blue scroll had gold light in it healing and spiritual mediumship .The pink one had orange light in it love and comfort we give others in service .

Jodi got a blue diamond in her third eye on Sunday .Barbara a student of our open circle got key on Tuesday. Bill saw a scroll which was old parchment and brown.We saw wheat chaff God does not seperate them from him they choose .Those who have eyes let them see .Those who have ears let them hear.Those who have hearts let them love .And those who have tongues let them profess.So the scroll was read by Tom and it was the apostles creed.Then we saw Andrew with votex grass then the tree of life... a monkey sai baba ...emily in the tree ...in a cubbie . We got
wreaths . We heard , " All glory and honour is yours almighty God forever and ever.Sai baba said the monkey can either give the coconut to us it is our fruit it is love or it could hurt us with the coconut by throwing it at us as a weapon.Love is why we are here.The 4th pink scroll to debbie - chaos. Balance pain and pleasure. hand in hand without one cannot realise other .Bill got the 5th grey with barbed wire around it scroll from Pope John Paul II  who is alive still ! He said , "Feed my sheep. He gave him 2 staffs with forks on them to cleanse and a bat head to be more fierce ,stealth to see in the night the unclean . The pope took him to the vatican showed him the beautiful cathedral and said to him my boys are not doing their work where you live thank you .Bill does spiritual cleansing of houses . He travels far and always for free. Tom had kuthumi and sealed with an african black animal totem mask baboon zebra or lion.I had sai baba and quan yen .Sveta had Mary and a Elizabethean magic user who was shaved made to go to nunnery both a past life and a guide to her .Sixth scroll Jodi had the moon goddess in front of her . She had a past life as a priestess . She got a yellow scroll in her solar plexus . Debbie had ganesha and buddha and sita there too. Andrew had rhiannon and a blue veil and blue scarab and blue serpent and he was told there are two paths a dark and a light . These paths do not join anymore he must make a choice . Thoth is with him he is clean but with him too is a teacher who has teeth and poison the mark of the wicked spider an unhappy one leads to self sabotage and suicide.

We each got the third eye ripped again another veil removed liquid poured into our heads.We got a slip removed a rectangle sort of shape between our ears and head and then we got light into all pores every orifice light in streaming in .We saw a ring of pegasus and each on one we flew to olympus to the dais that turns and opens the portal
and then we saw a vortex and a classroom and there appeared a student and a teacher to each pair back to back .We saw the dragonfly the arcturians the classroom in tact there and we sat and learned
and then a great pillar of light with a sphere of stars on it and we all got energised adn blue white light .The maiden with child mother earth appeared native american with papoose skin of fire water corn whisky and clear drink and amen.Then we saw a spider appear on the ceiling and icly oozed and stopped the dragon came and swallowed the "spitter". We closed in prayer.Amen.

We wanted to see the purple people again in Sirius the "Arcturians" or so they have been called. We got there but we were greeted and asked why we were there .We were not able to go through the door saw in the window felt a draft come through the door Called White Eagle and Quan Yen. I did not see them yet . I did see Mother Teresa though .
We left went to Melchiezedek instead saw Metatron and Uriel and Michael and Melchiezedek.Debbie got Order of Melchiezedek and a Rod of Initiation , the Holy grail but decided to wait for a group
Jesus blessed her with the Holy Spirit above her .We held hands entire time .Mary came said to" come again to the house of God as children ."
Debbie got a sphere and two stripes were pulled out by Mary and laid across her hand a purple and yellow gold so scout or pilot .
Mother Teresa came and asked us to pray for her
So here she was at 6th initiation and she has moved down quickly trying to reach the unaware humans as we move up trying to get closer to God .
We acknowledged her work to move down to the 5th initiation requiring her to increase vibration to work with unaware humans to shine their light in dreams ..Jesus said "walk in peace" and sealed Debbie with sign of Holy Spirit on forehead and palm across heart .Serapis bey came and gave her a fork with an x over it said don't get diabetes watch sugar intake .Showed her a mantle of gold and placed it over her shoulders saying ,"This is the mantle of honour." and then he put a lotus blossom on her head and the candles appeared .He told her to light the rainbow coloured candles .Then an onion appeared in the centre daddy's fruit  a hint to take dad  (Bill Curran ) and then  the colours of purple and green
she was bidden to walk through flame of St Germaine and then St Michael .Then we said thanks. Namaste and came back  into the room and our bodies . It was revealed Debbie had  had a life in Egypt with Anubis .She was a youth in a temple with short straight black hair small child like body not known which gender and then saw  an old grey long beard to knees man who may have been her too or might have been Enoch .

seat and I wanted to glimpse so we
went to sirius in diamond merkaba
calling forth metratron and our guides and angels
Quan Yen and White Eagle came there  then and Kuthumi too to help us
we went through worm hole
saw blue lodge of sirius
a pyramid in stars
it was sapphire blue on outside with
little white stars on roof like diamonds
inside the arcturians came up to us
blue pink purple sentient beings with huge eyes
moving  like snails undulating the body changing longer smaller stretching
floating  like birds in water
sort of like jelly fish
they have bodies that are sort of like slime
but also have form
like tube fingers
but not same as us in the legs which seem like skirts
eyes two and larger like et lol
short people than huge
form is not constant
we got prezzies from them
we got flowers on long stems
star flowers
we got rods of initiations the star torch
we gave them a gift
i gave an easter egg with a stripe of each colour of our pillar

We went with vocalised intention to the ashram of serapis bey on a group merkabah. We saw  the great pyramid on  Shamballah . We were above the Ashram of  Luxor on a cloud. We saw the buildings in good form and laid out. Then we went into a room in the great pyramid .The first room was a rolling crushing wheel . We had to become small and go under it then we fell with great delight into darkness but we manifested light out of the colonade of white columns of light  as in Earth's Luxor we walked down and saw another room.There a was large screw we had to go into it we made light in the tunnel.We spin through each channel and fall like a water ride tunnel into water.

We saw the dove of the holy spirit .We found ourselves in the throne room of Serapis but  he only appeared like a statue and did not move . There were fists on the arms of a huge throne and we saw the pink carpet rolled out under our feet it became soft inviting but change then to a tongue and above us the teeth of a lion we were in the mouth of the Lion like Aslan . We were  told we had to let the teeth pierce our hearts.Tom said for courage.Bill saw golden thread we had to become even smaller and ride down through the eye of Horus into the disc with Egyptian writing on the floor .On the left was a fire pit of ashes and a Throne of resurrected Christ .On the right was a pit of fire and the throne of  Mary Queen of Heaven .Behind us were Horus, Osiris and Isis and RA and then we bowed to them and  Horus as a child  came forward and we kneeled and he blessed us with a golden staff curled at the end .

We then turned round and kneeled before Jesus and there was an altar and Tom was  made a priest by Christ and annointed .Then Tom blessed each head of ours annointing us  too . Tom gave us the Holy Grail mine was see through blue sapphire which had the water of life in it .Tom said this is the water of life.Drink of it and quench your thirst and thirst no more . This is  the bread of life and then we saw in it a vision .Mine was blue and the vision was a purple thread connecting us to Shamballah on earth and the thread goes through the eye of Horus .We had to walk into the flame;  blue Tom was first as the priest . We were asked a question and tested one at time closing door behind us saying what we saw .I got which is your choice ? I said to submit to the divine will and come closer to God so went up staircase as did we all
falling down an empty elevator / lift  like  a mine shaft
and to the right a cave with no floor
to our  left a vortex
below us a sinking floor
and before us shamballah
we saw a crystal staircase tiny narrow steps and climbed them .
and went into shamballah
We went into  the  library
an angel floated there allowing us entrance
 the librarian came ,
we asked for the teacher to be revealed
and books flew to each hand
all  of us got bibles.
which was strange
as three of us refused to ever read the bible and do not have affiliation with the Christ Consciousness at all
Mine said ,"We are all one forgive each other as we forgive ourselves and love one another always and all ways
and others things
that were absorbed mentally as the pages flew by quickly ."

We went into the heart of God and we saw the hierarchy around us and the angels above us and Michael came forward and gave each a crown and we had to examine it and a ring and we had to look at it
and told to examine the colour to see when it changed  and would be a sign we had passed to the next initiation .
.
Jodi said she was given a fire flower and a golden feather . The first flower she said was meant for Sveta so we were told to get her .
Andrew said we must forgive her and ask her to forgive us and she was the yellow chariot  . Now she was called in Andrew and Jodi channeled that they should go get her just as we thought the meditation was over to submit to the fixed design which in our case was 6 . Also 10 go in 8 come out said Andrew .

Jodi now given a bunch of flowers by spirit . She  gave each of us a flower and told us what present we had .Mine was an expanding capacity for love the feather was to write on our hearts and create our own destiny

Paul  the Venetian appeared and gave her red and blue veins and arteries and they formed an arrow and she was told she had come directly to the heart of God followed the path of the blood not of the merkaba . Paul sent her a black bible and Michael gave her  a diamond ring and rainbows and her crown . She said it was Ukrainian and then her birth  mother came in as spirit with Paul's grace

Mary queen of heaven floated above us and said welcome children of God to us and then she touched each heart putting a finger into our hearts and making our hearts whole without leaks of impurity, anger ,disease .We were to put the flame of Ascension into each of our hearts .We said amen thank you and kodoish kodoish adonai

There was a rain of  blue white tears and a volcano of purple and then the heart gushed more and we were expelled through into the waters of life and swam and then went to diamond merkaba back to room giving thanks We said amen thank you and kodoish kodoish adonai again

We came down and White Eagle came in

Greets,

My name is Alex...though you can call me whatever you please. Most choose to go with Xia. I'm a friend of Kiba's, and I've been working on projections about as long as he has...4 years roughly. I've had a few unintentional projections, though they were short and I'm not entirely sure they weren't dreams..I've tried countless methods, and had no luck at all with intentional projection. I'm really starting to wonder why I can't do this..I should've by now, without doubt...I believe I may be missing something, or overlooking something important to succeed. Either way, I'm starting to get discouraged.

Anyway...I don't know what to do next, and I hope to continue learning here. You all seem pretty helpful, and I think everyone here can help us learn to project intentionally.

--Xia

What to do next ? hmmmm

Have you tried a group development circle yet ?

also I suggest :
READ :
plan to spend some time
just after you wake before you eat anything
take a glass of water with you and read
this is the best time to absorb info
relaxed pull up a comfortable chair
at the computer with  a hassock under  your feet
sit uncrossed barefoot
no distractions in the quiet of the morning

1. search this forum :http://www.astralpulse.com/
use the search tool for
keywords astral projection techniques, out of body experiences, AP, OBE

2. Search on Google
using keywords astral projection techniques
http://www.google.com.au/search?hl=en&q=astral+projection+techniques&meta=

2. Order a copy mate and read the AP bible
Robert Bruce 's Astral Dynamics :
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/1571741437/104-7321178-6508762?v=glance
Practice energy body awareness from these techniques they are
the best I have seen on this planet lol . The energy body is what we use to perceive in spiritual realms don't neglect it .

3.check out new Mastering CD Set with Brian Mercer
http://www.astraldynamics.com/
I have not tried  this latest work yet looking forward to it .

and

PRACTICE
1.Please look at this site :
http://www.whiteoakdesign.com/timekillers/astral/index2.html
and then go to this page on that site :
http://www.whiteoakdesign.com/timekillers/astral/000_mainscreen.html
there are 30 techniques listed there click a link  and give it a go

there are so many methods
find the one for you
we are all the same
but
we are all different
both not either

I do not advocate lying in bed alone at the beginning of this process
when you are learning technique that is far too hard
for most to accomplish without falling asleep
try sitting in a group first
then sitting alone
then lying in your bed when you have the hang of it
bed is natural
and we all do project here with help from angels and guides
each night as a child
but there comes a time when they want us to do it ourselves
and when we also want to do it ourselves
we do

and when we can master projecting with recall
from the relaxed sleep state position
it is awesome
so do keep going
don't be satisfied ever
keep learning
eternal student and eternal teacher

this is what i teach newbies :

seek to join or form a closed circle of peers
open with a prayer of protection (ie White Light  )
sit in meditation in chairs in the closed circle at 730 pm once a week
eyes closed
palms up
feet bare
limbs uncrossed
3 deep cleansing breaths in your own time
then begin to breathe naturally
bring your consciousness to the third eye
see yourself as spirit
small and light as air
in this room of your consciousness
behind your forehead in the  third eye
dwell in the now and sense
watch the visions come and go
do not react or question
just silently observe
(after mastering this the meditative state
then skip the violet bit here
but do the same thing as above just adding  this next step below )
lift your self up from the body
visualise yourself rising up like smoke up to the ceiling .

I suggest looking
meet the others in the class on the roof
(don't look back to see self in chair btw or open eyes it brings you home to your body try those fun things later once you master the basics )
and follow the leader
then follow your heart when you go alone
then become the leader
when you learn it
share it
teach it
shine

it is much easier to accomplish projection in a group
once you master group projection
going it alone is easy

If you have that down
keep learning
there is always something new to learn
don't ever stop the journey
and become complacent

begin to travel on a group merkaba
it is faster and easier to see and hear then
after you have mastered that
try flying your own merkaba where you will

then open the vortex with your circle
then open it alone
this is as far as i know for now lol

if you are past that then help me to find the next step  lol

So go back to basics with your  AP efforts :

READ
SHARE: Teach and Learn right from the beginning dont wait to be expert
share on this forum , this worked , this did not , this helped ,
PRACTICE :[/list:u]
MEDITATE DAILY
PRACTICE ENERGY BODY AWARENESS
PRACTICE CLAIRVOYANCE
PRACTICE PROJECTION[/list:u]

_________________
Love . Light and Laughter
Aunt Clair



even more :

http://www.crystalinks.com/astral.html
http://www.astralprojection.ws/phps/topics_techniques.php
http://www.jonasridgeway.com/tech1.html

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Telios :This place really does look like everyone could just be making [edit] up. But, assuredly, that's not the case. Certainly not for most of us, at least

Sometimes what we see with our eyes can seem like fantasy but we know in our hearts the truth . There is no harm if laughter is amongst us and not against another . Laugh with me anytime and laugh at me when i can take it on the chin . But don't laugh at me if you know i can't . So if I laughed and hurt i beg forgiveness . I would not try to harm .

I reread this thread too and see only love and lighthearted laughter and musings . But you are right too . It seems like it is made up if you look at it wrong . The ethereal the esoteric the surreal the supernatural are these the imaginings of mad people or are we sane and they are the blind ones . Which is the illusion ?

MOODY BLUES LYRICS

"The Day Begins"

Cold hearted orb that rules the night,
Removes the colours from our sight,
Red is gray and yellow white,
But we decide which is right.
And which is an illusion?
Pinprick holes in a colourless sky,
Let insipid figures of light pass by,
The mighty light of ten thousand suns,
Challenges infinity and is soon gone.
Night time, to some a brief interlude,
To others the fear of solitude.
Brave Helios wake up your steads,
Bring the warmth the countryside needs.

Do I have to believe in god to do this?

No but you might him and her along the way .

T_T...
I just want an honest answer...
Don't kill me for being open minded...

what with ??
kindness ??
lol
i am sorry if my answer offended you
but  
i thought we were having fun
and answering rhetoric with musings
but you were serious

Is this all just role playing?... - -'
_________________
--»°I'm Your Slave°«--

yes we play a role in life
more than one of course for example :
as son and student lover employee father et al
we set the roles before we came
some of them
others are set by other players
we have freewill
there is also predestiny
some guide posts
i am told
that we have set before we came
and the other choices
we make after getting here
so our path of free choices
meanders on our journey of life
stopping at the guideposts that are predestined
but deciding how to go on from that one to the next one
predestined stops include birthplace and marriages and death
but i am told there is a plan B
so are we playing a role
yes several mate determined by choice
and freewill
and fate
and predestiny
and D all of the above
how much choice we are afforded by the universe
is supposedly determined by how we lived the previous life
so that the next life of the soul is to learn more lessons
either better than before or new to us
the more love shown the more choice

the soul goes again incarnating
but the spirit only has one go

best i can do
did you want fries with that ??
lol
life is good
go live it
shine

there are both not either

[I am amazed by all of you on this site, never have I seen so many intelligent humans stand so tall in peace and unity. I am glad to know there are so many powerful souls abound on the Earth.]

redcatherine:

You have left me speechless, thank you for your clarity.  You have chosen to shine light on this 'prove it/disprove it' fiasco, where there was fear and doubt you came with perfect love and trust.  I couldn't have said it better myself.  I am happy we have people like you to write on this forum.


I am amazed by all of you on this site, never have I seen so many intelligent humans stand so tall in peace and unity.  I am glad to know there are so many powerful souls abound on the Earth.

TY

"You take the blue pill and the story ends.
You wake in your bed and you believe
whatever you want to believe.
...You take the red pill and you stay
in Wonderland, and I show you how
deep the rabbit-hole goes."RT

Now that's AMUSING    

Jefferson Airplane- White Rabbit

One pill makes you larger, and one pill makes you small
And the ones that mother gives you, don't do anything at all;
Go ask Alice, when she's ten feet tall.
And if you go chasing rabbits, and you know you're going to fall;
Tell 'em a hookah-smoking caterpillar has given you the call;
To call Alice, when she was just small.
When the men on the chessboard get up and tell you where to go;
And you've just had some kind of mushroom,
and your mind is moving low;
Go ask Alice, I think she'll know.
When logic and proportion have fallen sloppy dead;
And the white knight is talking backwards;
And the red queen's off with her head;
Remember what the dormouse said,
Feed your head, feed your head
1967 Icebag Music Corp.



FROM : http://anunda.com/wisdom/detachment.htm
All the World's a Stage - The Tantra of Detachment

Do we allow the Tantric play that is our life to unfold,
guided by our inner sense, our inner director,or are we stuck on our individual reaction to one of the other players on the stage of life?

"All the worlds a stage ..
and all the men and women, merely players.
They have their exits and their entrances,
and each one in their time plays many parts."
So wrote William Shakespeare
400 odd years ago in "As you like it"The Play

....As I sit in the audience, swept up in this detachment, I experience the emotions, the highs and the lows ...(but)...
How much of Life will I miss ..
We, each of us, is a living Tantra..
Who is our unconscious inner Director ..
   and how many times do we even hear this director
       let alone heed what we hear ..
Do we allow the play to unfold ..
   or are we stuck on our individual reaction to one of the other players ..
       or one of the props ......
To whom do we give the power of
   God or Goddess .......thus abdicating our own directorship ..
   defining our own expression of Tantra
   by someone else's rules - and experiences ..?

As Laurence Fishburne asked in the movie "The Matrix,"Neo , will you take the blue pill or the red pill?

So today I will be a dargonesti swimming magically in the sea and tomorrow I will be Falkor saying "Having a luck dragon with you is the only way to go on a quest. Things will work out fine Atreju. Never give up and luck will find you."
....

even if AP is real, you certainly would not see the objects the same way (or even close) while in AP, because you don't have your physical eyes with you

We sense through the energy body, feeling seeing hearing ,and send these stimuli back to the physical body to interpret  .We bring to our consciousness that which we perceive and confirm it with the experiences of others .

The energy body can be developed to sense more acutely than the physical body . For example physically blind seekers can see with the energy body. Wheelchair-bound or comatose seekers can project to travel .

This is a sort of sonar projection of EMR similar to the reception by a bat or a dolphin which can send out a sound wave that  "echos" back to it .This distorted return wave builds up a pattern of energy which the animal can translate to "see " .

We send out and receive energy in many ways too that are not limited to the physical eyes .

http://www.businessweek.com/bwdaily/dnflash/dec2000/nf20001211_136.htm

http://www.light-science.com/bio2.html

2. i made an observation about the kind of people who usually believe AP. now this is going to sound offensive and rude... sorry, but i will say it anyway all you guys have one thing in common: lack of education.

OUCH did you really mean to write that or were you temporarily out of touch with your fingers lol ?

I have 7 years of university and 2 degrees . I have traveled the world and I am well read . I do not suffer from a lack of education nor do my peers on this forum .So many here on this forum have traveled the world and studied in tertiary institutions. Many have read profusely . Many have experimented in esoteric research  and some here in this forum have written expertly.

What we cannot tolerate the most in others is that which we cannot tolerate at all in ourselves. Who are you ? That is where you must begin . Your words reflect self doubt . Find your own truth . Until one is ready to perceive it they can not receive it . So you cannot accept mine yet . This is a truth reflected in the wisdoms of Buddha , Jesus and Tao .

Performers of  legerdemain are not the real mages of  this world . There is so much more out there . Begin your own path .Do not try to pull others from theirs . What is the point in that ? If humanity would all learn to shift our consciousness from the physical to the spiritual we would have a world of enlightened beings . We could learn to live in peace love  light and laughter . It is the dark and ignorant ones that squash hopes, dampen spirits,  put out the lights and stifle the laughter . Don't be part of the dark ,come walk in the light and carry your own torch . We are all students and teachers of each we meet on the path .

So begin today . All humans can meditate to develop clairvoyance  and  to project . Until you do these things yourself you will not believe as you are wrapped in doubt and disfigured by your illusions . Seek the God within yourself. Break free and begin to see.

I've been meditating longer then i've been trying to AP =-P. However, clairvoyance is once thing that I haven't done. Maybe I should one of these days. Thanks for the advice

Well developing clairvoyance is not difficult either . All humans can do this . I work now in the real world as a teacher of multiple challenge students . It still amazes me how my students project themselves to my circle in my home . They have never been to my house in real life they just rock up and smile at my circle . And a member of circle will say do you have a girl with black curly hair and glasses that wears special gloves on her hands . I never get over this ?? Yeah there she is and then everyone looks and sees this kid floating there in a lotus  bizarre . My students can not speak or walk in this world they are profoundly cognitively impaired but the higher self is always perfect . If a blind child of 12 years with spina bifida that is wheel chair bound in nappies can project a full apparition to my lounge room when she wants to mate then you can do it too .

Again the energy in a circle is higher and it is easier to see and to hear spirit within a development circle . We can also confirm each other experiences and this helps tremendously .  Most spiritual churches have a free open one that anyone can drop into once a week . The circle opens in prayer , has a meditation then some clairvoyant exercise and/or a psychic exercise and then closes in prayer . The teacher leads the lesson there is usually meditation music and a guided meditation .

When students become good enough they can be invited into closed circles where  5 to 12 members sit in the same chairs at the same time each week . This is like making an appointment with your guides and angels and welcoming the specialists in .Then there is no music and the lesson is provided by the teacher in spirit who rocks up . They have a sequential syllabus with lesson plans according to our abilities ,our questions, our topics of interest and our particular path .  

Beyond our own guides and angels there are master teachers in spirit who teach across the world called chohans or mahatma . They are the ones that rock up when we sit at a higher vibration level of energy and we can all get there . They don't charge a fee and they do show up in all languages and curltures right round the world . We communicate clairvoyantly until we develop clairaudience and then channeling .

Then there are gatekeeper and doorkeeper angels that work in pairs to protect and assist the closed circles . Usually the alpha male angel of the group becomes the gate keeper and can be seen at the top of the circle above the roof clairvoyantly shifting  the energy deosil to close  the vortex of passage after the members of the circle have projected . The doorkeeper is often female and she opens the door to other realms with a widdershins sweep of her hands  . so we project she opens we leave he closes . To have the higher energy angels working in pairs to assist us we have to have group dynamics . We have to have blended our energies from our own subtle bodies to reach a vibratory level that warrants such assistance . And it is early in the path .

The development of the circle helps each member to move along this way . The higher the energy of our mates the easier it is for us to feel see hear . And the more we feel see hear the higher the energy of our subtle bodies vibrations so that we can go go longer see more and recall more . This allows the time and energy it requires to see the teachers learn the lessons and bring it back to conscious recall and move on .

Once we develop sufficiently we can manifest a group merkaba and travel to spiritual realms together so that we clairvoyantly see in unison . You can see the higher self of your mates in circle or see the real time projections of them there on the realm . So that if you project and a mate is away , absent , the higher self is usually the form we see looking so much younger fitter and noble lol . But if the physical body is in the circle then we see projection wearing clothes like they are in that day with all the fat from middleaged bodies just hanging there too lol .

The importance then of group work is to sustain the higher energy and to develop more quickly and to reach the higher levels necessary to eventually manifest your own vortex and travel to realms alone to explore see and hear the messages of those we meet in the realms . It is exciting to speak to live projectors and hear them it can happen .

At our level now we do not use telepathy to each other much we dont send images of what we see and hear to each other I mean . We need to get there .  We do get the stimulus from the room and from the teachers and then we give it off . This means we have to slip in and out or better yet trance and give it off . So we are sitting ,  we project into the vortex together we say what we see and hear and feel to the group the others respond if they can to confirm and build up the experience . Then we travel along see and hear and give off again . We explore for about an hour 3 times a week . What happens after the AP , OBE , Merkaba , Group Merkaba , Vortex , I dunno  

For example my circle is on a universal path of enlightenment and we celebrated the snake and dove initiations together and now we are on another level where we have manifested a metaphysical college in spirit and we have been assigned teaching roles . So we are learning how to teach dead and live students that come to our individual class each night .
You can't always tell who is alive and who is dead though we should be able to lol There are slack lazy students who lie on pillows and sleep as Jodi teaches psychic development and frenetic hyper students that seem like Chihuahuas on speed learning spiritual defense with Bill . And every one in between . We project through walls and backwards through floors it is fun to work as a ghost lol. We don't get paid . We don't get charged a fee either . It is the most exciting thing we have done in OBE so far . We had to manifest our own ashram ,that was cool, this is better .

Do I think it is worthwhile to learn ? Mate I cannot think of anything on this earth that I have enjoyed more than this cerebrally speaking . It is the mind lollies . Get out there and do it .

We are all students and teachers of each we meet on the path .

[clairvoyance]

Hi Red Catherine !

I'm not sure that I agree with you when you say :

Meditation and clairvoyance are 2 prerequisite skills to AP

Whilst individuals with clairvoyance may (and may not) experience more AP success than your average Joe, I'm not sure that this means it is a pre-requisite.

Having said that, I am not clairvoyant & my recent "Out of Body" attempts haven't been successful....so maybe you are right !  

nah mate you are right   and I stand corrected ...I should have said that meditation and clairvoyance should be considered prerequisite skills  but we can always attempt AP without them . And maybe we will be successful ..... hmmmm

If we can walk in a dark room ....or stroll when we are blind , then surely humans can project and not see clairvoyantly yet . Perhaps there are humans who project open eyed and use only  the physical eyes  to see in spirit .

I have a mate who is trying this . I will let you know how he gets on . He trances open eyed and channels open eyed and well before this thread he had set out to determine how much of the spiritual realm he could see with eyes wide open . So far he has to go open and closed and slip in and out of the realm this itself is hard enough . In fact he regularly teases me to open my eyes saying when I go to the shop do I try to buy without looking at the labels on the cans ? Can I feel which can I want ? ...hmmm I love a valid well constructed argument but he hasn't made it yet as I see in 3D colour with eyes closed and he sees like silver auric outlines without colour .So of course we have friendly debates on this one .

And surely we all can project without being able to meditate when we are children we are taken to astral by angels and guides . But can we consciously project when and where we choose and not be able to meditate yet ? I don't  think so .  I am not sure if it happens . But although there is a predictable continuum of human spiritual development , there always will be those exceptions to the rule .

Thanks  for that reflection . Rethinks are good mind candy too  

Alright, I'm starting to lose hope. I've been trying to project for 3(maybe 4) years now. I know sometimes it takes this long but I've done everything right, I've kept calm, keep focused, didn't expect to do it, etc. I've tried so many methods and only had some real progress with one (it was posted here on the old forums, don't remember who wrote it). I need a method bad, something basically simple. Please help. Thanks, Kiba

Meditation and clairvoyance are 2 prerequisite skills to AP :

I suggest you start in a group .The energy is higher in a group making it much easier to project. Once you learn,  you can continue alone if you wish or work concurrently alone, in an open circle,and in a closed circle .

Group work also allows you to see and hear more of the OBE . The  guides and angels of others in the group work together as a team making  it easier for newbies to get the energy up to slip out for OBE. Find a group near you thru a spiritual church .

Or make a group of your own  to meet in a home . Choose only those that can prove they are already clairvoyant and that you can get along with. Sit weekly for an hour . 7 : 30 pm is a good time to meet . 5 to 12 people is a good group . Here is a link on how to form a development circle :
http://www.isd-dc.org/ISD-Wash/EDUCATION/CONTENT%20Development%20Circles.htm

1. sit in an arm chair ...a comfortable one
2. arms and legs uncrossed
3. palms up and barefoot
4. close your eyes
5. take three deep slow cleansing audible breaths
(down to your toes and out take your time then begin to breathe normally - breathe in light love breathe out negativity )
6.  sit in the power of the now
7 . bring your awareness to your third eye
(sit as a spirit in a room behind your forehead )
8. now bring your attention (with eyes closed still) to the ceiling and
think of floating up to the ceiling and do it .

Don't say you can't ...just do it .

I have taught many people this way . I have  seen so many doubters learn to do it in the first  session . You can see them come out clairvoyantly so you know whether they made it or not . If they can  do it so can you  .

Problems for first time projectors include :
a. coming right back to the body by opening eyes or by looking back at yourself sitting there
b.not knowing they are out and feeling and seeing nothing but the back of the eyelids
c. not having prerequisite skills to meditate or see clairvoyantly
d. falling asleep even sitting up so losing recall

http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/yourwebpage1.msnw
http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/spiritdeviii.msnw
http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/measuringyourprogress.msnw

how does one go about developing their merkaba?

I've made a few half assed attempts,based on a few websites   ,but judging by what I've seen in those clips,I've got A LOT of work to do.

their are just too many steps for me to understand all at once,and I strongly feel that I don't even know a portion of what I need.

the clips are certainly inspirational,and it's nice to hear that they confirm what you yourself has seen.

So how does one begin ? ....AP and Meditation . Increased enlightenment of our subtle energy bodies  comes with meditation and practice of projection. This in turn  increases the sophistication of this energy body chariot .

Well here are some links about  the merkaba :
http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/chargingyourmerkabainmeditation.msnw

In my circle we did not know what a merkaba  was just  two years ago . Then we discovered that several of us in our closed circle were getting dreams and meditation images  of sacred geometry. We  wondered what this was all about . In searching in books and online for the meaning of the flower of life spheres given to us by spirit  , we kept stumbling over material about a merkabah and thus that part of the journey began .

We learned that a merkaba  is not made by spending 900$- 2000$ on an overseas workshop . We kept finding adverts and thought it a shame that we were not able to afford a trip to France England or the USA  much  less pay the fees for the course .

And then we found this breathing technique and a pirate copy on the net  which we tried . Skip that step lol .The merkabah cannot be made by hyperventilating during a  400$ breathing technique seminar either . Although Seminars are invaluable tools for learning they are not necessary for this part of your spiritual development ...at all .

It should be free and easy and fun like many things in life breathing eating and other good adventures . lol

We are all born with a merkabah and it develops as we do . Initially it is unseen by the unaware and later we  learn to control our travel with it. We learn to view it clairvoyantly too .

It is a pale singular pastel colour on the unaware . It becomes tricoloured  very quickly after we make conscious projections . In less than two years students can go from a three sided  base to a 12 sided base ... from a two pyramid form to 12  pyramid form  that is rainbow coloured .  The nightly pull out flights don't seem to count much in its development as these are lower level energy projections done by guides and angels for us  . However these guides push us soon to fly beside them without holding their hands and those APs are priceless in our spiritual development .  

We need to reduce ego and fill with love and light to go to higher realms . We do this through living in love ,  light and service . As we go to higher realms our merkabah becomes more sophisticated too .

So it is circular ....the more you go ... the further you can go . The further you go .... the higher you can go . The more you travel the more developed it becomes . Like an infant's  legs , it develops . We develop muscles over time from crawling and other groups of muscles from standing bearing weight and walking . So it is with the travel to higher planes each higher realm requires further enlightenment and  further enlightenment allows even higher realms .  

Why go higher ? Because you meet more truths and unravel more mysteries and eat more mind candy . Spiritual travel is the  lolly for the soul .

So how does one begin ? ....AP and Meditation . Increased enlightenment of our subtle energy bodies  comes with meditation and practice of projection. This in turn  increases the sophistication of this energy body chariot .

[Hate]

Namaste,
I cannot claim VAST knowledge but I do like to try to help .
So I'll do my best to offer some help or comfort to you.

... two instances in which i have hated people enough to want them dead or create a plot to kill them.  .

Hate no one - Hate nothing . Hate  comes back to hurt you . Hate manifests disease and sadness . It weakens your defenses making the cycle become vicious . Forgive and Forget if you cannot forgive , yet , try to move on and put it to the back burner  to forget it for now .

Hate brings negatives into your environment it causes mental illness  anxiety and depression . Hate weakens your immune system and manifests as disease in our bodies . So send Love to your "enemy" if you cannot send love , yet , then send light and white light the situation so it does not come back to you or hurt you rise above it . When someone hurts you and you send it back to them it bounces around this thought form this core image this negativity which you send out it causes harm to innocents around you as it ricochets . It finds the "enemy" and this hurts them . Now they are madder and they send back to you harder . So hate and sending anger bites us on the arse .

The more you enlighten your soul and burn off karma the quicker the karmic cycle is so you get what you send out back faster this has a way of teaching us very quickly to watch what we say and do .

Over time each of these individuals was murdered but not by myself.  I have also had a keen disliking of other individuals whom each had life threatening situations befall them shortly after.

These individuals would have done awful things to make you feel so emotionally about them . They would have had all the negativity they gave to you and others come back to them and created their own future of which you were a part . The more powerful we become the more effective we are at creating our own future life and influencing with love and light , the world around us

You would not want that karma or take pleasure in that power but you would want to realise as a seeker that, yes,  you have part in the creation of your own future and that you as a gifted spiritual one can send out deliberately and affectively so it is time to learn control . So you are healing self others and the world and helping to make it better for all of us as we are all connected and one universal mind .

Remove yourself from these incidents go to the violet flame of St. Germaine and burn what karma can be removed from all emotional garbage and past . The beginning of a new year is a powerful time of removing ridding and cleansing self from emotional garbage and angst to move on strongly and cleanly .

2.  As a child i had a number of disturbing and seemingly prophetic dreams.  One in particular involved my grandmother having a hideous creature burst from the back of her neck.  About two years later she passed away from an aneurysm(spelling?) in the part of her brain that connects to her spinal column.

that is tragic and in this case i feel it shows you had a precognitive dream which was symbolic and accurate but not of your wishing or making just a warning to prepare for the death of a loved one and to confirm your own abilities and a wake up call for you  to know you have abilities

3.  As a child I was able to stare at flying insects and small birds, hoping they would land near me so I could catch them...and they would!

this is a lovely gift and one you should  develop ..I have enjoyed observing children at play gathering animals to them it is idyllic !!

4.  As an adult I would visit female friends and never initiate and sexual contact or activity, yet I would be extremely aroused and SOMEHOW pass this on to them...without saying anything or touching them....and somehow they always make the first move on me....acting out of character in most cases.

This is natural when one is a good sender so be careful now and conscientious in what you send out . It is fine to send out sex when it is an appropriate situation . The Hermetic path teaches control of another but generally influence can only make someone do that to which they had a natural inclination anyway . Again control what you send out be kind and send love light and laughter not negativity or it will come back . What goes out good comes back twice what goes out bad comes back thrice .

5.  Once in high school a hated a female and wished death on her.  Within one year her life spiraled downward.  Her grades dropped to the point that she was held back a grade, she was kicked off of the varsity cheer leading squad, she had problems at home, and finally she contracted AIDS and committed suicide.  Upon Finding out of her demise I was stricken with guilt until i dreamed that she visited me with her in and I apologized.

Remember , as above , you were part but so was she and so were others that influenced her to make some tragic mistakes . Be thankful for her spirit visit and a chance to remove some guilt . Spend each day in love and hate no one . If they still hurt you send white light or use mirrors to shield self from them and send visions of their nastiness back to them so that they see for themselves what they do to harm others . Send only love and light not anger not pain not sorrow not hatred .

6.  About five years ago I began experimenting with Astral Projection.  One morning my brother(with whom i shared a room) told me that he had awakened in the middle of the night to use the bathroom, but was startled by what appeared to be a ghost standing over  his bed.  Upon hearing this I immediately stopped experimenting and have been scared to do so ever since.

The "ghost" was most likely you from what you describe anyway . So your brother is clairvoyant good then so you both have natural ability that is great. You have a peer that you can work with . Don't fear ,explore learn ,protect, use and develop . FEAR is FALSE EVIDENCE ASSUMED AS REAL have FAITH instead . Use protection and go with it !

7.  Sometimes while walking or riding the bus I would begin to daydream....then suddenly I would "imagine" that i was every person I saw walking on the street.  I would smell their house.  Feel how their clothes felt on them.  Be aware of any tension in their household IE and argument with a sibling or relative.  And I could feel their mood IE: rushing to work, tired or exhausted, anxious to get home..ect..

This is hermetic in nature and part of the path of the magician perhaps you have a natural inclination to this pathway . It would not hurt to read on it but walk in love in all things . I suggest avoiding the dark masters  though.Only learn from light and gray .  

8.  I often sense other people in a room with me when i am alone.  Also when i am in the process of falling asleep I will see people or "things" I know are not there and are not a part of my imagination....they will interrupt my current thought processes.  Here is an example of my train of thought: "I wonder what I'm gonna wear to work tomorrow---'HELP ME PLEASE'"....the "help me please" not being in my thinking voice and being accompanied by an image of some person i have never seen in my life" there are literally hundreds of other weird things that cause me to question my own sanity.

You are not insane in these visions and experiences these are part of the  natural unfolding of the human spirit . There is a predictable continuum of development .Enjoy the ride . Protect , Read , Learn , Ask , Use , Develop , Teach , Learn repeat a cycle on the wheel . We are students and teachers of everyone we meet on the path .

To stop it is possible to shut the door is possible . Watch please the film Living with the Dead a fiction based on life of James van Praagh . He learns to close the door . His mum did with psychiatric care and drugs . He tried to do it metaphysically and decided it was better to live his spiritual life to the fullest . I suggest that to you don't shut off or close down these gifts that are in all humans to a different degree at birth . They all can develop over time . Development means more power and more control too . It means letting you control the gifts not the gifts controlling you . Sublimating them or ignoring them or closing them down would be tragic . Would you want that really ? To live in a world that has more angels and spirit in it then live humans is a reality . To be one of the majority of unaware sheep is a waste of God's gifts to you .

If Christianity is a truth to you you may not want to have much to do with hermetic paths  but you could learn meditation and white lighting and learn about talking with angels and that hurts no one .

God Bless You and Keep You .
Open the door take your angels hand and fly mate it is a journey worth taking .

A reading would be very interesting for me as well.  I would like that.

I am online now do you have yahoo or msn ??

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I've been trying to kick the aura idea around regarding the purple mass... I've seen it a number of times since my original post, last night it was sitting next to my cat, who was quite unperturbed.  I was having a lot of trouble sleeping, had been on this weird guided meditation dream thing, then suddenly woke at the end of it, and then couldn't sleep at all for the rest of the night.  As I write this "someone" is pinching my arm and tickling the top of my head on the right side. Rather unpleasant.

I feel almost as if it is trying to teach me something, but it isn't a really high level being, and is also learning.  Since the purple thing started to appear I've also noticed flashes of other colors, but this is the strongest, and I always feel like "oh there is Purple Thing again" rather than feeling as though I happen to be seeing more purple.  I'm a little nervous that it isn't a the greatest thing to have hanging around, but I just don't know either way.  At this point, anything is potentially bad because it's all so new.  But then again I am a little concerned about that particular color, since I'm a little afraid of someone who has a connection to that color.

slight change of topic: I've also noticed that a "visit" is often precipitated by my ears ringing.

I feel that the purple mass is spirit as James replied and is prolly your personal guide/teacher  and that the ringing is his /her signature "I am here "sign  .

I feel this is right because it is coming regularly and coming with a stimulus to identify it and because you intuit that it wants to teach you something and that it is not a much higher level and that it is learning too . Personal Guides tend to be human spirits that teach us and learn from us too .The colours of the mass are friendly and encouraging spiritual colours too. Purple is spiritual development and much more but is associated with learning about spiritual matters .

If one  sees , feels , hears a distinguishable stimulus each time a spirit  rock ups.... it helps us to stop for a moment from our physical lives to tune in and listen to them . In this way we can get important "Heads Up" messages . If this ringing is unique and if this is your guide than you have been given a valuable tool .

As for the fear lose it use faith not fear
FEAR is FALSE EVIDENCE ASSUMED AS REAL
Fear can attract negs into your life

Discernment is what you want not fear .Tools of protection and defense are what we need  .But saying that I feel this one is an amenable fellow that wants to chat with you and that your powerful clairvoyance is soon to be paired with clairaudience . I would say , "Oi stop the pinching" though .
Tickling the top of the head is often a spirit of a rellie like a parent or grandparent that adores you . Perhaps you have a few there wanting to chat you up . Again I cannot say for certain .

And I am happy when the cats are sleeping soundly during spiritual visits . You could  learn to use your cat as a sign too . Animals can be excellent sensors and cats can be filters too . I know of a cat that  pulled the left over bits of nastiness left in air on the fur than walked outside and let it off like a dog shaking off water after a bath lol .

Without being there or seeing it. So I am only looking for plausible answers against experiences I am aware of from self or others .Of course I cannot say for sure from sitting here . I would love to do an online reading though . I don't charge anything .

....and as James S says we must use and develop our  discernment and d as Robert Bruce teaches.... use and develop  psychic self defense

RedCatherine-- THANK YOU!

you are welcome  

It's aggravating sometimes to not know what the heck all these things are.  

Some of the latest additions are seeing a red light man (tomato colored) quickly go past a doorway,

-hmm nope cant say that i've seen it lol

and also seeing a huge clear force field type thing with small waves going in every direction in the back yard.  It seemed to be very important and busy, like a beacon almost.

yes a portal a vortex you are forming unconsciously or has been formed by your higher self et al to make you recall or wake you up to travel to realms while not asleep

Yes, I absolutely had sleep paralysis and lucid dreams.  I had a lot of painful dental work as a kid and somehow controlling my dreams and controlling the pain and discomfort were related to me.  I also was absolutely convinced that I could fly, 200% sure of it, and continued to believe this well into my teens, without having any reason to believe this, and even knew exactly how to do it.  Once I started doing AP a few years back I realised that was probably why I thought I could fly.  

My sister has just begun to see things in mirrors-- I have always been really afraid of mirrors and even now will cover or turn them before I sleep, but I don't remember ever actually having seen anything in one.  

Is there something about a mirror?  

yes a mirror can open a vortex to travel to other realms you can fly into it and see it melting into hot liquid around you . You can also use it to see visions of  the past and future.

To see the future over your shoulder look into another mirror that is held in your hand with your back to the mirror on the wall and say as you do "see from the present into the past who is my first and who is my last  "the pink candle is lit with intention of seeing your next lover or your future spouse a trick that works often enough to have scared many school girls lol .  
Tough to find a group here in Germany, since I am not fluent.  At least I have my sister to call sometimes.

hello hello.  So here are the laundry list of strange energy forms I see pretty much constantly, since I moved overseas here.  It's amazing how much stuff is here... I have never seen & heard so much.  Any insights into what the heck these various things are would be most appreciated!  over people's heads or to the side (usually their right side): - BRIGHT pinpoint lights, usually white, blue, or gold. These don't move much and sort of show up to show themselves to me then recede.  Blue when I think they are preoccupied.  !

-spirit and merkaba of the spirit can be seen like that

dark fluttery blue or grey things- I see this over my roommate occasionally.  !

Without seeing them I cannot say but Dark blue winged things can be gargoyles.You can see them easier when they are still and feasting . They nip at limbs and necks and suck energy. You may see them biting at elbows or ears or hanging onto head and shoulders to ride with their hosts to a place to eat like a pub where they feast on unsuspecting humans . Bigger ones are negs that enter the body ie thru the solar plexus chakra or heart chakra . They make the host feel inadequate and sad , anxious or depressed . These  tell the host they are "no good   and should hurt themselves " . Without seeing them my self I cannot be sure but I feel you should be learning spiritual defense .

floating around in a particular direction: - fast colorless zooming things, sometimes right in front of my nose.  as if on the way to an appointment or just being silly. often small.- white lights, larger than the bright lights.  like balls of light.  i see these at chest level or higher.  Most often high up on the ceiling they move at various speeds, but are harder to make out they can be quite large.!

-benevolent spirits.... the energy is higher faster brighter and you feel good around them ...happy and exhilarated  

- dark Grey balls.  they move more slowly, generally, and are uniform color and mass, and you cannot see behind them. .![/quote]

when you can't see thru them and they are dark slow moving masses they are often negs - I suggest you research these . A great book is Practical Psychic Self -Defense by Robert Bruce author of this site

large blueish slow Oby things.  these are the most beautiful.  they have texture and are very pretty.  they move around with purpose, fast or slow, at any level.  they come close to me out of nowhere, make sure i see them, then move off to who knows where.  i can chase them and these are the easiest ones to watch.  you can see through them to an extent.  I saw one that was cream in color, also. .!

-these sound like  Devic plane angels  

since childhood: the only way to describe these are as pixels.  I used to watch the light show on my ceiling as a kid.  it starts as red, green, and blue lights and then quickly organizes into beautiful and very elaborate moving designs of millions of colors, often its so much that i have to turn away and take a break.  I also can see them when I shut my eyes at any time, but it usually gets interrupted by totally unrelated pictures or people's faces that I don't know, voices, etc.  weird.  it took years for me to learn to shut my eyes and be able to ignore this. .!

not sure on this one sounds like the playful teaching of a guide but could be the invisible friends that amuse and deprive children from sleep . Did you have night terrors as a child ... sleep paralysis ??

shadows of things moving out of the corner of my eye, from white to blackish.  .!

development of clairvoyance ... normal symptom

shadowy forms in rooms.  last night i was at a party and a misty shadow thing was totally mingling with the guests in the middle of the room.  it was roughly human sized but had no shape.  .!

spirit

wispy fog stuff.  from a tuft or two to a big layer than can disappear in a second. .!

leftover from apparition or the beginning of an apparition the ethereal matter before or after a full apparition of a spirit

"blank" spots that look like someone took an eraser or smudge tool to a room.  the spot is still room colored but somehow empty. this is very new, just saw my first a day or two ago. .!

a spirit is between you and that spot and it seems as if you are looking Thur water , steam or gas .

shadow cat that I mistook for my own (black) cat and tried to bring back inside after letting it out, then seeing my own sleeping on the bed inside..!

spirit cat or AP of the cat they dream too

shadow man that turned out to be a house ghost, fully clothed and apparent..    -  beginnings of a shoulder and side of someone in my room, bluish and textured but opaque like the large blueish Oby things.  

spirit   ...... normal beginnings when learning to control clairvoyance

also i see a white outline around pretty much everything, but this is easier to see if whatever it is is not in motion. I hear stuff and feel also, but that is maybe too much for one post.  Any insights are most appreciated, private replies also OK!

the outline is an auric shell around all things that are alive or have had living things in them as a vase or a ring ... photos of these auras are called Kirlian effect http://skepdic.com/kirlian.html
http://www.kirlian.org/kirlian.htm

Please continue to share your experiences online as in this venue . It would be good to  seek a development circle of peers which will be hard to find but well worthwhile. I feel you should learn about defense too. You need to develop control so  practice with  protection . Control your sight so that you can continue to enjoy it and make better use of it . Congratulations!
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