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Well I agree on what you said about having individual reasons for the things we do. But I've come to realise that there are usually other paths that we can take to achieve the same result or thing. For example, I used to use drugs as a means of "forgetting" or "dealing" with the hard times. But now I can see that if I take a different path to achieve the same  or a better result. As for things that happen to me, I believe that some things can't be controlled, and other things can. I couldn't control the way that my uncle died. Or the way that my gran died. But now I can see that I can control how I deal with these things.

Hopefully you understood what I was trying to get at! []

Well both theories make sense to me. I used to be a drug user until recently. When I read the article, I decided there and then to stop, so I guess that's a good thing. It did make me wonder whether I was doing something in a past life to make myself this way, but on the other hand I guess it makes just as much sense that I may have actually chosen to live a life like mine.

They're both interesting theories though. []

That makes sense. I do carry a hell of a lot of anger around with me about various things, and I'm constantly tired and I can feel a severe lack of energy. I think i will try and forgive him. We all make mistakes after all. It's a pity he will be in god-knows-where for a long time if he carries on being as stubborn as he was. Hopefully he might have come to his senses. Can't my gran help him? As she is in the spirit world too.

quote:Meanwhile, generally, yes, you can visit whoever you want to once you figure out how to AP. Whether it's them or not is another question. *sigh*.

Er... what do you mean by that? Do you mean I could get tricked into thinking that the person I want to see is that real person by a neg or something? Please explain. [?]

Well that is a possibility, although I spent an awful lot of time with her throughout my childhood right up to when she had her stroke when I was 17. I was always talking to her and vice versa.

The strange thing was that when she had her stroke when I was 17, it seemed as though she was gradually fading away because even though she was there physically, I couldn't hold a conversation with her because of the damage that the stroke did to her.

Maybe the dream was a premonition and maybe it was telling me to make the most of whatever time I had left with her, and it might have been telling me that my gran will still be there even though I can't actually see her - hence the empty rocking chair. Maybe it was telling me that there's no escape from the situation - hence the factt hat I was locked in that room.

But you could be right. Any more thoughts?

That could be possible I suppose. Thought goodness knows why I made that decision if that's the case! I have learnt a lot of things about life and I'm only 22 years old!

So if this is the case, then the article I read on the site I was talking about must be a load of baloney.

Well I agree that Bush has gone too far, although I do feel for these who lost their lives in 9/11. Every action has a consequence.

As for Earth flipping upside down, anything is possible but I can't see that happening in a very long time, if ever. Having said that, none of us really know what's going to happen for sure.

A while back, I was paralyzed by an evil presence. Was that a demon or something different?

As for pole shifts in the astral plane, I'm still no wiser as to what that means!

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Thanks for replying. I just wasn't sure where to put my topic, so thanks for moving it to an appropiate place.

I'll take a look at the link you provided. But I'm just trying to understand whether your actions in a previous life or lives will have consequences in your next life. I know that people do revert back to a healthier and younger state in the spirit world. I'm so sure that my gran for instance will look much better when I get to see her properly. []

Well, I've printed out the article on NEW. But I'm wondering how do I create a shield around myself? Will that shield keep all these negs away from me?

As for my uncle, he was a stubborn person and had a hell of a lot of stubborn pride. He has done a couple of other things to me that I need to forgive him for. But I need to hear him admit that he was wrong before I can bring myself to forgive him. I know I ought to forgive him anyway, but unfortunately that stubborness runs in my family, and so I am stubborn also. Do you think it's possible I could find him and sort it out?

Hi, I'm pretty new at all this, but I do believe that there are demons somewhere. What I would like to know is what is a pole-shift?

I must say that when I was reading this topic, i could feel some aggression from certain members.

Of course, (obviously) aggression is linked to anger. Anger is very energy - draining. I ought to know because I store a lot of anger at certain people in my life, and now I'm constantly tired and have a severe lack of energy. (I'm currently looking for ways to get rid of the anger and by doing so, hopefully get back some energy.)

Do you think that strong negative emotions could have vampiric effects? I.e. anger feeding off your energy - therefore making you feel tired etc.? Do you think depression does the same thing? (I also suffer from depression.) Or is it just people who do that?

Well, ever since I was paralyzed by that bad presence, I've not let any other presence affect me in that way again. So I guess, I learnt to have some control over my fear when these situations arise.

Well, maybe I can help my uncle? Like I said, we SUSPECT he commited suicide. But it could have been accidental. At the inquest, it was recorded as "open verdict". If he did commit suicide, maybe I can help him somehow? maybe show him that he doesn't have to be alone? Or is that a decision he has to make by himself?

And I was wondering (not that this is the sole reson why I'm interested in doing this, it isn't...) will I be able to find my gran if I wanted to?

Well, at least your Dad made contact. I have heard (rightly or wrongly) that spirits apparently find it easier to make contact with you via dreams.

quote:As far as projecting is concerned, it sounds like your grandma is watching over you and you can look to her for guidance.

I think you're right. In times of severe stress, I often feel her presence. Last year, on my birthday, I went to bed and saw her while I was awake. I couldn't see her in full colour, instead she was like a 3D black shadow. I wasn't scared. I knew it was her because she was the right height, the right size and I had the feeling that it was her. She was standing at the side of my bed, leaning over me. I then closed my eyes, and opened them again. This time, she was half in and half out of my bedroom wall, leaning over me (the top of my bed is right up against the wall), and she was touching my hand. I could feel a light pressure on my hand. It didn't freak me at all. I think she was wishing me a happy birthday. When she was alive in this world, I used to spend every single birthday with her, and she used to make a fuss of me every time.

My uncle's reflection in the kettle didn't freak me out at all, it just suprised me. It was totally unexpected, and it's the sort of thing he would do anyway! []

I'm just worried that he might not have found my gran in the spirit world because we suspect it was suicide. I'm not sure what happens when you commit suicide. Mum reckons he's in a place that she calls "Limbo", where-ever that is! I do hope he's with her in spirit.

quote:you will remember these dreams more fully and they will become more real than real life sometimes.

You've got it spot-on. These "dreams" or "trip" or whatever you call them were far more real than life itself. That's how I know I wasn't just dreaming, I have been where-ever I went to. I just can't remember how I got there or how I got back.

Thanks for the tip - I will concentrate on building my energy up. It's strange, every day, I always feel a lack of energy and tiredness. I haven't got a lot of "go" in me. It's not suprising because I suffer from depression and I hold in a lot of anger about various things. I think that's what's using up my energy. I will build up my energy, and see what happens then.

As for the negative entities - well I guess that experience with the bad presence did terrify me... I don't know who it was but Mum reckons it could have been my Dad (he died when I was a baby nad he was a bad person when he was alive in this world), but who knows. Since then, I have on a few occassions, noticed some bad presences, but I just tell them to go away because they won't get anything from me at all. And they do go away. Eventually! I will train myself not to be afraid of them. I believe that there are a lot of things out there - both good and bad. So I will look into Psyhic Self Defence as a precaution but I don't dwell on these things.

More advice will be appreciated. []

I will keep you guys up to date on my progress.