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#376
Soooo thanks for the good advice! Time for me to reply!

quote:
Tisha, you told me...

"With your IQ I think you should think of engineering or physics. Pick a phenomenon that fascinates you (electromagnetics? metaphysics? astronomy?) and go for it.

Also, get a well-rounded education. Learn a foreign language. Most scientific types can't write worth a d*&%. You express yourself very well, so you will have an advantage and go far."


I'm actually planning Software Engineering...  I wanna program video games for Nintendo, ya know, combine two passions into one!

And about the well-rounded edumacation... I've finished with Spanish in my high school.  3 years of it.... ugh.  I wish I could remember some of what I learned!

I hope I never have an interview...even though I know I will.  Online, I may seem cool, calm, and collected.  But in person...  [xx(]  not even close.  That's the reason why I prefer a programming job to a social job.  Don't mess with programmers, they'll hate ya forever! :D

quote:
By beavis - "In that case I have no advice."


LOL! I'm not planning on killing myself, ever.  TOO much to live for, ya know?!

quote:
By timeless - "Organization of my notes helped me. When I came home from school I use to go over my notes once just to make sure I understood everything. If I didn't I would ask the teacher the next day or if I realized I had left something out I added it.

If you like computer programming I recommend electrical engineering. I have a friend who does programming for computer games. The thing is that to get a job like this you need a lot of math. Electrical gets you that. Electrical engineers also have the highest hire rate. They are snatched up after graduation faster than any other engineer."


Ergh... notes.  My only true enemy [}:)]  I am not a note guy, at all.  Note taking is just...I don't even know how to describe it.  I don't learn that way.

I hope college isn't all about taking notes. Or studying.  I don't do either of those in high school.

You mentioned math?  My true love, math.  The one thing where answers never change through time.  1 + 1 will always equal two in math.  I looooooove math!  [8D]

~Squeek
#377
This post is not directed at anyone, it is for everyone.

Ok, so...  I dunno why I felt compelled to say this, but I did.  We've all gone through a few rough times on these forums, and been lashing out at people for...well it has some basis. But not alot.  It sickens me.  

I live by this quote.

"You can never really know somebody, until you've taken a walk in their shoes."

Walk in each other's shoes for a bit.  See how it is for other people, especially the people you are in disagreeance with.  It's hard to imagine.  But just try it.  Seeing things in a whole other perspective can drastically change your life, and the life of those people whose shoes you've walked in.

Hey, if you wanna walk in MY shoes, lemme help ya out.  I wear a size 12 TEVA sandal.  They rock, but when I play soccer in them, they start to smell REALLY REALLY bad.  That's never good, so I wash them.  That works for about a day.  I'll wash em before you walk in them.  Sound good?

(sorry for that last joke! Hehee, I was trying to be serious until right then.)

~Squeek

PS - Teenagers know everything [;)] (That's a teenager's quote for ya)
#378
Well, someone wanted an opinion of those who talk to Mayatnik, so I guess I will too.

I dunno about everyone else, but when I talked to Mayatnik on MSN it was always fun for me.  Rarely do we talk about anything discussed on this website here, but we chat about just "stuff".  It's like I'm just talking to one of my friends, really.

We joke about stuff...like my nickname ([:P])...Stuff I do (like the trip to Alaska) Or.. just STUFF really.  That's the easiest way I can put it... STUFF.  Which is good... Most of the time I hate talking about serious stuff...well, you know me!

It's just a pleasure to finally meet someone intellectual that I can hold a conversation with!  [8D] You have no idea!

~Squeek
#379
quote:
signature of fireprooflighter
Man who stand on toliet is high on pot.


What's a toliet?

~Squeek
#380
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Favorite Lyrics!
September 01, 2003, 18:21:06
You really didn't think I had Meteora?!  Are you MAD?!!?

I got Meteora like... the day BEFORE it came out in stores!  WITH the additional DVD.  It's all I ever listen to when I drive to school, it's the only CD EVER in my CD player...  I just never posted the lyrics! :D

Though, I have posted the lyrics to DEDICATED and PART OF ME.  Part of Me comes from Hybrid Theory EP, an extra album that came out before ReAnimation and after Hybrid Theory.  Never bought it... it only has 6 tracks.

If....by chance... anybody was wondering.. My favorite songs from the albums go as follows.

Hybrid Theory - Forgotten / Pushing Me Away

ReAnimation - P5ing Me A*wy / My<Dsmbr

Meteora - Breaking the Habit / Numb

Hybrid Theory EP - Part of Me

Unreleased Tracks - Dedicated


And since I'm so nice (and this IS the lyrics topic) I shall post the LYRICS to these songs (if I haven't already before).

NAVY is a verse... ORANGE is the "pre-chorus" and RED is the chorus.

FORGOTTEN

From the top to the bottom! (Bottom to top I stop)
At the core, I've forgotten! (In the middle of my thoughts)
Taken far from my safety! (The picture is there...)
The memory won't escape me! (But why should I care?)

From the top to the bottom! (Bottom to top I stop)
At the core, I've forgotten! (In the middle of my thoughts)
Taken far from my safety! (The picture is there...)
The memory won't escape me! (But why should I care?)


There's a place so dark you can't see the end, Skies cock back, and shock that which can't defend.
The rain then sends dripping; An acidic question. Forcefully, the power of suggestion.
Then with the eyes tightly shut, looking through the rust and rot and dust,
A spot of light floods the floor, and pours over the rusted world of pretend,
And the eyes ease open and it's dark again.


From the top to the bottom! (Bottom to top I stop)
At the core, I've forgotten! (In the middle of my thoughts)
Taken far from my safety! (The picture is there...)
The memory won't escape me! (But why should I care?)


In the memory you'll find me,
Eyes burning up.
The darkness holding me tightly,
Until the sun rises up.


Moving all around, screaming of the ups and downs. Pollution manifested in perpetual sound.
The wheels go 'round and the sunset creeps past the street lamps, chain-link, and concrete.
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats On down the street till the wind is gone.
The memory now is like the picture was then, When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again.


From the top to the bottom! (Bottom to top I stop)
At the core, I've forgotten! (In the middle of my thoughts)
Taken far from my safety! (The picture is there...)
The memory won't escape me! (But why should I care?)

From the top to the bottom! (Bottom to top I stop)
At the core, I've forgotten! (In the middle of my thoughts)
Taken far from my safety! (The picture is there...)
The memory won't escape me! (But why should I care?)


In the memory you'll find me,
Eyes burning up.
The darkness holding me tightly,
Until the sun rises up.


Now you got me caught in the act, you'll bring the thought back,
I'm telling you that I see it right through you.
(7x)


In the memory you'll find me,
Eyes burning up.
The darkness holding me tightly,
Until the sun rises up.

In the memory you'll find me,
Eyes burning up.
The darkness holding me tightly,
Until the sun rises up.


Rock on.

PUSHING ME AWAY

I've lied...to you
The same way that I always do...
This is...the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you...

(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie....
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing....


Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me...
Pushes me away!!!

Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me...
Pushes me away!!!


I've tried...like you
To do everything you wanted to...
This is...the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you....


(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie....
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing....


Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me...
Pushes me away!!!

Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me...
Pushes me away!!!


We're all out of time! This is how we learn how it all unwinds!
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie...
We're all out of time! This is how we learn how it all unwinds!
The sacrifice is never knowing...


Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me...
Pushes me away!!!

Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me...
Pushes me away!!!

Pushes me away!!!


P5ING ME A*WY

When I look into your eyes, there's nothing there to see...
Nothing but my own mistakes, staring back at me....


I've lied...to you...
This is, the last smile, that I'll fake for the sake of being with you...


(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown, eventually break down...)
(Everything has to end sometime. We're out of time left to watch it all unwind...)
For the sake of being with you...
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown, eventually break down...)
The sacrifice is never knowing...


Why I stayed with you,
Just push away!
No matter what you see,
You're still so blind to me!


I've tried..like you, to do everything you wanted to.
This is, the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you...


We're all out of time! This is how we learn how it all unwinds!
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie...
We're all out of time! This is how we learn how it all unwinds!
The sacrifice is never knowing...


Why I stayed with you?
Just push away!
No matter what you see,
You're still so blind to me!


Reverse psychology's failing miserably
It's so hard to be, left all alone
Telling you is the only chance for me
There's nothing left but, to turn and face you

When I look into your eyes, there's nothing there to see...
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me...Asking...

WHY?


The sacrifice of hiding in a lie!
The sacrifice is never knowing...


Why I stayed with you?
Just push away!
No matter what you see,
You're still so blind to me!

Why I stayed with you?
Just push away!
No matter what you see,
You're still so blind to me!


Rock on again.  That one was hard to color code x.x

MY<DSMBR

This is my December, This is my time of the year...
This is my December, This is all so clear...


(Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed.)
(Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed.)


This is my December, This is my snow covered home...
This is my December, This is me alone...


And I; Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed.
And I; Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that.
And I; Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed.
And I; Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that.
And I...


Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to.


This is my December, These are my snow covered dreams.
This is me pretending, this is all I need.


And I; Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed.
And I; Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that.
And I; Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed.
And I; Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that.
And I...


Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to.


This is my December, This is my time of the year.
This is my December, This is all so clear.


Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to.

Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to.


Whee...  I love December :D

NUMB!!!!!

I'm tired of being what you want me to be,
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface.
I don't know what you're expecting of me,
Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes...


(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you...
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)


I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do,
Is be more like me, and be less like you!


Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control...
'Cause everything that you thought I would be,
Has fallen apart, right in front of you


(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you...
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take!!!


I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do,
Is be more like me, and be less like you!


And I know, I may end up failing too!
But I know, You were just like me with someone disappointed in you!!!


I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do,
Is be more like me, and be less like you!

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(Tired of being what you want me to be...)
I've become so numb
(Tired of being what you want me to be...)


YEAAAAAAAAA   GO LINKIN PARK!!!  


~Squeek
#381
The bible does not have all the answers in life allanon....For all you know those little people that say that are right.  Anything predicted in the future has no basis of reliability...  ESPECIALLY this book on accounts from 2000 years ago.

Anybody could be anybody, you just gotta say it with a little bit of proof.  I'm sure it'd take about an hour of research online to fully imitate him...mmkay?  

Anyway... I'm seriously done talking to ya.  So anything you say in reply to me, I won't read.  I'm just trying to get you to see things from maybe 1 different perspective.  

The bible is just a book, it isnt a reference on how to life YOUR life.

~Squeek
#382
You are starting to make me want to CONVERT!!!...

To no religion at all.  I'm serious.  Preaching sucks.

You really do think you're better than us all don't you?  Isn't that a sin?  Pride?  I thought so.  You cannot deny this, you posted it yourself.

I quote some smart dude who said this once "Don't fix it if it aint broke"  we aint broke. don't fix us.

~Squeek

PS - I am very critical of spelling, Nay would tell ya that :) And since you're already managed to get me angry with you, I thought I'd go ahead and help you out... just for fun.  Here is a corrected spelling of many of the words that should be known easily.

Resurrection.
Religions.
Sentence.
Purgatory.
Accept.
Believe.
Going.
Incorruptable.
Surely.
Christ.

Man that's enough.  Sheesh...
#383
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Signatures!!!
September 01, 2003, 00:37:56
PLACE BETS NOW!!!!

400
850,000
6,000,000 : 1 odds on the bunneh!

1 : 1 odds on the dragon...thing... or whatever the frik that is.

I'm goin with the bunny.  anything with odds like that HAS to win!

~Squeek

PS - Edit.  That thing scared the crap out of me... Ugh.
#384
Didja really thing I'd let this topic be locked without me posting on it?  Of course not!  :D

Ok, hi Allanon, and thanks for this topic...  It is the funniest thing I have ever read in my entire life.

I'm not dissing ya, I'm a Catholic...  You know, that branch of Christianity that's supposedly more righteous and whatnot?  Of course I could care less about what it's supposed to be.... :)

Well, I have always learned in my youth group (Catholic Life Community) that we're to respect other people's choices in the religions they choose.  There are no BAD religions, they are all based on the same principles as yours and mine.  The main ones have a book as well, and a prophet.  BUT, much like ours, there is no proof of anything.

I have to wonder... what made you post this?  Are you attempting a mass conversion here?  Are you just spreading propaganda? Or are you just insane and want everyone to hear what you have to say.  These are the only 3 I can think of.

So, you can't call me a satan worshipper, and I'm highly interested in Astral Projection.  Then what am I?  Just xonked out of the reality that exists within you? I had no idea! I'll get right to that... once I CARE.

~Squeek

PS - WOW! I thought you were like 13.  You're really 22 years old? That's impossible... even I KNOW how to spell "purgatory" [;)]

MORE of a PS - Sorry to the moderators for this... I read it and realized I just had to post.  My opinion matters too.
#385
Ok... sorry in advance for the double post... But I went ahead and figured it out on my own.

SO if anyone else needs to know how to do this, it's an item in your profile that you would need to change.  It says "Show on active users?" then a little drop down for yes or no.  Mine said no :P

~Squeek
#386
Tab, Don't feel too bad about thinking I'm a gal.  Apparently everybody has at least once.  :P  

I can assure ya'll that I'm just a guy.  17.  I don't act it? GOOD!

~Squeek
#387
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Signatures!!!
August 31, 2003, 09:16:04
Hehehe.... too funny :)

Ninja Man - I went to penny arcade... Almost died laughing! Thanks for the recommendation!

Saw What?  nooothing...... [8)]  (Let's just say I may have forgotten some code in my post :) )

~Squeek
#388
Welcome to Integral Philosophy! / animals
August 30, 2003, 23:22:47
Darn... I wish I had a pet....   :)

Alls I got is like 50 stuffed aminals.  I like em quite good.  But they aren't loving enough [8D].

When I move out of the house... I'm sure to get a pet.  I never had one growing up that I could really call my own.  

There was the cat that hated me, but I was like 5.

~Squeek
#389
Hehe, another thing you all don't know about me... Is that I cannot show myself.  It's the one thing that pesters me all the time...when people want to see what I look'a like.  I tinkle alot of people off when I start saying that I physically cannot tell them.  Just a head's up if anyone is wondering.

Another thing... I'm in love with this website :)  Currently, in online users... -->

Squeek  Active Users 31 August 2003 01:16:11 270 Minutes

That's almost 5 hours... and I intend to hit 300.  Man...  I have nothing better to do anymore :)

~Squeek (I can't wait for school.)
#390
THANKS TISHAAA

Been waiting for one o dees' for a long time now!  And you made it all cool and everything.  Nice! :D  I've been slacking off, so this oughta get me in the right frame of mind again :)

~Squeek
#391
Tisha - My thoughts exactly.  Thank you for posting this topic :)

And I cannot believe such a thing existed in schools back in the day :P  Wowwwww   I wish they were around nowadays.  I'd join :)

~Squeek
#392
Welcome to Metaphysics! / .
August 30, 2003, 19:52:18
Today was... thunderstorm number 5.  This one was not violent, but very very long.  1-3 were the worst storms I'd seen in a long time.

Hopefully this passes soon... Electricity in our area is really unstable, so almost anything knocks out the power... SOO I have to shut off the computer until it's over.  Which means I can't post. Which means I also have nothing to do.  Which sucks.

~Squeek
#393
The way America's school system works is:

We start school the week of labor day (at least we do here)...  Then, we don't catch a break until Thanksgiving.  Some schools close the whole week, the stupid ones (much like mine) just close early on wednesday.  So basically they give half of wednesday to travel someplace before Thanksgiving.  Real smart there guys.

Then once you get back, the next break comes in is "Winter Vacation."  It used to be called Christmas Break, but since everybody is critical of everything, they were forced to change it in order not to offend anybody.  Sounds like morons at work here again.  We get off the week before Christmas, and return the week after New Years.

So after that we don't get a thing until Spring Break.  This used to be called Easter Break, but, much like Christmas, we lost it.  SO NOW it's spring break.  This is a week off.  It's worthless.

Then you take the home stretch into summer break, or, as I like to call it, the 3 month period where we all forget everything we learned, then spend the first week of school re-edumacating ourselves that we're supposed to be edumacated.

By the way, I know that Britain and Australia use the terms "Year 1-12)... This isn't how it is here. Oh no.  We have to use the same 4 words for high school and college to confuse everybody.  I'm a "Senior" in high school, and next year I will be a Freshman in college.  And for 1-8, it's called 1st, 2nd, 3rd... 8th Grade.  Man are we messed up.  

~Squeek

PS - I love school.
#394
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Signatures!!!
August 30, 2003, 16:34:25
No problem littleninja! :D

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/pop_profile.asp?mode=display&id=1578 - Welcome to my profile.  The Beaver-Moose-Godzilla creature greets you.

"Squeek"  :D

BTW - if anyone noticed, I added a new signature! Normally, I would only have 3 at a time... but this one needed to be added, and the other ones are just too good to get rid of right now.  it reads:

"You can live if you're willing to, put a stop to just what's killing you." ~ Linkin Park - Part of Me.

Those particular lyrics just made so much sense.  I like em, because it is the climax of the last verse in the song... whose lyrics are.. here.

[url="http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=5563&whichpage=2&SearchTerms="Part%20of%20me""]http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=5563&whichpage=2&SearchTerms="Part%20of%20me"[/url]  (It's near the very bottom.)

Must've heard this song a good... 1,500 times by now.  It's the only one I listen to when I'm on the computer anymore, out of a good 2000 to choose from.

~Squeek

PS - EDIT - nobody saw that? good. :)
#395
I understand that the earth moves fast...and it has to. To get its huge mass all the way around in 23 hours,59 minutes, and 57 seconds? Quite a feat!

It wasn't so much the actual plane's speed that was in question, but the height above sea level.  Average flight distance from sea level is 30,000 feet.

~Squeek
#396
Enderwiggen - I never knew you could spew such wisdom... Thank You  [:)]

You're starting to sound more like Tom  [;)]

Someone once told me the best way to win an argument.  He said to me "Treat anger and hostility with kindness".  So, basically, if someone just makes you so mad you want to punch them in the face, you simply reply with kindness.  It is impossible to reply to your kindness when you are enraged.  Trust me, it works :)

~Squeek
#397
OH MAN... like 5 people are saying that they don't want me to leave.  It's ruining my joke!

I was gonna make a topic that read "I'm leaving guys... It's too much"

I wanted to see what people thought of me :)

I never have any intention of leaving this wonderful site guys :D  I love this place :)

Just....FYI.  I finally got 800.  Darnit, I rule.

~Squeek

PS - Everybody loves me all the sudden :P FUNKAY.
#398
This has taken it's emotional toll on us all... I did not even expect it to happen to me as well, but it has.  I'm not angry, I'm saddened...and afraid...  Never before would I have thought people here could be like this.  I love this website... so much.  Much more than you can possibly fathom.  I will not stand idly by while it falls into society's patters. Not a chance.

I said in another post that I would stand in the middle.  I will not take sides.  Just know that your words hurt me so much more than you can imagine, and they aren't even directed at me.

I can honestly say, right now, it is the first time I have cried in years.  All this for a website.

By the way, I appreciate all of the topics trying to avert attention from this situation.  I wish I was in the right mind to post on them all, because they are wonderful topics.  But I can't even crack a joke right now...

~Squeek
#399
Yea, I'm a Senior now.. Gosh I feel so old :)  Our school starts next week...  so you MAY see me post less  :p  Hehe, school will be fun :D

~Squeek

PS - no_leaf... You NEVER told me you live in Virginia!  :O  I'm adding ya to my AIM list so we can chat privately about that... because I do too :p
#400
Is anyone else seeing how much harm we are doing to this place?  We have actually started a WAR over this...  When this happens, you know the situation has escalated beyond no means...

Everybody involved has already chosen sides, and saying things to people they NEVER would have before.  It's times like these we should UNITE, not DIVIDE!  

Fighting will get you nowhere...  I know.  I'm a moderator elsewhere (it doesn't matter where).  When we all become so enraged, we let our emotions get the best of us...  I can already see it happening.  This topic is sure to get locked, which will spur two more topics, then 2 more...  

I cannot let this place fall like this...  This is the ONLY place I have to talk about my life.  There is no way we are all going to be divided over this!

If anybody was wondering, I refuse to take a side.  I will stand in the middle keeping this war at peace.  By standing in the middle know that both sides hurt me, with every post, with every word. If you think my opinion doesn't matter, watch me.

~Squeek