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#401
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Tag your it!!
August 29, 2003, 21:48:33
I chat everyday with nay, and even told her today that I tagged her.  SOO if she doesn't post, don't say it was my fault :D

~Squeek

PS - Yes. Lucky me. [8)]
#402
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Tag your it!!
August 29, 2003, 16:08:46
WHY THE FRIK AM I IT?!?!

Umm who to pick... who to pick... hhehee..   NAAAAAY

:D :D :D  j00r IT NAY!  :D

~Squeek

PS - Hehe... really, why did you pick me first?  :D
#403
LOL Tisha! I was gonna make a topic like this :D

Looks like ya beat me to it.  So... it looks like I'll have to JUMP!

*splash*

hahahahahahaaaa   http://www.homestarrunner.com/sbemail.html

Sorry... thunderstorms again... looks like I'll have to cut this post short.  Peice of crap thunderstorms -.-

The next one will be funnier, i promise!  :D

~Squeek
#404
Welcome to Metaphysics! / .
August 29, 2003, 14:35:58
Well, for what it's worth, my area has been hit with 3 violent thunderstorms everyday for 3 days.  Worst ones I've seen in my life.

I had to post it somewhere, and HERE seemed like the ideal place!  :D

~Squeek
#405
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Favorite Lyrics!
August 29, 2003, 11:27:57
HEY!  Squeek here AGAIN!  This time... it's another Linkin Park song... Didn't I ever tell you how much I love this band?!  

SO, after i posted the lyrics for "dedicated", i HAD to get more and more songs that aren't released on albums... this search yielded a website with a bunch of their songs LIVE in concert, but also some songs that I never heard of on an album called "Hybrid Theory EP"  Apparently there's a second album to hybrid theory that I never knew of.  ANYWAY, I got most of the songs on that album, and they're all great... But the one that stands out is "PART OF ME"

Linkin Park - Part of Me

Part of me won't go away, everyday reminded how much I hate it.
Weighted against the consequences, can't live without it so it's senseless.
Wanna cut it out of my soul, and just live with a gaping hole.
Take control of my life, and wash out all the burnt taste.
I made the problems in the first place; hang my head low 'cause it's part of me.
Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me.
Heard of me the routine scar, new cuts cover where the old ones are.
And now I'm sick of this, I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity.
I rather not even be then the man that's staring in the mirror through me.

Cut myself free willingly, Stop just what's killing me.
Cut myself free willingly, Stop just what's killing me.
Cut myself free willingly, Stop just what's killing me.
Cut myself free willingly, Stop just what's killing me.


I feel it everyday,
I feel I made my way.
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me...


Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it...

Once it's been dealt with you feel like you've been touched by something angelic,
And then melted down into a pool of peace, cease to be the animal you used to be.
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong, and feel the calm when the problem's all gone.
And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can't let be.
Memories of last fight to free yourself, take it to the depths of the bottom of the well.
And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart where your insides bruise.
You can live if you're willing to, put a stop to just what's killing you.

Cut myself free willingly, Stop just what's killing me.
Cut myself free willingly, Stop just what's killing me.
Cut myself free willingly, Stop just what's killing me.
Cut myself free willingly, Stop just what's killing me.


I feel it everyday,
I feel I made my way.
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me...


(Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently  
This part of me won't go away, part of me won't go away.)

(Everywhere I look around I see how everyone ought to be
Every time I see myself I see there's always something wrong with me.)

I feel it everyday,
I feel I made my way.
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me...
I feel it everyday,
I feel I made my way.
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me...
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me...
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me...


MAN this song is AWESOME.  (Look at the highlighted words.  Good lyrics :)  )

~Squeek

PS - Just realized some of the lyrics were WRONG!  Man that sucks.  They're corrected now.
#406
Birm : Yea that is a possibility that I had thought of...

fallen: That one works too.

And also.. I don't talk to him just because I don't talk to him.  Whenever he's on I'm almost certain he's doing something important and I don't want to bother him :)

~Squeek
#407
Ok well... If anyone is flying anywhere anytime soon or..not so soon... Just keep this in mind :D  I seriously wanna know what would happen...  It sounds like fun :)

~Squeek
#408
Right now... It's Adrian and PeacefulWarrior...(that are still here and at 1,000) you and cainam are only about 100 posts behind the thousand mark.  (When did you fly so far ahead of me...  :(  )

I feel the same way with that.. "High number! Must mean they're smart!"

In no way am I any better than anyone below me.  All our numbers mean are that we've been here a while, posting like mad everyday.  I think I'm back up to like 3 posts per day now.

No... I'm gonna stay... At least until I pop the ol 2,000 cork.  (And darn you for being so far ahead of me all the sudden...  :P   stupid vacation.)

~Squeek

PS - Tom still comes on AIM pretty frequently.  I don't talk to him, but some people should :)
#409
No, that's not the best solution Tao  :p

Internet Explorer has MANY shortcut keys (I would know... I use them all).  Backspace ANYWHERE BUT in a text field will take you back one page.  So, make sure you still have the cursor in your text field before you hit backspace... otherwise, you'll go "back to start!"

(If you wanna know some others that may help you out a bit...)

Control + Backspace = delete entire word.
Control + Arrow keys = select entire word.
Control + C = Copy.
Control + X = Cut.
Control + V = Paste.
Shift + Arrow Keys = SELECT individual letter.
Shift + Control + Arrow Keys = SELECT individual word.

Click twice in the same spot relatively fast = select individual word.

Click thrice in the same spot relatively fast = select entire paragraph (sometimes just sentences, sometimes entire posts...)

These help me all the time... hope they help ya!

~Squeek

PS - With your mouse situation... I find it easier to change your click settings to single click :)
#410
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Avatars...
August 28, 2003, 17:36:05
Heh, yea the posted avatar is good... But what is your current avatar..?  Sorry if it's obvious and I didn't get it or something :p

~Squeek
#411
Hehe, no problem!

I thought this topic was long gone :p   Glad I found it :)

~Squeek
#412
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Signatures!!!
August 28, 2003, 11:05:22
You have to understand this bunny to get the joke.. His only purpose is to make us all happy, but he hates it, so he tries to kill himself, or ask for the readers help.  The link that was provided is where you can download the whole book :)

This is from book 2 :Revenge of Fillerbunny, this time he's gonna get revenge! (Bunny: I'm gonna get revenge)

Hehe, just a reminder, the auther does draw himself, and when he does that, he curses alot because he can't finish the book in time :p  Just to let ya know.

"Huh? Oh, nothing... I was just telling the people a joke...You know, keep em happy and all.  

OH....You want to hear the joke... Uhhh ok..

(small text underneath : I love this joke)
Well you see, there's this muffin...And the muffin does that thing..And he goes..  

KILL ME!!!

QUICK! NOW!! BEFORE THEY GET ME! HURRY!!

(captured)Well, thanks for trying anyway.  Wow, dying sure sounds nice right about now. Golly."

**There's that hotdog again!**

"Yep, I sure am a bunny.  

Oh, you're back. Ahem."

HAHAAAAAA Download the book :)  The bunny is funny.

~Squeek
#413
Heh, yea I would recommend that.  Before the Storm is supposed to be the best one.  (I don't know what songs are actually on the albums...)

Well... I was looking through all the songs I had, pickin out the bad ones, loving the good ones, and I finally have a complete list!  There's alot in here, but it's ALL GOOD!

BTW - I learned that it isn't "techno".  Techno is just what people like to call it for some reason.  The beat style determines the genre of the songs...  Prodigy and The Faint are in a group called "Electronica".  Darude is in a group called "Trance" (No, I'm serious :)  )  It all started with "House" music, then broke off into so many ways.  Techno just sounded the coolest, so everyone called it techno.

Ok so DARUDE!  Other than Sandstorm, he has some good songs in his repetoire.  They ARE:

Calm Before the Storm  |  Burning  |  Ecstasy  |  Megamix (This isn't a "real" song, it's a compilation of all his stuff.  I recommend it.)

DJ MYSTIC (or DJ Mystik).  I didn't post the best stuff!  I finally listened to it all :)

Accuphaze  |  Anastacia*  |  Angel of Love  |  Chant*  |  Eternal Flame  |  Rain  |  Unchained Melody*

* = best of the set.

Prodigy, I listed for ya.  Those are all awesome.  THE OTHERS!  Lol.

ATB - Escape 2000  |  Daft Punk - Around the World  |  The Faint - Call Call.

That's about it!  Now you know what I listen to all the time!

~Squeek
#414
Everybody wants proof...but nobody necessarily NEEDS it... If you know any religion out there.. most are based off of historical facts we don't even know are true!  Anybody could've written the bible, or the Torah, or the Q'oran. (I think I got those spelled right...).  But we believe in them.  We don't need to in order to follow the faith, we just want to.

Same applications exist in this case.  We all WANT proof, sure.  That's what everybody wants these days; cold hard facts.  But chances are that isn't always going to happen for everybody, and it just requires an open mind on the subject :)

(WHOA! A Serious post?!  Better throw in a joke...)

Uhhhh why did the chicken cross the road....  Because...  Uhh he thought he saw his friend on the other side or something...  Yea.

~Squeek
#415
You ever read any post I've written?

:)

I mean look at my signatures :p

~Squeek
#416
Some thing you probably don't know about me?  Suuure.

1.  I am a senior in high school...who never does his homework at home.
2.  I am going to major in Computer Science as well...this year I am taking 4 computer classes.
3.  I have no plans after high school. At all. I haven't picked out a college (I haven't even looked).
4.  According to the average of a few internet IQ tests I've taken, I have it at 162 now.
5.  I have a pet peeve... People that use the common-day internet languages in excess.  I...HATE it when people use "U, R, B, 2, 4" instead of words.
6.  I collect stuffed animals and fountains (water goes from the top to the bottom and recirculates)

Well there's me.  Weird aren't I.

~Squeek

PS - I hate hot foods :)
#417
Hehe, sorry bout that :p

From what it looks like as of yet nobody's even gonna try.  That's sad to me.  Very....  Information from books isn't your experience...

I still think it's plausible if the factors I mentioned before come into play.

~Squeek

PS - Tenacious, is that a CS Spraypaint logo as your avatar?  Nice... :)
#418
Welcome to Astral Chat! / a little tired
August 27, 2003, 10:59:29
Question is... how do we get things back to the way they were a year ago, while still acknowledging the choices people have made in life will come into play here?

~Squeek
#419
Ok so I'm gonna do something someone hasn't done in a while... and I'm gonna post my pendulum questions from about 2 hours ago :)

I did this not only for information for me, but to remind everyone that you don't have to ask these 4 members everything... if you bought / made a pendulum  [:)]

Tonight's idea was to break questioning into 4 categories as I got an idea for a question.  The categories (in order) were: 1. My friend.  2. Bringers of the Dawn (the book)  3. ME  4. Other (can't go wrong with other!).  Since this is my friend, it'd basically be useless telling you what I asked.  Just know that I asked 5 simple questions about my good friend that I talked about 1 or 2 posts up.

So with that we start to actually show you what I said!  Questions in red, answers in green, and comments in blue!  (CraZy TaXi) "Are ya ready? Heere Wee GO!"

Bringers of the Dawn questions.

1.  Is this book highly accurate in your terms? Yes. And it should be... you'd know if ya read it!

2. Should I take everything I read in the book seriously? No. With the anwer of "no" the next question I had written down became irrelevant.  Darn it, I wasted ink!

Well that was all I had for that section anyway.  Hehe, I should be able to make plenty more for the next session... Onto...

ME questions!

1. In some way, do you help me in my everyday life? Yes. Good to know.

2. Can I participate in school while still having a clear understanding of the truth? Yes. Questioned this because of a part of the book. Maybe I should've throw it in that section...

3. I read the post by Edi, and decided to ask this... HAve I been going about trying to Astral Project the wrong way? Yes. Now I gotta find the right way! Spurred 2 more questions.

4. Will the right way dawn upon me during an attempt? No. Well if that isn't it...

5. Will I eventually just learn the right way? Yes. Yay for me.

6. Should I use the 2 L-rods I made after the session? Yes. So I did.

Done with that section.  I had plenty more personal questions there, which I feel the need not to post here. Personal means for me only :) So onward and upward with...

OTHER Questions!

1. Is the progress going well with the 4 members on the Astral Pulse members in contact with the Zeta? Yes. Hehe, news travels fast guys :p Good work :)

2. Have you witnessed any of these happening? No. What is there to say? Next question.

3. The first night I asked for a name.. was this name I recieved a joke? Yes. I knew it :p Remember sometimes you can get answers that aren't true in a sense.. they teach you better that way.

Again, the others were personal. Some people asked me to ask... so i did. They know who they are :)

So again, I repeat, even though it looks like a mediocre amount of questions, this was actually my longest session ever.  There were a good amount of questions that didn't need to be posted.

The L-Rod session went over pretty well.. I'm getting a better understanding of how to hold it right :)

That was fun.

~Squeek
#420
Welcome to Astral Chat! / a little tired
August 26, 2003, 21:18:52
If any of that was directed at me...then I apologize.  If not, well, someone out there is ticked off at me, always.  The time I posted on the 10 commandments topic was the same time that I was talking to my friend about how the system is failing.  He is basically an atheist, but I really don't mind.  I respect other people's choices, and if I came off otherwise, then I apologize again.

I agree with ya timeless (finally [:)]).  What's a world without comedy? ..."All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy"...

I wish I could tell that to my dad [|)]

~Squeek
#421
I haven't heard the date aside from me yelling about it being the day the video game of the year is to be released!  Whee for Soul Calibur 2.

BTW - Happy Birthday!  :D

~Squeek
#422
Welcome to Astral Chat! / The 11:11 effect
August 26, 2003, 14:23:43
Ok so 3 more as an update :)

3:33am - I check the clock and realize I really should be getting to bed.

12:12pm - I wake up.

1:11pm - I tell someone it's 1:11 in America, he says it's 7:11 there. :P

More to come.

~Squeek
#423
Welcome to Integral Philosophy! / What is real?
August 26, 2003, 10:58:03
I think someone summed it up pretty good in their signature once.  EDIT : I found it! Parmenion had it :p

Imagination is the beginning of reality.
You have no idea how close imagination is to reality ~ Jim Rohn


Heeheee I found it :p

~Squeek
#424
Yep, a very nice post.  And i see you worked out all the color bugs in it *wink* [8D]

It's like 4 am here and I just got done telling my friend about all the cool thing I read.  I thought (because I know him quite well) that he was going to not beleive me...but he did.  He even know what I was gonna say before hand.  Seems like I found a new friend to talk things over with online :)

Don't worry, he doesn't replace you Mayatnik [:P]  Just talk to me more often! [|)]

~Squeek
#425
Finally someone understands me!!!  Thanks for summing up my thoughts exactly shadow :)

~Squeek