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Thanks Tom
You know there is just something about your posts that feel .............different, familiar.......hey what do I know

Regards MS

Hi Tom and Frank
I had a question.This afternoon I was attempting a exit, or phasing as you also prefer to call it (I am still a bit old fashioned I guess ) . I have been reading your comments and will describe try to describe it, to get your input.

After doing my usual energy work and relaxation exercises, I dozed off for a brief time, very brief, I had a small dream and suddenly became aware of my body on the bed again upon which the dream faded. I was left in a pretty deep trance, no body awareness a numbness and heard a few voices and sharp snaps to the right of my head. The swirling intensified and suddenly I started to see these strange signs. They looked like Chinese writing and they appeared as hypnotic images slowly almost in a frame slightly fuzzy at the edges. They kept coming at me slowly drifting toward me in a way.

I kept backing away from them just ever so gently to observe them better. There were signs as if written on a wall, then a landscape appeared and after that more lights and suddenly my wife (we are apart at the time) appeared before me, she sort of was cloudy at first and quickly took shape. I could observe her from her torso and up as she slowly walked towards me. The look on her face was one of absolute love and affection. The image became bigger and she slowly reached out for me and put an arm around my neck and kissed me gently with a big smile. The feeling was other worldly and very pleasant. At this point I got emotional and the image faded pretty fast. Then my alarm went off and I had to go to work. Normally the hypnotic imaging I have experienced have been only visual, but in this I actually felt her hand and she was aware it was me, and I felt her as she smiled and kissed me. Yet it was not a lucid dream, at least not as I know them, and the color swirling was still around the edges and as the image faded it slowly abated.

I know for a fact that at the precise time this happened she was meditating and praying for me, as I am in the middle of some big personal decisions.

For a while I have tried to project to her and have been mildly successful. One time I was able to stand outside her bedroom door, and some one came from an adjoining room and stopped startled and looked toward me. It was as if he saw something but still could not see me, he stood there for a full minute or so and left, after which the scene faded.

Are these experiences solely mine or could there be energies at play from her side as well, could she have projected in a way to me or could this be a sort of remote viewing of a kind.

We are very close, soul mates if you will but separated for personal reasons at this time.

What do you think?

Regards Mustardseed

Ha I will tell you if you promise not to laugh.....Promise? When I came back after having closed the log in on the public computer that still was open, I was tried to change the password on this one, however somehow I had gotten it wrong one and could not reset it, and assumed someone else had done so. For a day I looked for the scrap paper I had written it down on, I only had it as the black dots on the log in, being remembered by the computer. I wrote Adrian and Frank was all paranoid ha. Finally I found it under my desk ahem...and it still did not work, then I realized I had caps on   . so finally it worked and I changed it on this site and the email it referred to. What a confusion. Anyway I sure learned a good lesson and now I have it in my notebook right here.........hmm where IS my notebook by the way....well I will find it another time. Note to self, you forget passwords quickly, write them down and use a bigger notebook.

Regards Mustardseed

CHANNELING GOD

You know  God....I am not sure I understand the question above....do you
Emotions are funny things Mustardseed, feelings are what set you all aside, just a little lower than the angels. Think about that just a little lower
I thought they were far more ....well above us i a  way
Not so, the only real difference is that they have been made with a set tuned station so to speak, you have to develop yours, through trial and error. He is all ready acknowledging me, he knows it as well. Nothing good, no loving sweet helpful and mercy full act can be even conceived without me being involved somewhere. People think its all their own idea, ha that's fine with me. I don't need a spin doctor or pr team to testify to my part. People feel it in their heart, if they listen. When they have been in touch with my spirit, there is a certain feel to it,and as they pass it on, others feel it as well...... they were "touched by an angel" in the flesh, for everyone who does my bidding is an angel in my realm.
wow that was a long one, I have to read it over a bit and think about it...thanks
you are most welcome my friend

Hi Frank
Just for my curiosity, and peace of heart, did the infamous post and the last on the thread come from the same ip number a number different from the one I normally use. I think they are generated numbers but it might  be the same.

Regards
MS

Everything is OK now. Ha what a mess. I am such a space cadet, and new to computers. I reset everything, and learned a good lesson. Sorry for the confusion

This is not so. I just went to the public computer where I was sad to say still logged in, and naturally logged out. When I came home I was still logged on. I must have been on 2 computers at the same time? How does that work. Anyway I imagine someone entered a post in my name on the public computer. My mistake, I am trying to change the settings.

Regards Mustardseed

Just to explain , I never log out on my home computer. It is on AP 24/7, and yes telos I did go out yesterday and made a post from another machine, but somehow I don't think it is that as it sounded like someone from this site. The lingo and also the very fluent English I do not live in a English speaking country,

Regards MS

Too late cant change my password, someone allready did. In a way it is quite a interesting thing still. So everybody.....you will now have to figure out who is me.ha I have a few people who know me on the board. At least I think so. they should know. I just wonder if it has any effects on my personal computer life. Any ideas would be appreciated. Just for the record ....anything posted in my name from now should me taken with a grain of salt.

Regards Mustardseed

do tell

Dear Adrian
Someone just posted the most horrendous thread in my name with my signature. I had the idea to go in and delete the post but the headline is still there. If it would at all be possible, please let everyone know that the security of the board was breached. I did not post that vile thing. Adrian you know me, at least a bit, I would never post anything like that. I ask that you please clear this up, thanks

Regards Mustardseed

I have no clue how but I never posted the above. Very interesting how this could happen and why they would target me.....does it sound like me?

Regards Mustardseed

Someone posted a lot of trash in my name .....wonder why and how but now its gone

Regards Mustardseed

CHANNELING GOD

Someone is asking how they can better themselves....I guess you saw the question
I did
well then
Its not so complicated Mustardseed. The problem in bettering oneself as he calls it is, that it is not in studying learning and doing a lot of good things, that changes occur. The real change occurs when a person is so filled with my spirit and gives me so much leeway in their lives that they are finally able to be ME for each other.  
Be you, how can someone be you....you are God
true but in a deeper sense of the word I am whoever I live in as well, people cannot see me, they can only see me in the love shown by those who loves me, and they in a way become my love for each other. Faith and hope, spiritual gifts and self sacrifice is nothing without my love. They are all good if they are done as unto me but any other motive will make them useless and vain. I mentioned that earlier in our conversation
I think I remember that actually....somewhere back there. The thread is getting so long
The world is full of people doing the right things for the wrong reasons, and when they do they gain nothing. I scope the heart and I see more than man. Anyway studying is a good beginning, it is in a way like preparing for the battle, much can be said for getting things ready ahead of time, but the real test is in how much the studies are lived
What about his spirit guide when will he meet them or it or whatever
Have you noticed how people all want the perfect life. They always talk in therms of perfect. She is a perfect 10 he is a perfect mate etc.
Yes but what does that have to do with the question
everything....people should consider this closer. Life is not a perfect set of orderly organized events, all lined up sometimes it appears a mess but the real issue is the process
I still don't understand what that has to do with the question he asked...sorry
The future of man is made up of the decisions and actions taken in the presence, it is not a set future, and so he will naturally have these experiences when he is ready, it depends on a lot of factors. Man has the ability to change a defeat into a victory, death into life, a useless existence into joy full living and when the pins are all ready I roll the ball. Think about it
all right then....I hope it makes sense to him
so do I Mustardseed ...so do I.....he has a good start

PS someone wrote me a PM I will get to that soon, a bit busy at the moment, thanks for writing

CHANNELING GOD

Flannery wrote a lot
Yes she wrote a lot......thought a lot too
well do you have anything for her
The plight of a searching heart.....the human condition
I don't understand
That's OK this is not for you
oh...ok
In much seeking is much grief, the life you have been given is often confusing and unless spiritually discerned it will seem unorganized and without direction
to everyone
as I said, unless spiritually discerned....yes, and even then it can at times be a puzzle. It is like Morse code, unless you know there is a message and someone is sending the signal it just sounds like ,......a interference....gibberish and nonessential sounds, yet if you have the key it unlocks the message. The spiritual life must be that way, to some it makes no sense so that in hearing they do not understand and in seeing they do not comprehend.
sounds very cryptic
that's a very good word to describe it
really
yes...life is a mystery, and I love a mystery
OK so its up to us to figure things out.....but that is the whole point sometimes life makes no sense
not to you it doesn't at least not at the time you go through it
so what should she do
she should keep looking .....and she is, that is good. The only mistake she can make is giving up. Life is not what it is made up to be, there is a deeper level of living, deeper than most people comprehend. Sometimes it takes years for things to make sense, sometimes a split second. It has to do with focus. He that comes to me must believe that I am and that I am and that I am a rewarder of those who diligently seek me.....note diligently. This is a very misunderstood concept. I am not found in books, I am not found in self manipulation, my Spirit dwells in places often overlooked. The kind smile to a stranger, the selfless deed the trusting heart or the love shown in secret. I am like a bank of sorts, no withdrawing without deposits you could say, and yet around in every sphere, the chatter of voices thoughts and intents oceans of mindless self serving energy .....wasted. Focus is fixing your mind on a point, do few things and do them well, make habits good habits to drown out the voices and in doing so she will lay a seed that will blossom into a tree, the tiniest of seeds, yet a mighty tree......you should know
me why me
whats in a name.....Mustardseed
Oh I get it ha yes I guess I should
what would you tell Flannery, and Karnautral, and all the others
I don't know....I don't think I could tell them much
Go ahead give it a shot
OK well.......I guess I then would say that if I understand you correctly.....life is sometimes confusing, at least it is to me, but in times of confusion they should focus on things that they KNOW are right and then just keep doing that till things get less confusing....I guess
Pretty good
Well that's all fine but what are the things that are right then
what are they for you my friend
I think that in times when I go through it I concentrate on the little things....you actually told me that before, sometime ago. I try my best to avoid introspection and analyzing too much, take time to speak to strangers, building others up and helping those who have fallen on hard times. It always helps me to get my eyes off myself and my own problems
In this you have stumbled on a great truth, ´for it is in giving you receive it is in loving you are loved and it is in letting go you will be held unto...by me, be an instrument of my peace and you widen the channel I use to speak to you, you deepen it so my Spirit can flow to you in the same Chanel in much greater me messure , no good deed is wasted no kind word will be overlooked, for by your words you will be justified and by your words you will be condemned.
we will be condemned...that does not sound so nice
Every man will be his own judge and one day you will see your life rolled out as a scroll, in that day we will take a look at it together. Don't worry about that...it is a good thing
oh yea
that worries you right
a bit .....but listen I gotta go
OK till later then

CHANNELING GOD

OK God I am back and it seems that a few people have been here as well
Yep I see that , and yep I see the people as well. Ha
Ha What?
Religious people always say......talk to God about it, take it to God , speak to God about your problems......and when anyone does they get offended
Yea I saw that guy, he sounded like some of the guys early on , but its not all bad ...he reminded me that I used to write red.....so that was a good thing, how about the other guy?
He is OK, very open minded in many ways but a little close minded in others, of the making of books there is no end and much study is a weariness of the flesh
Are you talking about Karnautral
Nope the guy with the funny hat, ha
oh I get it Gandalf, I know him a bit, he is fair and always very factual that's a good thing
Yes it can be ........
I wanna ask about the other guy though, and those feelings he has, or whatever it is
OK
whats it all about
tapping in
huh
Tapping in to my Spirit
Is that what he did......but he does not even believe in you
well as someone said......I believe in Him.
can you explain how it works
Sure. Its like this, My Spirit is like a waterfall always flowing, just beyond the veil. Sometimes people inadvertently access this my power through selfless thoughts of love and compassion and for a brief moment they feel me, even if they do not even touch the water. They get sprinkled on so to speak, a mist a vapor, yet they know they have been touched, my spirit tells them
I see so that's what happened
yep
so what should he do about it....anything?
well its up to him.......always is
yea I remember you are strong on free will
yep...... I am
so is there anything else to say about that
not a whole lot. It is up to people to follow. I mark the trail, yet they still have to have the faith to travel that trail. By the way that Karnautral should talk more to me, but he feels foolish as he has had his mind made up so long that I don't exist.....ha.
he has
yes but that is OK...not a problem. If he wants to receive all he has to do is ask, if he wants the door to open all he has to do is knock and if he wants to find....he has to do a little looking around...that's the way it works. You have to have an object in mind before you can search for it. Not knowing what you are looking for is confusion, its just driving around without a goal. He should ask himself what he is looking for, then he can start searching with a focused mind.
OK I will tell  him.....well I guess you already have ha I forgot how it works. See you later then
OK see you

Hi Telos
I really have no idea if we do channel the same God, I thought there was only one, but maybe I am mistaken.......it would not be the first time. Anyway, I was not brought up Catholic so wouldn't know. About the humor,......... still .....no idea. I channel what I channel. No jokes, take it for what it is. Poke fun if you will, no harm intended from my side. I have always appreciated  your posts and have no bones with you at all, honestly. This thread has always been a sore point with some people, you should read the earlier posts. I know its a long thread but interesting nevertheless, cant help that controversy, sorry.

If you can to your own self be true, you can not be false to any man.

some great guy said that, cant remember who , Kipling or Franklin or someone, yet, nevertheless it stands to reason.....

I am not adverse to your posts, so feel free by all means. Its all just interesting to me.

Regards Mustardseed

Ps and Telos by all means do feel free to keep God on his toes, I dont think he minds.

Ain't I a happy guy. Not a worry, I would rather be bashed than ignored, at least its a sign I am still alive. Ha. So good to hear from you wisp. Look forward to posting more, got a few ideas and .....well we will see. So very nice to hear from you, you always meant a lot to me.

Regards Mustardseed

Channeling God

God they are making fun

yep

But .....what should I say

ha

thats it....ha

yep thats it .....ha

what do you mean

let them think about their life.....poking fun at good things...let them think

Ok

CHANNELING GOD


Well I am here and have some questions.

Ok lets have'm

Well its a question about hate and about the baggage we as people bring with us in life

Yea it sure mounts up doesn't it

Yes it does and that's the problem. It seems such a defeat and sometimes I seem to never get the victory....why is that?

OK well before I answer why don't you think this over first. If you had no problems to overcome and everything went along like a song how do you think it would affect you

Ha that's easy I would be happy

are you sure

Absolutely

and then what would you do

I would get on with my life

Doing what If I may ask

Well I don't know....living life I guess. I would be happier and would make others happier.....I suppose

Doing what

Hey God you told me I could ask the questions

You wanna be in charge....be my guest

OK so why don't you make things better for me...I am hurting

I was trying to let you answer that question

Why

Think about that Mustardseed.....why would I do that

Umm ....I don't know, do you want to make it difficult for me

Nope that's not it

So why

I want to help you to learn and grow

But I am not growing I am having a bad time

Wrong again

What do you mean

I mean wrong again ......you ARE growing..that's my point

Oh so its a test of sorts

A test in a way but its not the most accurate way of explaining it

I feel we are playing ask the Professor

We are ha

So Professor.....should I take it as a exercise or something?

Mustardseed I am not the Professor....you are

So I should ask myself

That's right

OK so what have I learned through the bad stuf I have gone through...... I guess a lot about myself, and others and how things should not be

And here you Mustardseed stumbled on a great truth. If I had wanted to fix you I would have, but I see deeper than you, and this life and the problems you encounter works for you as a far more important life lesson. I allow stuff to happen my friend, so you can learn to trust, and to see the good in things that do not appear good, to see light when all appears dark and to see love when all appears to be hate and selfishness, I do this because my goal is that YOU grow, and that you get prepared for what is ahead. Nothing that is worth something comes free and some of the deepest and most profound spiritual lessons come from some of the deepest and darkest experiences you have to go through. I try the hearts of men, and in so doing I show them the answer.

Hmm......really

Really

So you mean it well by allowing it?

Of cause but you will only see the good if you are able to tune in to the good. Two men look out through the same bars one sees the mud one sees the stars. It is all in the way you see things, and in what you decide to call your reality

I see so I need to see it as a good thing then and it will help me grow

You betcha

OK I guess I will think a bit about that

You go ahead and do that and remember the outlook may not be that great but the up look is always super

Thanks .......... I really need to think more about that, talk to you later

You just call out my name....and you know ..... I love that song

Huh

Yea whats wrong with that, I love songs....lets talk about that another time you gotta go

OK  bye God

CU later Mustardseed

God it has been a long time since I talked to you

It sure has

Are you still there

what do you think

Well I was wondering

well.....wonder no more

So......can I still talk to you

what you mean is ..will I still talk to YOU

well yes..actually thats true. I guess that was really what I meant
I have a few more questions

thought so....it took you a while

well its been a bit difficult...you know me I have been going through a few things...I guess you know

Ha

That's all....ha

don't get stuck on words ok, just ha...I know I have been watching and waiting....I care for you more than you know

OK then I will think a bit about it and get back in touch

whenever you are ready...I am always here....always

OK thanks will talk tomorrow then......I love you

I look forward to it...take your time I am with you always, till the end of the world and then, after that.....the fun begins

honk honk

Hi Wisp long time how have you been . Just started posting a bit lately but not much. Hope all is well with you
Hug
to you
Mustardseed

[Realization is absolutely essential to enlightenment. Enlightenment cannot occur without the staggered realization process. One can become close to God in many simple ways, yes, but one cannot become enlightened through this because enlightenment is a direct result of the realization process. They are indivisible]

A while ago I had a very interesting conversation with a very wise man, who said the following

Realization is absolutely essential to enlightenment. Enlightenment cannot occur without the staggered realization process. One can become close to God in many simple ways, yes, but one cannot become enlightened through this because enlightenment is a direct result of the realization process. They are indivisible

I have since had many changes in my life and still come back to this point as a sort of a big question. I have always believed that by Living in Love man takes on the Spirit of God so to speak, and become enlightened by this love, but is there another enlightenment. A mental or shall we say a intelligent steered enlightenment of sorts. I have recently read a book by Martinus, that seem to state that enlightenment "by the brain" is not the "right way", and leads astray. I enclose a link and would be interested in hearing your take on this.

Regards Mustardseed

http://www.kundalini.se/eng/cosmology.html

As I said, I also do not believe as most fundamentalists do. That said, I still believe that too much negativity and name calling is directed their way. You don't bust up a fire throwing wood at it!. All the neat little sound bytes all the clever words that some of you seem to delight is using to put others of a different faith down just seem rather unappealing and immature to me.

Instead maybe you should just face the fact that instead of subscribing to a specific faith you have just made your own, it is based on your combined life experience, more power to ya, but ........it is still just your opinion or faith, your own little private belief system, because the big picture is very very big. This little story might explain with humor what I am trying to say.

3 guys from a nut house was standing around, 2 of them with a hand in their shirt Napoleon style. One says I am napoleon, the other says no you cant be cause I am, the first one says no way I know I am cause God told me, to which the third says "I never said any such thing"

think about it

Regards Mustardseed