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Attachments and love for someone only leads to suffering, love only yourself.You are all that you will ever need.



"Happiness belongs to those who are sufficient unto themselves. For all external sources of happiness and pleasure are, by their very nature, highly uncertain, precarious, ephemeral and subject to chance."

-Arthur Schopenhauer

"There is no emotion; there is peace."
"There is no passion; there is serenity."

-Star Wars

I have to concur on that.People, especially teenagers, tend to be depressed over such trivial things, many even commit suicide.

I mean, i've been having an extreme depression for over 8 years, and i see people with NO issues and problems being all attention seeker, while all i want is people not to notice i'm alive.

I'd be very thankful if somehow i lost my emotions, they only provoke problems. i guess that's what ascencion is all about.Spiritual Death.

I dunno.I guess i'll keep on burning until i manage to truly die.

Yes, yes, i applaud what she does, but-Spirital death? Does the spirit have to ask that spirit or God, or his/her  higher-self, or do the spirit  have to commit act of evil in order to go back in the evolution scale thus achieving the state of non existence?

Would that DNA activation result in genius level QI?

It's going to be funny when we reach 2012/2007/2008, whatever it is, and nothing happens.

  17,000 years to what ?

To return to the physical plane? (just taking a guess here.)

You take antidepressives..

argh, now it's not only 13:37 but 20:07 14:27, and so on

whoopy do -_- i just looked at the clock, what da ya know;  3:07 AM..


^Hey, i'm only 22..I'm not THAT old.

That's a bit late.You were rude before, heh.I don't mind.

Check out my thread to find out why.

Well cleary you dont know much about the subject, and you problaby havent been able to astrally project yet with that closeminded outview of yours.

You have to actually WANT to project if your fasting. African people are more concerned with daily living and taking care of their family. I'm sure OB is not at their top of their list of things to do for the day.

I have yet to try.It's not something that cativates me.But thanks for telling me what i have done or haven't =)

If that'd be possible i think we'd see the Africans OBE, pretty much all day long.

Hey.

Well this is kinda weird.But here it goes.

Everytime i'm on the computer(which is not rare) and i feel compelled to look at the clock i always end up seeing the number 7.

examples :20:07, 13:37; 11:27. and so one. i created a thread on another forum talking about this and funny enough, imagine the time i did it? 2:37 in the morning.. i scrolled down to see the hottest threads of the day: "most online users were 37 on blablabla day"



Any ideas?

Yes it does.Since i'm not on American Soil.

The same with me, dogs really have a great liking in me. What is interesting, most cats don't like me, except for one individual, who comes to me while being agressive towards others.
An interesting thing - yesterday I stayed at a friends house, and, while I was meditating, his cat (not the friendly one) came to me, sat in front of my chair and started staring at me with large eyes - I wonder, what did she see?..

To me is other way around , heh.I can do all sort of "mean" things on them, then never turn on me.Now dogs..i don't do nothing and they bark at me.for no reason.

It's the kind of music where you hear the same beat or sound(or several basic sounds) over and over for the duration of several minutes.


I fell in love with Classical Music.

I think there are a lot more important issues than "who killed JFK" heh.

I seem to see this 13:37

quite alot.

The Nameless-Slipknot

Pathetic (benign)
Accept it (undermined)
Your opinion (my justification)
Happy (safe)
Servent (caged)
Malice (heart of weakness)
No toleration
Invade (committed)
Enraged (admit it)
Don't condescend (don't even disagree)
Decide (decay)
Dissapoint (delay)
You suffered then, now suffer unto me.

Obsession, take another look.
Remember, every chance you took.
Decide, you live with me
Or give up - any thought you want to be free

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

Anyone (NO) Anything (YES) Anyway (FALL)
Anybody (MINE) Anybody (TELL ME)
I want (YOU) I need (YOU) I'll have (YOU)
I won't LET ANYBODY HAVE YOU
Obey (ME) Believe (ME) Just trust (ME) Worship (ME) Live for (ME)
Be grateful (NOW) Be honest (NOW) Be precious (NOW) Be mine (JUST LOVE ME)

Possesion (feed my only vice)
Confession (i wont tell you twice)
Decide - (either die for me)
Or give up - any thought you want to be free.

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you.
(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

(Yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhh)
Stay inside the hole, let me take control. (Dominate)
You were nothing more, you were something less (innocent)
Something has to give - something has to break (omnipresent)
Fingers on your skin, let me savage in
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (was hurting you)
(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

You're mine (you are you are)
You're mine (you are you are)
You're mine
YOU'RE MINE


The Virus Of Life-Slipknot

(Yeah)

I can see you but you can't see me
I could touch you and you wouldn't even feel me
Wait a second and you'll settle down
I'm just waiting, 'til you really let your guard down?
Your relaxed, your sublime, your amazing
You don't even know the danger you're facing
If I'm quiet, I'll slide up behind you
And if you hear me I'll enjoy trying to find you

I've been with you all day
I'm trying to stay calm
i'm impatient and it's really hard to breathe
I'm going to empty you and fill you in with me

Just keep the violence down
Not yet - don't make a sound
Oh God I'm feeling it
It's reaching fever pitch
My skin is caving in
My heart is driving out
No mercy, no remorse
Let nature take its course

watch me - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
lover - set my sympton free
covered - you won't feel a thing
you can't stop me

(wait, no, wait, no, wait, wait, not yet, no wait)

I'm sweating through my veins
I'm trying to hold on
It's unbearable, it's almost worse for me
I'm gonna to tear you apart and make you see
MAKE YOU SEE!

watch me - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
lover - set my sympton free
covered - you won't feel a thing

This is the virus
THE VIRUS OF LIFE
It gets inside us
The crisis, the knife
This is the virus
The virus of life
This is inside us
The crisis, the knife

It's almost time to play
It's time to be afraid
I can't control the pain
I can't control in vain
Oh God I'm ready now
You're almost ready now
I'm gonna raid it now
I'm gonna break it down
I see you in the dark
I see you all the way
I see you in the light
I see you bright as day
I wanna touch your face
I wanna touch your soul
I wanna wear your face
I wanna burn your soul

watch me - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
lover - set my sympton free
lover - You don't love me

This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life

THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!


The Fire Burns-Valley's Eve

The signs at your arms
Visions of my future
Remembrances of my past again
When he will leave
You have to follow
We are building dark bridges
And find the way to the eternity of death
We're praying to foreign gods
The real evolution has begun
An oath of dark

The fire burns in my eyes
Don't be afraid to enter the night
The fire burns in my eyes
And I will take my last breath

A feeling of deception
Buried deep in your soul
And you'll burn
And find the way to the eternity of death
We're praying to foreign gods
The real evolution has begun

The fire burns in my eyes
Don't be afraid to enter the night
The fire burns in my eyes
And I will take my last breath

Pushing Me Away-Linkin Park

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

Pre chorus:
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Pre chorus
Chorus (2x)

We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing

In The End-Linkin Park

It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

Chorus

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know (2x) Chorus

Crawling-Linkin Park

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling

I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Chorus

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Chorus (Repeat until end)

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling (Whispered during chorus)

My December- Linkin Park

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is my december
this is me alone

and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
these are my snow covered dreams
this is me pretending
this is all i need

and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

November Rain-Guns N' Roses

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain


Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

"Bleed For Me"-Saliva

All I ever wanted
was to be at your service
but now I'm alone
cause you were here and you're gone

And all I ever wanted
was to feel I had a purpose
but now that's all gone

But if you could give me
just one love
just one life
just one chance to believe in mine
just one love
just one life
you'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuck
out on a line.
Bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind

All I ever wanted
was to be what you needed
cause something so strong
it could never be wrong.
And all I can promise
is to say what I'm feeling
We've made it so long

But if you could give me
just one love
just one life
just one chance to believe in mine
just one love
just one life
you'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuck
out on a line.
You'd bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind

Just one love in my life...
You'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuck
out on a line.
Bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind

How can there be real girls or real boys if everything including this planet and all the others are nothing but fantasies and illusions?

You are permenant, but everything else is inpermenant. You will exist forever, and have always existed, but that new car will break down and rust. What good to you is that job you really want after death? The new house with the fancy technology will crumble. Computers break. Earth will some day pass away. If you are eternal, then what is all of these things here on the physical but an illusion?

And what if the being doesn't want to be ethernal?

Several.

Most are around the context of me blowing my head with a gun, or sticking a knife trough my heart/stomach.

Moon Creek.

And who's to say that too isn't an illusion aswell?

Maybe enlightment is the understanding that everything including immortality is nothing but an illusion.And with that, you are granted the ability to either unite with the source, remain as an individual or kill your soul .


Just an opinion