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#51
Quote from: zareste on November 29, 2009, 00:53:04
Anyone out there good with long-distance remove viewing? I just got the impression that there are numerous planets beyond Neptune that aren't on record (not including known trans-neptunian objects). I saw a collection of them

If it is of any significant size and reflects light we would have seen it by now.  Unless it gets closer like a planet x sort of trajectory our solar system is pretty accurate.
#52
Thanks for your reply. 

In these scenarios I understand where you are coming from but to me all of these things seem to be intentional as to help us work out our problems.  If anything some of these encounters have left me depressed during the day etc but by exposing me to it over and over I've learned to let go of the hate and anger I have towards these people as I see them in different aspects of life other than what I've experienced in real life.

So I've not had a really negative experience with these..  more of a learning and healing one slowly over time. 
#53
I've had recurring dreams over and over.  Some people in the past who I disliked or had a runin with.  Sometimes people I totally forgot about in my life.  I am put into situations with them and I remember that I wronged them in the past. 

it is like your guide is putting you into these situations onpurpose to help you deal with them.  I was put into a position where this one person I really hated, I had to hang out with him and try and be nice and not say negative things even though I know.

But almost 95% of my dreams are of my ex fiance .. I'm put in a position where I have to interact with her even though I've been deathly afraid of meeting her again.  It was a very harsh breakup weeks before the wedding and we've never seen each other since.  I've learned she is married with children etc etc.  But it is like in the dream world they are forcing her to meet me and I'm getting forced to meet her and they are forcing us to get along and work out our issues.   It is so odd..

Anyone else experience these sorts of things in your dreams?
#54
Right I come across this material as well.  I'm also an 11:11'er as well as a few others I know.  It is funny how these patterns we recognize and are subconsciously able to put ourselves into the position to view these numbers.  I've managed to bump into other people who see the same things as well.

There are no coincidences we are being guided by some force... good or bad I don't know yet.  But my intention is for it to be good and I will make the right choice when the time comes to do GOOD and destroy evil. 

Problem is in this world one man's good is another's evil. 
#55
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Reoccuring People in Dreams
December 07, 2009, 16:49:09
I've been asking for years with no luck.
#56
Thanks for that Vibra - but could you share more about these experiences you tried to extinguish etc?  I'm interested to see if it relates to something similarly that I'm going through. 
#57
A new exit?  How? There was no exit with this, I was just waking up and half asleep.  I just have a pretty good knack at remembering my dreams.  I just get music as answers to prayers etc.  Which is odd.. :)
#58
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Reoccuring People in Dreams
December 06, 2009, 09:34:08
Normally your guide wont allow you to see them.  But sometimes they do and wipe your memory of it before you wake up.  Sometimes you get woken up and can remember.  I never have, but I always have this feeling of someone being there you know.
#59
I always felt like I was blocked from exiting.. maybe I need to learn more before I exit?  Like defense wise?  Like I will be learning to exit soon and it is dangerous so I have to have a good foundation before I do.
#60
Quote from: CFTraveler on December 04, 2009, 09:57:41
Actually it's not bad- and kind of looks like something I came up with when I was trying to explain 'my' model of the universe to my son, who at the time was eleven.  Only mine had tentacles coming from it.

heheh sounds like something I would have done if I had a son. 

I always said I'd sing Enter Sandman to my son.. it would freak him out.. "hush little baby.. don't say a word and forget that noise you heard.  Its just the beast under your bed.. " hehe
#61
Quote from: CFTraveler on December 03, 2009, 22:17:05
I do think you eventually come to that conclusion.

 This seems 'too' technical, don't you think?  I would think that by 'existing' you are already etching your 'recording' in the matrix.  It's not that someone's keeping tabs, is that's by existing, you simply are part of the 'vibe' of 'reality'.
Ok, now I'm really going to sleep.  This is not how I wanted to express this.


No but almost everyone who's died and come back has maintained your whole life flashes in front of your eyes and I mean EVERYTHING all the good and the bad.  This is commonly known in all religions.  It is your brain firing off all of its memory and being. 

One really good book to read Journey of Souls and Destiny of Souls..  Some of it is really far far out!  But interesting to say the least. 
#62
Interesting way to look at it.  I just never feel like I'm doing enough or learning enough or being as good as I possibly could be.  My potential has been wasted.  I always felt that.  Maybe this is my subconsicouses way of guilting me into being better.
#63
From all the NDE's and OBE's I've read about among all sorts of other material - you create the reality that you will go to.  If you worship demons and things like that,  then that is the sort of world you will go to in the afterlife.  If you are a Christian you'll go to Christ.  But there is a life review and everything you do is recorded. 

I found an interesting passage from the Kolbrin Bible that it called "The Voice of God" about 3 dudes who all has the same vision adn wrote it down and it was all the same.  It was God talking to us

"Those who worship gods of their imagination, gods in strange likenesses, which have been brought into being by man's creative conceptions, will go to these gods who have an existence in a dim shadow realm. Those who worship lower spirits will go to them and those who worship the demons of darkness will join them, for what a man desires he deserves. There is a link between that which men desire and what becomes established in existence. Provision is made for man to receive the fruits of his own creations".
#64
Yep its me from the astral dynamics forum.  Saltcube as well until it moved or dissapeared.  I stopped trying to do this.  I gave up basically after years of trying. 

But this was another one of those experiences.  I keep having dreams I'm in school and I need to finish something in time.  That time is running out and I have no idea why.  But that woman in my dream is familiar to me in many ways. 
#65
When I had this,  one year later about Jan 17th I had another half asleep even where I heard the same door closing really loudly and waking me up.  They said "1 year left"  and now I am down to my final 2 months.   I'm starting to get nervous what the bonk this means...

Here is my blog about it..

YOU HAVE 2 YEARS
Sat Jan 26, 2008 12:06 pm

I had a dream it was very vivid, and I was able to remember ALL of it, except the actual POINT of it all!! I was then woken by a loud door slamming, like it actually happened. I got up wife was not up I went outside nobody was nearby. But I heard it clear as day. The loud door slam was meant to wake me up, so that I'd remember this part of my dream.

Every have those dreams you KNEW what it was for but you couldn't remember the message no matter what? It was like they selectively wiped your memory when it came to one the part you needed to know.

It all started 2 years ago. I had a dream and now that I had time to think about it last night. I woke with a loud voice like it was someone talking to me in the room. "You have 2 years." in a cold stony voice. I freaked not having a clue what it meant. I soon forgot about it.


Last night I had a dream in a place that seemed familiar. Everyone was planning for some event all around us. Closing off streets, getting ready to watch an event in the sky. We all knew it would be very very dark for a while. Then they would come. But nobody was afraid. It was like we were expecting them.

Finally I drove around until we got home I remember seeing people putting objects in the streets to block people from driving adn shut everything down for this event.

I got home and the lights went out. There was no power. It was dark and I felt fear. I knew they were here. They were aliens moving around and I was getting ready to kick their butt as they approached us. Then my eyes went dark. I couldn't see in the dream. Then poof people were there.

Some short woman was there who looked at me coldly and said your 2 years are up.

I seemed to remember something about something I needed to learn, and it had a time limit. They said I had failed. But what did I fail to learn? What was it? They told me. But I can't remember what it is that they wanted from me! Eventually I woke up and remembered all details except what exactly it was the whole time I was supposed to do in the last 2 years.

They said I blew all that time I was given. Then they said that they gave me the gift of my wife, and made me feel guilty that I didn't achieve my goal. It had nothing to do with our stillborn child. I knew that.

It was some personal growth that they were trying to make me learn or this life was done.

They decided to give me 2 more years. This time you only have 2 more years. There is no more time. I thought to myself - do I get to go back in time and start over with the knowledge that I know? I could make a bunch of money! They were like no.

"You have 2 more years."

Then the sound of a loud door slamming woke me up.

Then I moved from the couch back to bed with my wife. I was shaken. I never have been slapped like this before. Well once before I had tried Salvia Divinorum and instead of gleaning some useful information about my situation I was told "Stop thinking about yourself". Meaning to stop being so selfish.

This time I was given hell, given 2 years to do something and then given a final 2 years for WHAT?????????

I couldnt' think of it so then a song popped in my head. Usually I will get obscure songs popping in my head at times I am really looking for answers.

All they ever do is give you clues!! Never the answers!

What is it that I have 2 years to accomplish??

This is the song that popped in my head. I looked up the lyrics and I never really knew the lyrics but when I read them I was shocked....

So many questions... anyone else feel like they are going to school in the dream world and there are so many classes and you keep missing them or forgetting about them etc? In my dream world I was short about 2 classes I never finished. I wonder if it had anything to do with it.. anyway here is the song.

SO ODD!!


Revelations - Audioslave

You know what to do, you know what I did
Since you know everything just clue me in
I am such a wreck, I am such a mess
I know what I know, why don't you fill in the rest?
I will bring you down, I will make it bad
While you're feelin' proud, why don't you help me?

Such a shame that I wouldn't know by now
Your revelations
Cut me in, I don't wanna live without
Your revelations, revelations

You know what to say, you know what I said
You know what I dream sleeping in my bed
You hold all the keys, you know all the roads
Why don't you guide me in, if I'm such a lost soul?
I'm spinnin' 'round, I will make you ill
Since I'm so broken down, why don't you fix me?

Such a shame that I wouldn't know by now (I wouldn't know by now)
Your revelations
Cut me in, I don't wanna live without (Don't wanna live without)
Your revelations

I am haunted when I am sleeping
Try to give without receiving
It's in the applebite (It's in the applebite)
It's in the days and nights (It's in the days and nights)
In the afterlife we'll reap

Such a shame that I wouldn't know by now (I wouldn't know by now)
Your revelations
Cut me in, I don't wanna live without (Don't wanna live without)
Your revelations
Such a shame, such a shame that I wouldn't know by now
Cut me in, I don't wanna live without (Don't wanna live without)
Your revelations
Revelations
#66
This is what I saw sorta..

#67
I've also had this experience  and its been 2 years and I'm still trying to explain it..  I'll post a blog about it below I made after I had this experience.  It was the closest I ever came still to this day to astral projection..

Eye of Horus
Sat Sep 08, 2007 10:17 am

This happened Mar 07.


I finally after years of trying have felt the vibes, or at least I think I was. But it happened backward of how most people have it.

I was dreaming and usually I am very awake in dreams, I can remember them very well, but I have no power over controlling them no matter how hard I try. It seems I am completely content in my dream world which continues and has a life of its own.

But this time I seemed to remember that in my dream I was following my usual patterns, sitting on the computer etc, but then I realized that there was no roof on the house and I liked to watch the stars. I'll skip most of the dream material, but there came a point in my dream where I remembered that I have been trying and wanting to have an OBE for so long, and I have never been able to even get vibes.

Then poof I'm partially awake, at least I'm not sure I was awake. I was VERY deep, the most deep I've ever been or felt in my life, and only a tiny little piece of my actual conscious mind was there and all of a sudden I could feel this loud rushing noise. It was different than the rushing noise I thought I knew it was.

Sometimes on the cusp of sleep I can hear my ears vibrate and create a rushing sound, I can even induce this sound while awake. But in this case it was MUCH louder, and seemed to vibrate my whole body. It felt like my body was starting to turn into light particles of static electricity. The sound also reminded me a little bit of the sound in the new war of the worlds movie, that the big tall ships would make like a low trumpet.

Anyway, I immediately felt sleep paralysis, but also complete and utter terror for not feeling this way before. I felt fear so the effect started to go away, but then I told myself to calm down this is it!!!

So I relaxed and the effects came back on, and I tried to remember what I should be feeling if this truly is it. My heart seemed to be racing and I could feel my heart shakra FINALLY!! I heve have really felt it before, but it felt very small and focused and electical, like static electicity. I let the vibes come around me.

Keep in mind everything I'm describing happened in about 20 seconds.

But it was all so dark, like being in a black hole.. .OH YES I remember now!!! I could see the membrane, which I am able to see quite often actually. It usually is in the form of a little circle with a web like structure that spreads out. This time I was able to see what looked like an event horizon from a black hole type thing.

It was spinning and turning.

Eventually the membrane turned into a tunnel at the end of the tunnel was this real odd symbol which I couldn't see so I wanted to get closer and it slowly came closer to me. Everything was very BLACK and dark and you could barely see anything, but when it got closer I realized it was the eye of horus looking at me.

That old Egyptian symbol!! What the F???



After that I don't remember a thing.

I was with someone in the dream though and there is still some debate between my wife and I to whether I have a guide or not. I have never been able to meet my guide though there are some recurring characters in my dreams who feel familiar to me, though I dont know who they are. They usually are old friends from life.

Last night was a recurring guy with a shaved head somewhat short but in shape, who liked to do a lot of working out, and kept telling me that I should come with him to work out. Which is odd.

Anyway, I am not entirely sure if this was a dream or it really happened but it felt real enough to me. I had woken up and was trying to meditate at like 4am off and on for a good 2 hrs. I can't be sure if it was a dream or real, but it was DARK and this all was a feeling I'm pretty sure I've never had before.

But if you have to get that deeply relaxed to OBE I can see how I've been failing. This is so deep, I never make it half as deep as that was before. Probably due to mysleep apnea and restless legs which prevent me from good sleep.

Wow..

Anyone have an idea why I saw that symbol??