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#51
Quote from: Xanth on March 22, 2010, 16:35:39
Well, there is also one other possibility...

It could all just be in your head.  :)
After all, seeing patterns (entities) in chaos (blackness behind the eyes) is really what the human mind does best.

I have thought of the possibility that it's in my head.....but there is absolutely no way to explain the physical touching that occurs......it is as real as a member of my family touching me......which tells me that it's the real-deal! I know that it sounds crazy, but I'm not....if fact I'm  a very logical & rational person and I think that's why the physical component of this exists......otherwise I might think that it's a mental disorder. Also, I don't think that I would describe it as seeing patterns in chaos....these are beings and make no mistake, they are beings and no, they don't walk....they seem to float and the background most often has a bluish hue to it......almost like dark blue water!
#52
They are "mouthing" words, but I can't understand what they're saying! They seem to understand whether I speak physically or just think the thoughts! I wish I knew another way to communicate......telepathy would be a good talent to have at this point!
Again, I do appreciate your input......thank you!
#53
I actually see them and yes, as if my eyelids were a screen and they move as well and they are able to physically touch me, as if they were physical too, except they're not physical! Sometimes they will rest their heads or bodies on me & I can feel the weight of their bodies! No one else in my household can see them and I only see them when my eyes are closed! I really appreciate your help.......!
#54
When I close my eyes, it is an entirely different world from the physical....there are no structures, houses, buildings..... just beings and nothing else! When I meditate, I see different scenarios.....places that look off-planet, with structures, buildings, people or beings actually doing different tasks....children with parents, sometimes people are sick..... most of the time during meditations, I get a very familiar feeling for what I'm seeing as if I've actually been there! Sometimes I see a myriad of faces...again some human & some not!
#55
Good question as to whether it's astral or etheric.....I mean....some of the beings look human and some not! When I meditate, the light values are bright....almost a white-gold! But when I close my eyes, the light value is much darker! I've been trying to figure this out for awhile and have tried to ask people who might know, without getting a lot of "you know"......silly responses! One person told me to "go within".....I mean isn't that what one does during meditation? I still have no definitive answers to this and I need to know what it is & why! I would sincerely appreciate any ideas or suggestions !!!

Thank you......
#56
For the past 6 months, I have had access to the astral realm by closing my eyes! I don't astral project....I simply close my eyes and I'm there! There are usually a bunch of beings around me and I can't hear what their saying, but if I ask a yes or no question, they'll nod either yes or no! Also, they are able to touch me.....I mean physically.....I can't touch them though! I know this sounds crazy, but it's very real! When I meditate, they stand on both sides of me and sometimes participate in my meditations or just watch......I think! When I go bed at night......some beings seem to have a sexual interest in me, which is a little freaky, but I've learned to calm down & just decline the sexual aspect.
Has anyone had an experience like this........??????