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Please people, Hardly satanic by any means.  
Paul Ray Smith's 11-year-old son, standing only chest-high to President Bush, accepted the nation's highest award for valor Monday for his late father, who exposed himself to enemy fire in Iraq and saved at least 100 of his fellow U.S. soldiers.

Outnumbered and exposed, Army Sgt. 1st Class Smith, 33, stayed at his gun, holding back an advancing Iraqi force until a bullet in his head claimed his life. Bush presented the Medal of Honor on the second anniversary of the day Smith died in battle, April 4, 2003, near Baghdad International Airport.

"The Medal of Honor is the highest award for bravery a president can bestow," Bush said in an East Room ceremony that began and ended in prayer. "It is given for gallantry above and beyond the call of duty in the face of enemy attack."

I wrote in the past about an experience I had as a child while at the dentist with notrous oxide.  After it was administered I was counting backwards from 100.  I got to 94 and I started hearing a sound like WA Wa WA Wa as I started to spin and then saw the dentist from my sleeping position begin to extract some molars at which point I became full unconscious.  If I am ever put to sleep with this again I will definitely ask the doctor  to place a card so as I can try to view it as I think this is the perfect situation for an OBE to the RTZ.  It would put one into the RTZ as quick as a NDE.

I read that we can create a soul through love for a pet.

I read an account of Charles Lindbergh having an OBE while flying the Atlantic and looking down at himself but can not remember now where I read it.

I am a little confused as to an experience that occurred a few days ago.  I found myself in a Semi Lucid dream where I was in the home of my Grandparents when I was a child.  A lot of my family members were there and it was as if it was a get together.  Dinner was being prepared in the kitchen and I was sitting in the living room with my parents and sister.  To my left I saw my grandfather who appeared to be about the age when he died back in 1977.  As I observed him he appeared to be in very good health and was just looking at me without saying anything.  It then dawned on me that he was dead and could not be there at which point I became lucid.  I continued to look at him as he gave me a knowing look.  I told him "You know why I am looking at you like this don't you?"  This was an acknowledgement that he was dead yet there with me in some type plane of existence.  I got up from where I was setting and walked up to him and was just amazed at the physical reality of his appearances.  He appeared so solid, healthy and real. He just smiled and at this point I started to attempt to get some type validation to bring back to the physical.  My sister who is alive appeared to be there with a friend and I asked them "What is the date?" I just got a confused look.  I asked again and they said "I don't know" and I stated "How can you not know what date it is?" I asked again "what is the date?" I got a month and a day but stated I wanted the year to which I got the response "I don't know" It dawned on me could this is the Astral and I can not get year date here and it's not there fault.  I started looking about for other validation a found a large General Electric tube radio on a table and was trying to remember the serial number but was lucid enough to know to write the number down as to remember it better.  I finally found a piece of paper and only crayons but they started to break on me.  Finally frustrated and with a certain degree of my common fear beginning to set in that I was going to get stuck there I did my "I Dream of Jeanie nod and awoke".  I do not know if I was in some type Astral Plane or simply a lucid dream.  Mostly I would like to have any input from anyone who had encountered a deceased relative in the Astral if this whole set of events could have been set up by my Grandfather to make contact as my grandmother just passed six weeks ago.  Prior to my Grandmothers death however I had several vivid dreams where her brother was coming to get her.  Thanks for any input.

I awoke earlier today after a few hours sleep and decided to do some energy work.  I have not done any real meditation in awhile or worked on my Chakra's.  The reason for this was I had been looking through the posts for Energy Development last night and thinking about getting Mr. Bruce's new book "Mastering Astral Projection".  After about ten minutes I started to imagine exiting my body and the associated feelings that would occur and realized that I had done at least two Astral Projections earlier in the day and totally forgot them.  I was simply due to the NEW techniques that I was doing that brought the memory back else I would have forgotten entirely.  The first I could recall was Sleep paralysis that allowed me to roll out of bed to my right and onto the floor in the RTZ.  This is a common occurrence for me to have to get up off the floor and make my way to my bedroom door as soon as possible.  I reached the door opened it and got into my living room and kitchen.  After this I do not recall much but found myself back in bed and exited the same way but went out the front door instead.  Usually what happens at this point is I get pulled backwards into the air while looking at my home and this happened this time also.  I probably got pulled about 100 feet up and decided to come down.  This was actually a great experience as it felt like coming down on a roller coaster at full speed.  The sensation of butter flies in my stomach was much better then the best roller coaster I have ever been on and made the whole experience worth wild.  The energy work and the OBE have left me kind or disoriented today however.  I don't know why but energy work always leaves me a bit sluggish.

Has anyone looked at this site.
www.worlditc.org
They seem to be doing allot of research with other planes of existence.
Also look at the various paranormal research groups on line and listen to the EVP recordings they are getting.  I have captured some myself and they are not very hard to get.

Sensory input during death is like the scene in the movie Saving Private Ryan when Tom Hanks gets stunned while landing on the beach.  Auditory input goes to a tunnel type echo hum and time seems to slow down.  I doubt much pain is felt as the mind goes into protective shock mode and the nervous system slows down.  At that point if were lucky you are obove yourself looking down. Ha.

I love that post.  Really seems to give validation to Astral Projection.

I hate to put my simple input into such good responses but for me the first Astral Projection was something I had not expected the way it occured.  I simply found myself in my bedroom of my home while sleeping at a location twenty miles from home.  No exit sensations, nothing like I had been reading would happen.  I was simply there in the room looking around until I decided to return to my body after saying to myself "Now I know this is real"Sometime after this happened I read that this happens and I feel if it was simply my mind creating this event internally I would have projected with vibrations, seen my so called cord and my body lying in bed as this was what I was hoping for.

logic, that thought kind of makes me wonder sometimes too.  What if we are already dead and just don't know it.  There are so many books on the Paranormal and from Ghost Hunting where these people attempt to release ghosts that do not know they are dead.  I have been semi lucid in the Astral and had a Spirit Guide tell me to become lucid at which I did.  Probally when we die if we are not fully lucid someone is there to help us out.

This theory of being dead and not knowing it really spooks me sometime.  How can this be ?  I have posted ORBS on this site in the past that I took and paranormal researchers took at my home.  Where are they coming from and what do they want.  Everyone has a different theory.  I swear to God I have never faked a photo or lied on this site and am telling the truth now.  This is all too weird but at the same time I am intrigued at what is happening. I got a Sony Night-shot video camera and filmed for the first time in my back yard two nights ago.  As I walk out the back door my dog goes first.  His name is Reggie.  I get an EVP that says clearly "HIA REDGE" I did not hear it at the time but when reviewing the video heard it.  I highly recommend this camera for Spirit investigation. He stops and looks around for the source.  I walk throughout the yard and as I approach an area where the researchers picked up an entity there are two glowing lights that I can see only through my video viewfinder on infrared.  They appear to hover about three feet of the ground.  It hovers for about 5 seconds and comes toward me that returns to its original position slowly pulsating up and down in motion.  It then flies fast past my right shoulder and behind me out of site.  Then returns about four feet in front of me as I zoon in I loose site of it but then is appears a small glowing pulsation ORB about what appears to be about seven inches in circumference.  Then it turns sideways and I can see it is shaped like a soda can.  It is clearly transparent with each end bright white.  The reason it appeared round is it was looking at me directly.  It then however expands to what looks like twelve inches in circumference and almost appears as a distortion in Space as it moves slightly about.  It is like some type dimensional portal.  It drops down and I loose site of it then capture it again in the can type shape.  It just hovers around a plant and my dog barks and you can seen it move as if startled.  My dog barks a second time and it darts off past my feet quickly as my dog approaches and appears to look for it.  I am going to get this video cleaned up professionaly as I believe I really have captured something spectacular.  I swear I will find a way of posting it as I think everone here deserves to see the footage.  I have read on several web sites that people trying to grow spiritually will attract ORBS and maybe this is the case here.  It's as good a theory as I have been told its the women who died in my home fourteen years ago.  I keep hearing ghosts are loas souls trapped in the physical realm who have attachments here or do not know they are dead.  What a concept to be dead and not know it.  Now that has to make one think abut the nature of reality and the Astral Planes.  I myself have experienced the Astral and felt it almost more real then here and of course have read accounts of members of Astral Pulse feeling the same while projecting.  I have told people in the Astral "Do you know you do not exist, You are my dream" and have recently been told the same when asking a guide if God exists. Funny thing about the ORB two nights ago at one point it appeared to have a silver cord attached.

I had never heard of Kundalini when it happened to me.  Very strange energy sensation to say the least.  Many nights laying in bed I would feel as if I was having a panic attack.  I would have to get out of bed and get into my car and drive around the block several times to get composure.  I also became very emotional to music.  At work sitting in a chair if I was to close my eyes I would see all white and this would make me panic also.  I sometimes would feel as if I was slipping out of my body and had to get a grip of some furniture.  It was how one feels sometimes when they refur to the sensation of jerking awake with a fallng sensation while just falling asleep except this would happen while fully awake.  In time it went away somewhat but never completely and I will never be the same as before it was awakened as I think the experience actually changes the chemical and neurological structure of the brain.

I only saw it once.  I had someone come up to me and tell me he could see my cord.  The idea behind this being that he knew I was only visiting his realm.  I turned to look and it was aqua blue with silver sparkles going thought it and almost appeared to glow quite beautifully.

I have been out of town and arrived at home last night after about one week.  I had several very lucid dreams during the night.  At one point I was walking down a street I frequented while away I relized I could fly.  I realized I was having a OBE and became very excited.  I found myself in a vacant white room with no furniture or pictures on the wall.  I then discovered a newborn child being held by a nurse that was choking to death and I made attempts to dislodge an airway obstruction with no success.  It took about one minute for the child to die as it slowly turned blue.  I have never seen a child die and do not have any memories that could create an event like this and am believing that perhaps the ORBS in my home are trying to show me how they died.  I then came in contact with an elderly man with a head wound and felt that I was to heal this man by touch and the ORBS would assist me and was able to accomplish this healing after laying on hands.  I then floated to the ceiling and just hovered as a black man entered about forty years of age.  I told him " have you ever seen a person float?"  He just looked up at me.  I crossed my legs in a lotus position and floated to the ground and stood up and walked over to him.  He did not say anything.  I asked him if he was a Spirit Guide and still he did not speak. I began to panic at this point and was getting ready to end the projection but told myself to just relax and wait to see what happens.  I asked him if there really is a God? He stated you could just be a figment of his dream.  This is funny as I have told people in the Astral they are figments of my dream.  Tit for Tat I suppose.  I told him to tell God I love him and also I am sorry for any sins I might ever have committed.  I still just decided to wait and see what happens as a woman I know who is diseased entered.  It was strange as she was eating a peanut butter sandwich as she walked up to me.  As I turned to her I awoke while turning in bed.  For me the greatest thing about this experiense is that I did not end the projection for the first time out of fear and let it play its self out.

Apparently we simply have some very intelligent people utilizing these forums.  It was Benjamin Franklin that said "It's a very small mind that can only think of one way to spell a word".

I usually try sleepinng on my back and if I get Paralysis roll out to the left.  I have pretty good success this way.  Some of the absolute best projections I have had have been after falling asleep in the front seat of my car after reclining the seat back.  In fact the first I ever had was like this.  It was a summer night and I was on lunch break from work.  I went out to my car, fell asleep and simply found myself in the front bedroom of my home twenty miles away without experiencing any exit sensations.  I don't know why this position is so good for projection but have read other posts that also sugest using a recliner chair.  I would definently recomend using a recliner and am thinking about getting one.

I do not understand how it's possible to create weapons.  I had read it was possible but when I tried to create a gun once the Astral Beings just looked at me a laughed and said 'Good Buy". I was really shocked it did not work.  I turned an ran away then.  Maybe my problem there is I am actually encountering Guides as I have never seen so called Astral Wildlife.  Once I did see what I thought form but he did not move or answer my questions.  I will not try again in the Astral to create weapons or manipulate my form.  To me the Astral appears almost a real as the physical when I am very lucid except to the most intense colors I have ever seen, as it everything glows.  I got this thing I will do now when I see an Astral being.  I will walk up and tell them they are not real and are just being created in my dream and when I awake they will cease to exist so to see what there reaction will be.  Most times I get a response like "Get a load of this guy, who does he think he is ?" Maybe when I actually die God will tell me I do not exist and am a dream he is having.

Has anyone ever seen a Spirit that looks like a child's baby doll in the face.  I mean oval in shape with sunk in eyes and large dimples.  Transparent in color also.  I had my bedroom door opened and awoke a saw this figure standing in the doorway looking at me.  It was not a case of Sleep Paralysis either as a chill went up my spine when I saw it.  I looked away and after looking back to confirm it's presence it was still there but faded away.  It was only visible from the waist up and I have since read apparitions appear waste up often.  I never heard this before and I have a very active imagination and could certainly create an apparition in a period piece clothing or more dramatic then this appeared.  At first I thought this must have been a hallucination but am not so sure as I have paranormal activity in my home.  Has anyone seen this being before or have any ideas.  Thanks.

Yes, I have to have more trust.  It's just that I have not been Astro Projecting for too long and lack experience.  The Guide that showed me the children was a man but the Guide that approached me once when I projected and requested to see God was a women.  Quite a lofty goal for a person affraid to meet a guide to request to meet GOD. After I told her to stay away a man come througt the same door she did and I told him to stay away.  He just said O.K. but the women seemed anoied.  Then they returned into the door they came through.  If these AP would just happen when I try I would be better ready but they happen when I do not exspect it.  It's funny that most people are affraid to die once and I am the same.  If you think about it most people who project go througt the NDE hundreds of times.

I have to start getting more serious about Astral travel and get rid of the Fear.  If I do this perhaps I will get back there again soon.  Everytime I have a real intense AP I get scared I have died or will get stuck.  That is the reason I do not know more about the records then I do.  Two times I have had Guides come up to get me and say they want to talk to me and I run. Once I had a guide show me several deseased children and I paniked and awoke.  No one ever informed me the guides would be looking for me.  I always thought I had to look for them but they actially are seeking me out.  I also never believed the AP and the people would be so real.  I always belived it would all be like a dream but it's not. A good AP is more real then the physcial.  I will get back there soon as I feel the quides are still seeking me out but they need me to be prepaired the next time.  I will let all know as I find out more.

Watched a very interesting movie tonight "The five people you meet in heaven".  I did not get to see the whole thing as I was working.  It' advertised on the internet and is a book I will get.  The five people are one's who made and inpact on your life and you made an impact on there's.  Who are the five people you will meet? some perhaps you would have never exspected it to be. It's about how we are all interconnected together and how everything happens for a purpose.  It's a very sad movie as it's the story of a life. A story of war, loss, hopes, loves and quiet sadness as death takes from us what we love and who we think we are.

Yes, I have not had a drink all this week and find that my dreams are much more vivid and I am on the brink of projection on several occasions.  It's easy to fall into the trap of alcohol and for alot of people hard to stop once they have drank for many years. I awoke this afternoon and saw a purple mist that was forming by the bedroom window.  Really kind of freaked me out as it was really there and was not SP.

The only movie description I have seen of the place is in "What Dreams May Come."  When Robin Williams is looking for his wife and he is escorted there by his son to find a so called TRACKER played by Max Von Snydow.  It appears a large library where he is told "You hear alot of smart stuff around here, Most of it true".

I'm beginning to come to the belief that alcohol is a serious inhibitor to successful continuous projection.