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polarity ? where ?
my current experience is Tao, hence no surrender, just harmony

at least think about it when you are tired of fighting

hm, returned, but will post sparingly

pml, although we disagreed in the past, i came to understand your ways, although this "surrender" thing is unacceptable to me

when i removed enough of my earthly shell there was no surrender at all, only recogniction of my true nature

well, i am open for improvement

repeat? where?
all of these were tested on me, and worked ..

now you say your methods are temporary ..

i would like you to prove me wrong, please, point by point show what doesn't work, and why

there are means to defend yourself that escalate conflict and there are means that end it
killing others is killing yourself,  anchoring thoughtform of killing/being killed in your reality

by stating that there is no justification i didn't mean that it cannot be justified, but that the process of justification is illusion in itself
the apparent cause and effect, or rather pre-programmed action and reaction, was accepted by you first
there is NO reason at all, only instilled mental program that links will/choice to observed reality, and forces/limits possibilities to widely accepted thought-trains

example:
you cut your finger, you start jumping and hissing, why?
because it hurts - no
because you chose to jump and hiss, that's all

now this goes for happiness too
you can bleed to death and still be happy
your survival instinct should intercept now: but i am dying
survival instinct, although ingrained in our physical structure, is still only a program, and you have freedom of interpretation or no interpretation
i am dying - so what?
or removal of the whole program - i am dying - <nothing> (this is better then changing your conditioning, induces awareness (this is a sort of  when no program prompt user for action thing, wakes you up ))

there will be plethora of other programs telling you but this and that, but they are only programs, and you have choice/will to change them
this goes for spiritual development, messiah syndrome, love and compassion, but really, everything is fine as it is
well, if you chose too (choose your programming wisely, according to enviroment, you cannot act without a program, we have consensus reality here and others influence can overthrow yours)
then everything become possibility, expression of your will
interestingly enough, when there is nothing intercepting, love appears (not the fluffy one or sado-masochistic attachment)
yeah, it's a program, but it changes other programs to love
cool thing  

and there is this frequency everyone talks about
you get things only in your range of frequency (you don't hear radio waves, do you), this goes for emotions, energy etc
tune in love frequency, and you will get love, denser energies won't react with you, curses will change their programming when reaching your field, etc
of course when you get that stuff it means there is still something similiar to it in you, but you can choose to heal/remove it, takes time
you can also choose to heal your attacker (yeah, in physical plane takes time, but we are dealing with psychic combat now)

so, this way, you can resolve both things, your problem/program and attacker, which are really one and the same (so indeed negs are creations of our minds in a way)
good thing to find origin of the situation, thoughtforms concerned first
and when you relax you can channel destructive energy that already reached you out of your field or transform it's programming (to self destruct too, when defined structure, ex etheric implants)
you tense => it stays => it hurts
good luck

there is no such thing as justification
nor rationalization for that matter
you choose to accept them in first place, you can choose to stop
it's not about whether to kill or not, but what you make out of it
kill => kill => kill => kill => [...]

first off you have to unblock your chakras and clear energy channels to lessen the effects of negative enregy, using bruce NEW method would be sufficient:
http://www.astraldynamics.com/tutorials/

you are quite battered, to maintain high energy level you have to seal holes in your aura and restore proper energy flow:
http://www.chioshealing.com/index.htm
and:
http://www.joyofsatan.com/
see meditations

i suggest reading entire chios site and meditations and spells chapters from joy of satan, eventually join hell's army chapter for offensive tactics and  "Meditation Training for Spiritual Warfare", combat is useless in the long run IMHO, didn't work for me, nor i am a satanist

i will add more, if you have time to post you have time to read

you have blocked solar plexus chakra, one of the things it governs is joy of life

the love is still inside you, although you do not feel it

there is no more love inside of me, compassion none but i will never stop in helping others for free without expectations

helping others, what do you think it is ? love
you do not give love
you give, and this is love

my rebirth started here, with finding these forums, was my starting point and sometimes safe harbor when i was dealing with the unimaginable (thx Tay, Rastus, and others), and, most of the time, with myself
(this moment is complete in it's own right)

effectiveness is the measure of truth
i wish you (all) godspeed

Winston Churchill :
If you're going through hell, keep going

the hell is you

maybe train brain wave generator?
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=14409

aleshah did
they have machines that detect intruders and remote viewers
of course you can always burn their computers via pyrokinesis, hmm, that would actually be stupid anyway

as for demons, i wouldn't be surprised, they can offer them a lot, the point would be to keep things interesting for them, like steady supply of curious AP'ers

manipulating energy doesn't make you a psy-vamp
stealing energy does

it isn't from being one (although they have dysfunctional chakras, they can be repaired), but from acting like one

i see/feel them creating ripples in my field

google WILDs (wake induced lucid dreaming)

how can you get more diabolical than consumerism/consumptionism/commercialism
destroying the body is nothing, destroying the soul is, well, @#$%^&, IMHO

thank you

my words

that's all, long road it was

in fact, all you have to do is open your heart, just feel it, dive into it ..
let them resurface, and clear what emerges
the rest allows you to understand that

you don't achieve enlightment btw. but i cannot explain it in words
there is no path, there are no steps
there are only ..
mirrors

hmmm, bugger off

nope, it's kundalini and way too much alcochol
http://www.joemonster.org/mg/thumbnails.php?album=15
it could have been worse

oh, don't do any drugs, they can trigger it

forgive everyone and everything you can think of
explore your feelings, analyse everything in your life, and decide
color breathing - use seven rays, and feel which one you are missing
get some spine massage, or do it yourself
no coiling, clear the main channel first
the energy goes through the spine, shouldn't leave it (the main flow, that is)
feel all energy imbalance within your body and direct it through the spine up
do not let energy stay in one place
spread the energy evenly throughout your body
take long baths
train tai chi or something similiar
good luck

i omited this topic because of it's title, but eventually i dropped by and, hey, golden nugget

i think that we would have to consider that there are several different methods (layers) of transcribing information (consciousness), which leaves everything immortal because we don't have access to it's most subtle layers (sub-atomic ? dunno)
we can add that due to holographic nature of reality we can't really destroy (completely) anything without destroying whole universe, on more day-to-day levels we can't destroy entity without destroying all of it's holographic counter-parts (they don't  necessarily communicate between themselves, or know about their existence), but it can be regenerated by something else from shattered pieces, which still carry information

demons have lots of counterparts, and friends  , but by changing parts of them you change in some way all they are (thx Tay )

so, the only effective way is recast to the source, with the cooperation with the source, that is

regarding source consciousness, the nearest concept for us would be brahman, expanding and contracting, consciousness is not necessarily all that is, until all that is returns back, which brings us back to the meaning of life