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I am going to share with you an experience where i was p attacked by another human being, not by a neg. At the time i didnt even believe, an attack of such scale was possible, i thought only negs could do something like this and i was prepared to deal with that.

What i wasn't prepared to deal with was a psychically adept human, in possession of my saliva.....




As you probably know if you posses something like a blood sample or saliva, it makes psychic contact with the person 100 fold stronger... When the attack begun I first felt pressure on my chest. Then i felt pressure from my back around heart chakra, it felt like something was literally squeezing my right hand side heart chakra. Then the real trouble started , since it was saliva , i felt really uncomfortable grip gaining strong influence on my neck especially at the back of my neck where it joins the head.

Then it reached further and i could feel a massive load on my 3rd eye - normally my developed 3rd eye always feels online with a comfortable pressure , i can feel energy passing it, but there i could feel the energy was PUSHING thro it and basically it felt extremely uncomfortable and very painful. It overloaded my third eye, it overloaded my heart, my throat, and my crown chakras.

And so i was left with 4 chakras overloaded, under strain. Perhaps, my 3rd eye was affected the most: in the days and weeks to come it exhausted me. All feeling can be described as if a man from WWF , was holding me from behind by my neck and what do you call that manoeuvre where you try to squeeze your opponent to submission? Well it felt like that only all the time, first for days, then 3 days later it weakened a little bit, i could function normal before that i couldnt even do anything but run around streets at night in agony trying to think what to do... i found drinking beer helped to ease it a bit...

So after 3 days it weakened a little bit and at least became manageble.


Before we continue i would like to know what are your thoughts on this.

I used to work with these 2 for few month, its been about 1 month since i seen them, i moved over 200 miles away and now i started looking for new job.

The thing is, 1 month ago, they psychichally attacked me and i had to call ambulance and spent few days in intense care.

Now it might just be after image but i keep seeing them with my corner vision, like im sitting in computer launge in my local library, and the person at the far end looks like those people. They seem to take some interest in my privite life and try to be part of it. What can i do to get rid of them? Im sure that i will never see them again but how can i get rid of them in the astral? Because they seem to be visiting me in te astral as well! Mind you none of them are psychichally adept and i think they are being aided by negs.

What can i do, i practcilally tried everything, LBPR, lots of other counter measures, i would like you to pray for me guys, i really need some help here.

The names of the person is John Graham and the other ones Barry.

If anyone on here can give me a hand in exorcising id much appreciate it.

Ta

Waw, thats awesome. Btw cool avatar

I wonder what the dolphins would say about this contriversial issue of training purposies for military needs...

The last post by her was in April this year, i was wondering where she is or if anyone knows her present email ?
Apart from Nita and Robert is there anyone else i could email for some advice on psychic self defense?

Yeah..... i agree , but, the vibrations im getting i rather strong and got unwholesome cold feel to them, plus they happen when im simply resting and not doing anything in particular

Ok for the past few weeks i have been getting some disturbing vibrations in my feet!

I seem to have a strong neg attached to me. My feet, everytime before going to sleep and many times thro the day feel like something is tickling them! The feeling is really intense! Its sort of cold and unpleasant. Also i seem to be getting same buzzing and vibrations coming from my stomach at night! It feels like theres a bee colony, almost like in that alien movie where a creater is about to pop out that poor guys belly! Its very disturbing.

It all started couple of month ago, i started seeing things with my side vision: things that werent there! For example i seat in a group in this room and watching a presentation. And then there is this girl on my left hand, and with my SIDE VISION it seems as if she's posing her boobs at me and doing other such things,  and its all accompanied with a remorsefull sterile lust feeling.

Also im seeing lots of closed eye visuals pre sleep, disturbing visuals which try to convience me that these things happen in real life!!! That just drives me insane, im having the hardsest time trying to prove myself that these things are not true.

Then i can hear an ambinet sound like water flowing and i start hearing disturbing stuff like cry and or nasty words etc.

Its like theres this major enetrgy leak somewhere, its like driving a car without a whindshield! What do you think i should do?? Anyone?

I wish i knew buddy but generally speaking, when your in Church any negs that might or might not be in you try to resist the positive atmosphere and this pressure that your feeling is actually a good things that drives out negs.

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Just when exactly healing happens?

Suppose your body is possessed by demon. Just when exactly their connection to you 'snaps' and your home free? What triggers that event? Does it depend on karma residue or your own strength of will power?

What do you lot know about the healing power of sex?

Some food for thought, kundalini, its a pain in the butt to raise it to a high level manually and its even bigger pain in the butt to stay grounded once the energy is raised.
Sex can get it up just like when you ascend, in a blink of an eye

However, not just any knid of sex i.e. not the traditional alpha male  where male is the only party that uses female form to get off. But rather when both man's and womans experience is mutual. Tantric sex, if you will

When one experiences such orgam, energy in the chakras reaches Biblical proportions clearing anything and everything. Unless you have traumas and energy blocks your unlikely to notice anything unugual, besides feelings of extreem pleasures

Imagine the male party, imagine his spine as energy in a straight line, imagine that its blocked. Now what happens man and woman become one, her energy is healthy and they merge and it clears all the blocks in her partner.



Sex that is based on love rather than animal instinct is the most powerful, easiest and pleasant way to heal.

According to the Pleadean Agenda, when the act is complete, your outstanding karma is cut down by 50%. Sort of half - lifed, if you will, every time it happens.
Let that sink in for a moment, half your karma anihilated by one juicy orgasm.

By the way, its important to note that this healing sexual act can occur without physical proximity to your partner. It can happen in the astral.

What do you lot think, have you heard anything about it?

Thats where the difference between cats and dogs kicks in. You simply can not have a dozen of dogs living with you, 1 or 2, MAYBE 3. But with cats its hard to say no and your always tempted to rescue some and add to your collection, whcih causes gender clashes.

Leo my family only had one cat and we lost him when i was still little and can not comment on cats, but as for dogs, i can safely say that neutering dogs is wrong. Period.

I'm not quite sure about cats but i suppose RESPONSIBLE ownership, where owner and the cat are part of the team, even unnutered male wont tinkle if taught not to do so. Where as dozen of cats living with one owner, he or she simply can not connect on a deep level with them to influnece any control.

I did a good post about it here:
http://www.overgrow.com/edge/showthread.php?s=&threadid=534422

Sandra Ingerman, that is theone i've read.


There are two instances on which i could self apply soul rretrival.

A. My inner child, the one that is traumatised and still lives as a 3-4 year old boy, tries to contact me. I was meditating and had some energy work done and. While in a state of relaxation, i saw my 3 year old hiding behind curtains in a large room, in a frightened state. From what i could gather he was under impression that the demon is around and he wanted to stay as insignificant and small and unseen as possible. Emphasis on small- in ego power struggles one party tries to make itself as LARGE as possible to inflict fear while submissive party tries to take a small shape as possible.

B. Where my higher self sort of invites and calls on my 3 year old and assures it that its safe and he come home.

Yet all of the above is very fluky, and hard to reach, it happens more or less sponatenosly and un planned.

wrong what?

root chakra isthe most important thing, i have Kundalini coming up, i cant hold it and nearly pass out because im not grounded

Ever read Roberts book? He says that attachemnts to root chakra are the most sever and need to be brushed with NEW ways.

Are the Reikis grubbing for money or something?

You have tried to see a psychologist too right? Maybe those inter-helping groups?

Yeahhhh .. all the urban shamans like to bag your money.

But, it seems practitioners are NOT healing their clients. The healing is done through shamans, if clients are open to receive it. Unfortunatelly, the core of my ego is tightened and i subconsiosly resist healing.

If i see a healer, he/she may dance around me, poke me with cristals, balance my chakras - but the actual problem is still in my grip. Its like a paralysis, the doorway is gripped by me and the grip is paralysed and i cant seem to ungrip it.  

Alternatively, there is the method called Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) by Gary Craig that focuses on acutapping

Maybe i should really try acupuncture? When i was younger, i remember i had a few sessions. I dont remember if they helped me or not. But im very sensetive now, i should have a session and see how it works on my energy body.

http://www.gatesofmysticism.net/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?t=354

It's quite true, you don't have to be a shaman to perform a soul retrieval. Any astral projector who also happens to be a experienced healer can do it. In my case, I was taught through intuition, experience, my guides, and my higher self.

From the article:
"An example would be lowering someone's social and charismatic aspects in order to keep him from doing well in a debate with his boss over a payraise. (The payraise being bad for the demon because this causes the individual to feel better about themselves and a sense of security always ruins what they are trying to do.) "

Feeling better about themsleves. Sence of security, money & stability. Grounding.

That is what ballancing root chakra is all about brothers and sisters.

I still live with my parents and trying to move out and get a job of my own and means to support myself independantly - basically doing what i just stated in the above paragraph - getting grounded - opening the door for healings to come. And i swear whatever neg influence in me - its doing quite the number on me.

Anyway, sorting my life out, getting grounded and feeling better about myself is of paramaunt importance. Its also important to leave parents because of mother - son issues. there is pressure between the two - mother feels she has unfulfield role. And relation to your mother - is relations with The Earth - with root chakra - grounding.

Dear Leo

Thanks for reply again matie, you seem to be a cat lover, so am i.
When i finally live in my own place i want to get a couple of Norwegian forest cats, or perhaps Main Coon cats, which ever cheaper or easier to find. I like large cats

As for voulantering to work in a local animal shelter, im in the UK and we dont have that many here, i dont think we do, well not at least in my small town. But that idea crossed my mind, i think it would benefit me, it would give me something to do as well as work reference for future employer.

Cats are trully wonderful creaters, just as dogs really.

Seeing that we are on astral forum, have you ever shape shiften into cats world? Cats have ties with Sirius 6D intelligence. (years spend learning - when im finally out i'll have plenty of stuff to talk about) Anyway, cats live in amazing world. If you get a chance you should try it, maybe ask a prayer and helpers will transform you next time you sleep/AP.

Anyway, sicne your cat afectionado, i just wanted to ask what is your view on neutering?

Its one of the many ways to heal someone.

At the time of an accident when emotionally someone is traumatised,
the core of the ego splits, where one bit remains stuck at the age when the trauma occured, the other bit movies on with the body in the now.

What soul retrieval does, it employes the use of a shaman, who reaches for your broken half and joins you together. I read an excellent book on this topic by someone, but she never actually bothered to tell how to do the retrieval yourself.


damaged ego can get complicated

We all have egos right, an ego is basically a MODEL of reality, i belief system from which all thoughts and actions come out.

If a part of the ego is traumatised, it seems that in your day to day life, even if its been more than 10 years since the accident, all behaviour, which originates at the core of the ego, comes from a disected point of view.

if something happens NOW, one bases his actions not on the now, but partly from a state in which he was left when traumatised



I dont know why but Roberts core image removal doesnt work for me at the slightest.

I want to explore soul retrival further. Few times in the near past, i spotted my inner child, the split half of me stuck in the same age, in the same state, when trauma occured. I need to get him home to me.

"You could try seeing a Reiki healer and getting your chakras balanced. It's just a thought"

Cat meaw, seeing a Reiki healer is a luxury i can not afford very often, i ve seen a few couple of years back but that didnt help much.

Its money thats the biggest problem, and its difficult to function as a healthy member of the society. Ive been trying to raise £2000 for my healing and i only got 900 , and thats in 6 month! And i was fired from my bar job, and im still trying to find another one.

What i need is a seater, who could sit with me and gudie me while i take psychich medecine and release emotional blocks.

If buddha could come down and nurse me back to health that would be nice.



And Leo, that reminds me, i have to rent Anger Management to watch on video

By the way its 22 years since the trauma, time heals yes, but its not something that simply fades off, it needs to be healed.

As for getting a dog or a cat, lol, no im not living alone. Im STUCK in my parents house. Back when i was akid i had 2 dogs, that helped A LOT. I so want an animal in my place but i need to move out first. I even read cat encyclopedias in my local library to make me feel better and to learn enough about cats so that when i do move out i am ready for one!

Anyway thanks for help

Ok i think the tide is high and things are getting a little out of hand.

A litle background info: i have emotional trauma and over the years i've been trying to heal it. Lately i feel like i'm getting closer and closer, i'm more in touch with my emotional state, but i have little control.

Increasingly i feel like i'm on the edge of loosing self control. i need to learn some emergency technicues on how to stay CALM and GROUNDED in the pressent. I got these mental loops, with mix of anger lust and fear on it. And its spinning and sometimes i feel like its going to sneak up on me and kick me in the butt.

One way to address it is thro physical body: i find that i tend to forget to breeze very often and when i forget to breeze i kind of loose my mental RPM and dive down. So breething deep and steady is a must. Then theres my body, sometimes when i'm very in touch with my emotianl state and i can feel trauma and me are face to face my body starts shaking, like shivers like really powerful shaking. And THAT is happing at increasing intevals and intervals are likely to increase.

Im taking herbal remedies, im not going to take any benzos and syntetic remedies.

I think staying in present is the most important. I dont even have any people in the physical to whom i can relate.

I know this isnt related to AP but i think people here might be able to help.
When i try to AP i can not reach a trance state often, very raraly i find myself consious in a trance. Its like i can not relax, every time i relax i jerk mentally and back in lower orbit.