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More On Kundalini

By the way just to be complete on this issue.  Last week, while in a highly focused and alert state, I again questioned Kundalini and the Energy System and did not experience any consequences like I did the first time.

I also questioned the existence of a Hindu Master I saw once and went back to the place where I had seen him demanding that he re-appear.  Nothing happened.

I was just very angry at everything, including God when I did this.  I don't know what will result from this.

I had a similar experience.  Some times during a very highly alert and focused state, I have felt the computer to be more responsive and acting ahead of my commands--mouse clicks that is.  In two or three cases, my computer has actually re-booted.

However, I've noticed also that because my senses are sometimes more acute, I can see many things I didn't notice before.  Like some programs that flicker, screen repainting and things like that.  In fact, one day I was at the supermarket with my family and there was a bird inside flying on top of the merchandise.  I was the only person around who actually saw this for a while.  To me this was very clear and vivid.  It took others some time to look and actually see the bird.  At first, I thought I was seeing things.

About Kundalini

If I stimulated Kundalini during my exercises, I must have done it unintentionally.  Or perhaps it all began after having stimulated Chakras unintentionally also.

When I began NEW exercises my whole intention was to gain improved health.  I was not interested in any of the other features like Kundalini, OBE, Projections, etc.

The thing that happened to me is that after experimenting for about two weeks, the whole system took off on its own and I could no longer control it.  Initially, I tried to control the activity, but it did not work.  Eventually, I stopped all practice and left it alone.  

The first time I felt something going up my spine and into my head, I was in bed and it didn't really do much afterwards.  I think my whole body was relaxed and I simply slept.  However, the second time I was at work and it happened after I had questioned the system during a highly focus and alert state--I simply felt invincible and I wanted answers.  First I questioned the existence of Kundalini, and immediately I started feeling the burn come up.  I immediately replied that I accepted.  I then questioned the existence of the energy system and something expanded from my body and the third eye was made visible; I could actually see it and I felt very cold.  This is when I started panicking. I even called a Kundalini instructor to try to get some help.  Later on that evening, on my way to visiting this instructor, the whole thing happened and I ended up being picked up by the police and in the hospital.

I was conscious the whole time.  Also, at some point, I had a conversation with myself.  They were basically questions and answers.  Answers were being given by the dominant of the two voices in a very forceful tone.  I had the feeling I was talking to God.  My final impression was that I was denied entry due to my attachment to this world.

Note that although I use words that may carry some mystical connotation, I myself am unsure as to what actually happened.  It is also possible that I just went crazy or that there may be a logical explanation.

I did not see any visions except for people I felt were guiding me as I was trembling while driving and prior to the conversations.  The conversations I had while in the police car.

Thank you all for your replies.

About My Psychiatrist:

I believe my psychiatrist is partially right.  There may be a chemical imbalance.  However, there are no cases of mental illness in my family.  Also, I personally at the age of 39 had never experienced any thing like this prior to practicing with energy.

Also, I conducted a Google search on "chemical imbalance of the brain" and found tons of conflicting information.  So I don't believe the medical profession is yet equipped to deal with such issues.  In fact, my psychiatrist himself told me that perhaps 10 years from now they will be able to tell which chemicals precisely they're talking about.  In most cases, they are talking about neurotransmitters.

What I think is that the chemical imbalance results from something else and is not the real cause of my condition.

It appears that the chemical imbalance theory is now a blanket diagnosis for many patients including children.  Many of the individuals in this site would in fact be diagnosed as being chemically imbalanced as soon as they told the doctor they were experiencing visions, feeling energy moving through their bodies, sleeping irregularly, having tremors, etc.  The only way right now that a doctor can diagnose a chemical imbalance is judging from the symptoms communicated by the patient.  There is no real test (like a blood test) for the condition right now.  What ends up happening in many cases is that patients become eternally dependent on the medications prescribed.

What I am doing instead is taking some vitamins meant to alleviate neurological activity. The vitamins I am taking are B1, C and the mineral Magnesium. These seem to help slightly.  Also, rest and relaxation has helped.

Judging from descriptions in other posts on this site, I would say in less than one month, I experienced Kundalini and nearly went crazy.

After 2 weeks in a psychiatric hospital, I managed to stabilize.  However, many of the effects have returned after I discontinued medication.  My phychiatrist has reasoned that I may have a chemical imbalance.  But I don't really believe it.  I think it is a direct result of having experimented with NEW.

Not long ago, I began experimenting with NEW and I have had very significant experiences.

My interest now is to make some sense of it.  However, before I proceed, I would like to discontinue the effects of what I initiated.

My question is simple.  Does anyone know how to stop the effects of NEW?

Not long ago I began experimenting with the NEW system and have had very significant experiences.

My hope is to explain what has happened to me in as logical a way as possible.

For this reason, I will be maintaining an open mind as well as a somewhat cautious and skeptical approach.

Hope we can all communicate well.