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Dear MrJingo, Could you please provide me with some links or resources to this evidence "for" science reigning highest on the scale of truths?!?
Just kidding...I don't really want links & resources (really). I work with my own truth, no one elses...but i'm intrigued by your passion for proof!

i haven't bother talking much about my view points with the 'falling veil' of our perception, and how i believe parallel worlds to be merging, but it falls somewhat in line here, with 2012, and the ushering in of another golden age, etc. i've avoided it bcuz it involves a lot of personal work & insight on my part that is too easily discredited by the masses...and why would i want to subject myself to rigid two-dimensional pessimism?!? backing up my ideas comes through astral travel, trance, channeling, divination, dreams, etc...not much weight for the scientifically minded.

still...to sum it up as clearly as i can...i see a point in time where the world was "whole" (corresponding the golden age). a time when magic & manifestation was available to all who practiced at it. fairies, goblins, dragons, wizards, demons, angels, cyclopes, unicorns, and humans, etc...all living in each others midst's. when giants walked the earth and came into women and they were good, and all that jazz!

supposedly a 65,000 year cycle (going from gold to silver, to bronze and into iron) this is the so-called iron age we live in now. when we are furthest from spirit and our universal intelligence. gold is when we pass through it, and silver begins the waining process...much like the cycles of the moon. i guess you have to be a woman to really have a deep feel for it all. or at least be in harmony & balance with your divine energy. science is at the opposing end of the scale. so an excess of one side or the other, neither is helpful. this also involves my feelings on dualistic thought, and extreme perspectives...where the truth is ultimately given in the middle.
not in the black & white/cut & dry version (but that's another matter).

we are so far away (in this iron age) from the mystical that it's difficult to recognize & comprehend that which we cannot see & touch. however the 'flip' will be sudden & spontaneous. already more and more people are picking up on spirit, and etheric information. more people under attack, more people having spontaneous obes, etc...and even scientists leaning more towards the mystical (as AMM mentioned).

i've never cared much for science...it always leads to vivisection and dis-embodiment. i've never been able to put much stock in an art that comes to it's conclusions through constant separation. only in the last decade has that begun to change...where science is only now beginning to add up all it has dismantled & identified. i guess that's just how it woks?!? how it comes round full circle?!? just seems so damn slow, and in the end we all find ourselves back at square one. i'm not going to claim to know anything about genetics, but i have heard that the male chromosome is lacking. sometimes i wonder if men can "feel" that?!? if there's a certain desperateness to everything...in knowing that they're a dying race???

also a link for fun! (if you can afford it)
The Genographic Porject
https://www5.nationalgeographic.com/genographic/

note: i have struggled with the idea of the 'flip'. why wouldn't we "wax" back into the golden age as subtly as we waltzed out?!? i have no idea.
i know there's also talk of an actual pole shift in correspondence with 2012 & planet X....also with polar caps melting, etc. why not!?!

though from what i have available...it isn't so much a 'phasing' thing (like the moon/tides)(that ebb & flow...where things swing to one side and then the other). this is more cyclical like a calender or astrological signs...of which, you don't get to the end of and turn around to cycle back through each month till you reach the beginning again. nope...we go right from dec.31st straight into an entirely new year. maybe it's like that!?! it all as something to do with alignment! that after 65 thousand years the earth, our galaxy, and the universe will (again) be in polar alignment. what does that mean exactly? i have some idea about thing working only when they are in alignment (like radio signals), but i have absolutely no idea for sure (not any that i can include links to )...but i like to think that a lot of s--t is going to change!

white is a good sign. black in another story.
for me there's been an increase in visual activity lately. tons of 'out of the corner of my eye' stuff. also this time of year between now (nov.1st) and just after christmas. then it starts to slow down again.

the tape recorder is also a good idea. (shouldn't be digital though. the old fashion kind) also...and i don't know how much time you have on your hands, but researching who occupied the house before would be interesting. it could become a cool hobby of sorts. i'd also suggest burning sage, and other protective herbs...or plain incense (and lots of candles) (spirits love candles) will work till you can get a smudge stick (sage/sweetgrass/etc). it won't harm peaceful entities, but the neg's don't like it much.

i think we naturally take to the supernatural for some reason. i think it gets weird when we let our imagination get carried away, and that imagination is tainted by negative conditioning...like "there's someone buried in the basement in some old well that's been covered over", or "maybe a serial killer lived in the house, and ate people"...all that freddy kruger crap that we've delighted our senses in at one time or another, and it gets lodged in the back of our heads in waiting. you're mind can make you pee your pants under the right circumstances! i'm glad you're not scared, and instead curious...to me that mirrors the energy of the entity. it's curious about you too.

also wondering if anyone in your family has died recently? even a distance relative? or someone new married into the family, or any recent births? sometime people will carry spirits with them, or past ancestors/protectors will arrive with a new member of the family!??!

soul

First off...I think it's wonderful that folks are being so open-minded!
I'm so tired of having to push the simple idea of "it might not be 'necessarily' be a neg". That's all I ever want to get across, and it typically leads to crazy banter.

Guess I just want to say that it makes it a whole lot easier when I'm not always putting myself in the line of fire...and with that said...

I agree with the rest. (that feels weird :confused:)

I use the ouija a lot...as a profession. I'd say it might be the best way of getting some answers. if that's what you're looking for. You can easily google information for protective rituals (casting a circle). I would definitely suggest undertaking this with a friend. Someone that's grounded, not easily scared, mentally & emotionally balanced...these things are important. The ouija works as an amplifier and you don't want it picking up on any 'crazy' energy.

Other than that I would just lay low with it for now. If things get really eerie there are ways to deal with it, but for now it sounds fairly benign.
I get touched by spirits all the time. It's the strangest feeling. My hair stands on end, and there's chills & a soft electricity that runs through the area being touched. I actually like the feeling (personally). I use it for awareness on what's going on at the time. Like a signal to stop and take note. I've lived in a lot of haunted houses, and near a lot of graveyards. I currently live about ten feet from a cemetery now...and it's pretty busy for it's size. You can get use to it. It's just different/new/un-natural for now...but it can become just as natural as anything else.

People that live in rural areas get so use to crickets that they don't even hear them. People in cities get use to sirens, and neon lights outside their bedroom windows. If those people were to change places for a couple of nights...they'd be freaked out by the unfamiliarity of it all.
It can be like that, and it takes times is all. It's my personal opinion that the veil between the worlds is lifting...that's leading to more paranormal activity. I think it's something we're just going to have to make room for; that we don't have much choice in the matter. We are infiltrating their territory as well. It would be interesting to know what they think of us!??!

Obviously you're sensitive and that lays somewhere between a gift and a curse. I would attempt to make contact...only bcuz it feels like that is what is being sought. You wont know what to do...till you find out what it wants, if anything. I wouldn't put too much energy into it being something negative...that only heightens the drama and skews your perspective.
Think positive...and keep us posted.

Love Soul

Dear Leyla,

Yeah...either this forum is running amuk-i with children, or they're just messing with you!!! Thankfully I feel you're a woman that won't fall "prey" to it!

Dear Dawg, ...2005 and we've come such a long way! NOT!   I am of course willing to concede to your ideas if you can give one scientific "fact" that proves anything one way or the other.

Soul333

i submitted the witch board i painted to coast to coast for their halloween gallery, and it was excepted. very exciting if only for one night!

just wanted to share in the feeling
http://www.coasttocoastam.com/gen/page1161.html?theme=light

soul

Dearest Leyla,

I couldn't read through the entire thread...just time to glimpse and respond quickly. The arrogance, ignorance, & immaturity is not yours!!! You are keen enough to pick up on the subtleties of intuition, and reading between the lines.
Accept all that has been posted in reply for exactly what it is and nothing more....people's inabilities to explore their beliefs. Too much fear in the unknown (still), which is ironic for an astral forum...but non-the-less.
Had to take a little time to give props.

When you come out of the shadows and start making progress...expect to be attacked! It's a good sign, albeit more than a little frustrating.
(of course I=mc2 is omitted from the "pack")

Of course I am probably unintentionally adding fuel to the fire for inching into this thread...as I seem to have developed a following of hardened-minds that like to try and keep me check.
Let's hope their engaged elsewhere.

Not sure if this issue was resolved, but "humans" in general function are hi-bred...so yes...the possibility exists that "all" humans can AP/OBE, etc. (may cats can do it for Christ's sake...I don't see why the line is being drawn there) You brought up really intriguing things that are worth exploring, but people will work around them as they try to reel you back into the "established"...there's enough people working on that. You needn't (as I'm sure you feel) waste your time on the given.
It really takes a flexible mind to get in deep. Most people are only puddle-skipping. (I know that won't go over well...too bad..my truth).
gods/goddess/giants/nephilim/angels/archons/monsters/aliens/ancients...
whatever folks want to call them. I don't know where you came from, but you've crossed the line from "acceptable" intelligence into the realm of mystic (universal consciousness/cosmic intelligence)...and there's no going back, and there's no easy path, and there's no apologizing!

Let the Sheeple stay in the fields with their text-books and statistics, and all their scientific theories. Not everyone is built to go off the reservation. Not everyone is brave enough.
I find what you are doing extremely interesting and would love to be kept abreast of any further happenings.
There's too much out there to stick to the middle of the road.
Keep searching! Keep following the clues!

There's only thing I would disagree with, and that's that you did "ask" for it. You asked for it all, and I know when it all comes at you...it's a lot to deal with & decipher. One step at a time.

Respect/Support & Love from a fellow mutant-freak & mysfit!  
& fellow Intuitive Psychic...that's interesting!?!

Sister Soul

Funny how many people feel completely obliged to speak up when they "think" they know what they're talking about. Also funny how it never gets any deeper than the argument. (So much for Spiritual Evolution)

[U]

i think this is where U left off...

There will be no peace as long as people like SoulJah are compelled to argue against everything.

MUCH REFLECTING ALWAYS

Ready your house for the soldiers of the Killuminati.
Preparing the new round table for Tupac & Big-Es arrival.
The powers that 'think' & are NOT...get more snotty.
as the color of blood keeps on driving survival.
(imho)
wu-tocious 2da max!
souljah333

as i guessed.

no need to decode.
mental download
in check
zalryt? zalryt!
zokay? zokay!

my style carries like a pickup truck across the clear blue yonder
yer right...no need to wonder.

peace to the middle east.
soul

and so a play it shall remain.
but i ask thee (I-C) what of those who are consumed backstage, and what of the writers? what quiet collaboration should ever concern the players?
all or none?

[so]

dear bloodsong,

i know you're so over this, but i just HAD to comment.
are you aware of how blatantly obvious you are being with your behavior?!?
i just can't help myself with this bcuz it's a good example of what i have a problem with...which you seem to want to miss.

That was my point about SoulJah. (Who are you talking to?) Always jumps in to defend someone or some idea, and fights with whoever backs up their own opinion, so, of course, any reply is WRONG. There is no use, so just ignore her is the conclusion I have come to. If the moderators won't stop the posts (which they shouldn't, everyone is entitled to voice out), the least WE can do if WE don't agree with the attitude is to just ignore (which is OUR right).

Bloodsong

you insist you have "issue" with me, but instead of bothering to 'heal' that dis-EASE...(which we could have simply attempted with the PM's)...you side stepped all that/took it public...and in the end seem most concerned with "who" is in agreement with you. you don't have a problem with me at all! not that you'd admit that...what you're really doing is feeling out a space to fit into. and that's completely acceptable in the grand scheme of things, but i think it would be healthy to be honest with yourself about that.

i don't have a big problem with people utilizing my fringe-function to work their way into the "common" circle, but it sure would be nice if all that energy was used for something more productive, then personal insecurities....but whatever.

soul

you're making the assumption that everyone is pretty much in agreement with you. you might be thinking that bcuz no one is bothering to back me up that i'm in the "wrong"...(it's a very small circle to work your way into)(so i wouldn't put much stock in it or get too comfortable)...all the folk that would side with me are involved in more productive circles. and i pretty much like going it alone anyway. keeps me on my toes.

dear adun,

i really feel that you are missing my mission here, and that's okay (of course). i don't expect anyone to go out of there way to understand me. seems like that's a difficult function for a lot at this forum...to put aside their own beliefs to allow enough room for/respect for others. very few people get where i'm coming from...and that's okay. as for your language skills. please don't think that has anything to do with it. at all!
Kazbadan is a perfect example of broken english...that i just love & respect.

people here will try to make me out as the enemy, and that's fine...but one thing i won't just lay down for is when people jump to conclusions in an attempt to distract themselves from looking at their own behavior. the only thing i was making mention of with your post...was how you were helping draw that line between black & white (wrong & right) (not that that needs any help here @ AP). i personally don't believe in any in of that. that there is right place & a right way to post, and how easily people can be tossed into the "wrong" pile because they see things differently. i mention it a lot, and it's funny how it gets swung back in my direction so quickly without anyone ever willing to look at it seriously. people get strange when you turn the mirror on them. i'm use to that.
people are either "part of the problem or part of the solution". just so happens that in this forum...if you agree with the powers that be = you're right, and if think outside the box = you're wrong.

do i have a problem with that? yes i most definitely do!
am i going to keep my mouth shut, bcuz i'm afraid that the jack-boot thugs are going to turn on me...and make me seem like the problem? no.  
bcuz my purpose goes beyond that. there's a lot of people here that want to be "right" (or at least be on the "right" side of things), but that's as far as it goes. so many never get past the superficial arguing. and i can only see that as "immature"...in that light i am able to look at them with some understanding, where normally i just wouldn't have the patients.

and bloodsong

you might be more than willing to drag the diluted & common human function onto the web, and make it about survival of the fittest...but i think there's enough of that primitive mind set taking place. everyone has their own pace...their own drummer. yes a lot of people fall into the "top 10" category, where what they believe and think is status quo (that's why it's called the "top 10"). it take all kinds though, and just bcuz someone doesn't listen to the same channel you do. they shouldn't be ostracized for it. this is the internet for christ's sake...there's enough room for everyone to have a unique perspective (if they wish). yes...i'm fighting for that, bcuz it can easily vanish. if i see someone getting beaten up on the street by a bunch of thugs...i'll jump in to protect the lone-man. if i see someone tormenting an animal...i'll do whatever i have to do to rescue it. that's just me. it's great that you fit into the "winning" side, but i don't. i don't want to, and nor am i going to...just to keep the peace.
to me that's not peace...it's apathetic complacency & it's weak.
my humble opinion of course!

and dearest james,

yeah...i'm sorry i just don't find the humour in nazi regimes. :confused:

soul

wasn't going to bother posting again, unless silent shadow was in need of some more support...but, what the hell.

WF,
i meant the logical 'human' rules don't apply. of course everything appears to fall under universal law, but that wasn't my point. my point was...just bcuz black is black, & up is up, and right is...well. i'll leave that one alone. it can be very much "through the looking glass" when traversing the astral. everything one "thinks" they know about here and now...can in fact cause problems in the thereafter.

and as far as the playing field is concerned...i'd have to say from personal experience that it is far from even. though i feel this where are differences in opinion cross paths. control freaks (as you like to insist i am)( we all are to a certain degree. if you can figure out how to dispose of the ego &/or fear...you let me know! ) anyway...humans will typically enter "unknown" situations utilizing what they consider to be sound logic (if they are in anyway conscious at the time) and in a round about way (although putting their best foot forward) are in fact limiting their abilities. i don't accept that this can be 'taught'...it seems more applicable and comfortable when it's learned first hand. sure it can be all be equal, as well the tables can be flipped...but it's something that can only be experienced. the words mean nothing.

dp

[(that post alone shows what kind of mentality he possesses)]

Adun wrote:

- I may be wrong but you seem like the kind of person who likes to start arguments just to get some attention and look important.
- Nobody "attacked" neutrino, he was the one to throw the first stone.
(Instead of posting in the right topic he created a new one
claiming everyone who thought some people didn't have a soul were wrong (that post alone shows what kind of mentality he possesses))
- In addition there are other posts in the world's religions forum he made in which he calls everyone who disagrees with him a "lost soul".

- Yes you're are wrong about me.
- I wasn't aware that a post was a 'stone throw'?!?
("the right topic"? That as well is demonstration of your mentality.)
- I have no knowledge of the World Religions Forum.
 Personally no interest.  

You're making a big deal out of nothing, i wonder why...

And you decided to step into the middle of it....wonder why?

Wronski Feint:
Okay...sure, whatever!
Maybe all that "unjust enthusiasm can be put to better use elsewhere?" Or...maybe not.

Man...I do tend to draw crowd though when you think about it.
Nothing else going on in the neighborhood???
:boredom:

[I know you are already biased against me and any response is incorrect and ignorant,]

dear james,

unfortunately i am unable to find the humor in that last post.

We are greatly disheartened to be receiving such reports, and wish to emphasis to all that we, the Moderators of the Astral Pulse Forum, have an ongoing commitment to ensuring fair and impartial treatment to all members, regardless of race, religion, political alignment, or opinion.

first off i highly doubt any of you are greatly disheartened, and secondly a "commitment to fair & impartial treatment"?!? right (we are talking about AP aren't we?). such an appropriate use of symbolism though; for that you are congratulated.

the only thing i have reason to reply to is...

Nobody is welcome here who wants to steamroller the beliefs of others just so they can lay down their own.

i'm not sure that Neutrino4344 (for instance) was even allowed due course to establish anything in the way of steamrolled beliefs, but it definitely didn't stop y'all from clamping down. that's the extent of my issues with "some" mod's...that the discussion is haulted before it even gets started. sure you can say the mod's are just members and can lay comment anywhere they please. however bcuz they carry some weight for newer members...when they come out of the gate in attack mode...i believe it sends a bad message, putting the original poster on the defensive (or curbing his/her path of thought).
in this behavior i find little that is intelligent, fair or impartial.

dear wronski feint,

It may be unfair, but what can you do?

just be yourself...and speak up where you see injustice.

and last but not least...dear bloodsong,

As for stirring up s--t, you have some nerve accusing others of that from some of your post history! You always hide behind the "I was taken incorrectly" angle, but even those posts are blatantly caustic! Before you accuse others of being immoral, take a look in the mirror.

1) i challenge you to find a thread where i ever threw the first punch! 2) i'm not hiding behind anything and 3) i never said anything about morals.
to me morals are a charade.

As a final point, you asked if I could argue my point in an intelligent manner in your message to me. I placed the response here as I know you are already biased against me and any response is incorrect and ignorant, therefore, I ask for feedback from those willing to give it here in the public forum, is this intelligence at work, or just foolishness?

personally...just plain foolishness, but that's okay.
i asked you if you could "back it up"...not argue your point. (that's why i added the word "intelligent"). if you know i'm already against you...then you know nothing. as for taking this out of PM i personally didn't see the need to do that, but do as you will. you stated...in round-about-english why you did so...you're looking for support for your side. i hope you find it. i'm sure you will...more than that i hope you find the strength in your own understanding so you're not always subject to exterior support.

jilola seems to be the most intelligent here! bypassing the non-sense, and going back to the topic :exclamation:

I think somebody wants to be a mod...

WRONGski! Sadly mistaken...I've got my own forum that keeps me pretty busy, where there are no mods. Possibly down the road there might be a need for a few if it ever gets that large, but i wouldn't allow them to nip at other members in that manner. just bcuz someone is elected to moderate, doesn't give them (imo) the right to badger or throw their weight around.

mod's need to be moderated as well, and lately this forum is pretty much without parents...if you get my drift.
...judging from your response i'm guessing you don't want to.
that's fine. i couldn't care one way or the other...they were just suggestions. not ultimatums for perfection and absolute union.
that's crazy talk! not the way it works online, not the way it works in real life, not the way it even works in the astral. but you felt compelled to state your facts...and that's good enough for me.

my point again...as it will most likely get buried under blather is...
THREE mod's in A ROW...jumped on his s--t! 'nough said.

[Three moderators felt compelled to jump on Neutrino4344 butt. THREE!?!]

I wouldn't be pushing this point, except that it happens so frequently...I have to wonder...from whence the behavior stems?!?

Whether a question was asked or not, whether it made sense or not...is beside the point. Two options are available that seem most logical
1) (involving interest) is to respond/engage in a manner that is in fitting with the original post.
2) (if you're not interested) = don't post at all.

What happened instead is this typical behavior I'm coining the "AP Pack Attack". Three moderators felt compelled to jump on Neutrino4344 butt. THREE!?! You can all take your time defending yourself if you wish, but that's just plain ridiculous in my opinion.

All I can assume is that people here are bored and trying to stir up some s--t, or that some folk that have been here for awhile are tired with going over the same subjects time and time again. either way as far as the moderators are concerned...maybe it's time to sit down and take a good long look at what the position entails, and whether or not your heart is still in it?
again...to me, it just feels extremely deviant.

maybe there should be limited terms for moderators. three months perhaps?!? maybe it should be something the entire forum gets an opportunity to vote on. keep the whole thing in check. keep it humble. mix it up a little?!?

i know there are a lot of dedicated AP members who think it's great just the way it is, but i'm not one of them. i see a lot of areas for improvement, but mostly it's with attitudes...not the forum itself...and a dozen or so new smileys ain't gonna cut it. i have a sense that nothings going to change...still i refuse to sit idly by while the pack nips at fellow members just for the fun of it. i think the response on this (if any) will prove interesting. who feels it necessary to defend themselves, and who will try and turn on me to take the focus off themselves.
on the other hand...not responding is just as sad.

Sincerely
The Den Mother
(at heart, not in status)

y'all are sick

dear draege...thanks for your advice.
was there something you wanted to discuss or just making an observation?!?

if you're angry...this would be the area to speak up about it that's for sure!
333

i'm still convinced the dark house is nays!

Dear Draege,

Your sincere advice is useful, but not in this situation. I would be correct in assuming that you have never been under full blown demonic attack before, correct?!? In this realm the logical rules don't apply. No harm in trying, the suggestion is made often in this forum, but typically from those who have no idea how terrifying or bind-blowing the whole experience can be.

Dear Silent,

Sorry to hear that things are continuing, and possibly concentrating. You don't have to tell me about the closet...i know very well! You are correct about becoming stronger, and their ability to match that. Not sure if you remember me saying that the 'tricks' only work for so long. That you'll find something to alleviate the attacks, which will work for a while, and then they'll build up a resistance to it. It's actually a fairly symbiotic situation. You must remember that you are doing the same thing...building up a resistance, and becoming stronger with everything they try as well. In this light they are not all powerful...or all evil. You can forget about that, as it will only stagnate your mind with fear.

I had also mentioned that the lessor shadow beings...'the watchers' as you were experiencing in the beginning would lead way to more intense creatures. There isn't any comfort in that (of course), but know that you are not alone in this. There are many people that are going through the exact same thing, seeking solutions and answers and being consumed with it all. In this sense Draege is not wrong, where you will benefit from not "fretting" about it constantly. I know this is really hard. My attacks are not anywhere near as intense as they use to be...but I do remember how it effected all areas of my life. Not being able to get a good nights rest is also a real problem that compounds over time.

You might consider heading over to AstralDynamics and speaking with DarkKnight about some anti-static sheeting that a few are experimenting with with some success. also a thread there about "pumice" that might be worth reading. i really think you should consider finding other forums or 'support' groups that can 'relate'. you need to talk to other people that are going through the same thing you are. It really doesn't help to be around people that will always lean towards the mental issues &/or religion, faith, etc. Those are all givens & they're not cures as I'm sure you are realizing...you need to be involved in collaborating on something that really gets results, and may help others down the road.
I think it would help to put things in a better/more productive  perspective.

Anyway...you might also take some time to meditate on when all this began. Really look into that question...and be aware of what comes up.
I really feel this can be "key" to finding a solution.

Respect
Soul

nodedles!

keep your place, exchange with us. be patient with your say
don't turn your back on differences when there's another way
little bumps along the path, and monsters in the hall
hags atop your bedposts, swirling shadows on the wall
no one here's discrediting the knowledge that you share
don't grab a side in difference & widen still the tear
you know very well of battle & much in fast eschewing
but somewhere in the middle there is lots of work worth doing

important work...worth your while
don't get so easily dis-couraged my sweet!
love soul