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Yeh, I think I know what your saying, and it is hard to explain. Here's a fairly recent experience I had along the same lines as the white form and the van.
When I go to work I have gotten in the habit of doing what I think of as "synch check" as I am coming off this bridge and then into the town I work.There is a train track below the last few yards of the bridge. Sometimes a train will be going under the bridge as I pass over on the bridge.The frequency of me and this train intersecting at the different levels kept getting more frequent as I continued with this ritual of looking for the train and where it is. Sometimes it's ahead, sometimes a little late (not often).
It was fairly frequent for the train and me to be in synchrony at this bridge area.This one day the train was not there, I looked right and left (an oncoming car kept me from looking real good to the left) but didn't see the train. This wasn't unusual at all. The only thing different was the cliff along the track this day had a shadow I had never seen before. After I arrived at work I learned there was a train accident. The time and place of the accident was the same as my synch check. This made me  think about the shadow I saw on the cliff.And maybe I didn't see the accident because the oncoming car distracted me, just not sure how I could have missed this.
Anyway, does this sound like what your talking about?

The choices are good. Here are a couple of links to the St. Louis (Missouri) the Arch. I've been up in this building, I can get a feel for it (small enclosed and small square windows to look out (both sides). This link shows the view from one of the windows (at bottom of the page of this link ). I couldn't find an indoor picture but I can remember the close quarters.
http://www.tribo.org/stlouis/arch.html

This link shows the construction of the arch which may be a good visual aid (for me anyway).

http://www.nps.gov/jeff/arch-slides.htm


If there are better pictures at a landmark more familiar to all, I would give that a try too. What ya think?  Or, try Stonehenge again?  I'll check out some pictures.

I think what you say is so true. That's nice you can use a recorder. I tried that once but I'm too disoriented at the time to be verbal or work something with buttons (can't work a lamp switch either). I have to get up and go in another room before I can recall or reflect on a dream or an experience (well enough to write it down anyway). I've done alot of thinking I'll remember, but then I don't after I wake. Recording it is important.

Well, I dreamed very well last night. I couldn't remember anything. As usual I remember dreaming alot and there is light where I dream. The dreams are so close and I want to remember. I've never recalled a dream of anything or anywhere of anything I wanted or intended. I remember about 7-10 dreams a month, more if I include visualization or going lucid. I'm not that familiar with Stonehenge. All I could visualize before going to sleep was a couple of big bolders.I visualized someone there but can't remember that part.

I don't recall outdoor scenes as well as indoor. Maybe you can pick a place inside with a well known window in it ( a picture I can see of this room and a window).
I do better if I can align my window (physical) to where I want to go.

This is interesting and worth exploring.  http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>

I will give it go too. Maybe I'll remember some things I haven't been able. It's worth a venture anyway. I'll report back anything of interest. http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>

the_demigod, I like how you can sum up your life experience.. It sounds to me a chaotic path to arrive at the right place. For me I've made a point to make right decisions along the way. I make choices that has the least effort on other people. A passive role perhaps but a lifestyle that suites me. The right decisions and your path gets guided (God, guides,universal, or some energy source I'm not sure). I do know God is in it.My lastest journey has been without my usual ways or doors (or windows). I have been on many journeys. Recently the old (and supreme) power that has been a big part of my life is returning (never left I'm sure, but...). Whatever I was suppose to learn has been learned? I can now separate myself from the other influences and my choices. I have discovered my personal power, though I'm not alone in the spiritual sense. During this time I explored outside my usual  boundaries. I learned I was on the right track all along. The questions about right and wrong is clearer. I took a little trip on the the other side of the fence (not pleasant but I felt guided to go there). The results were that on the other side of the fence is filled  with anger, bitterness,jealousy, walls, and barriors that people would die to defend (scary stuff). So, I would say you may have learned the same thing in a different way. It sounds wonderful for you.  http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>

I don't know if this applies or not, but this Robert Moss quote may explain some of the holes.

"The world is our mirror, yours and mine. We need to take dreams more literally and the events and patterns of waking life more symbolically".

Thanks for the additional info. Changing reality, that's very interesting.http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>

fURIX,
I'm just curious, do you write down your experiences? I find by writing dreams and visions down solidifies them. It also seems to be a step on memory development. I've noticed in some of my dreams (probably the ones least easiest to remember) I place a marker in them (like a snapshot). In my last dream I remembered I had a pen laying on the grass in this lot. Maybe you should work toward the "intent" of recall. Talking about dreams also helps the recall of them. I like interpreting dreams. It amazes me that people will bring their dreams up to me in conversations. This didn't happen before I was "into" dreams.  

When I look at people's aura, the rippley water is one of the kinds of aura fields I have seen. This particular field seems to be more connected to a higher vibrational level than the commonly seen clouded and colored aura level.

There seems to be a potential for effecting or interacting with others within this level. This aura field seems to have a different kind of interplay between the viewer and the one emiting this visual field (in this case, yourself). I don't get a chance to work with auras much, there's others who probably know about the different layers or levels more than I.

Your  probably seeing your aura field at this higher vibrational level. Were there any sounds when this happened? The blanket with the words on it may have a symbolic message. My guess is that since you associate the words with your work, you may be dealing with your work on the level in which the blanket symbolizes.

In common dream symbology, blanket represents security (security can be perceived at different levels). Blanket can also mean a covering, which could mean another  vibrational level  you work on, or in.

If kbtoys.com has a significant meaning to you, you may be looking at this for security (producing comfort?).

If your not connected to kbtoys.com, then the toy aspect of the word should be considered (playfullness, toying around).

This is just my take on it.

Thank you Windameir, I did later and discovered that. oops !

I'm not so sure about this being the same as the astral wind depicted in Astral Dynamics. However after reading about the akashic pulse in the book, I wonder if there isn't a connection. I had a couple of wind experiences, first one was the beginning of summer 2000, the second was the end of summer this same summer. I have tried to put this experience into words and I can't. The best way to describe it is it was a fairly noticible wind blew in on me from my back door. There was a feel to this strong breeze that changed me. I can't put into words the changes but it felt like it changed my molecular structure (or maybe just mentally?). I became aware of a new dimension. I learned about things before I even knew the names of things. Things like synchronicity, paradox, afterlife, negative energy, darkforces, symbols,auras, chakras, etc. At the beginning it was frightening but I adjusted to this new way of seeing and experiencing things. I began having what I know now as obes.
The second time this wind flowed in my back door my daughter was sitting next to me. I gripped her arm in fear because I knew what happened the other time and I didn't know what to expect. My daughter looked at me and said "What's the matter?" Apparently she didn't get the same feel as I did so I didn't say anything to her. This time I had no after effects of this wind. I'm not sure what the second round of this wind meant. But it did serve as a reminder to me how all this new learning started.  Since this time I began having dreams I can readily recall. I began a dream journal at the time of my first dream in my new living phase. Before this I may have had a dream once or twice a year. I was thrilled to be having regular dreams. I began learning about dreams by reading. I began looking up about all these things I was experiencing. I was also thrilled to learn what all this new and strange stuff that was obvious in my new awareness. The downside of all this was the negative aspect which comes I guess with this new enlightenment phase I was in. I had to learn how to deal with the dark side of living.
But, I understood why I had to experience some darkness.
Synchrocity at first had to be worked through in a series of things I can't explain or put into words.

Qui-Gon Jinn
I'm blessed with a healing angel, I'll be talking to this being about you. I imagine most likely you have a healer too. Pray for healing (general things). The test results can surprise you with good news. This is a very difficult time to be in, stay away from bad or negative thinking. Take on a neutral way of thinking at this difficult and unsure time. Sometimes medical people can send out suspicious and negative vibes, don't except on take on their analytical mindset, their just doing their job. The results they can't control. Avoid thinking about treatments before you have all the facts.
I'll be thinking about you. Call for a healing for whatever it is.It may be something else you don't know about. This may not make sense but spread out your thinking, don't focus on the thing your focusing on right now.

I read about astral winds in Robert Bruce's book. I must say, I was blown away (bad pun) by his astral description on page 437. Thanks so much for suggesting reading on this subject. I have not read all of his book. At the time I bought his book,I was more into learning about dreams. Much of the dream material I found was very clinical and rigid (alpha state etc.), which is fine but I felt there is more to it than that. I like Robert Bruce's attitude about things. He seemed more free and open to possibilities than standard dream information books. This dream on page 437 just proves that to me.
I wonder if he ever figured out what the dream scene in front of his house meant? Brick wall is a barrior, refrigerator and it's contents can have different meanings. The wife's anger and leaving is very interesting. I wonder if this dream scene is literal or metaphorical? And, I wonder if his wife represented herself, or an aspect of himself? This is so interesting!
The astral wind sounds like the same wind I was describing to Leyla about her experience.
I know a little about this wind from personal experience.How exciting to read that this wind was involved in this dream.

I'll have to write up my personal experience with this wind and how I think I was able to apply it in a situation I was in.  I'll post it here when I'm done.

That's interesting fULIX, your dream of getting pushed out of the dream was similar to mine. I too felt like this old guy was a "shadow" figure. I couldn't tell if he was good or bad (probably) good.
Interesting trip to waking up.I've not heard of the tunnel or void experience during waking up time. I read more about dreams than I do about obe. I've had a few interesting waking up experiences. The weirdness of it, is what makes me think that I obe in my sleep. On several occasions I have taken trips outside my house, I go around to my window where I'm sleeping and tap on the window and wake myself up, kinda like playing a game I guess. Once I caught onto it, it stopped. Another time I woke up but hadn't opened my eyes yet, I had no memory of who I was until I opened my eyes and then thought, oh yeh(now I remember). And more weird stuff like that. I wonder if this goes along with obe while sleeping?

I think the dream is as important to all this as the entry/exit experience. I would like to hear the dream you had with your experience dedeburn.

I had an experience similar to yours fURIX about the going into town thing. My starting point was on one road and traveling to another road (much like a car goes but without the car, and in the air). The starting point was where I had seen a few days before (in the real) a motorcyclist get hit
by a truck. The impact of the truck on the motorcyclist was very odd. While the motorcyclist was airborne from the jolt of getting hit, he was like a mass of dark dots (like a colorless gray). Upon arrival to the scene (several yards ahead) the kid had no obvious injuries(though he may have been from the amount of pain he was in).
The end of the what seemed to be this astral travel experience ended at this bi-lane highway with flashing lights. It was as if I stopped at this point because this blockage in the road.A voice very clearly said Christmas Day. I'm trying to see a pattern develop in all this, so far, no patterns. It's kinda of difficult to explain.

I also had a very real dream a couple of years ago. This dream figure flicked me out of this dream with a hand motion. I could feel myself leave the dream realm and re-enter onto my bed. I don't think I left my body behind while in this dream place. Very weird.  In the dream I had the impression from this guy I wasn't suppose to be there.

Spike, yes I've seen what you have described. I was awake at the time. I was standing in one of my rooms looking at it, life changing experience for me. In fact, I use that vision to this day as a source of power and strength.

pod3, Would you mind explaining more of what you said? Sounds very interesting. Do you mean the cup is used as a visual point to do something?
I had a very strange dream using a cup the other night.

I think you already know what are in the records. Your wanting to remember but it's one of the games (good games) played between or among the different levels of existence.Or maybe among the various beings of your existence.
In my dream studies I've noticed that one aspect of me is teaching another aspect of me things. My higher self  just recently was showing these other dream characters an interesting exercise. It had to do with resolving a personal problem I'm having right now. This "way" shown me was a little unsettling. Time will tell what it all means, and if it is the correct way.
Some things requires patience and reasoning. The fact you have gotten this far in your search is good enough. The rest will come I'm sure. A pattern may develop. Just my opinion.

L and the letter S may be a clue too. I'll check it out. Letters have different meanings to ponder. Though I just find it can add to the frustration at times. Patience is the best rule of thumb.
I've even been hearing a theory recently thats quite interesting. Maybe off this subject but it's about simutaneous lives.

It doesn't seem random to me. It seems that you are looking for something and your inner mind is taking action on it. Yes, I believe that part of learning is being able to pick up on tricks of the mind, but this doesn't seem like a trick to me.

This sounds like a good experience, don't write it off so quickly. You may be on the beginning of a journey. I've read that getting into records may be represented by books.

I'm not an expert either but it sounds like you are on the right track.Note the books you see are Center. The books are Big. And the color Gold is in the picture as well. Gold has many higher meanings. Some of the meanings are Christ Consciousness, male consciousness, and more. The gold aura can have great power in the ability to reach toward the all knowing realm.

Donna you have interesting and wonderful experiences. I too would like to hear more of them.

I have three guides who I know of. There are more I'm sure but they are in forms and places I cannot reach at this time.
one of them has shown himself once. He is friendly and dressed like a Roman in the old days. He may be connected with health someway.
Another guide has been around many years. His purpose is odd but he acts out typical dream scenerios.
Another guide I've had for many years. He is a healer. He is an Eastern Indian

I think I know what your talking about. It's like having times of increased sensitivity to your environment. I think this may mean your in a higher vibrational level. My right ear has become very sensitive to certain sounds since this past summer. For instance, birds chirping and metal objects touching or clanging together are very intensified to me.

Thank you Frank for writing this description. Your journey sounds very interesting.

I agree that is an interesting guide alright.
I have several characters in my dreams and life who may be guides. All of them have some purpose. I'm still trying to figure it out.

I get something like that while I'm drifting off to sleep. Mine is more like a "THUD" in my head. Last night there was a "THUD" in my lower back area(first time).  The only thing different,  I was trying was to rise above these tall trees to become air borne before going to sleep.