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I'm veggie and I noticed that I don't crave meat at all... I went to the best ribs place in town with my family the other night, and I had no urge to consume any of the meat that was served, I just stuck to my veggie burger. I feel much more relaxed, sleep deeper, and feel, again, lighter. Also, ever since I went veggie, i noticed that I feel much purer, which I like...

Going veg is really not that hard when you actually try...

Hey, whats up?

Btw , i want my nipple pierced!

lol... thats propbably the part that sticks out most in this passage...

Personally, I think it is up to every person to develop their own beliefs on the world. It's pure arrogance to say that one particular group is God's choosen one, are we not all his children?

Yeah... for me its like I'm in an electrical generator... pretty crazy...

Just relax and go with the flow, thats what I do, and it works every time...

Yes, these are common sensations. The second, if I am not mistaken is commonly called "vibrations." The first is similar to my first OBE, except I didn't fall that deep into the ground.

Personally, astral projection is not moving concioussness outsided the body, but rather focusing on a different plane of existance. One doesn't leave their location physically, but rather concentrating on a different place.

Congrats! Sometimes I just float around my room when I get out, just for fun...

The majority of the experinces did feel astral and occured in a state similiar to them. How could I have been pulled through a wall? Changing molecular phase so that I could two particles could exist in the same place at ounce, like two electronic signals being on different phases and existing on the same wire (same way DSL works) Just a thought though. The laws of physics are being revealed more as guidelines. Quantum and Relitivistic physics, along with String Theory show this. If they have the technology to manipulate space time then it isn't beyond reason to suppose that they can do something like this. Conversly, perhaps they are also spiritually evolved and can manipulate in the astral. This goes with my theory that they do both, testing our physical nature and spiritual nature. That would explain the bloody marks on my friends hand when one came near him (it apparently misjudged his level of sleep, and got the excrement kicked out of it, but thats a whole 'nother story, lol) I noticed invoking the name of God makes them run, and sometimes If I'm really ticked they just get up and run. They are just as afraid of us as we are of them. I think they fear that our latent power may awaken and we couldn't control it, a reasonable fear.

The telepathic thing is kewl, I remember trying to get into her head and it wouldn't work either.

Samandhi is the movement of conciousness into another object.

got pulled through my wall one time... that was disorienting.

Another time, and this was a postive experince, they were showing me the samandhi. I phased into my bed, and it was AMAZING!!! It felt so beautiful, and I had the most gorgeous imagry. They tend to show rather than talk.

I've never gotten the sense they wanted to hurt me, the just were cold. When I talked to them, (in thought) they always told me everything was okay and I got the sense that they would have prefered not to hurt me...

My first actual projection I had one as a guide, it was one of the few positive experinces I ever had with a gray. I awoke into sleep paralysis and one pulled me out. When I was out and aware of OBE, it took me everywhere I asked it. It was trying to mentor me, teach me what it is like and some of the basics of OBE. I noticed that even if I can't see them, I simply know that it is one of them.

I have traits from both... its odd... I am extremly sensitive and caring, very empathetice, have a tendency to attract paranormal experinces, and have always felt... different...

So, I think I am one of these... what does that mean, how do I use my gifts?

Your very right Golden, the majoriy of my experinces were ones that occured "in my head" although, some were quite physical. They seem to be studying us in extreme detail. The majority were AP, when the would manifest in my concious while I was in a state of sleep paralysis. Typicaly I would resist and would try to fight them, except my vody felt like it was made of lead. Sometimes I could push that back, and that seemed to scare the hell out of them, and they would come back in greater numbers. When I couldn't fend them off, things would either go very black, unaturally and scarily so, much like being put under heavy anesthesia, yet I was still somewhat concious something bad was happening to me. Other times it felt like they drove a huge hypodermic needle into my right side. It was extremly painful. When I capitulated to them, because sometimes I was just to tired to fight, they would "pull me out" and I would have an OBE.

I only had several "physical" experinces, and they were scary as hell. One time I awoke to find myself naked on a table in a dark room, and there was a large collection of them in the room. I felt like it was some sort of instructional demonstration. The one placed a large needle like device into my right ear, and then everything was black. My ear rang for days... Another time I was simply beemed straight from me bed, and I was scanned by something I did not like. It was a hand held device that seemed to have some sort of unconcious meaning to me. I kept my eyes closed in fear, I could tell everything in the room, without opening my eyes. I was connecteed to them some how...

There are more, but I'm getting tired, I'll write about it later...

What are the exact signs of being an indigo child. I am only seventeen, and I have been having alot of intersting experinces my whole life. Last night I had an extremly vivid vision of a forest, a rich, beautiful, green forest slowly turning grey and dying, withering away. It stated off like a pinpric of light, and as I focused more and more it began, my vision began to widen, I felt myself sitting up, and my had reachin outwards as if to touch it, but my physical eyes were closed. It was in the state between sleep and conciousness... you know...

anyways, I think I am an indigo child. I used to be able to see auras like they were nothing. I didn't even realize that it was unusual, that anyone could see them. This abilty faded, and I just now realized what it was.

It's all so hard to describe....

I dobnt really like them. We have a history going back to when I was about six years old. I suffered, and yes, I say suffer, from "alien abduction" experinces, which were often terrifying and painful. When I got over my fear and bagan looking more into spirituality, they left me alone. When we talked that didn't seem half bad, but they didn't seem to have the ability to empathize with me and what they were doing. Although, if it wasn't for them, I wouldn't know anything about AP...

Thanks Golden, I get a little better every day...

When I was out one time I looked at my hands and they were a deep, blue-ish purple color, in fact my whole body was. This was my third OBE, and first, and only one, where I have actually seen my "body." Any ideas as to what that means etc,

thanks, Jelal.

Golden Light,

I fear that everytime I open a door or walk into a dark room, one of them will be standing there. I have no idea why, as most of my experinces occured when I was awakened from sleep, although I have some foggy memories of "lost time situations." Things that seem very cloudy and unnatural, its really hard to dexcribe the feeling. Like one time, when i was about eight and was a cub scout, me and some friends were in the yard, while or den chief, a Boy Scout who voulenteers to help out a group of Cub Scouts, was pointing out Juipiter, which looked like a very bright star. Next to it was floating something, and I knew exactly what it was... things got hazzy, I remember seeing it float across the horizen, then... nothing. It just felt, wrong.... like one thing blurred into another... I don't even rember talking to anyone about it either.

I geuss I just began to fear the dark because that was where the majority of experinces occured.

The worst is when I am in a forested area. Even with others, I feel extremly, extremly nervous when it dark outside and we are away from camp.

There is so much I have, but I don't remember it, I can feel it...

That is something I've always dreamed of doing. I would enjoy traveling across the Pacific to Japan. I asume it is my inner Californian. But being only of 17 years, I believe it may be some time before I take that journey.

Good post purple, I whole heartedly agree. I only believe that these entities are not as emotional as we are. Granted, had it not been for them the spiritual revival I am currently experincing would not be occuring, but events before hand were very unpleasant. Perhaps both species have something to offer, we could teach the empathy and they could serve as mentors for us.

The majority were unpleasant because I was afraid of what was going on, when I learned to not be afraid, I had better experinces. But I still have a fear of darkness, it was somewhat scarring....

Golden light:

the majority of my experinces were extremly negative. I would awaken with sleep paralysis, become fearful, and then I wold sense "there" presnces. The following things are such that I would prefer not to speak about. However, when I learned to not feel negative when I woke, I was "pulled out" by something and could feel myself floating above my body, experincing the most blisful and peacfull feelings ever. This led me to begin studying OBE experinces and Astral travel. My first OBE that I was aware of what was going on, one of these entities served as my guide. It's all very hard to explain, since the majority of what happened was beyond words....

I used to call them dreams, until they started talking to me. Then they were just to real to be considered dreams anymore.

Sounds to me like you did it.

I notice that when I am "out" I'm a deep blue color, very translucent and light though.

I absolutly love it.

I either roll out, like simply rolling out of bed, or imagine there is a rope above my chest and then i grab it pull myself out. A combination of the two helps.

Sex doesn't seem to work with OBE. Theres just something about actions that are purely hedonistic in OBE that isn't allowed. One time i was OBE (although I thought I was still awake, due to the lucidity and feeling of it), and felt extremly stiff. I tried to put my hand through my desk to check if I was OBE, and it just slid off. I came to the conclusion that I wasn't OBE and it immediatly ended. LAter that morning I realized the place I was standing was where my chair is. I was literaly inside my chair. Every time I think its not OBE, it ends. Weired eh?