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Now I have a trance production account on youtube and one new track (Lost Heaven) 

http://www.youtube.com/user/djspaceport

just a quick question.

Do you think that anything like this can work only because of the whole placebo effect deal?

Definately. 

Since you return it returns (whatever it is). The solution does not lie in avoidance but in acceptance.
Stand still and observe. Think of it as a test to pass before other things become available.

I think I have already found my answer. I started to live with it and the "problem" doesn't seem as a problem to me anymore.

It happened this morning again, I felt the powerful "whoosing" energy flowing through my body. In my mind I knew i was close. But the problem was that it was morning and the house was noisy, any smaller noise would kick me off that state, and it did.

The biggest problem with my attempts are the noises around, my mother has 2 dogs and they will make noise just at any time, the same applies to my father

I think this is called "hypnogogic jerk". It happens to me too, sometimes with a sensation of going downstairs quickly and tripping over. The bad news is that its a reflex and you can not control it.

Ok so you say, when you free yourself of the time (such as after death), all the time blends into "now" and you can experience all of the time now.
Well, this also implies that you can see everything that has ever happened and everything that will ever happen. Especially you can see all your past and mainly future lives/reincarnations. So as you now know all your future lives, what's the point in choosing to live them again?

I asked about this in a dream and got this response: "Time-line is ever changing". Does this mean that when I "see" all of my lives from the eternity point of view, they can turn different as I actually choose to live them and isn't this another paradox? 

oh yeah, there are probably questions that will not be answered until the time comes...

Thanks for all the replies. I found this http://www.wikihow.com/Perform-Self-Hypnosis and I'm gonna try it in the evening.

I feel this too when I am tired sometimes. Like the imaginary wall behing my closed eyes is moving back and forth quickly. I think it has something to do with the brain waves

Which are the wanted "vibrations" for obe? The ones where you can feel your body shaking (violently) but it is physically still, or the ones where you feel energy rushing through your body (which remotely feels like electrocution) sometimes together with paralysis?

I get the first type sometimes when trying to obe on purpose (and they freak me out every time and its over). The other type I get sometimes on awakening, but the problem is that I'm still quite "dreamy" and I don't realise that I may use them for obe.

we also have E.M. fields around our bodies.
explanation: DNA is a double helix,


doesn't that look just like a wire that can make em field around it?

LOL  Thank you, that was a good one!

Really, the wire creates E-M field only inside the coil, outside there is a null field. Moreover, a current is induced in a coil only if the mag field inside the coil is alternating.

Sorry for my ignorance but what is "finger testing" ?

Ok so this has been one thing not allowing me to get closer to AP. Every time I try to relax my body and keep my mind awake, I feel like it is taking extreme amounts of energy, I am literally drained after some 30 minutes of doing this.
I tried to AP after waking in the night as this is thought to be more effective, but I couldn't keep more than 10 minutes, I was totally exhausted after that.

So what am I doing wrong?

The closest answer was "they explore physical and spiritual dimensions" but I actually think they explore themselves. I believe that they (or rather we) don't go to heaven or hell, we find ourselves in a "belief environment" that most suits our thinking and attitudes, in an environment that we create by ourselves.

Anyway this is what I think

I saw this symbol reflected on the wall in the mind awake body asleep state. It was accompanied by a really weird feeling and got engraved in my mind. Did anyone else see somthing similar?

Ok, everyone talks about meditation, but I've not been able to find anything on how to actually do it. Am I right that it's just "focusing inward" and noticing, or is there more to it?

So I don't see how saying "only the most experienced APers can do this" is compelling evidence that this is possible.

I wanted to say that "only the most experienced APers can influence the physical from the astral", this does not necessarily mean that they can kill people.
And to the "everything is possible" - well I believe that from the very essential perspective this is true, just attaining certain things in the physical (or any other "planes" for that matter) is next to impossible, such as saying "and now the universe will collapse into a tennis ball" - however I believe that if you would be absolutely 100% sure about that it will happen, it would do it for you (you could end up in a parallel universe)

As a kid I used to press on my eyes until this black fog crept up and covered my whole vision. 

I don't know why I did that....

hehe, me too Also when I roll my eyes upwards really hard, I see two "eyes" too (I think its the visual nerves distorting and "tugging" at the retina)

everything is "real"

Fear too?

by "killing" you mean to make the physical body to stop functioning right? if so, think about it this way: to influence the physical from astral takes really a lot of practice, and probably only the most experienced AP-ers can do this- and if you're that experienced, you really have another things to think about than killing others.

HOWEVER, the fundamental thought is that everything is possible, so from the very essential perspective even this is possible...

yes, and I cant keep my eyes from wandering around and it is difficult to stand still, kinda feels like I'm drunk  but it usually fades in a minute

Ok here is my new track, Trance of course (melodic/progressive) Sorry it got a bit too long but I think its OK, I can call it a "extended" mix 

Digital Dreams.mp3  (link2)   (7.1MB)

well.. so I have had that feeling since long that I'm somewhat "trapped in physical reality", I've never experienced any "altered state of consciousness" and I feel I need a little "kick" so I can have even a little experience out of this "reality"
So would N2O from e.g. a spray cream container be any dangerous if I don't take much of it? or should I avoid anything like this?

When I go to bed and try to not fall asleep, I start to hear a faint rushing/roaring/buzzing sound. This then slowly breaks down into many voices, like a lot of people talking at the same time. When I succeed to get deeper in the state, I can actually make out the individual words or even sentences. They are usually nonsence though.
Is this state any good for entering AP? Anything I should do/concentrate on? Or can this be used for anything cool?

well, I have had the same problem come back quite a few times in the last few years. I try to fight it every time, I say to myself that it won't return the next time but so far it always did. (sorry I don't want to talk about as to what is the problem)
should I: 1) fight it and risk that it returns the next time again
or 2) learn to live with it? It would requie a bit of effort but I can do it.

The answer 2) seems better in terms of spiritual evolution to me, as it agrees with the ever-true rule "let it flow".

What do you think?

I must say I'm pretty immune to binaural brainwave audio (and all other techniques used to alter awareness), but this file was the first one that actually produced some results. I got to the state where I felt my body was like "electrified" a bit, maybe light vibrations. Then I fell asleep as always.
However when I awoke a while later, I was left with that feeling like I've just returned from somewhere, but where- I have no idea. I had that feeling a few times before, I think I may actually be experiencing AP just not remembering it. Oh well...

I just have to say thanks to gnomad for the file! I think it worked better than everything else I've tried (Brainwave mind voyages etc.)

I can get to the state where I see varous scenes flashing in my mind, I then try to enter one. I think this is called phasing. But the problem is that I can't "stay" in the scene, it just passes and another comes, totally out of my control. Eventually I fall asleep.
what am I doing wrong?