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hey, i recently got a tippman pro-lite, and im looking for parts. i'd prefer Milsim parts(m16 stock, carry handle, barrel etc) so, if you know of any website that has those for sale, can you post it in here? thanks.

i found being pulled by a speed boat works well for me.

lol moon don't scare the person...you evil person...you...


but...no and no you cannot die while your APing, UNLESS some one PHYSICALLY kills you.(IE stabbing you in your sleep)

about a year ago, i went to my doctor about a pain in my hip/groin area, he looked at it, gave me a full physical...prodded around. he decided i have Tendinitis...for those of you that don't pay attention to you body(i tried to be nice) there is a tendon that connects your leg to you hip....some times when it hurts, its just to remind me that its there and not going to go away...at other times it makes me double over and yell oww...among other choice words...a new symptom has shown up...fatigue, well...i guess it would be considered fatigue, alot(lately) the tendon and surrounding muscles feel weak and tired, when the rest of my right leg is fine. i've also noticed that my right testicle seems to swell up when my tendon acts up. now i don't know if its my imagination or what, but it seems like its not. also...recently i've been feeling the same pain on the left side of my groin. i guess i should add that the meds my doc prescribed me is next to useless. i haven't gone back because im convinced he is a dumb butt when it comes to this sort of thing...i found out hes a specialist and for some reason is our family's primary.

so, what ever you all do...can you send some love my way?


also, when its real cold out, or goes from warm weather to snow. my leg hurts even more than normal and makes me grouchy...just imagine the grumpy old man that lived next door to you as a kid...thats me on those days..

hmm...could you obe or remote view two different places at once?

lol i was three, i didn't know that then

how about a good job?

wow i must have more of a perverted mind then i thought...didn't catch on to what moses was until the end...that or im slow.


thats my own two cents for this...well except i half assed it last night and failed too...


sleep paralysis, heard a different noise than usual, and thought some one was opening the front door. so i woke myself up...but yeah...no one came in still had all of our things in the morning.. :\

alright, this happened when i was 3 years old....not sure how i remember it. my dad was on the road being a trucker, not sure where my sister was. my grandma use to live down the road from us. i hated staying the night there. but i was sleeping with my mom in her bed that night. i don't remember why, but i think its because i wanted too. anyway, i had this experience where i was standing on the opposite side of the room, i could see me and my mom sleeping in bed. then i was all of a sudden in my grandma's room watching her sleep. then it switched back to me and my mom. it keep doing that, and for some reason i thought that if i made myself wake up, that which ever room i was in, i would be at that house(like if i woke up with me standing in my granny's room i'd wake up there) so i timed it just right, that as soon as i was back in my mom's room i'd wake up. well...as soon as i got back i made myself wake up and BAM...it was middle of the night and i was at home.


so could that have been an OBE or LD?

ok...so i get lucid during a dream, make a portal to her dream...by just imaging a portal to her and poof it with be there right?...

walk thru it, and be like hey, hows it goin?


now, it will automatically make her lucid correct? now, if i told her how to enter someones dream, and she tries it out. can i follow her thru it to some one else's dream even if i don't know the person, or am i stuck in her dream until i either wake up or decide to come back?

lol theres too much light in my room for my leg hanging over to do anything...but the closet thing...thats scary...sometimes when i leave it open, i can see a figure...when really its clothes hanging up and stuff half falling down from the shelf above...

good idea moon!!!


I'LL KICK THE BOOGEY MAN'S butt SO HARD HES NOT GONNA KNOW WHAT TO THINK!

so, help me understand this...because when i first started trying to understand and do OBE's i told a friend i haven't seen in awhile, that if i can do this i'll go into her dream tonight.

so...

all i gotta do is to picture the person until i half awake/asleep state, try to OBE to them, and "mesh" with their body?

HIGHFIVE KITTY!

i never really payed attention to all this 2012 stuff...just read too many doomsday predictions, and im still here...


but i just watched a thing on the History channel called "Decoding the Past" it was about 2012, and how many people came to the same year, im talking thousands of years apart from each other....from the orical at Delphi, and Merlin to some computer program(which makes no sense to me) called Web-Bot. but...2012 excites me, its all the anticipation...kinda like christmas eve, i wanna know whats gonna happen, i wanna see it! i can hardly wait for Dec. 21, 2012!


the polar shift sounds like a fun idea for me....except for the earthquakes, and floods. because from what the computer generated image of where i'll be is smack in the middle of the equator...means...NO MORE SNOW!!!! OHRAH!


i like that word...sorry its late and im tired.

hmm...alright!

Note to self: don't ask for saving by moon


ADDED:

i figured out what im freaked out the most by!!!


the dark!

i just got up to go to the bathroom, for some reason, i pictured that a demon was going to be behind my door when i opened it, me being 21 yr old man, i knew that it wasn't going to be there...i opened my door...darkness...i started to get creeped out a bit. i went into the bathroom, turned on the light before i went in like i normally do...but...i wouldn't look in the mirror, i always look into the mirror when i walk in. im standing there doing what i went in there to do...still felt creeped out like there was something else in the bathroom with me. i got done, walked by the mirror made myself look into it...only i was in the bathroom. i walked out the door, left the light on and my arm still in the bathroom. i stretched out to my room opened the door, turned off the light with me left hand, and went in my room as fast and quiet as i could.


now...

any ideas on how i could use darkness to make myself have a nightmare?

alright this is about reincarnation.

my neighbor believed he was a reincarnated spitfire pilot from WW2, he believed this because he was fascinated by the plane and loved every aspect of it, he would also have dreams of flying it...that and his days as a navy seal...different story...


but yeah...

i've always wondered what i was...i've always loved sword fighting...i don't know anything about it...but just the idea of fighting to the death with a sword, saving some one...i dunno, something about it reaches out to me...so much that im gonna spend good money(i need to be saving up for moving out) to learn the different styles of fencing.

could i have been something to do with all that?  is there even away to truly find out?

could your astral body temporarily "Die"?


like go thru the process of dieing. like you said, you felt it hard to breath....maybe you were drowning?

doesn't sound fun

did you check from bruises, ruled out the possibility of a false awakening+sleep walking?


i know you have more experience and i'm not trying to be "That guy" just making conversation.

i find it alot easier to try and not think about the "after-life", we're all going to eventually find out if there is one, what is it, whats it like...so...why ruin the surprise now?

when i first started tryin, that happened to me...just add eyes moving too...

i think it was about the 5 or 6th night of trying in a row AFTER that i actually OBEd, didn't last long though.

Final Destination 2 made me laugh...especially at the end with the incredibly fake arm falling in front of the mother...with a predictable death...its...hilarious, its so cheesy


tried eating...just made me feel more relaxed...and we have nothing spicy :\ and i hate taco bell/hut

hmm, alright...i'll try, thanks

nope, doesn't scare me...i don't even bother going to "haunted houses" around Halloween(assuming your from the us)..


and haha i had so much trouble at the end of super mario three...could be be cause i used game genie and it froze if i didn't do something right at the end...dunno but i need to find that game again.

"Scary movies" arn't really scary, its just a reason to be gory.