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Hi.

A couple of nights ago I lay in bed watching my thoughts go by (meditation?) and just waiting for something wise to rise up. Eventually I fell asleep whilst in this state and the first dream I had I think was a vision.

In the dream I was sitting in a meditative position with a round, empty, brown pot in front of me. It appeared as though I had gained a degree of mental silence and/or trance. Then the pot jumped up and down, flew around the room a few times and I smiled. Suddenly, I felt an energy surge through my body and the pot immediately broke in mid-air whilst I grabbed my head to try and frantically destroy the pain. As soon as the pain faded a while, I sensed an overwhelming presence of evil. I looked outside my window to see a pitch black swarm - it looked like a fog - with thousands of tiny red eyes in it. Then it ended.

I have no idea what this means but I'm leaning towards a vision of this big war everyone seems to be getting hyped up about.

Any feedback will be greatly appreciated.

Later
-FT

Hi. I have a request that any healers anywhere could help my friend who I only know as Angel Ultimecia from AIM. She is 17 and can't get a job - she has no money for an education and lives too far away to get a low-qualification job working for minimum wage for a while. Plus she tells me that her family is messed up - I'm not sure how bad.

I pray that she'll have good luck and doesn't fall too far into depression. Please if you can, help her out. She didn't ask for me to post this so don't tell her I did - she'll just get mad at me.

Thanks anybody who can help

-FT

Hi.

I've recently had troubles with people bugging me about my spiritual beliefs in the astral and all things metaphysical.

You see, back when I started, I was the typical 13 year old on the net who came across Ki. Then I just happened to tell the wrong people at school - big mistake. Now, half a year later, people are still making fun of me, even though I now know better. They put their fingers to their temples and say "Your mind is too clouded" to make fun of me (high school mentality - you act like a moron to make others look like morons, totally illogical), or ask me to throw fireballs at them and the like.

Now on MSN one of my classmates has come across my address and IMs me making fun of me. I had the sudden thought that I won't protect the likes of him when the War for Humankind comes. I thought "he doesn't deserve it, heh, when the War comes, he'll probably think it's all craziness anyways." I feel somewhat guilty about this thought as well...after all, we're fighting for ALL of Mankind, even those we don't get on well with.

Is it right to think such a thought? And will such ignorance be tolerated when the Final Fight begins?

Just thought I'd speak my mind this time...not much of a question being asked here I guess []

Later
-FT

Hi.

I've been trying this for several weeks now and I'm getting nowhere. I ONCE cleared my mind for approx. 3 seconds but now I can't even get close. I'm back to where I started. There are so many thoughts just flying around. I focus on "text" thoughts, and they settle down, then I notice that there are image thoughts, AND sound thoughts. And let's not forget the all so important instructional thoughts - those thoughts that are thinking about clearing my mind.

How can anybody do this kind of thing?!?!
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE!!!

Clear your mind without thinking about it...hmm okay why don't I just shoot myself and get it done that way? This is the hardest thing I've ever done since...EVER!

HELP!
-FT

Hi.

I recently heard of something you can do possibly while lucid dreaming called dreamwalking - the ability to "walk" into another person's dreams. Of course that person has to be dreaming at the time [].

I wonder, is this sort of thing possible? Could it be another type of OBE?

Hmmmmmm.........

Later
-FT

Hi. I'd just like to say a few things about something amazing that happened when I was walking home from my girlfriend's place (although I assure you her place was better []).

I had just turned the corner to the street where my house was, and I saw a father with his (what looked like) 16 month old daughter. She looked at me with that innocent look that kids give you, but she looked curious and intrigued. For the whole walk home I had felt a great energy rushing through me and I felt great. I felt this energy flowing through me as well as in me. And this child seemed to not be looking at ME...but something around me!

I then proceeded to do something I've been practicing for a while. I've created energy constructs before, and although they are pretty useless this was fun. I decided to give myself some energy wings. Because of my great abundance of energy this took very little time before I actually started to feel the wings attached to me! I used some awareness actions to create them (the sense of touch is better for energy work).

And then the kid looked back at me. She had turned away for a while and now she was in awe. I could tell she was amazed at something. I held the weak constructs together with what will power I have. As I continued down the road the girl turned to face me. Then as I was almost at my house I tried to move the energy-constructed "wings" and I succeeded in flicking them. The child then laughed and muttered something that sounded like "baboo!" and then turned to her father and then pointed at me!!

I know this sounds wierd, but in Robert Bruces' Practical Psychic Self Defense, he specifically states that children are way more psychically sensitive than adults. They can see and hear things that we eventually forget how to do because society denies the existance of such things.

This is one of the coolest experiences I've had in quite a while! Pretty neet [|)]

Later
-FT

Hi there.

I find that it is a necessity that I find some method of trance meditation before it's too late, particularly for psychic self defense. The breath-awareness method in Bruce's book is proving to be difficult, and I'm wondering if there are any suggestions or recommendations to other meditation/trance systems that anybody can put in.

And also, I'd just like to know how long it took some people to get into their first trance or successful meditation, and by which system/method they used to achieve it.

Later
-FT

Hi.

Recently I've been having trouble with the NEW development system in my legs. On one hand, my left leg is incredibly sensitive to body awareness actions, and my right leg doesn't SEEM to respond much at all.

But then again, when body awarenes does start to be felt in the right leg, I feel a bone deep buzzing and heaviness, whereas on my left leg the energy movement sensation is very tingly and not anywhere near as bone deep. I'm not sure which leg is inactive and which is not, because I'm not sure which one is responding in the "wrong" way. Also my knee work on both legs is proving to be the most troublesome part, other than the whole right leg's problems with the brushing movement up and down.

Any suggestions?

Thanks
-FT

Hi.

I'd just like to know what exactly "phasing" is. Psipog says that it is the ability to make oneself go through solid objects. I have no idea what this is all about. Please help!

-FT

Hi.

I was sitting in a _forced_ chapel service when this question popped into my head during the mind-numbing boredom I had at the time.

What is love?

I understand now that it is way more than just a simple emotion. Love is more complex than that...so just what is it?

Any feedback and ideas much appreciated.

-FT

Hi there. I'd just like to ask 2 very simple questions that I'm sure a lot of people out there can help me out with.

First off: What is the difference between ESP and Telepathy??

Second Question: What is Remote Viewing??


Thanks for any feedback
-FT

Wowie I just got some incence for the first time in my LIFE and I burnt it during the night along with a piece of paper next to it with loads of sacred symbols on it. And guess what! No night terrors! No waking up and seeing a spider! Nothing! Nada! No implanted unnatural fear!

I have no idea where I'd be without PPSD!


P.S.- I've been under severe attacks from an astral spider for the past half year or so...so this is a REAL relief for me []

I was just wondering if perhaps doing any general NEW excercises at night attracted Negs.

you see, I've been 'into' this energy stuff for about half a year now, most of it spent researching and figuring out what to do with whatever is "real." I've also been under attack from a Neg or two for the past few years...the attacks come annualy around summertime and I get incredibly clumsy and have series of night terrors. This is all evident by the fact that I have had lines underneath my eyes that haven't gone away since 1998, or even before that...I can't remember.

Now because of my long exposure to Negs and my practice with energy - albeit that practice was seldom - I have a hightened sense of psychic sensitivity. Not exactly GREAT psychic sensitivity, but more than the norm. This has somewhat made the attacks slightly more severe.

Now I was wondering. Because I am sensitive, that possibly makes a sort of "signature" that Negs can kind of lock on to. And doing energy raising at night might not be so safe for me, because nighttime is, after all, their greatest hours of activity. Doing NEW excersises, energy raising in particular, might mean that whatever has 'locked on' to me realises that I have more abundant energy than normal, and might start attacking more.

So does doing these NEW excercises at night possibly a bad thing for me? Will it attract a psychic attack or possibly a Neg if I don't have one associated with me at any point in time?

I'd really like to do these excecises at night time if I can, because Robert Bruce wrote that it can empower your dreams and make them more vivid, and I would possibly remember them better. Dreams have always fascinated me, and whenever I can remember one to the full it's always been an amazing experience. I also sometimes forget to do NEW during the day[] so doing it at night might be a helpful procedure.

Thanks for any help you can give

-FT

A funny thing I noticed about energy constructs is that it's a fairly New-Age idea. Energy and spiritual development dates back thousands of years ago, yet there has never been anything about energy constructs and blasting people and powers like that.

Maybe some cult started cause of DBZ [].

I don't have anything against energy constructs, in fact they are sometimes good practice. But I think those doing that should focus more towards the real energy development that they really should do before they set out experimenting with energy []

Please if you are new to the concept of energy and especially come here looking for advice with Ki, read this now.

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There is utterly NO difference between energies. The only difference is names. Those names are labels. Ki, Chi, Psi, Mana, all labels. They all simply talk about energy. The practices that label these in a particular way maybe use energy in a different way or purpose, but it's still the same. I can't stress it enough.

Yes, there are different energies. However, you cannot simply point and say, that is Psi, that is Ki, etc. Energy is only subtly different depending on its source and what it is made to do. The chakras condition and change energy for different purposes, but it is still essentially energy.

The sooner you realise this, the better.

I also stress that those of you practicing Ki study some Eastern energy theory. That will give you an understanding of what it's REALLY about. This isn't about techniques and powers. This takes years. It is about spiritual balance and development. This may not sound like fun anymore once you know this, but my life has sure as Hell improved with this revelation. Also I highly stress that you guys go and buy Astral Dynamics.

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That being said, I hope more of you young 'uns will stop going to those whacky McDojo websites on TRIPOD (good God are you nuts?!?) and start to start down the REAL spiritual path. That way your accomplishments are more real and your life will change for the better. Telekinesis still exists though!! Don't worry there are still special abilities you can muster...it just takes time []

For the past week now I've been waking up being half asleep and I've seen a spider dangling or clinging to my wall. I then blink and its gone. Just last weekend I opened my eyes and saw this little punk sitting there and that it noticed that I saw it so it crept behind my curtain and hid there!

Finally I've identified my enemy now and I can start to combat it!

YAY!

Just felt like sayin that
-FT

I saw the movie 'X' the other day (it ain't no porn!) and suddenly I got inspired for some energy developing stuff that could really benefit my psychic self defense and overall just be cool.

I wanted to make a white card with a blue pentagram with blue glyphs meaning that its power (the energy I enchant it with) will only be called apon by me and only me. Somethin like that. I know enchantment is possible cause I've done something with a staff before so I thought applying this with a sacred symbol (the pentagram) would make a really powerful tool that I could use at will.

I'm still looking into this just to make sure I ain't bein a crazy 12 year old. I still don't know what the pentagram means! Any info?

Thanks
-FT

Why is it that all of you people who particularly post on this section of the forum have to be so obsessed with your ki. I agree I started using energy by the name Ki, but honestly it's single minded and leads to DBZ crap. The truth is, about every single website you find on Ki will be bull crap, the author can't write or teach properly, and most of it is probably fluffy. Usually all of these come into one, as shown in the Underground Society's page, the Ki Sanctuary and Auraseer's website. I have little or no doubts on some of the authors' skills, but if they are going to teach, teach properly.

All this crap about flying, levitation, making tornadoes, nuke explosions, superpowers, blonde hair, etc. are just getting so much on my nerves I want to scream.

GROW UP!!!

This place isn't a playground for little 12 year olds pretending to have superpowers, so if your gonna do that, go find some of your DBZ freak friends and play around with them instead of bugging the TRUE energy practitioners here.[!]

Hi.

I have noted that to achieve better energy manipulation work one must enter a kind of trance state. Full meditation is not necessary, just a kind of trance. Once a person clears his surface thoughts away and his more of his mind to focus, he/she can use energy better. This is simply illustrated by the fact that wherever attention goes, energy flows - or at least, that's the theory. Therefore, 100% concentration = maximum energy work. And that is why I will now illustrate the fact that, unless a person undergoes intense martial arts training, energy combat is far out of reach.

Relaxing the mind to the mental state in which energy can be used good enough for what it is almost famous for, can take some time for the average practitioner. Eventually, reaching this state will take less and less time, but the state usually has the effect of slow movements, thus making energy work during combat never 100% effective. I know there are people like Bruce Lee who have trained and used energy in combat situations, but this takes intense training. Unless a person is trained in a martial arts and used to quick energy movements with the flow of correct bodily movements, energy combat is near useless.

That is why I stress to all beginners that they don't pay attention to ANY sites that give out information on energy combat, as most of it is highly DBZ inspired and most likely out of reach for the average practitioner. You are much better off focusing on another part of energy first, such as OBE, psionics, magick, etc. Although there are some people who have 'reverse engineered' the process, so to speak (Martial artists), where they have achieved strong energy combat and then dropped backwards down the tree to do 'easier'(and I use the term loosely) things like psionics. The reverse engineering effect is the result of traditional paths of energy that recquire, as I said, intense training and they take many months to even start taking some effect. Bare in mind though that the traditional uses of energy are incredibly strong, albeit their slow development time.

All energy sites that have good information on them but seem perplexing is simply because when a person teaches THEMSELVES the traditional ways of energy, it is near impossible to teach another. You're far better off going off to a martial arts that teaches energy, with a proper sensei.

Later
-FT

I have recently discovered a peculiar phenomenon I have come to call the Ability Phase Shift, or APS for short. Just recently I read a topic about ascending, and it inspired me to write my theory here.

The theory is that what some practitioners know as a Limit Break and the Ascension theory co-exist as one step: the Phase Shift. I am currently doing research on the APS, but I realise that it results in a sudden jump in ability. Feelings of unlimited power and ability, surges of energy through your body, and suddenly being able to do things incredibly skilfully are some indicators that a Phase Shift is occurring.

I discovered the Shift at a swimming sports competition. The high level of emotional energy I was producing gave me a little more to practice with, so I began practicing making a few basic energy constructs. I tried to increase my speed, so I visualised the energy moving fast, thus making the energy move at a high speed. After this I attempted the flame power up, albeit DBZ inspired I find it to work (it's like a sugar buzz but without the sugar []). And suddenly, after the typical flame indicators, I felt even more of a surge through my body. I could do almost anything I had already learnt about 3x faster. It started to rain and I used my entire energy to slow down and hold the cloud's water energy together so we could have a little more time of peace and quiet, and to me disbelief it worked. Then, on the way back, instead of leaves blowing straight forward with the wind I would simply say "Swirl," and the leaves would start swirling as if in a mini tornado.

This leads me to believe the following to be part of the equation of the Phase Shift:
-high emotional energy
-fast energy movement
-energy development
-energy moving throughout the body
-sudden spurts of inspiration or belief in energy

Phase Shifts can occur suddenly or gradually. In fact they happen all the time when people are doing energy development, only they are numerous minor ones. A dramatic Phase Shift feels fantastic.

The lasting results of the Phase Shift are that your abilities are a lot better than what they used to be and you can do techniques you used to be practicing. Although you still need to practice to keep those techniques working, the Phase Shift contributed vastly. The time of a Phase Shift actually gives you more ability than the lasting effects, although the lasting effects have been extremely helpful for my energy work.

I'd appreciate some feedback on this, including theory, general thought, personal experiences etc. I'm still doing research on this strange phenomenon so I don't exactly know that much.

Later
-FT

If anybody has ever played Homeworld then you should know that they have a little mentioning of quantum physics in it. Quantum physics is basically the only scientific way of trying to explain energy, the only difference is they don't believe in chakras and everything is too scientific and not enough spiritual.

The way you "hyperspace" in the game is when a Quantum Generator in anything capital ship class or higher charges up and creates a wave form. This wave covers the ship and creates a doorway to a kind of tunnel that undermines the space-time continuum and opens up on another side.

This made me think. If you can move energy all around your body, turning your body into a kind of energy wave, would it be possible to do such wonders? It would be kind of like astral projection, except that your physical is carried through a sub-dimension of the physical plane.

Any thoughts?

-FT

Hey all!

Just today the spaceshuttle COLUMBIA broke apart whilst re-entering the Earth's atmosphere. Suddenly I thought of Nostrodamus. This seems like a pretty big event so I was just wondering if the good ol' soothsayer had any predictions that could relate to this?

Also any websites on Nostrodamus' predictions (URLs please) would be much appreciated.

Thanks!
-FT

I've been practicing meditation and auric sight for about a month or so now and I can't help but fall asleep!!! No matter what I do I ALWAYS fall asleep! It never happens when I simply play around with energy but when I try to meditate, see auras, or do a technique I'm having trouble with (usually a new one) I drift off to sleep! Maybe I have sleep deprivation ([]damn that word sleep!![]) or something?? Whatever the case it sucks! I get into a deep relaxation or even a slightly relaxed state and suddenly images pop into my head and they turn into little movies that I just start concentrating on without even knowing it.

For example: I see a red ball...I've been staring at it for 5 mins now to get relaxed (one of my relaxation methods). The red ball changes shape. I remember a computer game where shapes change. I see the game playing through my mind. I see all the cut-scenes and storyline I can remember. Suddenly I realize that I'm drifting off and then I snap back into reality, destroying my "meditation."

Please help!

P.S.- I'm not very good at meditating, though a lot of energy sites say I should [xx(]

-FT

Hi.

Don't you just find it annoying how you search for seemingly FOREVER and NEVER find a good website that teaches ki/psi techniques? For example, www.psipog.net has the most fantastic techniques out there, the only drawback are the occasional arrogant comments that come from mainly the administrators.

Then theres websites like the Underground Society, where the teachers could have a 50-50 chance of actually knowing how to use energy and not knowing jack all about it. They go around with their wacky DBZ techniques that don't even work and inspire scrawny nerds like myself to use things like "jing blasts" to beat up people. The truth is, the jing blast DOES exist, but using it that quickly in the middle of a fight is near impossible. A fight causes so much chaos within the mind it is improbable that people could concentrate on moving ki, transforming it to jing, and doing all that crazy DBZ crap to "hurt" their opponent.

Most websites are on tripod or geocities and the like. The reason for this is obvious - it's free! But the lack of explanation within the websites would annoy any beginning ki trainee to insanity. There are websites that get techniques from random wacky McDojo idiots that use DBZ to create their retarded fantasies. Although most sites do have techniques that WORK, they hardly even EXPLAIN ANYTHING! I mean they go, step 1, do this, step 2, do that, etc. Most sites don't even explain the etheric body, not even what the freaking dan-tien even is.

Plus the authors of most of these sites write like 4 year olds. They also make up stuff, like 4 year olds. In fact, I wouldn't be too surprised if they really WERE 4 year olds!! All this DBZ stuff like levitation and crap could be possible, but the lack of explanation turns it from reality into a thing called IMAGINATION.


Now for my rant on ki blasts. Using them in combat is impossible. There is just too much chaos in a fight to actually use energy that quickly. Now I'm sure you've all seen some tae kwon do master get kicked in the nuts and not feel a thing, because his chi protected him. Let's see Mr. Miagi get slapped on the ear, poked in the side, and THEN kicked in the twig n' berries. By creating chaos in the mind, one cannot focus on using energy in such a way.

Sure you could snipe someone with a ki blast, but from a distance it is nothing but weak. I also have yet to see photos of auraseer's supposed dents in his wall from doing jing blasts. The fact is, as ki travels through the air it weakens and disintegrates, unless you program it to have a hard shell. Even if you did a good one from a distance, you'd simply damage their aura and etheric body a bit, making them feel sick maybe a week or two later. Also you'd look like a DBZ fanatic, which most people who write such pathetic energy sites are.

This may sound biased, even unreasonable to some, but the fact remains that there is little or no HARD facts about energy out there. Sure I've seen pics, but there aren't enough. Auraseer should post pics of his "dents" in his wall if he really wants people to believe he can jing blast. Most websites are 90% not explained properly, fluffy, overexaggerated and simply not true! I mean if you're going to teach something, teach it properly. Don't let other crazies email you with any special techniques, and for GOD'S SAKE LEARN TO WRITE!!! What's the point of reading an article when it's like trying to understand baby talk for crying out loud.

Now I know there are many people like auraseer (as much as I might've made bad points about him here) that actually DO know a bit about the energy. But if people like that want to make themselves recognized and to actually teach people they should write proper articles, explaining things as if explaining to the utter newbie.

Thanks for reading my rantings, it just pisses me off ya know!!

P.S. - website under heavy construction, but visit it some time (http://serge564.tripod.com/menu.html)

The article for NEW Energy Ways or NEW for short is incredible. It is well written and explains everything so well it is childsplay to use and learn...until I got to the part about "bouncing" awareness. There doesn't seem to be very much description on what exactly bouncing awareness is, and being the utter idiot I am I appreciate guidance in whatever form possible.

I find it difficult to experiment with what this bouncing is, because my awareness movements using T.I. have constantly been dragging slowly. I have to stir or stroke my hand/finger in mid-air and imagine it touching my leg to get it moving fast. I can't simply move my awareness quickly enough on my own.

Can anybody explain how I should bounce awareness?? And could anybody tell me any ways I can increase awareness speed without using physical movement???

Please help me!
-FT