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 This is a question that's been bugging me for ages. I've read it in many books but, (may be it's a stupid question) why is it not a good idea to AP while suffering from mental illness?
I'm not sure if I want to know, I've been suffering from it as long as I could remember. The only thing I can think of is, meeting a demon and make condition worse. I've had a few things attack me, but nothing to put me off doing it, and APing gives me hope.
I'd like to hear your views, thanks.

Yes, not sure if it was Shiva but she/he had 6 arms with swords in them and was trying to kill me. I had to hide till she/he turned back into stone?? I think it's a she.

 I've had  many dreams, of me going to sleep (in the dream) and dreaming. Then trying to AP in the dream, with different levels of conciseness.  I find it quite amusing when I become lucid and realize that I'm dreaming about dreaming.

 I have dreams where my teeth have fallen out. I later found out, it means I was embarrassed by something in my life. It might be true for you also.

I think that's what this person is saying.

Say out loud  "Clarity now!" with vigor and you should be able to see. Being close to your body may also effect you sight I think, quote me if I'm wrong. Also inexperience effects your ability to see and move around to, though I some times can't see myself and I forcefully think I can see and it happens.
Hope this helps.

I just want to clarify, when some body etheric projects, is it normal to see really unusual things? I've etheric projected a few time and I kept see strange things. This morning it happened, and my walls where covered in "Batman" wallpaper? (I'm 29). I managed to get out side and there was a huge group of people rioting?
What is this all about?

Yes m8, I get this to. I can't do conscious projection so I have to do them from lucid dreams. I've done this now about 7 times and I always end up in the etheric plane with no vibrations. If I listen carfully I can hear a droning sound (like a diesel engine in neutral), but that's about it.

Also, I've been feeling "pins and needles" when I'm relaxed, am I getting close? This isn't bad circulation cause I can controle where it is.

O there is one thing, I do see bright lights moving with my eyes closed. I also some times get the full motion video thing, which I try to controlle but wake up?

Yeah, I'm aware of this. Some times I will stay in a LD just to see if I learn any thing from my higher self, which I have.
I can only AP through LD at the mo, but I'm trying to do conscious projections.

If you do have another LD, stop and keep looking at a single spot. The dream should fade and you should be able to roll out of you body.
This works for me anyway.
Hahaha, I might see strange things to, like I have, just ignor them and try to concentrate.

Thanks for the response m8y, I go into sleep state and then suddenly realise that I'm dreaming and then I suddenly jerk and wake up. I've tryed not to, but it keeps happening. I know this is the area I want to be, so it's just pratice?

OMG these are mine:-

Root:           under-active       (-44%)
Sacral:   under-active   (-19%)
Navel:   under-active   (-50%)
Heart:   under-active   (-6%)
Throat:   under-active   (-6%)
Third Eye:   under-active   (0%)
Crown:   open   (31%)

I get the strange sensation that I can't tell which way my arms are facing (up or down), and also I can get me legs to become heavy. But I still feel and hear things. It's starting to look like I'm just not able to AP, apart from doing it through LDs, but even they are rear.

Thanks for respnse.

 
You lot are talking about something I need help with, I made one post but nobodys responded to it so I'll paste it here:-

I've been trying to do conscious projection now for weeks. (I will say I do it before going to bed cause it's the only time I can relax).
I've been doing it with binary beats and with out and I can get to stage 10 ish. I've gone deep and went to sleep and came back out of it, but at no time did I hear any sounds or any vibrations. I still have all my senses (but my legs are tingling and heavey).
Do the vibration and sounds happen deeper then sleep state? I really need advice on this.

I hope some one can shed some light on this.

Can some 1 help me with this plz?

I've been trying to do conscious projection now for weeks. (I will say I do it before going to bed cause it's the only time I can relax).
I've been doing it with binary beats and with out and I can get to stage 10 ish. I've gone deep and went to sleep and came back out of it, but at no time did I hear any sounds or any vibrations.
Do the vibration and sounds happen deeper then sleep state? I really need advice on this.

Thanks for reading.

 I've recentaly been listening to the Gateway tapes. I can focus my mind much better these days, but I have a serious problem with my legs. They a constantly twiching and  tightning on there own(this has been going on for months).  Some times it's the left one and some times is the right, and some times it's both. I think this make it imposible to relax. I try (throught a lucid dream) to...whats the word..charge chackra energy through my hands and legs (which I felt), and the very next morning my legs went nuts, twiching and vibration on there own.
I thought it might be ekboms, the docter found nothing wrong with my blood. Could I have damaged chackras?

Thanks for your input.

Thanks for that explination, so in a nutshell, I see black and white because it is dark in the room anyway? And I'm going to see strange things cause I'm new to this, and the brain is finding it difficult interpret what things "really" are.

I say I'm new to this, but I was blessed with the opatunaty to go to the place that Robert Bruce calls the "Buddhic Dimension". I think this helped me to accept life after death.

I did do it at night and early in the morning. I thought that you would still see colours in RTZ? I would also say that I felt no vibration on leaving or rentering my body.
I did do it once, and did the "think of body" thing, to get back into my body which didn't work and scared the crap out of me. I had to lean over my body in bed and look at it, which also didn't work, which made me even more worried. So I had to postion my astral into my physical and think of remerging which eventuray did work. (To my relief).
I did see alot of odd things around which arn't really there in real life, like the paintings I mentioned, and I also see a mirror at the bottom of my bed, instead of a wardrobe. I also seen 70's style chairs to the right side of my bed, and once 3 of them in the living room?
Is my brain interpreting the wardrobe as a mirror?

Thanks for reading.

Thanks, I'll try that.

Sounds like a good night in, hahahaha. I was going to sleep and I was aware the whole time, when I felt a weight on my hips. I heard what seemed to be a women moaning, and I looked up (I was still in bed aware), and I could see a women "bouncing" on me.
I should of went along with it but frecked out and used a conjouration to get rid of her. I woke up soon after.

You never know, it might of been a bad entity, or a missed Opportunity.

How would I go about being aware? I'd really like to know some techniques.
  Thanks

Damn it, it happened again. I became lucid in a dream and did the "looking at 1 point" thing in it, so I could roll out of my body, which I did.
And yet again everything in the room was blacks, whites and greys. I did notice on my left wall that there was many pictures and paintings stack ontop of each other, in rows and colums. One of the pictures was of a sail ship. I tryed the "Clarity Now!" expresion which still didn't help
Why do I keep ending up here? Is it possible to stimulate Chakras in lucid dreaming, and how do I do it?

I did the again later and still ended up in this dark sort of etheric plane.

P.S. Sorry for any spelling mistakes.

I recentaly bought and finished a book by Belzebuub, (I should of considered the name) I found it very intresting and helpful for learning to AP. I was using the conjurations he metioned and thought nothing of it. I recentaly went on to the internet and found out the conjurations where connected to the cult.
Every thing I know about the cult is bad. I just wanted to know what peoples veiws are on it, and if I should stop reading books from him?

I only want to follow in the light, not end up in the dark.