quote:
i don't want to see a single bible quote, not one iota of a reference to it, not even a hint of the bible from you in this entire topic, unless it is an important part of the story! i only want to hear "allanon's story"! only your thoughts and feelings about things! no preaching, no lecturing!
Mine, or anyone elses testimony to the Objective nature of the Bible is to be taken as fallible and insignificant in light to the True Way which is found in the Word's of Christ Himself.
The first book I picked up when I began my search for the Truth was the Bible. It is now the last. When I began to see if there was any credibilty in religious sentiment I delved deeply into most if not all of the major religious scriptures.
Bhagavad Gita, Upanishads, Dhammapada, various Sihk writings, kundalini, quantum, Koran, Gnostic text, philosophy such as Kant, Hume, Descarte, Plato, Aristotle, Mill, and finally the most important of all which is that of the Shaman.
Astral Projection was always my MEAN with which to seek out the Divine. If there was a God and spiritual experiences were happening to people than there must have been a BIOLOGICAL/NEUROLOGICAL CATALYST THAT MADE THESE EXPERIENCES COME ABOUT. In that I mean that when you hear about projection being done it is due to the chemicals of the brain being fired at specific intervals in order for the "soul", "self, "atman" or "higher self" to realize the spirit realm. A dualistic approach to the mind body problem.
I locked myself in my room for three years and rejected all manner of the "secular" lifestyle. I would get up at five in the morning and meditate and repeat mantrams and what not in order to break that first dimensional barrier. Celibacy was observed and a constant attention to thought patterns. I WOULD FIND GOD MY WAY. I would work out and hone my body so that it was marathon runner shape so that I could really beging my quest.
I was almost ready for step two.
Now the Shaman began to take shape inside of my spirit. I conversed with the realm of the Shaman's of Peru off the Napo river. IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR SOME REAL PROJECTORS JUST GO TO A VILLAGE DOWN THERE!! I learned the secret knowledge of plants and there effects on human consciousness. I observed the effects of the vine of the dead. I began to make major breakthroughs out of the body and had many, many terrifying ego death experiences. Entity contacts, etheric flight, beings of light, etc, etc. I was almost convinced in the Universalist approach but I felt evil at the end of that white tunnel. Instintively I knew that Jesus was supposed to be in the astral but where?
I still did not give up.
After three years of constant attention to these matters I finally had a series of TRUE visions.
My first came in the Colorado mountains. I fasted for a week and camped out in the middle of winter to really test my mettle. This was the first "Christ" experience I had. The visions I had of Him were few but very clear. I observed Him not with physical eyes but those that are of the Spirit. I remember running with Christ in Heaven as I meditated and He had the biggest smile on His face. As I looked back to see why I saw that all the sheep of His flock were following Him and they ran on His robe. But the most exciting part was that His robe flowed down to Hell. As He ran those that were in torment from Satan were grabbing on and being pulled up. The Light of that place is not from the sun but from the countenance of His Perfect face.
I began to delve into the Word. For obvious reasons I discarded my pantheistic, mystical approach and took a more orthodox root from here on out. But enough of this boredom, now for the real turning point in my thinking.
I was once again in the mountains and had been failing to help many of my friends that just seemed to be so lost. They were slaves to materialism and the flesh. They were slaves to drunkedness and lewd acts such as orgies and what not. My spirit was broke because there was no one I could relate my visions too. The Church wouldnt that is for sure. I began to walk a mountain path and this is when I really witnessed a miracle. When I went up that mountain that day I went up with a serious neck injury. I had a bulged disk in my neck from doing incorrect squat technique. The chiropractor said I would need surgery.
As I walked down that path it was night time. I was at the end of my rope and just about to give in to the world. I began to question myself and why the hell I was trying so hard to help a world that didnt give a excrement. I knew Jesus was out there but I had no more contact with Him yet as far as the astral went. I closed my eyes and just let faith take me up that Path. ALL AT ONCE I WAS HIT WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT LIKE A SPEAR THROUGH THE TOP OF MY BRAIN. It was bliss that transcended the flesh. I saw through new eyes. I saw the life of Christ unfold before me like a panaramic movie. It is there and all humanity will one day witness it first hand. The most important thing that I brought back can be seen in the verses below....
36Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, "Sit here while I go over there and pray." 37He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled. 38Then he said to them, "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me."
39Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, "My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will."
40Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. "Could you men not keep watch with me for one hour?" he asked Peter. 41"Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak."
42He went away a second time and prayed, "My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may your will be done."
43When he came back, he again found them sleeping, because their eyes were heavy. 44So he left them and went away once more and prayed the third time, saying the same thing.
45Then he returned to the disciples and said to them, "Are you still sleeping and resting? Look, the hour is near, and the Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. 46Rise, let us go! Here comes my betrayer!"
I saw Christ as He went to pray alone. At this time in His life He was able to finally see what the Crucifixtion would mean. He would be seperated from God. All men would murder Him just to keep eternal life. He would always be cursed with the weight of man's sin. He would be totally alone. I SAW HIS FACE AS HE WEPT BITTERLY AND I FELL TO THE GROUND AND CRIED LIKE A BABY. I NEVER CRIED LIKE THAT BEFORE AND PROBABLY NEVER WILL AGAIN. Jesus suffered more than anyone realizes. He was seperated from the Father COMPLETELY. I felt the terror that gripped Jesus as He begged the diciples to sit with Him. I SAW IT. I LIVED IT. IT WAS A GIFT AND I WONT LET HIM DOWN. He did not want to die!!! But He did it because He has the only Perfect soul fo Love. He did it because God told Him too. He did it for YOU.
I had many other visions that night but when I left to go home MY NECK WAS COMPLETELY HEALED. THE DOCTOR DIDNT BELIEVE IT.
That is my partial testimony and take it for what it is worth. The Bible is the Way to go and WE ALL OWE CHRIST A LOT BECAUSE YOU DONT EVEN WANT TO KNOW WHAT SATAN IS LIKE.
I am praying for you and the world.