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When I become more aware around power lines and cell towers me ears will pop, and I do hear the other buzzes that accompany them; I heard a low and deeply penitrating soft hum the other night when in a state of higher awareness ( after a day of consuming cannabis, and had dreams ; I wasn't high during the hum). It was the furthest I had been to going OBE that night too. I had felt my arm bounce far away from it's spot.

I think that's such an amazing revelation when you transfer to completely lucid. I've had completely lucid dreams from a third person perspective though, which is quite weird.

Well big brother probably uses it on you, so why not fight back with your own affirmations?? It's good to be in control of your own programming rather than someone else.

Luckilee: Reminds me of alice in wonderland
On the whole communication topic, have you ever tried to naturally converse telepathically while AP?

Hi Lady Segesta, I'm in the same boat. I'm a senior and just finishing up school at Clackamas of Oregon. Where do you go? And I have a usual regiment of energy working during the day, meditation, and during obe times I usually do: breath focus, energy work, deep focus, exit technique. I've had a hand full of close conscious obes, but close!

I've had dreams where i'll show people capabilities in that state, very funny because they're my friends and were like, "NO WAY!?"
KurtyKurt: You're pretty awesome dude, have to hand you that. Very intelligent and insightful on spirituality (if that's what you call it, because I do). I feel like I've been manipulating, testing, observing, and divulging into the energy capabilities around me and of myself. That is and always will be the way to ascend, and it's quite peculiar.
This new focus on theoretical spirituality that w

Reminds me of the avatar cartoon. He's able to talk w/ his past incarnations, and learn of there histories collectively or individually. But i'll be looking into it more so now.

On the same note of Xanth and others that I read about, getting into APing brought a state of being so much greater than what I expected. The world seemed to fall into place, what I was doing and what my most intuitive friends/communities were doing; my life started turning around. Partly because of what new life choices I'm building for myself, but as a result of getting spiritual, knowledgeable, and guided through AP. It was a whole natural cycle and system of revelation., I couldn't stop, it was all so appealing and real, yet mysterious.
Some things i got into lately that made me more spiritual and connected: APing, Parkour/Freerunning, Sunfood/Rawfood/Veganism, the untold histories of our world, exopolitics, hemp/cannabis, barefeet, crystals.

I also just realized that correct posture is more comfortable and sustained longer when I feel like my energies of focus are at a higher position than my body (built by building energies naturally), kind of like the pendulum method of OBEing. Anybody else experienced this? FYI I just had experienced this while reading, it was like a revalation/realization, and now I feel more inclined to does so.

I have observed this weird, quick glitter of light right after I close my eyes for energy work. Is it my third eye's production and consumption of energy, observable by my being? I know it's not normal light production, because it's not redish nor in front of my black space, but it's very quick, white, and like a flash. I also  have a downwards peripheral vision constantly when working with energy, and everything looks slightly lighter and more colorful. I don't know if it's just that I'm actually seeing things through my barely closed eyes, but it seems different.

That's some deep theory. Very interesting read.
ps. I had some energy body feelings when reading this; drifting off in my head, felt like a vacuum, then nodding off, and felt like i was in my head.

That's an intense conscious break into a lucidity. Quite impressive. You've now motivated me to try out the NEW program, I have it, just haven't done it yet. Also, thanks for posting up regularly and fully elaborating.

I had an incident today, rested my head for too long, then noticed background noises fading, and noding off. Then i awoke, but still fun to experience it. I've noticed a lot more 'wind' energy flowing through me lately.

Do you just need more experience, to break in the fear? That's how anybody progresses, to the extent of their comfort, and beyond is were growth occurs. About herbs ... marijuana  ... but maybe mint or something. Try and search for it?
Actually, I've had more control when using cannabis, it lets me focus, try different things out, and if I intrust it enough, I'll have 3rd person perspective, obe feelings. Those fade away though. I use it as a guided obe; the next time i'm going through my obe process, i've experienced something greater.

i've had this sensation too. I believe it's a mechanism, just like the whole obe process. Does this jerk throw off your whole obe night routine? I utilize it, use it as a landmark. When I'm at that stage, I've usually had all my other hipnagogic symptoms, and is very out of it. That's usually where it lasts to though.
I haven't been able to go obe yet. I hope to project soon, and feel like once my life clears up some time soon that I'll achieve this; I want to try meditating during the day, outside, where it's peaceful.

[Mario 64]

Mario 64: you enter realities by jumping into pictures, you can fly.

If you look at facts about occurrences: tyranny from government and corporations; ufo's; technology. It all exists, and you can sense the tensions.

Of course I believe we should all seek clarity of our realities. We all have a free will and our consequences need to be better planned. I also believe that we are of a lesser being today then of what we can be, in the sense of wisdom.

I feel like I can see myself when i close my eyes, in rainbow/white colors.

Does this happen EVERY time you close your eyes? or just when you're slightly relaxed? And is there an occurring scenario or face?
That seems pretty wild, seems like a supremely unique ability. Have you ever asked a yes/no about something in your reality? Something you could actually validate?

I've been very interested in buying some crystals of desirable qualities for energy work. Does it have to be anything fancy? I looked at simple lemurian crystals, and at wands. I wouldn't mind spending $36 for a wand,
http://cgi.ebay.com/4-6-RUBY-FUCHSITE-QUARTZ-WAND-Crystal-Magic-Healing_W0QQitemZ110507903985QQcmdZViewItemQQptZLH_DefaultDomain_0?hash=item19bac8cbf1
, but if a simple lemurian quartz would do the same thing then I'd go with that. So please let me know what i should do.

good to know your back on track. Keep up good work!

ps I envy those w/ crystals!

Yeah, pretty much man. That's what I found out too. I've recently not had too many obe warm-ups, but that's what I've figured on recently. I think that is also the best method too, because it trains the mind to focus on it's most natural function, breathing. How has your obe journey come along lately?

So this event occurred last week: I awoke in the state capable of going obe, I could tell my body was completely done with the vibrations, being dissociated, and focused in my head, then I was aware for a period long enough to will myself to move. I decided to float down to my floor by rolling to my right, and since I sleep on a loft, I could feel everything pass me as I landed down. I was amazed at being capable of doing this, and took it further. I knew I had to be around 6' away from my body to completely go obe, so I willed towards the door. I could feel all of my brothers makeshift bed skim underneath me, feel the carpet, and catch the door. Thinking I was far enough, I though to myself," I need to see." So i decided to grab my eyes and try to open them. This was the end of my obe. In scale it was great accomplishment. Next time I think I'll ask for clarity.

The next event happened last night:
-while going to sleep, I had a great session of energy work and dissociating.
-I focused on my breath at first, in a basic sense. I usually focus on the a symbol like ying yang, but it is more box like, with 4 edges, the left side is white, the right side is black, the top and bottom are grey, and they all have 4 ridges( the beats i hear during each out breath, in breath, and pause in between determines how many ridges are on the edge). I focus on this symbol in my head to get the pattern ingrained into my procedures.
-I would also focus how on my down breath my stomach is doing the opposite by going up, and vice versa. Then I would image myself floating down calmly, but I would be the only white presence, and the surroundings would be black.
-Then that made me progress into thinking about energy work, and color breathing. I then focused up my chakras, starting with my feet. I had a peculiar energy build up in my feet, then I felt the energy flowing. Did the energy chakra matching up to my throat, and that produced a fine body dissociation, especially when I passed my heart and naval.
-My throat itched, and couldn't seem to transfer that energy on up, so I coughed hard and that ended that development. It was pretty successful, and I felt glad I could still get into that state.

So yeah, I don't know if I ever had shared my process of dissociation, but that's it. I've had previous problems returning to that, but now that I had accomplished it by non-coincidence, I feel like I can do it easier. And on the first event, I feel like I should try and raise my energy, ask for clarity, and/or walk further. I feel like I'll be able to obe consciously soon!

HI Casey, my name is casey btw, and you remind me of my aunt a lot. You do look very young for being 50. My aunt has obe experiences too, and looks very young for her age. She has a sense of spirituality, and we connected on a strange level when we last met. She looks familiar to you.

And about you looking like a hybrid, I can see where people say that. But its funny that people say your alien like, because we're all some form of humanoid, and have origins from alien life, so ... it's not all that special, but still unique.

Well of course those without prior body energy development are prone to dis-ease, for they haven't cleared their body of negative energies, that causes dis-ease.

But yes, I agree, where are your official or up-to-date plans for your machine?

AND WHERE DO YOU LIVE? I live in oregon and wish to see this contraption, even if I have to awkwardly converge with someone.