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#76
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Originally posted by narfellus

 I wonder how many people in mental wards at some point in their life have messed with magic or energy without proper precaution, respect, or regard as to what they were doing. Then again, you might have a quiet old woman suddenly seem to go crazy, so it's hard to say.


I've studied this topic myself for many years and it seems as though there are probably more unwanted/unplanned releases of Kundalini than one might suspect. Physical injuries or illnesses seem to be the source most likely to release the Kundalini, along with unwise spiritual experimentation.

I've read quotes from clairvoyant investigators which say that about half the populations in mental facilities suffer from premature/unwanted/uncontrollable Kundalini forces! Another source of problems is unbalanced body chemistry which interfers with the connection and normal functioning between the physical brain and the higher spiritual bodies. One way this manifests is "throwing open the doors" of the spiritual sense faculties which are meant to be shut for the untrained and undisciplined average mind. They become lost in an ocean of sensory data which they cannot cope with.
#77
Well stated.

I don't believe that anyone ever attained lasting, true happiness by turning towards serving himself, which is the hallmark of the left-handed path. And the idea of utilizing darkness to do good works is fairly laughable. If you wallow in darkness it's going to stick to you like glue.

I appreciate your comment about "calling down force from the sphere above" as opposed to tapping the Kundalini force. It's generally known within occult circles that a soul who walks the left-handed path eventually severs the connection altogether with the sphere above via selfish, harmful activities. This is the state of those vampire types who subsist entirely upon light/energy which they steal from others, having divorced themselves from the True Source.

"Let us do evil, that good might appear" is a classic mantra of these darkened souls.
#78
I agree with you that when I place my attention on the topics generally present on PSD, that it focusses my attention on a lower vibration of consciousness than my average state of mind.

However, to a person who truly is besieged with problems and from a relative point of view, the PSD forum might not be a step down. In fact I hope that it's a step up for them because they can gain hope and understanding of what's happening.

Despite the fact that there are some rather shallow topics running here most of the time, there are also some very deep, insightful and helpful threads also. I've probably spent more time here than any other forum. I like to think that some people have benefitted greatly from this forum.
#79
Rastus had all good suggestions in my opinion. The music, emotions, food, all that stuff can serve to throw off energy(food) for an agressive neg. Cut them off and they will go elsewhere.

But here is another, more intense way to remove them. Just say with all your love and desire, "Jesus!! Come into my body and dissolve all negative entities!! I give you full permission to seize and remove all dark entities from my being now!!" You can make up your own version of this but it seems to be most powerful if you actually use the name of a real, known Master.

This works instantly for me. Never fails. They either flee or are seized and removed by the Master Himself. If they come back just keep using it over and over. I swear, if I notice thoughts going through my mind which "I'd never have" normally, I stop and implore the Master to help me, and it's like shutting a door. It's instant. The thoughts stop and it's just "my thoughts" left.
#80
Welcome to Psychic and Paranormal! / Expel Negs
August 27, 2004, 23:42:55
I shower with home made soap which is very heavy on pine oil.

The goonies can't stand essence of pine oil.
#81
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Originally posted by kiauma

Does anyone else ever get the feeling that the PSD forum is like the lower realm of the Astral Pulse forums?   [:P]



*hit happens.

And if it's you, it's just as important as anyone elses "thing".
#82
One place that I get a lot of good NEW practice and recharging is while laying on a couch watching a movie in the evening. I find that I can put my attention on it for only a few minutes now, programming myself to pull in and circulate the energy on every single breath. After a short time, it become habitual and I do it almost subconsciously for the whole 2 hour movie.

Sometimes it's so effective that after an hour or so I start to get extremely powerful sensations in my subnaval storage area and I have to stop the gathering action for a while to let my body readjust to things.  

I also do some energy raising before sleep while in bed and it's good. But I can seldom stay awake long enough to get nearly as deep into it as I can while watching TV or a movie.

I never feel the bubbling or surging feelings any more in my arms and legs like I felt in the first month of practice. I think it's a good sign if you feel the strong sensations at first and then push on through for weeks until you feel only a smooth, subtle, almost cool "wind" blowing through your extremities.

Also, I think it's good to practice doing it both with and without breath syncronization. I find that sometimes a steady vacuum-like pull from the abdominal area can create a very powerful and steady flow which can be sustained for a long time with determined concentration. Other times it really helps to use breath syncronization. It's good to be able to do it both ways.
#83
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Originally posted by zenvok

Notes about marijuana use.

First of all, it does not burn out the etheric body, in fact, it seems to strengthen it very (providing on does asanas and pranyama). I noticed that smoking causes a surge of prana in the body.


This may be your personal experience, but it's not the average one.

For a young, vibrant person who is active at yoga and has not smoked pot for very long, it may take considerably longer for the corrosive effects to manifest upon the auric sheath. But it will happen eventually with continued, frequent use.

I watched it in myself (20 years ago) and I've watched it happen over time with many other people I know. It's like acid on the etheric sheath, which is by the way, connected with the faculty of memory. Hmmmm....
#84
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Originally posted by Sweetwater



I do not want to offend anyone, but many of the techniques in Robert's book seems to me to be low-level work, it is effective on a lower (physical) level. There are hiarchies of good and evil spirits. Occult spirits (like spirits that do witchcraft, socery, wizardry, etc.) are much stronger. Lower-lever spiritual work does work on lower-level spirits. I only do high magic, which effects the spirits at a higher (spiritual) level.




I can't prove it, but I believe that Robert Bruce understands and uses techniques that are beyond what he writes about. His writing is meant to be very accessable to ordinary people who need help and he takes great pains to make all of his published stuff easy to understand and actually do.

That said, I'm with you Sweetwater. I often go straight to calling down angels to remove darkness and demons from a situation instead of trying to be a Rambo about it. That's not to say we shouldn't all cultivate mastery and deal with things ourselves when it makes sense. But I feel that too many people have a negative attitude about angels and spiritual figures such as Jesus due to unfortunate experiences with christian churches. And there are a lot of situations where it's just better to call in the Big Boys instead of suffering for long periods of time while trying to "fight the battle" yourself.

I think there needs to be some balance and discrimination in this equation. The stakes can be rather high.
#85
I would have to say that I had this same situation for a very long time. I learned to raise a Kundalini type energy up into my upper 4 chakras quite early in my life and I vastly overdeveloped them compared to my lower 3 chakras. I could feel them (upper chakras) and see them easily and I could use them in a very fascile way. I think I was a little whacked out because of it though--and I was definitely held up on my spiritual path due to the imbalance. But I just couldn't seem to direct this type of energy into the lower chakras with much success.

Then I found New Energy Ways and I have had a sort of spiritual renaissance because I've been able to use NEW to gently stimulate my lower chakras into a much better balance (with my upper chakras) than I used to have. I can now feel and use my lower chakras where, in the past, I couldn't feel them at all. And my physical health and ability to sleep is much better for it.

I can't say enough about regular, concentrated NEW practice. I do it every day. It's safe, and it works. In case you don't know what NEW is, there are instructions for it here on the main Astral Pulse site.
#86
I've read treatises where reliable (to me) spiritual masters state, point blank, that smoking pot creates holes in ones aura. Furthermore, these holes allow astral entities (negs) to come and go at will.

I smoked it for about 5 years during the 70's and 80's and finally quit completely after beginning to see and understand the thing about the auric puncturing. I regularly experienced influences from tramp entities, including voices during this time and for several years after. I embarked on a mission to heal my auric sheath and I feel that I largely succeeded after about 5 years or so of meditation and daily active energy work (after having quit all drugs).

From my own experiences and from some clairvoyant research of my own (watching other people), I'd have to say that I agree with Stuart Wilde....I haven't touched the s*** for over 20 years and I wouldn't consider it. Life's too good without it.
#87
Clare,

I just want to say one more thing. That is, in my experience, a strong, positive will and indomitable persistence will overcome. I think that an inspired person can overcome their own bad karma, astrology, curses, etc.....anything.

Have you tried treasure mapping? It's a great way to focus your subconscious in a powerful, positive way. I've benefited greatly in my life from it.
#88
Clare,

You don't happen to have a relative or someone close to you who is somewhat controlling and/or who communicates a lot with you do you? I've noticed that effects such as you describe are sometimes the result of a jealous/controlling person who places their attention on you very frequently. It can set up a vortex around the object of their attention which outpictures the intents and desires of the unhelpful one.

I acknowledge what Rastus mentions about it being a hexed talisman. I personally know a woman who has suffered terribly in this life as a result of a curse placed upon her by a powerful black magician numerous lifetimes ago. But somehow I get the feeling as though your troubles have more to do with a live person who is placing his/her attention on you in a jealous way, denying you happiness.

Or, as Runlola says, it could be within yourself; a self perpetuating string of unhappy events which you've unconsciously magnetized to yourself. It can't hurt to work at transmuting your past unhappy life episodes using forgiveness therapy, of which there is abundant description and instruction to be had for free. This will have the double effect of freeing you if you yourself are the magnet, or else it will serve to make you more impervious to outside attacks as well (outside attackers generally need a point of vulnerability within you in order to effect a change in your life).

One thing you seem to need is to build a momentum of victory. And of course it's tough if you've been stomped on over and over. Try to build a momentum of victory and self determination by consistently  celebrating small victories. This will allow you to eventually build up to complete self determination, having mastered utterly your immediate environment and destiny. If you find yourself recoiling from this idea because you think your celebration might "jinx" things, then I believe that it's probable that you are at least partly the cause of the condition.
#89
I see people as musical notes. And sometimes you run into someone who makes a relatively harmonious musical chord with your note. I think it takes this, as well as (perhaps) past life recognition and affinity.

Otherwise, you get these relationships where people hit it off really hot in one dimension, but they annoy each other the rest of the time.

Has anyone else ever experienced one of these (the one dimensional) types of relationships? I know that I'm on my second marriage....[:I]
#90
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Originally posted by runlola



I would think eating the neg would be like inviting it inside you?
it becomes a part of you...that is my concern.

"you are what you eat"



I don't think he was eating bug-juice.

He was probably transmuting the energy back into a purer state--erasing the engrams of "bug-hood" as the siphoning proceeded.

Makes sense to me....
#91
What are your goals in life?

What does your soul desire?
#92
To me, the physical sensation feels like a swelling, slightly burning sensation radiating out from the "baby soft spot" (center) of my scalp. And it feels as though I have grown a large appendage on the top of my head.

On a more mental/spiritual level, it gives me the answers to my questions instantly, with full graphical detail. You just wonder about something and BOOM! you suddenly understand the issue. But it's hard to control or use such a faculty unless you can concentrate well.
#93
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Originally posted by runlola




What about when you smile at a guy & the nutball thinks you want him. [8D]

Something makes me think that you know how to handle this situation.....

Here's a question; I've met certain people during my life and I felt "helplesss, but to love them". The feeling was involuntary, the other person had done nothing for me at all and yet I felt closer and more kindly to them than I feel even for my own relatives. The other person isn't even attractive in a "relationship" type of way, and gender has nothing to do with it. It seems to be at a soul level.

What is this? I have my opinions, but I'm curious as to what others think.
#94
Welcome to Metaphysics! / Did atlantis exist?
June 25, 2004, 00:14:58
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Originally posted by narfellus

well, it's all conjecture pretty much, but i read that Atlantis was actually at its prime before the last ice age, about 35,000 years ago. I don't think anyone has conclusively found what is left of it yet, and if it WERE that long ago, water and sand and rock would have long ago buried it and its secrets. Still, what do i know? I wish someone would find the damn place so we quit wondering about it!


Narfellus,

It's probably hard to decide when the prime of Atlantis was. That civilization lasted for over 50,000 years in one form or another. It would rise, thrive, engage in war, fall into darkness again and start all over. Plus, their continent suffered 2 catastophic losses of land mass before the final sinking. They had some ups and downs, to say the least.

Spiritually they were an interesting race. The older the race became, the more integrated became science and religion/spirituality. It all eventually blended together under the banner of "knowledge". Something for us to strive for in my opinion.

I find your other story about the magnetic poles shifting also interesting. I believe the poles have shifted numerous times in the past. Amazingly, some scientists are beginning to believe that this is possible. I saw a science special on PBS TV years ago where they used this theory to explain the existence of tropical plants and animals found quick frozen under ice sheets in Siberia.
#95
Welcome to Metaphysics! / Did atlantis exist?
June 24, 2004, 23:56:40
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Originally posted by narfellus

by the way boydster, the map you posted of Atlantis above is the EXACT shape of the map in A Dweller on Two Planets, a book i'm reading that is supposedly about a channeled account of a man that lived during the era of Atlantis. He contacted a human about, oh, sixty or seventy years ago and told him this story, which reads very cleanly in prose format. But the map in the preface is identical to the continent between america and europe.



I've read "A Dweller on Two Planets" about 8 times....it's an amazing book.

Kind of interesting....the map you refer to was hand drawn by Phylos young scribe at his direction, while the progressive time maps I posted above were made by talented psychics within the Theosophical organization--different people who had no discourse and done at different times. Couple that with the enormous amount of data that Cayce released and you've got quite a bit of corroboration.

Also, an enormous amount of hypnotic regression conducted in the 20th century has yielded countless, (recorded) detailed memories of lives lived there. It feels a bit odd to be even debating the issue.
#96
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Originally posted by Lighthouse

 

I don't know if I mentioned it in this thread, I don't think so but I am also reading The Woman with the Alabaster Jar which talks about Mary Magdeline being the Holy Grail (She being the chalice that held the Holy blood of Christ ... his child)   I thought between my Bellydancing and my work of reclaiming parts of myself supressed during childhood, that I had reclaimed a large degree of my Divine feminine.  Nothing has done that like reading this very well researched scholarly work by Margaret Starbird which suggests that Mary the Magdeline (Magdeline is another word for a tourch or beacon) was the Beloved Bride of Christ...


Earlier in my life I knew someone who was quite accomplished at reading the akashic records in matters such as this. And this person said that the soul of Mary Magdeline was indeed the twin soul of Jesus.

She was not through with incarnating at that point though and had a number of lives after that. Her final incarnation was that of Aimee Semple McPherson who was the founder of the Foursquare Gospel church. She is said to have been very charismatic and there are stories of many, many healings which happened while she blessed people at the altar.

She is now a part of their dual soul with Jesus as an ascended being. Obviously I can't prove any of this. Please don't go there....

Kerri, I really appreciate your comments about your quality of life increasing as you learn to see and love God in everyone and everything. As you gradually see only God everywhere you look, life begins to be pretty amazing. I feel that way too.

Someone once wrote the phrase, "Drink me while I am drinking thee". It sums it up for me.
#97
McArthur,

I strongly agree with you on this. I believe it is exceedingly rare to find an abuse situation which is NOT induced/influenced by negs.

Especially your premise of negs hopping from generation to generation within a family. I know this to happen in fact.

I want to also point out that it does avail much to set aside some time each day to pray earnestly for the removal of these negs from the earth. Angels take up the energy and your consent encapsulated in your prayer and they go forth and remove entities from people, situations and ultimately from our earth. Obviously one prayer doesn't clear the earth completely--but there is an increment of good done which is worth the effort. I've done this. I've watched it happen. It's real.

Thanks for starting this thread. It's something that I'm personally very passionate about.
#98
Welcome to Psychic and Paranormal! / Succubus
June 19, 2004, 00:10:00
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Originally posted by yothu

I too have an incubus near me. I just broke the attack. 5 min ago. This creature was invading my dreams. First as an aggressive, semi-friendly police force man, then as a girl-friend of mine. It was frightening, because she approached my bed, I could hear the sound of the her footsteps on the floor and her body lying next to me. This all happened with my back to her. I turned around and a computerlike voice said: "Hallo, Matthias". I kissed the girl but catched her tongue with my teeth and teared it apart like a chewing gum. I then said: "Get lost!" and woke up. I still felt that entity being around. Moving. I don't think that I had it for long, it must have been attracted by me in the last weeks. It still feels disgusting for me.

Now, what can I do to get rid of it completely?



It works very well for me if I pray and call out loud for Archangel Michael and his angels to come and seize the spooks and remove them. I just keep it up until the tangible presence of the spook is gone and I feel peace again.

It works every time for me.
#99
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Originally posted by jilola

Boydster:[(b]
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I think we are responsible for our use of energy,


we are always responsible for every single thing we do. Personally and in our faces.

2cents & L&L
jouni


Yes, and I guess I'm positing this [our decisions about our use of energy] as being at the core of the various ideas people have of "right" and "wrong".

It helps me see things a little more clearly and (hopefully) avoid being condemnatory towards others.
#100
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Originally posted by Tayesin


Let's put it in perspective... imagine an energetic consciousness...a light that is aware,  and it wants to have certain experiences as they become available.  It makes it's arrangements for a small portion of itself to enter a world to experience an earth-series of lives.  The body it is sending the small portion to is so tiny in comparison to the small portion (soul) going in.  And that small portion is tiny in comparison to the aware light (Higher-Self)....

So, perhaps the only effects of your choices here are Local and confined to what you want to use in this series of lives.



Tayesin,

Lotsa good ideas here. I think we are responsible for our use of energy, kind of like the responsibility we have for how we use our income (money) down here. My instinct is that there is some kind of accounting.

After a soul has realized to some extent the name of the game, which is that mastering freewill, choice and union with the goals of the higher self is the point of us being here, then comes the time when we realize with a certain bitterness, all the momentum we have built from activities and choices which are counter to this goal. And we must put our shoulder to the wheel of opposing this momentum and pushing things in the direction which we are now enamored with....

It seems like a matter of energy, accounting and momentums which we as souls aborning in matter are engaged in.