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I don't fit in with my age group.  To me, most of them are fools.  They all act like I'm some weird loser or something.  Not ONE person can talk to me in a normal manner.  Perhaps I'd just like to find my place?  It sure as hell isn't here, I'll tell you that much.

quote:Originally posted by Blackstream

quote:Originally posted by Life_afterdeath
I looked down at my legs and saw this black cloud of something swing at my legs.  It had a long black sword looking thing ( or a club ), and it was beating the living hell out of my legs.  I couldn't feel it, but at the sight of that, I was compelled to go back to my physical, but I ignored it, and left anyway.

From what I've heard that's a neg at worst (evil thought form), and nothing to worry about.

A "Neg" huh?  So it's only a thought, not a real being?  That's different...no wonder it just sort of "disappeared".

quote:Originally posted by EnderWiggin

The demon I saw first appeared when I slept over my friend's house (she was my girlfriend at the time). She told me she was into Wicca. The night I slept at her house when I saw the demon, it was hot and humid. I live near the ocean and her boathouse is right on the ocean. We fell asleep in each others' arms.

For some reason I woke up awhile later, and I could feel an astonishingly evil presence. It wasn't the first time I felt anything like that, but this time I finally figured out just what that evil presence was: a demon. I saw it in the astral. It was taller than me, and was very very muscular. It was red in color, looked like a typical demon. Pointed ears, sharp, yellow teeth, bat-like wings, claws, the whole thing. I was very afraid at first, but then I realized that my girlfriend was right next to me and that the demon was probably after her. So I gathered the courage to challenge it, and I was barely able to fend it off. It got ticked off at me when I shot white light at it. I banged the ground (in the astral), sending shockwaves of energy at it, I manipulated my energy into a light-sword and ran after it. It finally left, but it just kind of walked off.

I told my girlfriend about it a year later (because I had to be sure that it was real) and she said that the spot where the demon appeared was in the exact same spot where she performed some sort of blessing or ritual. Mind you, my ex girlfriend is not evil but I think she didn't know exactly what she was getting into at the time. Supposedly she has corrected the problem. I hope for her sake that she did. She seems proned to psychic attacks from entities. I noticed three beings with dirty auras in her dormatory room last semester. I made them leave. They were just negative entities though, nothing special.

Well, that's my first encounter with demons.

That is my story.

So you fight off demons in the astral huh?  Now that you mention it, I've seen dark prescenses in my astral too...one of them is mentioned in my Lucid dream / obe thread that nobody seems to reply to ( though I would like answers about it ).  One of the times I was in the vibrational stage, I looked down at my legs and saw this black cloud of something swing at my legs.  It had a long black sword looking thing ( or a club ), and it was beating the living hell out of my legs.  I couldn't feel it, but at the sight of that, I was compelled to go back to my physical, but I ignored it, and left anyway.

quote:Originally posted by EnderWiggin

Hi Life Afterdeath. Well, it's flattering that you seem to think this about me, but really, I think others should be the ones to judge that. I am as powerful as I am, no more and no less. I know this probably sounds as if I am just being modest or something, but I hope that I didn't sound like I was bragging in my other posts. I would rather have others attest to my abilities. I have been helping many people on this forum, and I have never come under attack myself. A few times I had encounters with demons, who just happened to be no match for me. I know there's always a bigger fish, but that isn't going to stop me from my duty of doing battle with these evil spirits. It would be dishonorable of me to stop just because something was more powerful than me.

I don't know if you'll want to do this or not, but could you describe to me, what the first demon you took down looked like?  How did it all happen?  Were you boggled when it first happened?  In detail, please.  You don't have to, but I've never seen a demon before.  I'm curious to know how it all happened.

Anything or everything I've heard or read about this telekinesis, battles against demons, vampires, healing, magic, flying, all of it.
It's like stuff that you see in movies, or on that one show I'm not allowed to say what it is ( you all know which one it is ).  It all makes Lord of The Rings seem as if it's not realistic enough.

I don't know...vampires, wraiths, all of this...none of it seemed real until I got here.  Everyone in here talks about it as if it's a reality.  Some unseen reality that not many people see or hear.  Tell me just how deep this "rabbit hole" goes.  I'm quite amazed so far.

I feel better knowing that...
I've been having sort of an Identity crisis here lately...
I sometimes wonder if I house a lot of evil energy...
I mean, I'd sacrifice myself for someone else, but I have this meanstreak about me...

I've got a lady friend who has herpes...can it be cured?  It drives her nuts...and it's really not fair...and NO, it's not me who has it, it's her.  I'm not just pretending it's a friend with herpes...it really is.
Could anyone heal that without her knowing?

Do I know how to open chakras?
Do I want to learn?
Could someone in here please tell me what this "chakra opening" is all about?  How do you know they're open?  What's the first step?  Is it done when fully aware?  Is it done in an OBE, AP, or Meditation?

Hmm...well, I just tried it, but I don't think I tried long enough.  I tried for maybe a minute, and I didn't feel anything.  I put my hands in the "opposite cupping" position, and closed my eyes, picturing energy coming to my body from objects all around me.  Nothing seemed to happen though...

Can these "balls of energy" be seen or heard in the making process, so you know that you're doing it right?

I never knew Mana was a real thing.  I thought it was just a video game term.  As for Fat_Turkey's avatar, it rules.  The Cheat is great.

quote:Originally posted by cube

On the 'mind aware/body asleep thing', while I agree with the spirit of what you're saying it IS possible for the body to sleep, that's what happens when you get sleep paralysis.

It seems like the common thread in all AP techniques is that they have the effect of making you forget about your physical bosy and begin focuing on your astral body.

You point that the body does not have to be asleep to AP is correct, however, since there have been threads about accidentally APing while driving a car or flying a plane.

I personally think that Sleep Paralysis is a normal function that works in coordination with OBE's to make sure that your physical body doesn't move along with your astral body.  You can imagine how much harder it would be to get control of your astral body without sleep paralysis, can't you?

quote:Originally posted by SpectralDragon

quote:Originally posted by Sam

Negs make me angry so if I see mr Jackass I'll likely go beserk and attack him (it) with my sword-o-fire.  I get angry when I see nice people being picked on, so I'd like to channel that anger in an appropriate fashion...

Would that help deter him from attacking Dark Knight?

Myself and Tayasin (god bless he is a really good guy) have attacked him on multiple occasions. It does not deter this demon of a guy.

Thank you all for your support. Banding against evil has always been the best way to defeat it, and I am sure DK is very appreciative of your expressed concerns. []

help me tone my body energy and I'LL help you guys banish the SOB!

quote:Originally posted by EnderWiggin

Sometimes negs like to make themselves out to be more powerful than they really are. If your attacker is a demon, I can help you take care of it. I've fought many demons before. This one is no different to me. I am involved with fighting more powerful beings than demons these days. My warrior skills are better than they used to be, though they could always be improved.

Demonslayer huh?  I haven't seen one of em' yet.  Is there a trick to getting them to come around?  If so, I'd like to wack a few.