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this is great.  Everything is made of trangles except copper.  Dont use copper.

I have contemplated killing myself during times of distress and in times of inquiry.  I often wonderd what would happen if I just shot myself in the head.  Just for curiosity's sake.  But during times when I was extremely fustrated with life, I thought about killing myself and then I thought of another way out.  I know some people dont have the luxury of having somewhere to go for a while, but I live at the edge of a large forest.  I have considred just dissapearing for a month or two, cutting contact with everyone.  That would be like killing myself, but I still get to live.  I would have peace and be able to come in contact with my innerself and with the earth.   So if anyone in here is thinking about killing themselves because life is hard, dont, just escape by leaving, dont comeback untill you feel better.  But if you are thinking about doing it because you feel it will help you acheive a greater level of enlightment, dont.  Just finish up your life here, have some fun with it,  go and travel see all that life has to offer.

Yes but I dont think an animal makes a concious decision about it though.  Its more of a mechanism.

Well I personally wouldnt kill myself, because I dont think you(im not talking about one person just someone in general)  should.  Not because of the whole christian idea of it, but my own.  I think you shouldnt commit suicide because you are meant to live.  If there is no point in being born, then you wouldnt be born.  Nature fits everything together in our world, everything has a role from bugs to dust.  Even though you have the power to kill yourself, I dont think someone should.  I know somtimes life gets really bad and I understand the feeling of wanting to not exist but there is always an option out.  But no matter how bad life gets there is sombody somwhere whos got it worse than you.  Life is precious and you should never throw it away.  There are thousands of people who want to live that get killed everyday, their lives taken from them and you still got yours.  

I thinks someone on the first page said 'suicide is natural' no its not.  Whens the last time a bear hung itself.  Ive never seen a raccoon intentionally run out infront of a car.  Humans are the only animals capable to commit suicide.

Its a measurment of change.  Like a meter for distance.  Humans invented the concept of time.

wronski:

the fact of the matter is we DO have control over what happens to us. We just have this visage of "control" that we like to use all the time.

Thats what said, well tried to say, i guess i didnt do a good job of  wording it.  Of course you have control over what happens to you.

I wouldnt mess with your resonance.  If you make it too low or too high somthing in your enviroment could match your frequency and youd  fall apart, litteraly.  For that matter, I dont know why youd want to mess with your electrons unless you just change the charge of them.  If you can change the charge then you can walk through stuff and, if you can allign your electrons with all the north poles facing one way and the south poles facing the other, then you have some magnatism abilities.

you may have too many programs running in the back ground.

you may have too much stuff on it, try a system restore(read the manual, its the thing where you wipe everything off your computer and restore it the condition you bought it in). DO THIS AS A LAST RESORT!

Your graphics card has nothing to do with perfromence while on the net or stuff like that.  You may have memory issues. or processor issues.

delete all cookies (this helps alot)

defragment the c drive

dont leave it on all night, if you do.

use compressed air and blow the dust off the fan

Delete any un used programs.

you do create YOUR world.  Reality means different things to different people.  You shoot sombody, your reality changes.  You win the lottery, your reality changes. You go get a good career, your reality changes. Now if you mean you just sit there and concentrate on your life changing, doubt it.  Its not that easy.  You gotta go and do stuff on your own.

Also, if a plane crashed into your house with a family member in it and they died, you didnt do that.  That becomes part of your reality, yet it wasnt your decision.  Humans dont have that much control over what happens, and for good reason.  Imagine if Hitler could have sit down and concentrated on the Jewish people never existing and it happened.  I dont think (insert your supreme creator) would give us that much power over our world.

it seems that the new one would be too unstable.  There is no place for the paper to 'lock onto' the needle as with the oldone.  the paper would get easily slid off the needle when a too much breath is blown, on the new one.  I think the old one is about good as youre going to get friction wise.

No offense Wronski, but I think you go way too much into detail in the analysis of dreams (or at least: this dream).

Hence i seriously doubt detailed symbolics apply to dreams. Your mind has to give form to concepts, the way they turn out is not always relevant to 'a deeper meaning'.

I totally agree about me going into alot of detail.  I really dont go into that much detail on my own dreams.  Its just that I know that some dreams do have meaning to them and Im not Jason, so I dont know exactly what these things mean to him.  Thats what a thing that helps decipher dreams that may mean somthing, is to take parts of the dream and think about what the items or scenes mean to you, how they apply to your life.  So in this case, Jason thought it meant somthing, so I looked at it and tried to see what symbolism I could pull out and simplify for him.  Like I have said in a couple of other posts in this forum, im sure not all dreams mean somthing.  Ive had dreams that had nothing to do with me or my life.  They were just plain weird.

In response to the first post on the first page.  I dont heavily study NEW or energy work, but I do read up a little on it and kinda do my own exercises.  I practice channeling energy, telekinesis junk like that.  I mostly work on the combining psi enegy to improve physical ability.

I honestly dont know why I do it.  It just seems natural to me.  And also its very fun.  Imagine if you could jup 40 feet into the air and land without harm.  Or run so fast that you can run on walls.  Imagine how fun that would be to do all the things you imagined as a kid.  I cant do none of that yet but im learning.  But I really dont know what drove me to discover psi ablities or why I havnt given up on them yet.

Not all dreams carry a deeper meaning ...

I agree, somtimes you just have weird dreams that dont mean anything at all.  But taking look at it I say..

You have family issues, problems with letting them know you care or maybe you should tell your family you love them more.  And maybe on some deep level you feel guilty for not telling them you care.  If you dont you will become distant from your family.  You miss your childhood(i take it youre in youre teens or early 20's).  Alot of people miss their childhood. And finally, maybe youre finacially moving up.  

Of coure, this could just be reading into it too far.  Hope I helped.

I think you have a special ability that youre having problems with doing because of hesitation.  But if you would just do it then you will find that its ok and not so bad.

Thts just my interpritation of the dream.  Of course you could just be having a nice vivid weird dream.  Those are fun.

before we jump to crazy  conclusions, let him respond to who thought he was crazy.  

Most likely if it was someone in his dream, then I think his dream means that he knows somthing or has ideas that is hard to express or get out, and everybody thinks he is crazy for having these ideas.  Just because it was a demon in his dream dosent automatically mean there is a demon after him.  Dreams are very symbolic.

MMM lettme see. Ill tell you my process for decoding dreams by taking you throught the steps i take.

1 write down all you remember, from colors to smells, to sounds.  everything helps.  you have done this.

2 break it down and compare things to what you know about that thing.

Part 1
  a)Curcular ancient relic.  Well its pretty much either just that or it means
     somthing important, grand, some old knowledge, somthing old and
     valuble.
  b)some one that is not you picked it up/tried to take it.  That means that
     some one is trying to take or get this whatever it is.
  c)when another tried to pick it up it turned into an orange, which
     decomposed instantly.  The orange could represent health, or life.  the
    decompositioning could mean that the health will go bad or life will end.
----------------------------End of part 1------------------------------------
Summary(in my opinion part one means)  There is some old knowledge that others try to grasp but it ends up in the end or they are not learning this knowledge.

Part 2

a)You picked it up and it turned into somthing gold.  This could mean that
  when you get this thing its good for you/its a benefit.
b)You were given the power to channel god through this thing.  This
  that this is a great power or somthing that you get from this thing.
---------end of part 2-----------------------

3 now that weve broke it down, its time to sum it up.  NOTE: This is not a promotion to be a christian, this is just how it looks to me.

There is an old peice of knowledge(bible) that others dont learn from so there lives/health is not prolonged.  But if you learn from the bible it will turn out to be a good thing for you.  And god will help you channel energy/become stronger/live longer.
                                                OR
There is some old knowledge or old event that you know of and you know nobody learns from.  Maybe you need to learn this lesson or you will die quickly like the rest.  And by learning this lesson or knowledge, youll become stronger in life.

Hope this helps.

Yeah i experince this all the time.  Its like the thing starts in my chest/upper back and goes all the way throughout by body.  I can control these as in make them happen.  If you cocentrate this on your hands, you will find they start to get hot and this is the energy building up.  I also use these waves to do telekinesis.  The strongest ones I have I can feel the hair on my head try to stand and then my back starts to vibrates, but thats it then i cant keep it going that long.

I had an idea on how to protect yourself against negs.   You remember when you were a little kid and you would get scared of the dark?  Do you remember what you did?  For those who didnt go to their parents room, you (or at least I) would put your head under the covers and 'hide'.  So what im thinking is that your blanket can be used as a sheild against negs when you sleep.  It seemed to work as a kid.

Works for me, but the same attitude towards some negs just makes them mad.  So make sure you have the ablility to take them on.

What you should have done was play it off and say you was writing a series of short stories.  Then after that just keep an encrypted journel replacing 'astral plane' with 'school yard', you know stuff like that.  Thats what I would have done.

Do what souljah suggested this will most likely help.  I guess its no good to talk to them or stuff, you dont want to anger them if they are hurting you now.  Do you they bother you outside your house?  Because you should get your energy up so you wont be so tired.  If they dont bother you away from home, go outside and meditate.  

Sit down in the grass and picture the earth as a large ball of energy, picture this energy coming through the ground and into your body.  Hopefully this will give you some strength (it works for me).  Maybe even get some music that pumps you up and listen to that.  Its temporary but it works.  Umm, thats all I got as far as keeping your energy up.  

As for geting rid of them in a non-confrentational way, no idea.

Im not taking up anymore forumspace. This thread is to help someone,  not argue so we shall continue this in PM Souljah.

[personify]

whatever.

i refuse to make light of something i know very well is not light. and the idea of fighting the dark with light. best of luck. i'm not saying it can't be done, but most people that suffer attacks, or find themselves under surveillance, don't possess the abilities to defend themselves in the first place. this is my point and it's a very simple one.

and you speak of your head like it's some sacred ground. what thoughts in there are truly your own? tell me one that is originally yours. it might behoove you to visit your local mental hospital and take a good long look at all those strong minds.

Yes the thoughts in my head are my own.  Why did you ask?  Are the thoughts in your head not yours?(jeesh, youre telling me to go to a mental hospitial)

or would you make the mistake of saying that people who are mentally disturbed are weak? some of the most intelligent people in history had some for of "mental illness", although it's an incredibly bad choice of words.

Now youre just twisting my words.  I did not say that. But now that you mention it, im sure some mentally ill people are weak against neg attacks. Then again, im not a doctor so I dont know exactly what mentally ill people are truely capable of.

i'm not afraid of them, not anymore, but i'm not disrespectful...and that's an agreement that works both ways. tell me...how would you go about killing a neg???

Disrespectful?  Im not sure exactly what you meant by that but if youre talking about disrepecting negs, then yeah I guess I am disrespectful.  I will kill a neg by taking its lifeforce or somthing to that effect.  Yeah I know I would be sinking to the negs level, but hey, it would be atticking my family for me to do that.

i'm not faulting anyone for how they deal with this situation, but i have hard time with humans always wanting to personify everything. these things aren't human, they aren't concerned with human rules, or ethics, or understanding, or how powerful "you think" you are. they have one objective...and i hope to god none of you ever have to experience what that is. like i said before....laugh (you're right it's healthy).

Well the worlds in which we live and the spiritual/astral worlds work on rules.  They have to obey rules, so do i. BUT if they enter my mind then there is a whole new set of rules, the ones I choose.  Have you ever heard of someone 'being off in their own little world' when talking about daydreaming.  Well we all have our own little worlds in which we control.  Drop the dramatic 'Ive been through it hell and back' thing.  I have had experince with this.  

isn't that basically the same thing i said (although i didn't leave out mind)

no I beleive you said that negs can hurt you so dont make jokes about it.

they start collecting information long before they show themselves. there is so much that surrounds us that we aren't capable of seeing (yet/most of the time). don't think just becuz it's not visible...it's not there. we are only capable of seeing/sensing what's within our realm and it's a tiny fragment hardly worth mentioning.

Ah, my favorite example, air.  I know air exist, i know god exist but I can not see them.  Who do you think youre talking to?  You dont have to tell me to open my eyes to see what is truly around us. But if you keep staring at the giant picture, you miss out on the details of life.

none of this is worth arguing about. everyone has an opinion. i just had to make mine clear...again.

Yes.  This is one part I agree exactly on.  There is a big problem in this community.  Some people see the glass as half empty, some see it as half full, some think the glass dont exist, some wonder why there is a half empty glass of water just sitting there.  The problem is we are so opinionated that we tend to aruge alot, and that causes hatred.  So I just want you to know that I hold nothing against you and you are perfictally titled to your opinion.

y'all have to be kidding! doesn't anyone have any actual experience with neg's? firstly they're not stupid, secondly they're not trying to figure out if you're scared of them or not...believe me if they wanted to... they could scare you to death! they could crawl inside your tiny little minds and tear their way out. they could f*ck with everything you love, every belief that you've tied yourself up in and bring you to your knees in a heartbeat.

ahahahhahaahahha.  Are you serious? Tear there way inside my tiny mind and rip their way out, huh?  Thats classic.  They gonna steal my soul too?  First off, Im not gonna let some little shadow neg thing hurt me.  Im alot stronger than they are.  Just because youre afraid of them dosnt mean im an idiot for not being afraid.  They are somthing to laugh at. And no, they cant mess with everything I love becuase I would kill them.  Secondly, if they get inside my head, I feel sorry for them.  Its my head.  Thatd would be on my turf, and I say what goes on in my head.  They have a better chance of hurting me physically.  Alot of people in this community dont realize how much control they have/could have over their bodies and spirits.  

throw stuff at them? laugh at them? discuss television shows? i can't even find a response to that. they're aren't attacking you YET, bcuz they aren't allowed to. they are simply collecting information, doing diagnostics & recon, but wait. go ahead and do all the things suggested...be silly about it. there really isn't anything you can do anyway.

Yeah laugh at them.  Do you know how much power is in happiness, in laughter, in high spirits.  and of course there is somthing you can do about it.  Theyare called negs for a reason.  You dont just sit there and let them 'collect information' get rid of them.  I had an experience with two negs one time. I showed them I wasnt afraid, and if they screwed with me they were gonna get hurt.  Never been bothered since.

i can't believe the shallow, completely ignorant (as in no experience) responses tossed around. this will change you're life drastically, but we all need to grow up sometime.

grow up?  whats so immature about my previous post.  The person asked for help and I gave that person the honest thing I would do with the situation.   I refuse to fear these things and let them take over.  I dont even know why you said we all need to grow up.  Life hands you lemons, squirt the juice back in its eye.

Shadow people huh?  

Just fight them.  There shadows after all.  Dont fear.  You see one, get up and walk over to it, try to hit it(im serious).  Maybe shine a flash light on it.  Laugh at them, but truly laugh dont fake it. Moon them.  Make fun of them.  Just make it a big joke.  Nobody(human or not) likes to be a joke.  They should just go away after that.  Also talk to them.  Watch tv and make loud comments about the show to them.  Do whatever you can to show them you are not afraid and are willing to fight them if they want.