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#76
quote:
Originally posted by TheSeeker

I believe that most people want to, because it would prove to them that they can exist without their physical body.

On a side note, if you truly desire to be wealthy.  Pick up the book "Rich Dad, Poor Dad", or listen to the audio cd's.  I usually read, but I like the cd's because then I can listen at work ;).


why would people want to prove stuff...?

also,I don't WANT to be wealthy,I NEED to have tons of money to get THAT DAMN THING!
#77
Hello,
I,myself,live in Israel,so I see such things happen often.
for example,a month or 2 ago,a bus blew up in my face while I was going home from school(likely I was just close enough to see but not to get hurt)!
also,learning to suffer could be an important lesson in spirtual evolution.
I know it sounds awefull,but reality is often not as good as it should be.
people die every day. people suffer every day. some people have nothing but suffering their entire lives. this is the reality humanity knows.
humans could be veiwing it all wrong,too,and death could be a good thing,as it only comes with destiny and when it does,it will free the soul from the pains of life...of course it's just a theory.

P.S.why do you have kanji in your text?
#78
quote:
Originally posted by daem0n

and you got that willpower from playing video games [:P]

i don't want to astral project, i'll start doing it when i will need it (preferably checking akashic records, thank you [8D])


lol,nope[:P] I did stuff like putting myself in extreme pain once per evening and trying to ignore the pain untill it sucseeds...not pleasent,but it works.

also,I'd reply to the main part of the post,but what is "akashic"?
#79
Welcome to Astral Chat! / How Do You Find The Will?
September 22, 2004, 07:34:06
OK,people,you just made me sick. VERY sick.[xx(]
quote:
Originally posted by runlola


yeah, the problem is you not video games! [:P]


it never was a problem [:D]
#80
Welcome to Astral Chat! / How Do You Find The Will?
September 21, 2004, 09:57:21
quote:
Originally posted by G3MM4

Look, different methods work for different people OK?


Exacly!
also,now that I remember...
quote:
at least you can exert control over it, and show it the proper way - stop craving, demanding, fearing etc.
i managed that and IT IS BETTER than final fantasy, neverwinter nights or any illusion you wish to dive in

both games yo mentioned were typical [B)] not really worth wasting time on...more as patty diversions.
quote:
i don't say - stop playing (well, it's ultimately the best solution, but hey, i've been there), i say - solve your problems when you build up your confidence

bah,sometimes the only problems are OTHER PEOPLE.
and you usually can't change other people.
just like you,I'v been there,but we seem to think in completely different ways [B)]
how come? if it's just the difference between us than the solution depends soley on the person,however if I am alone with that thought...[xx(]
#81
Welcome to Astral Chat! / How Do You Find The Will?
September 21, 2004, 07:03:39
quote:
Originally posted by Kazbadan

I sayd that pc games are bad for depression for some reason: it is because its really bad for depressions. I know this from my own experience.

So, when you are depressive, making certain things that will not free your mind or really turn it happy will increase your bad mood.

Whenn you play pc you are just concentrate in a monitor, you are sit in chair and hiting the keyboard. sooner or later your body will not like that, and your mind neither.

When you are with a depression, things like riding in a bike, being with friends or gardening, are much better because you are physically and mentaly active.


well,it seems you do not veiw the games the way I do.
I admit certain games do,most games do...
The games I play are like a good book [;)] I don't know about my body,but my mind sure likes that!
also,what will one do if he/she has no friends,a bike,or a garden,and can think of nothing to do...?
I'm not being depressive am I?
#82
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September 20, 2004, 13:15:57
quote:
Originally posted by Kazbadan

its not xcom aftermath, its ufo: aftermath. Its a new game that try to reborn the spirit of the old ufo game, but its a litle worst in the mechanic: you cannot went in buildings for example (in the original you could) and you don have so much control on your militar base i think. But still being interesting, people say.

The game that you speak about is Star: Ocean?, Star Ocean? Im gonna search it somewhere.




hmm..

I speak of Star ocean.
no need to search for it,I can find you a link right now...
prob is if you DO find it,it won't work without a special "trick"[;)]
also,there are also star ocean 2 (PSX) and 3 (GCN).
never played those.
my friends tell me that 3 sucked though.

P.S. I like giving,cos' I rarely want something [B)]
so I'm trying to give out links to awesome games here!
#83
Welcome to Astral Chat! / How Do You Find The Will?
September 20, 2004, 10:21:00
also,ESCAPE [:D]
get a few decent RPG games and play em' all day if you have no friends...
anytime you feel sad imagine you are back in that "other world"!
this works wonderfull!

also,I just gained a life story of a certain person who was like that... from his birth till now [V]
I'd post it,mybe you could learn from his mistakes, but first:
1.gotta censor it first[V]take out names/cursewords,etc...
2.err,it might make you think you have no chance instead [B)]
3.Kaz could start discussing it and go off topic [}:)]

so,not sure if I should post it or not.
#84
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September 19, 2004, 13:29:19
Kaz,you don't care about graphics do you?
I'm suggesting Star ocean [:D]
you SHOULD like it if I understood you correctly.
I have a place to download the entire game,but I can't post the link [V]

never heard of X-com:aftermath[B)]

runlola-
warcraft is strategy/RPG mix.
I liked it.
#85
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September 19, 2004, 05:30:43
lol,Kaz,I played the entire X-com series [:D]
you seem to like mixes of adventure/strategy.

#86
Welcome to Astral Chat! / too much power?
September 19, 2004, 05:25:49
quote:
Originally posted by Kazbadan

When you become tired just think in being the wind. It will work![;)]


I attemted it. made me feel lighter and more...sleepy [?]
argh this seems only good for trying to fall asleep [B)]

quote:
Originally posted by Inguma

From a more down to earth perspective, leaving the hows and whys aside for now, you probably were able to achieve this state by, as you said, ignoring your body screaming at you. Willpower can do some incredible things! Naturally, the subconscious mind plays a crucial role in all this.

Rob


YES [:D] that was my main theory.
When it comes to willpower I shall always have plenty [;)]
#87
ugh...I don't get it. [B)]
#88
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September 16, 2004, 23:41:42
quote:
Originally posted by runlola




excuse me nerdo


How dareth thee!!![:(!]
I was proclaimed as the great emulation lord in the darkest corners of the internet,where there are no laws or rules besides "do not spam" and "do not call the cops" with a post from a high ranked member saying
"[:O] I take that back,you are an emulation lord...but not an emulation god HAH!"
and you dare call a noble master of all emulation "nerdo"!?!!
why,thee should be ashamed of thyself,human!

P.S.I'm not really angry [;)]
#89
Welcome to Astral Chat! / How Do You Find The Will?
September 16, 2004, 11:20:05
I had the same prolem some years ago...
and I found a temporary solution [^]
why temporary? you will soon understand.
it's to place myself above others.
I simply told myself "Hey...they are not worth my time! they are just a bunch of foolish weak-minded humans! let them rot I don't care! I am better than they are...why should I bother getting down over something as pathetic as a HUMAN!? humpf!"
now,being snobbish won't earn you many friends,but it'll keep your spirits up fr some time [;)]
#90
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September 16, 2004, 11:14:39
quote:
Originally posted by runlola



I looked at the megaman for gamecube...eh, not my type.


uh...ther is NO megaman legends for the gamecube...
if your talking about megaman X then it's an action game,silly.
#91
Welcome to Astral Chat! / too much power?
September 16, 2004, 11:10:59
James S,
I never denied that it was something physical.
I simply doubted it.
also,what you described with the mountain bike incident was nothing like what I felt...
it's like my soul is being torn apart,burned down into power filled with hatred...however I did not feel angry OR hyper,or anything like that. so I was sure it wasn't andrenalin.
I might edit this post some more later to add things...unless you post more before that ;)

P.S.
heh heh,that's the thing,I never have time to exircize anything but my finges(typing&pencil-using) and certain portions of my arm(I do a daily 60 pull ups...30 morning 30 evening ;) )
also,
I can simply ignore them if I want to,as in,where most people would sceam in pain,I would be able to ignore all pain and remain calm.
this is also usefull to block things like anger or sadness ;)
#92
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September 15, 2004, 04:02:50
quote:
Originally posted by runlola




who has the best RPGs? Gamecube, Xbox, Playstation2, or PC
I love Zelda. so tell me some like that.


finished all Zelda games but 1...they are adevnture games though.
I'd reccomend Megaman legends 1&2,it's like a futuristic version of the zelda games,but it's PS1 :P might be a PS2 version out,too...
quote:
thanks nerds.

you are evil runlola[B)] real evil...
it was either a cruel joke or an evil insult [:(]
not that I care though[|)]
#93
Welcome to Astral Chat! / too much power?
September 15, 2004, 03:56:59
quote:
Originally posted by Veccolo

Jenia_San:

I think you've got an endorphin rush. That often happens with excessive training, nothing extraordinary. That is a survival mechanism, afaik.


hmm...well,uh...could be true.
never heard of endorphin though...lesee...*grabs a book*

quote:
what
is so special about doing pull-ups that a demon would help out?

well mybe I just subcunciusly called out to a demon that owed me something from my previus life...or something[B)]
#94
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September 14, 2004, 11:46:20
quote:
Originally posted by daem0n

now here is the sweetie [:D]
you can switch between turns and realtime, even during battle [;)]
heh, you'll like it


fine,I'll trust you and give it a try...
(something tells me I will find the story "dry"...)
but,first I must finish the last PSX RPG I never finished...
Xenogears!
#95
Welcome to Astral Chat! / too much power?
September 14, 2004, 11:43:23
quote:
Originally posted by runlola




maybe you had an adrenaline rush, are you stressed about something?


Of course I had an andrenalin rush!
I made it myself to go faster at the start,but andrenalin can only go so far![:(!] this power was BEYOND me! a power I never had!
I can't use 700 bottles out of 30!
it makes no sense at all!

daem0n,
well if I was sucking energy from somewhere,I was un-aware from it.
it simply just came over me...like some kinda...err...
Super-powerfull demon suddenly possesed my body and lended me his power while there!
#96
Welcome to Astral Chat! / too much power?
September 14, 2004, 07:46:58
quote:
Originally posted by daem0n

[:O]
n/c
i believe you [;)]


what do you mean n/c?
I'm gussing,due to the short reply,that n/c=No comment.
<sigh> too bad. I was hoping I could figure out what it is and where it came from,then mybe control it [:D] and become THE EMEPEROR OF THE UNIVERSE...!
ok ok those are just fantasies I will never become the emeperor of the universe [B)][:(]
#97
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September 14, 2004, 07:40:24
quote:
Originally posted by daem0n

i don't give a sh** what others think about me [:D], however humans tend to label people thus ending any interesting conversation, for example: nerd, schizophrenic, scientist, buddhist and so on, and judge not by the words but by their label, sad ..

http://arcanum.sierra.com/us/ for more info


I took a look...
it isn't turn based is it [xx(]
not really my style then...
Looks like a super version of Nox to me [B)]
#98
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September 14, 2004, 07:20:42
quote:
Originally posted by daem0n

the one with summoning rings, dragons vs demons ??
nay, [;)] it wasn't good for me
arcanum is about the conflict between the magic and technology (magic destabilizes physic laws, thus breaking technological devices (steam engine age [:P]), and you have MANY ways of creating your character, like 8 tech disciplines, 16 schools of magic, and neutral abilities (20 of them), alternative solutions to quests, different paths (good & bad side [:P]) and so on and so on
guess it hadn't been published in israel

for those who think i'm a nerd, i stopped playing computer games [:D] some time ago, and i advise against it


I get anything I want,even if it's not out yet [}:)]
and that sounds a lot like most of the never-officialy-translated-to-english japanese game...meaning-fun [;)]
and why do you advise against playing comp games?
I learned most of my english from them [:D]

P.S.you never sounded like a nerd...you worry too much about what others think of you.

P.S.S.speaking of which,I'm making an RPG myself [:D]
well the graphics look sorta like the old FF games...you know,1-5...
cos' I have no one to desing decent graphics [:(!] but I have no limit in putting options though,and I'm making 4 story versions :P
good,evil,fusion(must finish first 2 to play this.get's your charactert transferred from the previus games ;)) and dark(must finish fusion.this is my BIG secret ;)).
#99
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Baby Angels
September 14, 2004, 06:56:25
quote:
Originally posted by G3MM4

Well, us young one do make it hard on ourselves, but saying something that we don't agree with won't stop us from growing. In fact it should help us to learn more about life and people.


but then again,that depends.
some young souls will not listen,and get angry.
actually,the majority of them is that way.
#100
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September 14, 2004, 06:54:56
quote:
Originally posted by daem0n

so what do you thik is the best rpg ??
i have personal love for arcanum, i return to it every 2 years, it's a shame that they haven't covered it in more details


never heard of Arcanum.
the best I played so far was "summoner"(1),and I played it 5 times over before I started losing interest...and I still play it from time to time [:D]...