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Hi Meg, well, being a spiritualist, and believing in life after death, I suppose I mean, I sometimes feel as though this poem came from somewhere other than my own mind, ie-  spirit. The reason for this is that none of my other poems are stylistically similar to this one, and this particular poem was penned in about 10-15 minutes and seemingly rolled out of me... maybe I was just having a good day!

Yes, it is very abstract...usually, I tend towards more emotive poems, which is another reason I said it feels as tho it didnt come from me.

Kate xx

Would appreciate input on this...it is only poem I have written that had not felt as though it came of my own mind  

LIFE-                JUNE 2002.


Time passes its shadows over all those who wait
Patiently for the stars, infinitely vivid, infinitely
Eternal in their obscure nature of light.
Lost reason, as the maggot gnaws perpetually
On the flesh of thought, removing by careful
Segmentation the philosophy of logic.


History extends the catechlismic split of desolate
Waters, stagnant in black blood of ancestry,
Destructive beneath the hand of Mars.
Nature writhes in the discontented passions
Humanity spews, as the blind vision betrays
The eye of long forgotten wisdom.


Life ravages it's spectral watchers as the clock
Fragments, splintering faces to reconstruct
Gargoyles of nightmare's creation.
Night ventures forth to obscure the forsaken
Sinews of limbs, outstretched in prayer
To the prodigal son of creation.


Death deconstructs the hollow vessel of birth's
Substance, infested by reality's maggot,
Drowned in the cloak of knowledge.
Time curses itself as the universe observes
Humanity's fatal flaw; knowledge thirsts
As persists the decay of progress.


Kate x

Hey all, joined here a few days ago...it was recommended by a medium friend who said it would help me in learning to protect myself and develop my abilities further.

Site looks excellent, though not sure where to start with the energy raising and astral material... I shall have a hunt for the basics at some point. Something I have done unintentionally but not very often at will.

Hope to see more of you all once I get moving on the posting.  

Kate x

Hi all, pretty new here and apologise in advance for a rather long post-please bear with me as I would love advice if possible.

Basically, I am finding all the discussion on energy raising, kundalini and the like rather confusing, having always simply well, struggled with gifts as they showed themselves to me. I have read a certain amount, obviously, but never really put work into things..just took what came to me really.

As a young child, I would often dream days that would come to pass, and have nightmares, about such things as World War 1, of which I had never been told anything, nor even read about. I would see spirit and on one occasion went into my parents room to ask why there were children standing around my bed. I always felt different for some reason,and pretty much lived in my own little world.

At age 10, all of these gifts seemingly blocked off... I dont really remember experiencing anything spiritual anyway...after I was abused, and only resurfaced when I began going to haunted places about 6 years ago. I found I could wake my ex bf simply by calling out things to him within my mind (telepathy I assume) and I found I knew things about people simply by being in their energy. I could feel the emotions of others incredibly strongly, to a point I would sometimes burst into tears in the presence of someone who had been down.

It was only a year ago that I started exploring my spirituality and realising I had some kinda path..I mean, seeing as I survived 4 near deaths, someone must have some purpose for me, right?   Almost as soon as I started seeking a path, I had a series of native american visions (the culture of which I knew nothing about) in which another language was spoken and I was shown things I had never seen before! I had to ask around native american chatrooms to find out what was what. I was also given a name in these visions. They were beautiful and very intense and I felt totally at home in them.

Anyway, soon after this, I met a man in a native american chatroom with whom I seemed instantly drawn on a spiritual level...the connection we shared was amazing and I thought for sure he must be my twin flame(I know some do not believe in such things, but I do to a degree). Well, this lasted 4 months and then problems his end (usa) tore him away and not seen him since.

In quick succession after, 2 other native american men became drawn to me, but I felt no draw to them...and I was left pondering, what is the lesson here? am I being tested? Why do I keep getting false leads?

After this, I began to explore my gifts more actively, and discovered I am clairvoyant, clairsentient, clairaudient, an empath, a healer and can remote view. I have felt a strong pull this last year also to devote my life to working for spirit, guiding others and a strong pull to be with my true soulmate whoever they may be...but I keep having obstacles thrown in my path and false leads that leave me confused...every male I meet now, I seem to be spiritually connected to...I mean one I recently became acquainted to, was told 2 years ago that he would meet me, but neither of us knows for what purpose...he is almost my complete opposite!

I seem to be moving so fast. I now hear spirit most of the time, and get periods where I feel totally full of power? I know that sounds bad, but I get periods I just feel like... I am totally at one with everything and can achieve anything. I am also constantly getting these shivers and like energy surges that go right through my body.sometimes when I go out, it feels as though the earth is shifting beneath my feet. I seem to have knowledge of things I shouldnt have.If someone asks me ofor guidance, the words i give dont seem to come entirely from me.  I have been getting bright white flashes behind my eyes frequently and just so many things seem to be happening... I am starting to see the lessons in all I do and it is very strange.

So, what I ask is this..what the hell is going on? And is any of this the beginnings of a kundalini awakening, because I sure dont know. These things just happen to me!

Kate x  

I simply seek someone with whom I will have a powerful bond on a spiritual level..I have met one person with whom I had that, and I can safely say it was the most intense love I have ever felt.

I do believe in soul mates and soul groups, but they can be dangerous when people will accept only 'The One'!

Kate x

To learn all the lessons I didnt manage to learn in my previous lives, one being how to overcome anger. To use my gifts to guide and teach others and help shine a light on their paths. This is my last incarnation, for those who believe in more than one incarnation.By the way, this is my first post, so hi to you all!

Kate x