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Try this out: http://tesla.eclub.lv/
I just set up there PjIRC Java IRC client, so you just have to enter nick and your'e connected, i think very easy, if someone is willing to customize skin, or do some other enchacements i can give ftp password

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I remember when i was very little i was grabbling on windowsill from on window to other(chasing a cat with my sister), at third flor, and that windowsil wasnt flat(it was like this / not like _)...
1) We had a cad, but i asked my mother and she told me that this cat didnt walked out of flat(even troght windows), but before when i was so little i cant remember we had another cat who did(my mother again told me), i remember i was talking about this with my sister and mother when i was about 11, but it happened when i was very small..
2)I dont remember this as real life, it was like dream, it was in day but everything was overbright, i dont even remember how cat looked like, i just knew it was a cat, and the other one was my sister...
3)When i told about those memories my mother didnt remembered anything like that...but my sister could remember the same..
Now:
-If it was dream, how could my sister remember the same(only if she's lying, but she wasnt, i know...)
-If it was reality, how we both could fit on windowsil wich is ~10cm width and is sloping

zE eNd.

I found it that if i dont use my pillow i get better sleep, and if i dont use pilow i can lie on my back for a long time, but i cant go sleep(its not my SLEEPING position)...
So if i lie on side i fall a sleep...
If i lie on my back i get strange sensations in my back(upper part), btw what is located in my upper back, i can induce kripples from there wich sometimes ends fast just there sometimes goes like ping to my fingertips and head(tingle all other parts along its path) and then comes back its like blast, but uzually it dosnt makes so far...but i induce it often, exciting feeling
Here is a pic i made os you can understand me(but ints rare when it goes trought whole body, i dont know what affects this), i can induce it by closing my eyes and thinking about something very good:

Interesting about that blockage,
what about if you're insida ina blocked house, can you do OBE then,
or only inside that house?

http://www.pmicro.kz/MISC/UFL/Almanach/4n99/WaterA.htm
I think its very interesting,
maybe science has came close to astral/etheric/energetic stuff,
Read the "Alive and Dead Water" part, btw, all information is here:
http://www.pmicro.kz/MISC/UFL/Almanach/AxionA.htm
Thats the only site where i could find exact descriptions and photographies of "working"(still have to make some of the simple ones and check it out) devices.
What do you think about that?
Something about passive generators and humans as generators:
http://www.pmicro.kz/MISC/UFL/Almanach/N2_96/Resonators.htm

Update:strange, but all stuff from http://www.pmicro.kz is gone, luckly i made a copy(intuition?) of all it before, and there are other places where is some(almost all, except that magazine and few links) of the information:
http://www.subtleenergies.com/ormus/spinfield/AxionA.htm

Aim not trying for a long time but i think this problem could persist after i try for a longer time:
Twice i got vibrations while i was halfasleep(accidentaly), then i tried one brainwave at night, i got some strange feelings...
The problem is when i start to feel something strange/different i never felt before i wake up...im quite nervous/timid i guess and i get scared
How to calm myself down(btw if im calmed down i get nervous at the moment when something happens)

I usually cant get a goood position to lay still, after some time i ilways need to move to be comfortable.....
....strange thing is when i fall asleep i can sleep unconfortable(once i wake up with paralised all my left hand, becose i slept on my shoulder..), but if im uncomfortable and still not asleep i have to move...
Btw, when i sit in chaoir and fall asleep i usually wake up when my left leg starts to move(fast, like when you gat a mild electric shock)

I red that after some time your body says to your brain that hes uncomfortable only to check if mind is awake, and its a very strong feeling..
how can i differ that its a bodys fake signal or im realy uncomfortable/hurting myself

What to do if i have a very great fears from something(you couldnt even imagine, id ont know a single person  who had the same fears)...
(I dont even remember, my mom told me so..)It began when i was a small child and i stepped on smaal animal and killed him,  actually it is absolutely defensless creature, but near hime there whas something sharp in grass, and i stepped on it too( i didnt even cut my leg, just a little pain), but now im already 18 and i still start to panic(my hearbeating increases, i star to think illogicaly, very strange feeling, not like other simple fears) even if i see a photo of this creature...
Could this fear affect my spiritual activities..
Is it possible to get over them trought lucid dreaming, or i could create my worst nightmare?
Any other ideas...
Btw, im only affraid of one type of this creatures(and some wich are similar in appearance)

What irc client do you use?
When you are connected to server type:
/join #astralchat

On chat you can get ansvers instantly, make conversations and so on..
On forum you can access information from a long period of time, not just a conversation...
Usually you dont like to write long txt's in IRC, but in forum you can provide full information for some kind of topic
(thats my opinion)

Btw, thanx for IRC server address

Is there any IRC or other realtime chat where members of this forum can be found?
Or you all chat astrally ....

You mean you have that clarity you have when you are awake?
Not like dreaming when everything floats, changes and isnt clear(You an feel your eyes closed..or somthing like that)..that feeling you are trapped?

Btw, i red some info in the net, and tried to not fall a sleep(concentrated at the center of "screen" and tried keep it black), after some time i was almost a sleep i felt something like creeps and big darkness in my eyes, then i started to think about my body(becose i felt it only in my head-head was only thing i could feel) and woke up from my heartbeats.
Was it only dream or is it related somehow to astral travelling(or how its called..?)?

edit:
Btw, it seems that almost everyone in here is only trying to acheive something, is here anyone who masters this stuff, can tell something more exact about it?

One more newbie...
1)Since im just found this forum i think answer already may be here, so ill search (Q: Where to begin?)
2)Is this forum still alive, how fast~ i could get replies...
3)How can u know its true, that you are not dreaming actually(but astral travelling), can u feel its different from dream?
4)Any other suggestions to newbie?