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I don't remember when I found out I could do this, it just sort of came to me. Maybe it was from some higher power, I don't know. I've only noticed I can do it for about 1 year. Now, I can Emmet this screech if you will. It sounds something like tires screeching but it's different. I remember I was on my way home and it was dark out. I suddenly felt a rush of anger triggered by a thought I had. I let out a two toned screech and something answered me. I was so scared. I did it again to show my friend, something answered me again. As I post this I am getting scared for some reason. My neighbor also told me of a time when she heard something outside my window make the scream I can make. Only it wasn't me. My friend had an odd dream about it too. We were going to McDonald's and I let out this screech and on the way back from MD, something was chasing us. It resembled something dog like walking on 4 legs, quite fast. I think it's a sound like the New Jersey makes I don't know. But my friends can't do it either. It's weird, and I'd like to know what that is before I do it any more.

I was posting about something on ATS about something that shall not be name or described when I had an odd premonition. Since what I was talking about would and could be a HUGE security threat I took head of that vision. I was sitting writing it when all of a sudden I blacked out. I saw two men in tan suit with sunglassed at my door. The vision ended. I was scared out of mind since I had read about these, Men in Black. I made the post later and nothing happened, probably since it was very crude but maybe it's though this forum that I will meet my dimise. Now, it's no wonder the government would be interested in AP. Imagine what they could do with it. I wouldn't be surprised if they where monitoring this forum. Not surprised at all. I used to be a member of ATS... btw

Well, might I say first of all while reading your post the phrase 'child predator' kept coming to mind. I'm 13, and sorry, but beautiful realationship? My butt. I mean, do you honestly thinkg we're that dumb 'strictly' under 18? Lemme tell you man, people over 18 do A LOT of the same excrement 20 and about 25 year olds do. Maybe you're not a predator, maybe you are, if not sorry. But, it was just a little too zealous for me. Form a beautiful relationship, what do I look like, an aardvarck?

A few of you remember my post about the cut I found on my Stomach after trying to AP. About 4 days after that I began to get a lot of heart burn. Do you think that these two have been connected?

I find when I sleep on my back, I wake up feeling so energized. I ounce went to sleep in the position that The Dead are in when they're in a casket. I awoke and found only my right arm had moved. I felt VERY energized. I probably APed and just didn't remember it. Now, when I sleep,  I almost always wake up with my pillow across the room, and I feel groggy.

Ya, good point. I've been trying every night so far. By the way, what do you think those creatures I was seeing where??? I saw mostly just wierd things, but one or two where scary.

Kick it's butt that's what. It would depend though. If I thought I could take it I would make sure it never touched me again, if I didn't I'd run, really fast.

I was looking up some stuff on Music and the effects it has on the brain, and I found www.intelegen.com. Apparently, they research and develop sound things to do a number of things to you. Like, AP, increase you're learning ability, make you alert and awake, lucid dream, and one is like if you listen to it for a half an hour, it can be like sleeping for 4 hours. So, should I order the Assorted Brain Programs CD, or not? I know there's someone on this very subforum who has something like that, but it might not work on my damn computer (iBook). It's only $27 and I'll have it in two weeks, so I'll tell you guys what happens. I would send for it this week but, this weeks allowance goes to the Halo 2 Multiplayer Map Pack.

I am not 100% sure, but I am pretty sure. The only thing I did that night was sit around all day. I am trying again, and if it happens, I'll tell you. I always do feel like somethings watching me, or is hovering over me. So, what I do it cover my face, and entire body (Save my Nose so I can breath easier) and I feel better. I also do that because sometimes I'll get really relaxed and my eyes will start to open. Say, infact, there actually is something harassing me, how serious is this, and how do I get rid of it???

Let's say you're APing and you come across something, and it attacks you. Whether it's sucking the Energy out of you, or like, fighting you what should you do??? Fight back? Or just go back to your body?

I agree with Souljah. I'm 13, and I can see how serious this is just by how big of a deal Souljah made out of it... I remember seeing something like this on a Ghost TV Program. They're obviously evil. I would try just willing them away, or like, getting some sort of religious object... Like, an Iron Pentagram, a Crucifix. They're all good. But, take this seriously, I mean, look at all the time Souljah spent with that post. From what I've read, only you can control your body. So, if they  do manage to possess you, they can't FORCE you to do anything. But, if they're all planning to attack, and you're not ready for it, see ya later bro.

I was attempting to AP last night and when I stopped I notice that I had a slash mark starting at my stomach and going down to my Kidney. It wasn't a trail though. It was two very small cuts next to each other, there was only one that pun cured the skin though, the others just looked like marks. But they were lined up with each other. As I said, these happened after AP. I haven't done a cleansing ritual, or make a Sacred Circle. I'm not Christian, so I don't want to use anything envolving 'God.' What do you  guys think this is? Today, I went into my room (Where I AP) to play Halo 2 on Xbox Live and I felt a weird presents ( I know I spelled that wrong....) and a smell. It wasn't a bad smell, in fact it reminded me of Cedar. It felt like only one was in the room. Two nights ago, I remember seeing all kinds of odd creatures while trying to AP. Only a few where bad, the other ones where just plain wierd... So, I don't know what the smell was, or the presents of something else... Help?

Well, thanks but, itsn't this computer worse than a TV or Radio? I'm a mixture of a Darwinist and Athiest. I don't believe in Gods, or Godesses, and I believe humans evolved from other simpler lifeforms. But anyway. The adrenaline is used because: Our bodies often can't tell the difference between reality, and virtual reality. When I'm in that game, try to capture the enemy flag, defend my own, or run/pursue and enemy my body thinks it's actually happening. The Caffience I'm addicted to, so wouldn't I be tolerant? It's doesn't do anything to me. I once drank something that made another person wired, and did nothing to me. I'm 13 and he's 50. Anyway! That's my take on it.

First off, I would like to thank you for being the first person ever respond to one of my posts!!!  I play a lot of high-action onling games. Like Halo 2 on Xbox Live. I get reallly high strung when I play that. I also am addicted to caffeine. But the rising sensation, what was that? And was it right of me to stop? I start to see all of the flashing lights too.

I haven't been trying to AP Lately, so...

Here's what happened. About 3 months ago, I started listening to the Newgrounds Audio Portal.The artists there have some great music, btw. So, I had my friend make me a CD of all the songs I liked a lot. First because I liked them, a lot, and second to give me something to concentrate on while trying to Astral Project. No, I haven't done it yet. I tried it last night, and from what happened, don't know whether to be scared or happy.
I had gotten to the 3rd track.

1. Flames of the Sky
2. Polynator
3.Spirits Within

It was about the middle I think when I realized that my eyes kept wanting to jerk around and stuff. So, I let them. And holy shi* did they ever... I think it was like REM sleep. After r about 30 seconds of that, some muscles on my body began to jerk around too. My heart rate began increasing a lot. I mean, it was like doing an intense workout. I measured it and it was 108 BPM. So, I don't know what the hell was happening. And I don't want to do it again until someone tells me what happened. I know you are supposed to be relaxed, but, I don't know.


Thanks Guys.