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So I started to dabble into magic mushrooms and the first time I had done them in 8 years I found Astral Projection. I think it was because I have had sleep paralysis and it was one of the intertwined connections. I have read about 100+ articles and video's and even chat rooms just to get some insight from others. When I was a kid I used to lucid dream all the time... Flying and knowing I was dreaming. I would ask the people in my dream to come with me and when I was ready to wake-up I would just close my eyes in my dream and open them and I would wake-up. Recently since reading into the subject I started to listen to binural beats and since that day weird stuff has happened. I wake up with my head vibrating and ringing really loud and I get scared. My foot the other night felt like it moved without me moving it while i was falling asleep and I don't mean a "twitch" I mean like when you roll your ankles to crack them or something but it also felt like my foot didn't move at the same time. I had a dream about 3 weeks ago that I knew I was in dreaming and I wanted to wake-up so I did my trick of closing my eyes and waking up but this time it didn't work. I was ripped through my dream at 100 miles an hour into another dream. Once I realized I was still dreaming I tried to do it again but it still didn't work I was thrown into another dream. The last time I finally woke-up but I had to pinch myself 2-3 times to make sure I was awake this time it was kinda weird. I'm wondering if maybe since I'm so curious if I'm attempting to do it but I scare myself out of it alot though this is not induced by me it just "happens". I'm not sure if I have astral projected or not but I know I lucid dream all the time. Anyones insight to this would be awesome.... Though I am scared to attempt it on my own free will like I said I think it might happen anyway.